Chen Xuan was forced to laugh at Wei Nian's shamelessness and patted his thigh, "Get up and let's have a good talk."
Wei Nian sat up obediently. Chen Xuan looked at him seriously and said, "I'm not as smart as you, An Nian. You know me, I'm an honest man. If you treat me badly, it's fine. But you always treat me so well, I won't play dumb. If I pretend not to see it, or pretend not to know, I will just enjoy your kindness to me with peace of mind, and say that we can't be together. I'm not that kind of person, and I can't do that."
"I thought about our relationship today. I'm not a wooden person. I know how good you are to me, Brother Nian." Chen Xuan wanted to cry as she spoke. She knew how useless she was in her previous life, and she hated herself for that. But when she thought about how Wei Nian never looked at her straight in the eye in her previous life, she felt very uncomfortable. Chen Xuan blinked and tried to hold back her tears. There seemed to be a lump of sob in her throat, and her voice was a little hoarse. Wei Nian poured her a cup of warm water. Chen Xuan swallowed the bitterness in her heart with the water, and then continued, "I am different from you, An Nian. You have a family, parents, brothers and sisters, and you are smart and have your own career. What do I have? You have met my uncle and aunt, and I will never go back to my hometown. An Nian, you can tell who you like and be nice to that person. I have to consider more than you do. You men, even if you marry a wife you don't like, you can't divorce easily in the past, but now divorce is as simple as drinking a glass of water. We women say that this is a new era, but it's not easy for women to live. I am not the kind of person who will divorce. I will only divorce if I really can't live anymore. So, what I want to find is always the kind of honest and reliable person who lives an honest life all his life."
Wei Nian was not convinced by Chen Xuan's words. He asked in return, "Am I unreliable or not doing my job?"
"You seem to be quite reliable and dutiful now. But who knows what will happen in the future? I dreamed that you would fall in love with someone else. Tell me, if the dream comes true, what should I do then?" Chen Xuan looked at Wei Nian angrily, "Can't you think about me and stop seducing me so much!"
Wei Nian couldn't help laughing so hard that he fell backwards. Then, he winked at Chen Xuan seriously and said to her, "I really can't help it. What can I do?"
"I have to bear it even if I can't help it." Chen Xuan sighed and said to Wei Nian, "Maybe I just can't be a new woman, Brother An Nian, I still have the same old idea. I always think that getting married is a lifelong thing. We are only twenty years old now. If we live to be sixty, we still have forty years to go. Brother An Nian, this is related to how we will live in the next forty years. How can we not be cautious? I always think that even if it doesn't work out, Brother An Nian and I have known each other for a few years, and I have remembered all the kindness you have shown me. We can also be friends for life. If Brother An Nian really likes me and really wants to spend the rest of your life with me and won't like other women in the future, how can I not want to?" As she spoke, Chen Xuan sighed, but there was some sadness in her eyes that she couldn't hide.
Wei Nian stopped joking. He looked at Chen Xuan and sighed, "We have been together for so long. When have you ever seen me like any other woman? If it really happened, please tell me and I will have to admit it. You are taking it seriously when it is totally untrue." After thinking about it, Wei Nian decided to get to the bottom of it. "Tell me, what was your dream like?"
Chen Xuan couldn't tell Wei Nian about her past life. In fact, Chen Xuan herself couldn't tell whether she had experienced that life or not. Was it real or just a dream? Chen Xuan didn't know how to tell Wei Nian, so she could only give a brief account, "I just dreamed that after we got married, you didn't treat me well at all. I was also very cowardly at that time. Later, you came back and said that you had someone you liked outside, and we divorced."
"What kind of dream is this?" Wei Nian found it unbelievable. He said to Chen Xuan, "People say that dreams are the opposite of what you think. You see, you said in your dream that I treated you badly, except for when we just got married and we were not familiar with each other, it can't be said that I treated you badly at all! Besides, you are not a coward. If you are still a coward, there will be no non-cowardly people in this world! You dreamed that I fell in love with someone else, it must be the opposite, I definitely won't fall in love with someone else!" At the end of his words, Wei Nian was so confident that he wanted to swear to the sky, asking Chen Xuan not to be obsessed with such a dream!
"Who can't say nice things? Let's see how it goes in the future?" Chen Xuan looked at Wei Nian solemnly, "Anyway, I'm a serious person. Brother Anian, you always say you like me, but it doesn't matter to me whether I wear nice clothes or eat good food. Even without those sweet words, I'm still a serious person. I treat people wholeheartedly. Once I get married, I will be loyal all my life! Brother Anian, you are so good at talking that I can't beat you. I'll see how you behave in the future!"
"You really think highly of me. I'm not as good as you. You've been talking all day." Wei Nian said teasingly. Originally, Wei Nian planned to make some progress in their relationship while celebrating Chen Xuan's birthday. Now it seems that there is progress, but it's not what Wei Nian expected.
Chen Xuan looked at Wei Nian with her brown eyes, waiting for Wei Nian's answer.
Wei Nian suddenly had an idea and asked Chen Xuan, "Xuan, sometimes, fate also depends on time. It can't be earlier or later. It's just right now that we have this fate. Don't you worry that you always wait and see and miss me."
"Anyway, in my dream..."
"I'm not talking about dreams. I mean, if it wasn't me, what if it was a man with similar conditions to me? He didn't do anything to make you sad in your dreams. Would you also test him for three to five years like you tested me?"
"This isn't a test. It's just about spending more time together to see each other's character! It's not just for men, isn't a woman's time also time? Brother Anian, you said yesterday that people grow old and their beauty fades. Aren't women more afraid of aging than men? I'm not afraid, so what are you men afraid of?" Chen Xuan's heart seemed to be burning with fire, and she said loudly, "The newspapers all said that it's a new era now, and a woman's life is not just about getting married! I have to grow strawberries, worry about the hat shop, and take care of family matters. Moreover, I have to read a lot of books and learn a lot of principles. Brother Anian, I am a homeless person, I have to build a home for myself! With a man, I have a home! Without a man, I also have my own home! In the future, I want to live this kind of life and be this kind of person, do you understand what I mean?"
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