In the small space, he didn't move for a long time, his face was pressed against her neck and he sniffed fiercely. Meng Shengnan was so stiff that he didn't dare to breathe out loudly. He smelled very strong, and he rubbed his palm on her waist. She couldn't remember how long it had been, but she thought he had fallen asleep.
"Chi Zheng?"
She called softly, and the man gave a muffled 'hmm'.
"you're drunk?"
The man smiled, "You look like I'm drunk?"
Meng Shengnan's arms were sleepy, and his face was turned to one side in the darkness. Chi Zheng slowly raised his head from her neck, tilted his head slightly, and looked into her eyes.
"How do you know if you don't look?"
There was a smile in his voice, but she didn't say anything. There are people singing in the storefront on the street across the door. It is Yuquan who never gives up. She has listened to the song countless times since it was released in 2009. Then, she heard him call her name in a hoarse and low voice.
"Meng Shengnan."
Her scalp is numb.
Chi Zheng let go of her wrist, and put his hands behind her to hug her gently. Resting his chin on her hair, he stroked her back slowly. After a while, he spoke.
"No matter what it was before, I'm chasing you now."
His voice was low and slow, splashing in her ears. Then, Meng Shengnan's eyes gradually became wet, and tears fell silently on his shoulders.
"You can be awkward and lose your temper however you like, I like it." Chi Zheng paused after speaking, "I say that, can you understand what I mean?"
He poked his head to see her face.
"Cried?"
Chi Zheng sighed, and wiped her eyes with both hands. Meng Shengnan just looked at him like that, as obedient as a cat. There is only room for his gaze in the eye sockets, and he is serious and focused.
While wiping gently, he opened his mouth.
"You should be able to see what kind of mess I am now. Meng Shengnan, I have no diploma, no background, nothing, and I owe a lot of debt. You may be tired following me, but I really want to treat you well. These I only told you that those young and energetic bastards didn't count. Now, you can think about it. Accept-"
He looked at her calmly.
"Or refuse?"
The inside and outside of the house are suddenly quiet like a deep mountain and old forest, the surface is calm, but the heart is overwhelmed.
Meng Shengnan remained silent.
At 10:45 a.m. on July 4th, 2012, the 60 ticks that the second hand turned were the most tormenting moments in Chi Zheng's life. He put his hands on her cheeks, his eyes tightly caught her eyes. After a while, she still didn't speak. Chi Zheng pushed his tongue against the root of his teeth, and lowered his voice.
"if you-"
Halfway through his words, Meng Shengnan leaned towards his lips.
○. ○1s.
Chi Zheng quickly turned passive into active, wrapped his arms around her waist with one hand, pinched her chin with the other, and kissed her vigorously. He stuck out his tongue and fiddled in her mouth, Meng Shengnan couldn't bear it. He hooked his lips into a smile, making it even harder.
Meng Shengnan's whole body was soft.
Chi Zheng half-opened his eyes and saw that she had let down her vigilance, and slowly slid the hand on the waist to the hem of the short sleeve to touch it. Meng Shengnan trembled when his skin wanted to stick. Chi Zheng stopped his movements and squinted at her. Full of passion and desire, the voice bewitches.
"itch?"
Meng Shengnan gave a soft 'um' sound.
Chi Zheng smirked, "How can you let me bear it at that moment?"
She blushed suddenly.
Chi Zheng lowered his head and leaned forward to kiss her again, how could the flimsy fabric be no match for his deliberate ruthlessness. Meng Shengnan trembled again, and Chi Zheng laughed softly. He intentionally teased her, and slowly moved his fingertips upward along the skin.
She was so scared that she reached out to stop her.
He grabbed it with one hand, lowered his face and asked with a low smile, "Are you afraid?"
Meng Shengnan couldn't help biting her lip.
Chi Zheng laughed and said, "Isn't it amazing just now?"
He was referring to the kiss she took the initiative to make, Meng Shengnan was a little embarrassed and didn't dare to raise his eyes. Chi Zheng tilted his head and lowered his eyes, the hand in his clothes was floating on her chest.
Her heart beat even tighter.
Chi Zheng smiled lowly, "If you don't say anything, I'll continue."
There was only a faint white moonlight coming in from the window on the bed in the room, and his hand slowly moved to her back. Meng Shengnan suddenly closed his eyes. He heard a soft, soft sound, and flinched a little.
"Chi Zheng."
Chi Zheng took a deep breath, unable to stop. In the end, I could only endure the fire of desire in my body and let go.
"Don't go." He whispered.
Meng Shengnan raised his eyes.
He said, "I won't touch you."
Then, he raised his hand to turn on the light by the wall. The sudden light made her unable to open her eyes, Chi Zheng turned sideways to block the light above her head, lowered her eyes and smiled. Meng Shengnan slowly opened it, feeling a little embarrassed.
Chi Zheng smiled, then took her hand and sat on the side of the bed.
"I'm going to take a shower, it smells all over my body."
She nodded slowly, he smiled and rubbed her hair, then turned and walked out the side door. Under the shower, he rinses with cold water. The desire under him grew stronger, and he laughed at himself for saying that he would not touch her. It was really the first time in so many years that I had to cover myself with a quilt and just chat.
In the room, Meng Shengnan propped his hands on the bed and looked around.
A small house of tens of square meters is full of mess. She sat for a while and began to tidy up his bed, which was full of his smell. Looking at the night from the narrow window, it is bright and new. She took a light breath and smiled. Behind him, he opened the door and walked in. Meng Shengnan was standing at the foot of the bed, bending over to get his dirty clothes.
