Shizheng knew that Yu Yue still had him in her heart, and it could be said that she couldn't hold anyone but him in her heart, otherwise she would not have lived with Shi Qiu and Qing Huan for so many years, even with the Ji family's kid, because That kid might be his child. But she just didn't want to come back to him. In the past, he was trying to push her away, but now she is trying to get away from her. What is this? Is the way of heaven good for reincarnation
Yu Yue was bowing her head to bandage the wound on his hand that was punctured by the tree. It was late at night. The candlelight on the table reflected Yu Yue's profile, warm and comfortable. If she is hurt, she must be more uncomfortable than himself. He is her god and everything to her.
"Jisang is not my child." Shizheng suddenly said, "I and Lin Bingyue have never done anything like that. The reason why I went to see her was because she asked me first. She said that she was already pregnant with Ji's child, and she It's no longer possible with me."
Her hand, which was still bandaging, continued to do what she was doing. Maybe she was in a good mood when she saw the current affairs, or maybe she didn't want to live in fantasy anymore. It's been six years, even if she is scarred in the end. Also wanting to tear apart this beautiful illusion, she said something she couldn't believe she would say, "Even if Ji Sang is not your child, you can't let her go in your heart, right?"
Shizheng was stunned, he didn't know why she said that, and there were a few folds on the smooth forehead.
"Maybe you haven't noticed your true intentions, but I know, I like you for so many years, I know that you can't forget her, Shizheng, even if she's been dead for so many years, you can't forget her, the flowers in the yard and the Lin family are exactly the same!"
The last sentence, Yu Yue, was almost a roar. After she finished speaking, she couldn't help crying, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances of these years: "Why do you appear in front of me again, I I'm going to start my new life again, why do you want to show up again? You can take Shi Qiu and Qing Huan away, why don't you let me die in the prison? Why do you want to bring me back! Bring me back and ask me I see how you miss that woman everywhere! The clothes that woman likes, the flowers and plants that she likes, and even the tableware and chopsticks used for eating are the blue and white porcelain that she likes the most! I am a person, and I will be sad too! Current affairs, You can't spoil me everywhere just because I like you!"
Yu Yue's answer made Shi Zheng stunned. At this time, he understood why Yu Yue didn't want to stay here for a moment. He stepped forward and hugged Yu Yue, softly coaxing "I was wrong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, if you don't like it. I'll have it replaced tomorrow."
"You can change things, can you change your heart?" Yu Yue lay on Shi Zheng's shoulder and continued to cry, "I'm tired, Shi Zheng, it's not been easy for me these years, I don't want to be so tired anymore, let me Let's go, I promise not to appear in your field of vision, okay? Current affairs."
His heart was as uncomfortable as a knife cut, and the pain was tight. He never knew that Yu Yue had been suppressing herself like this, unlike him who always took his temper on her and always felt that she was doing nothing for her own reasons. All she wanted was just one of him, but she always hurt her and ran on a path that made her sad, and she couldn't catch up with herself.
"I..." Shi Zheng didn't know what he wanted to say either. It seemed that everything he said was wrong. He couldn't understand her pure and innocent heart at the right time, and he couldn't calm down after understanding his own heart. Let her go "Don't leave me, okay? Give me some time, and only you in my heart, okay?"
Yu Yue cried even more fiercely. It seemed that no matter what they did, it was wrong. Six years ago, he tried his best to leave her, and she tried his best to stick to him. Six years later, he tried his best. Trapped him, she was exhausted to break free of him. They always chase one after another and run away, and they are so tired that they can't untie the ropes of fate.
Yu Yue finally cried and fainted in Shizheng's arms. She didn't feel relieved until the imperial doctor came to confirm that she was fine. After the imperial doctor told her to eat, he knew that her stomach was not good, and she couldn't eat too much greasy food.
The moon at night was bright and soft, a beam of bright moonlight sprinkled on Yu Yue's face, her red and swollen eyes were particularly dazzling under the moonlight, and Shi Zheng, who was lying beside her, couldn't sleep.
The next day was Xiu Mu, who was so diligent that Lien Xiu Mu did not show up in the office room for the first time when he was in the office, so the officials who came to ask questions were rushed. For the first time, Zhezi did not pass the prime minister and went directly to the emperor's hands. .
The young emperor slightly bent his mouth and looked at the officials below, "Do you think this is one thing and one thing?"
The official looked at the superior emperor with a puzzled look on his face.
In the ready-to-wear shop, Shizheng gestured at Yu Yue with all kinds of clothes, and finally chose a pink skirt for Yu Yue to put on. Yu Yue is not used to it.
"Look at these pieces, do you like them?"
After Yu Yue changed her clothes and came out, Shi Zheng took a few more clothes to measure on Yu Yue's body. There were many people in the ready-to-wear store, many of whom were family members of court officials. Most of them knew Shi Zheng and kept their eyes on them. Glancing in the direction, Yu Yue was embarrassed, and her face turned red and red.
She took Shi Zheng's hand, which was still gesturing, and whispered, "It's too expensive. One piece of clothing here is enough for our annual expenses. Let's go. They, they are all watching us."
Shizheng turned his head to look at the women around him, and smiled at Yu Yue who was so ashamed in his arms that he lowered his head. "What are you afraid of, my wife of Shizheng is worth the best." She didn't want to pay for the style of clothes that her eyes stayed on, and asked the owner of the store to go to the prime minister's house every quarter to make clothes for Yu Yue, Shi Qiu and Qing Huan.
