"Flowers bloom and fall are the laws of all things. When the lotus falls, there is a lotus, and there are lotus seeds in the lotus. In the winter, you can dig the lotus root. It can be considered that she has not lived in vain.
Yu Lao looked at the lotus in the lotus pond, digging at the railing to talk about the truth.
But Li Renji doesn't like to hear this.
He looked at the low eyebrows pleasingly, enduring pain in his heart.
"Even plants and trees can have a result, but people always have to work hard."
In his heart, he is always together, harmony and beauty are the best, but he has forgotten the words that he can't help himself.
Yu Lao doesn't understand his thoughts, but if she does, it doesn't mean she can accept it. Some things will be said sooner or later, and it is better to say it sooner than later.
"Why should my cousin be so depressed? Even if people can't see each other often, as long as they know that she is okay, isn't it all right? What's more, now is the day when my uncle comes back and the family can be reunited. It is the cousin. Blessed, how could you say such a sigh."
Although Yu Lao understands why Li Renji is like this, now she can do nothing.
"Don't tell me those great truths. I don't understand, I just don't want to listen. My mother was sorry for something that caused you to be wronged. I know all your sufferings, but I can't substitute for it. My mother was reckless and didn't think much about it. It’s my fault that I can’t share your worries for you.”
Li Renji's biggest regret is this matter. If he does not go to Yunzhou, if he handles these things before leaving, he will not put himself in a dilemma today.
"Whatever the cousin said, my aunt is also dedicated to you and feels sorry for you. If you are wronged, it is nothing." Poor parents in the world, every mother is sincere and sincere to her son. Not in line with the child's heart.
Hearing what Yu Lao said, Li Renji couldn't help but feel a little distressed. With such a great grievance, Yu Lao could swallow her anger. I really don't know what kind of life she had.
"Aren't you caring about this? If you really don't mind, why have you not come to the government office for so long, nor come to see me?" Li Renji didn't believe that Yu Lao was really not angry.
"I didn’t come to Guogong Mansion, of course, not because of my aunt, but Yu Lao did have too many things to be busy recently. You should also know that Yu Rou got married a few days ago. There are other older sisters in my clan who are going to get married. In the days, Yu Lao had to work hard, and naturally there would be less to come to the Guogong Mansion. It really has nothing to do with his aunt, and even more so with his cousin."
When Yu Lao said this, his eyes were full of sincerity and no doubt. Li Renji looked at her still beautiful appearance, but in the future, she bloomed for others. Li Renji was extremely sad, but there was nowhere to tell. He just smiled and said, "You I'm not worthy of being so smart and generous."
"My cousin is serious. My cousin is distinguished, and he is the only heir to the National Duke Mansion. Even if he can't inherit his uncle's Dukedom in the future, it won't be much worse. You are unattainable."
"Yulao, I know, it has always been my own wishful thinking, but can you think about it, think about us..." Li Renji said hesitantly and vaguely, but he also understood what he meant.
"Cousin, look at the goose going to the south!"
Just when Li Renji was making up his mind to tell Yu Lao about his thoughts, Yu Lao suddenly pointed at the big geese lined up in the sky and said cheerfully, making all the words behind Li Renji disappear without a trace.
Wild goose
Li Renji followed the direction of Yu Lao's fingers and looked towards the sky. The day was blue and the sun was shining. The woman standing beside her was as dazzling in the sun as she did when she was walking, even more dazzling than the sun in the sky.
"Autumn is here, and even the wild goose is about to fly to the south." Li Renji sighed as he looked at the wild goose.
"Yeah, do you think these wild geese are also attached to Jinling here?"
Yu Lao asked with a smile and tilted her head. This question made Li Renji a little confused. Those geese are all flying birds, so why don't people have nostalgia
Seeing Li Renji’s doubts, Yu Lao went on to say: "My cousin must be thinking, it’s just a bird, how can there be human feelings? But Yu Lao thinks otherwise, can humans be ruthless? Only, some. At that time, many things are involuntary, just like this migratory bird flying to the south. In autumn, even if they are reluctant to leave, you may think that they are just livestock and have no feelings, but how do you know that she is always drinking water? By the side of the pond, the rice fields that often eat grain will not have feelings of reluctance, but she also knows the truth of the passage of time, let alone us?"
Yu Lao wanted Li Renji to understand that some people just disappeared as they walked, and some things faded away. They were helpless and couldn't let this happen again.
After listening to Yu Lao's words, Li Renji's face turned red involuntarily. Yes, Yu Lao was right. Some things passed and passed, even if it wasn't what I wanted, he and Yu Lao had no chance after all.
Seeing Li Renji looking at the bamboo forest, Yu Lao couldn't stay long, and took Chunqiao and Xia Wen along the path, planning to return to the old lady's residence.
Just walking to a corner, Xia Wen's eyes flashed suddenly, and Yu Lao knew that Xia Wen must have discovered something, so she asked: "Xia Wen, I have nothing to hide from me?"
Xia Wen trembled in fright when she heard Yu Lao's questioning, and then looked at Yu Lao's eyes, filled with doubts, Xia Wen had to whisper in front of Yu Lao: "The servant is worried about the master."
"Worry? Why are you worried?" Yu Lao didn't know if Xia Wen was worried for herself, thinking she had done something bad behind her back.
"The servant maid is not worried about anything else. The servant maid is afraid that when the master sees Young Master Li's heart, he will say something wrong." Xia Wen said with flickering words.
"Wrong words?" Yu Lao was a little unclear, so she was afraid of saying something wrong.
I want to ask Xia Wen carefully, but now that there is no one around him, let alone Xia Wen, even Chunqiao has disappeared, and Yu Lao is a little surprised by the speed of relief. "Are you looking for the two of them? Chunqiao was taken away by Xia Wen." Just as Yu Lao was confused, Zhou Jinran's voice suddenly sounded in her ear.
"Zhou Jinran, why are you here?" Yu Lao didn't expect Zhou Jinran to appear suddenly, and she was still in the Guogong Mansion. She remembered the weird expression of Xia Wen just now, and finally knew why she was frightened. It turned out that she had already appeared Zhou Jinran. He didn't tell himself about the trail, so I was frightened.
Seeing Yu Lao looking from the left to the right, she seemed very afraid of being spotted, and pushed herself to a corner where few people came and said in a low voice, "This is the Guogong Mansion. You also sneaked in. No wonder Xia Wen just now. The expression is so strange." (End of this chapter)