45.
"A Ning, I..."
Liang Rong's face also turned red, and he looked at Song Ning at a loss.
Song Ning was overwhelmed with passion at this moment, and somewhere in his body was shaking like never before.
But he couldn't mess up in front of Liang Rong, so he had to put on the appearance of someone who had come over and tell Liang Rong: "It doesn't matter, this is a normal physiological phenomenon."
Liang Rong asked cautiously, "Then can I..."
Song Ning took a deep breath, prepared herself and nodded solemnly, hooked Liang Rong's neck and kissed him actively.
But he was pushed away by Liang Rong.
"No! I'm not an adult yet." Liang Rong said in pain.
After speaking, he rushed into the toilet, leaving Song Ning alone to capsize in the ocean of desire.
46.
Song Ning ignored Liang Rong all afternoon. Before leaving, Liang Rong followed behind his ass to admit his mistake: "I'm sorry Aning, I didn't control it just now, and I promise not to."
Song Ning almost turned his back.
When taking a shower at night, Song Ning stayed in the bathroom for a while, manually addressing his physiological needs. At the moment when the pleasure reached its peak, Liang Rong's face appeared in his mind.
Song Ning wiped her body and lay on the bed. Uncontrollably, she began to think of Liang Rong, his mature and profound face, his coquettish and cowardly look, and the tender and affectionate eyes he had when he kissed her.
This person who dangles in front of his eyes every day, now even his sleep time is not spared.
47.
Song Ning wandered around for a long time, and finally picked up the phone and called Song Ma.
Song Ma didn't receive a call from her son so late, so she answered the first sentence and asked, "What's the matter, did you quarrel with Xiao Liang?"
Song Ning shook his head. After shaking his head, he remembered that he couldn't see the other side. He added, "No, we are fine."
Song Ma smiled: "That's good, that's good."
Song Ning didn't speak. After a while, she asked, "Mom, what if the two of you are destined to end without results?"
Song Ma asked: "Do you love him
Song Ning said, "I may love him more than I thought."
48.
If love was a dream, Song Ning hoped that it would be beautiful, and even if it was short-lived, he would not have any regrets.
He always remembered what Song Ma said on the phone that night: "Since you love, don't worry about gains and losses."
Song Ning was suddenly enlightened after hearing this.
Now that the outcome is doomed, there is nothing to worry about.
As long as Liang Rong is still there, what is more important than loving him.
49.
In the later time, Song Ning and Liang Rong went to many places and talked a lot about the past.
Those were two more wonderful years than the dream, so that he could still recall his old age after waking up from the dream.
He will always remember that in the dream Liang Rong once held a bunch of hydrangeas and knelt down on one knee to propose to him in the sunny yard.
Liang Rong said, "Ah Ning, look, how many petals this hydrangea has, how many years I will want to love you."
"It doesn't matter if you can count, then I will always love you."
"A Ning, have you always loved me, okay?"
In the dream, Song Ning cried and laughed, and said to the boy he loved the most:
"it is good."
(end of memoirs)