Shen Shiyan moved his hand and touched the cold railing behind him, and he woke up as if he had touched a porcelain wine bottle.
Others say how good I will be to you and how much I love you. But this person cuts open everything about himself, reveals everything that is not conducive to the relationship, and then lets you decide. This is in line with Meng Xintang's temperament.
In fact, they haven't known each other for a long time. It started in early summer and has not yet reached the Mid-Autumn Festival. But in such a short period of time, Shen Shiyan felt that his impression of this person seemed to be as profound as a decade or a century. He had thought that they would be very compatible and could be friends for life. But just now, Meng Xintang gave him another option.
Shen Shiyan suddenly remembered that night when the rain fell to save the flowers, Meng Xintang stood in the dim light and asked him what kind of love you wanted. At that time, he answered from his heart, and in exchange for Meng Xintang's long silence.
But now that I think about it, probably both of them made a mistake and shouldn't define what love looks like. Love is born by human beings, it is love to get along day and night, and it is love to have a consonance across the world. He did hope to establish a love relationship like his parents, but at this time he thought that if it was Meng Xintang, even if there were frequent partings, the form of love they established should be beautiful. Because this person respected him, loved him, protected him, and gave him unreserved honesty.
More importantly, he is loyal to love, and not only loyal to love.
Shen Shiyan had a hunch that if he said "yes" today, they seemed to be able to drink for a lifetime, with flowers and distances.
He didn't answer for a long time, Meng Xintang waited motionlessly, his eyes were always on his face, focused and patient. The night wind blew, and his eyelashes blinked slightly, like a heartbeat when he was nervous.
It was in these eyes that Shen Shiyan paid his mind.
He looked at him and smiled softly.
"it is good."
What he had been looking forward to for so long was here.
Really, Meng Xintang felt that the breath in his chest was finally relieved, and his brain relaxed at that moment, and there was a long blank when the big surprise came. He has never been so uneasy and uneasy, and he has never had such sincere expectations.
The wind picked up again, the stars fell, and the cascading clouds were scattered. A row of taverns not far away turned off the lights together as if they had made an appointment, as if knowing this rare friendship, put aside the light and filled it with some silence.
Meng Xintang stretched out his hand, the one who hadn't taken the cigarette. Neither of them are very good at holding hands, so when the two hands are held together, the posture is not so beautiful, and it is not unexpectedly awkward.
But finally got hold of it.
It was supposed to be a very emotional scene, but Shen Shiyan couldn't hold back and laughed.
"What are you laughing at?" Meng Xintang's tone also changed, a little higher than usual, with a faint smile.
Shen Shiyan looked at him and shook his head. He couldn't say that his heartbeat was like a big plate of beads falling on the ground when he was holding hands with him just now. How old are the people, and that's what they can do.
"According to the standard procedure, next... Is it time to kiss?"
It was a joke to start the conversation, but I didn't expect that this man, who was always serious, would lean over as soon as he finished speaking. Shen Shiyan was stunned for a moment, and then quickly closed his eyes, unaware that the corners of his mouth were still curled up.
Everything Meng Xintang did seemed to suit his heart.
There was a very soft sound, and it was the glasses that touched first.
The two of them both had a meal, and laughed out loud in unison.
Meng Xintang's laughter was even lower, and it contained more helplessness and frustration. He put his forehead on Shen Shiyan's shoulder, his body trembled slightly, and the two low laughs swayed into Shen Shiyan's ears almost without the transmission of the medium, which made his smile even wider.
"The pose doesn't seem right."
"En." Shen Shiyan nodded in agreement.
Meng Xintang looked up at him again and asked, "What posture should I be in so that my glasses won't touch?"
The two beams of sight are placed together, which is a bit inseparable.
Shen Shiyan thought about it for a while and broke free of his hand. He lowered his eyes slightly and took off his glasses. The whole process was like the one who was wearing glasses when Meng Xintang first met him under the big tree.
"So, it should be fine."
In love, they are pioneers. Today they held hands for the first time, kissed for the first time, and will have the first sound of "I love you", the first sentence of "I miss you", and the first time forever. It doesn't matter if you are unskilled, even if you go the wrong way, they explore love together and think about romance, and love and romance will eventually adapt to them.
This is unique.