Since Shizheng took Yu Yue to buy clothes here, this ready-to-wear store has become the favorite of the famous ladies and ladies in Kyoto. The cold and serious Prime Minister brought his wife to choose clothes for a while. beautiful talk.
Shi Zheng not only bought clothes with Yu Yue, but also bought a lot of jewelry. At noon, he had lunch at the most famous restaurant in Kyoto, and in the afternoon, he went to see shadow puppets. .
When I came back, the original flowers and plants in the yard were gone, and the tableware and chopsticks used in the evening were also changed. The pattern on the chopsticks was the peony that Yu Yue liked. The corner of Yu Yue’s mouth was slightly hooked, and Shi Zheng’s eyes were like a spring breeze. The satisfied housekeeper also sighed in relief and left to reward today's craftsman.
Yu Yue was surprised and at a loss as to what to do with the current affairs, but it was more comfortable that the warmth gushing from the bottom of her heart suddenly felt that her hard work over the years had not been in vain. She seemed to be waiting for this day, but Even under such a happy and happy feeling, she was vaguely uneasy, and even she herself didn't know why.
Even though Yu Yue didn't say anything, her heart was happy, which made him feel a lot more relaxed, and he even ate an extra bowl of rice with him. It's just that Yu Yue now has less than a star and a half of food compared to six years ago. Six years ago, Yu Yue could eat three flatbreads in a row, plus two meat buns, if it wasn't because she was quite capable , his mother felt unable to support her. And now Yu Yue can eat a bowl of rice is the limit.
Three years ago, Yu Yue gave the clean steamed buns to Shi Qiu and Qing Huan. After eating sour steamed buns for several months, she had already eaten up her stomach. When he thought of the current affairs here, he felt a little disappointed. The world is impermanent, and the last thing he should have left them is.
At night, Yu Yue was very uncomfortable. It was the first time she took a bath in such a big bath, and there were maids around her, which made her a little scared. She had a lot of scars on her body. The scars, big and small, were ugly and tight. No matter how the maid tried to persuade her, she was unwilling to take off her clothes in front of them. The maids had no choice but to back away. Waiting for Yu Yue to wash up before she stepped forward to serve.
There are several maids Yu Yue knew. They whispered behind their backs that she was a toad and wanted to eat swan meat. Yu Yue wanted to tell the current affairs, but then thought it was just a few gossip? I don't care if I hear less, after all, she really took a bite of the swan meat, but the process was too hard. It's just that when I see them, I'm still a little nervous after all, after all, no one wants a person who has humiliated him to always sway in front of him.
The ability to detect people's thoughts can be said to be very good for the current affairs above high positions, especially in the face of Yu Yue, even if she frowned slightly, he could guess her thoughts, and after all these years of 'hostile', he was more than herself. To get to know her.
"They made you angry." Shizheng said with certainty.
In an instant, the maids all knelt down and begged Shi Zheng for mercy.
Seeing such a chilling scene, Yu Yue also panicked and hurriedly said, "No, no, don't be angry."
Shizheng narrowed his eyes and looked at the maid who was kneeling on the ground, "Madam's temper is different, you care, but you must know that this is the prime minister's residence, and you must keep your duty. I know that many of you like to chew people's tongues, women. It is normal to have some long tongues, but even if you are chewing your tongue, you must distinguish the object, the master is the master, even if you used to be as humble as dust, but now you are still high above, if you accidentally flash your tongue, the person will be gone."
The maids on the ground began to cry, shouting that they would no longer dare, and Shi Zheng waved their hands to let them all go down.
Yu Yue was a little shocked. She didn't expect him to pay attention to these little things, and she didn't expect him to use this way to lift herself up. In addition to being moved, she also left a cold fear.
Seeing that Yu Yue was still looking at him blankly, Shi Zheng stepped forward and pulled her into his arms, "Okay, don't think about it, I'm not forcing you to deter this prime minister, but you are the master, how can a master be like a maid? , if it doesn't look pleasing to the eye, just let the housekeeper dismiss it, just find a few more obedient ones."
Yu Yue nodded blankly. She had never imagined the current life. She never thought that the wild girl who was dispensable in the village could one day decide her own destiny. She is not a current government, and such an ability would come to her. It's a little too scary to say.
The night was still long, but Yu Yue couldn't sleep. Although the two of them shared the same bed before, it was already six years ago. Yes, they have been together recently, but Yu Yue has always been in a coma. , There is no consciousness at all, but now the two of them are lying on the same bed... tangled to death.
"It fell off when it was moving. Why don't you change the long bed tomorrow." Shi Zheng said softly.
"Ah! No, no, let's save some money, there's no need..." Yu Yue stopped her voice immediately. I'm afraid that there is no shortage of money in current affairs at this time, so there is no need to save money.
Even if it wasn't her own money, Yu Yue felt distressed. After thinking about it for a while, she finally leaned in the middle.
Yu Yue just moved a little bit, still clinging tightly to the bedside, Shi Zheng's smile was hidden in the darkness, when they first got married, Yu Yue disliked their small bed, and said that after earning money in the future, they would put it away first. The bed was changed. The current bed was personally picked by Shi Zheng when he moved in. I don't know how he thought about it at the time. Suddenly, Yu Yue's words came to mind, and he immediately ordered the largest one.
But Yu Yue still seemed to dislike this bed.
Shizheng's long arm stretched out and pulled Yu Yue to the middle of the bed, tucked Yu Yue's quilt, and took Yu Yue's hand, "Sleep,"
Yu Yue couldn't sleep.