"Do you want to wash?"
She turned her head in a hurry, and the man was leaning against the door with his bare upper body, and his hair was still dripping. She was too frightened to move, her hands still holding the clothes.
"I, don't wash it."
Chi Zheng laughed, "Are you afraid that I will hurt you?"
Meng Shengnan bit her lip and said nothing.
"I said I won't touch you, I can bear it." Chi Zheng smiled, then leaned over and lowered his lips to her ear, "It will be hard to say next time."
Meng Shengnan blinked nervously, "I—"
"Um?"
"I still want to go back." She said tremblingly.
It's not good for the two of them to sleep together as soon as they admitted their relationship, Meng Shengnan felt that he was not so open yet. Hearing this, Chi Zheng frowned, as if he wanted to see through her.
"go back?"
Meng Shengnan: "Yes."
Chi Zheng narrowed his eyes and smiled ruffiantly.
"Do you think I might let you go?"
She was taken aback.
Chi Zheng lowered his head and approached her face, "Not touching you is already my biggest concession."
Meng Shengnan: "..."
Chi Zheng smiled, "Really don't wash?"
She straightened her back, in a dilemma.
"You are sleeping with the smell of alcohol all over me, if I can't hold it—"
His voice became softer and softer, and Meng Shengnan's ears tingled. Chi Zheng was afraid that she would tease her too much, and she ran away again, clicking on it. So he bent down and took out a pair of his short sleeves from the cabinet under the table, as well as the pair of suspender skirts she had left in the mall.
"I'll wear this later." He handed the short sleeve to her, and lifted the paper bag in his right hand, "I'll put this on tomorrow."
She recognized the dress immediately.
"Why are you here?"
Chi Zheng raised his eyebrows, "Didn't you just run away?"
Meng Shengnan hugged his clothes and didn't speak, and didn't dare to look him in the face. The man has a broad chest and strong muscles. She blushed a little, Chi Zheng wanted to laugh but held back. He put down the paper bag, took her hand out the side door and walked through the corridor. She followed behind him, and suddenly wanted to walk like this for the rest of her life.
He took her to the bathroom and tested the water.
"It's a bit crude, and I feel wronged."
Meng Shengnan shook his head lightly.
He smiled, stepped back and closed the door. Meng Shengnan was alone inside, slowly took off his clothes and washed his body briefly. The water flowed on her skin, and she felt relaxed. Everything just now was like a dream, she laughed. I used to be afraid that he would play tricks, but now he really is.
Haoerlang has been in business for thirteen years, and the prodigal son is not afraid of turning around.
There was a voice-activated light in the corridor, and Chi Zheng just kept leaning against the wall outside the door. He looked down at the light shining through the crack of the door, lit a cigarette and smoked. The lights went off and on.
He smoked one and laughed a lot.
When the shower inside stopped, Chi Zheng stubbed out the cigarette and went back into the house. After a while, Meng Shengnan came in. Her legs are slender, and her skin is soft and white after taking a bath. Chi Zheng glanced away, covered his mouth with his fist and coughed a few times.
"You sleep in." He said awkwardly.
Meng Shengnan put the changed clothes into a bag, and climbed onto the bed lightly. She was a little nervous, hugging her knees against the wall. Chi Zheng smiled helplessly, sitting at the foot of the bed and watching her. The wooden board beside the bed separated the inside and the outside, and the air was stagnant. Meng Shengnan was a little uncomfortable being stared at by him.
"See what I do?"
"You said to see what you do?"
Meng Shengnan looked down at the bed and said nothing, Chi Zheng laughed. She looked up, just in time to see the H tattoo on the back of his shoulder when his head was turned to the other side, and her eyes stopped for a moment. Chi Zheng noticed when he turned around, and fixed his eyes on her, "Meng Shengnan."
"ah?"
Chi Zheng bent his legs and rested his arms on them.
"Ask me if there is anything in particular you want to know."
The two were separated by the length of a bed, she looked over, he was rarely serious. Meng Shengnan was silent for a while, and asked, "I want to say yes, will you answer?"
Chi Zheng: "Yes."
Meng Shengnan shook his head.
Chi Zheng frowned, "No?"
"No," she said.
Chi Zheng looked at her for a while, then smiled slowly. Later he said something, and Meng Shengnan was listening. In fact, after only a few words, Meng Shengnan was so sleepy that he kept yawning. He looked at her and smiled, thinking she was tired enough. After a while, she fell asleep, still leaning against the wall. Chi Zheng shook his head and laughed, leaned over to put her away, and covered her with a soft quilt. Then he stared down for a moment, then turned and walked out the door.
It was midnight.
There was a wind blowing outside, so Chi Zheng closed the door and turned right along the street to the Internet cafe. The street lights were dim, and he lit another cigarette as he walked.
Day and night rise and fall, the sun and the moon change.
The first time Meng Shengnan woke up, there was no one around. There was light falling from the window, and the room was very quiet. She slowly got up from the bed, and there was no trace of him sleeping beside her. She sat on the bed and smirked, and it took a long time to recover. Suddenly, with a flash on his forehead, he remembered that today is the day to send out the notice. At half past six in the morning, she hurriedly washed and changed her clothes before heading to school.
In the car, she slowly texted him.
"I have something to do at school, I'm leaving first."
Chi Zheng was walking towards the store carrying the lunch box when his cell phone rang. He took it out for a look, smiled, and replied as he walked.
"Um."
The sun is coming out.