The lips of the two finally touched, Shen Shiyan was still leaning against the railing, and Meng Xintang's hand was placed on his waist. After the separation, Meng Xintang whispered a belated guarantee: "Although I can't guarantee many things, I guarantee that tasting wine, enjoying flowers, or the trivial and tribulations in life, as long as I can, I will accompany you to experience it. ."
This time, the world is really dizzy.
"Do you want to go home now?" Meng Xintang asked.
"Back to where?"
"It will be all right."
Meng Xintang took the glasses in Shen Shiyan's hand, folded the temples, and put them on again. A strand of hair was caught in the mirror legs irregularly, Meng Xintang bent his fingers to help Shen Shiyan smooth.
"Then go back to my house," Shen Shiyan said. "There are noodles and vegetables. Although it may be a little rough as the first meal, it just fits your status as a patient."
"Okay." Meng Xintang smiled.
When he got off the bridge, Meng Xintang passed the application, lit a cigarette, and suddenly stopped after walking a few steps. Shen Shiyan turned around in confusion.
"What's wrong?"
Meng Xintang didn't move, took a puff of cigarette: "This time, we can go in a fair manner."
These words were a bit vague, Shen Shiyan didn't understand, and asked him why with a smile.
"It's time to pay the reward," Meng Xintang chuckled, holding the cigarette, and slowly walked towards him. When he came to him, he took his hand and put it on his chest, "Boss Shen, use my love in exchange for watching the four seasons in the same hospital with you, okay?"
Shen Shiyan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed in the warm eyes. It seems that no matter what Meng Xintang said, he did not say it casually.
On the way back, Shen Shiyan felt a lot more relaxed. He listened to the music playing in the car and asked Meng Xintang, "Did you download this song on purpose?"
Meng Xintang nodded. In fact, this was the first time he went to find a song by himself. Usually, the music in the car reflected Meng Xinchu's taste.
This song is really special, every time he heard it, he would think of Shen Shiyan, who was carrying the aroma of the backyard under the lights that day.
And now this person is next to him, with his eyes closed, leaning against the back of his chair. If I had known earlier, I should have been more impulsive and mindless, and confessed on that day.
"If you have time, help me download some songs you like. I don't know anything about songs."
Shen Shiyan didn't open his eyes, he said "um" and asked, "What kind of thing do you like? Slow and lyrical?"
"You can choose what you like, I should like all of them."
Shen Shiyan smiled silently, still closing his eyes, and said "Okay".
The food style of Shen Shiyan's house is exactly the same as before. Shen Shiyan did not allow the sick patient to do anything, so he personally cooked two bowls of green vegetable noodles. As he said, it was really more suitable for the sick patient than the hospital's sick meal.
Meng Xintang looked at the green cover and didn't move his chopsticks.
"What's wrong?" Shen Shiyan thought he was uncomfortable and asked, "Are your arms hurt?"
Meng Xintang shook his head and stared straight at him. The two stared at each other strangely for a while in the scorching heat, each of them couldn't help laughing.
"You made the first meal yourself, shouldn't I choose something?"
Shen Shiyan was already very curious about why Meng Xintang was uncomfortable, and said repeatedly, "You can choose, and adjust it according to your taste in the future."
Meng Xintang thought for a while: "Then let me be honest with you... I don't like green vegetables very much."
After a moment of silence, Shen Shiyan couldn't help laughing because of his expression and words. Meng Xintang looked at him and smiled, and put a green vegetable in his mouth.
Although I don't like it, I would like to eat it.
When Shen Shiyan had laughed enough, he stopped and remembered the last time when the two of them were drinking, Meng Xintang's action when he dropped the first chopsticks seemed to have turned a corner in the middle. And it was two large plates of green vegetables that time, and the two of them ate it clean.
It's hard for him.
Shen Shiyan picked a green vegetable and said to Meng Xintang, "I am not a green vegetable."
Meng Xintang raised his eyebrows: "What is it?"
"It's the number of lifespans." Shen Shiyan shook his chopsticks twice, regardless of the smile of the person on the other side, "Thank you Teacher Meng for his sacrifice for our future."
Meng Xintang still slept in the room last time, the difference is that this time Shen Shiyan leaned against the door and said "good night" to him.
Meng Xintang came over and hugged him gently.
"Good night."
The first night was nothing special either. Meng Xintang tossed and turned on the bed, finding it hard to fall asleep. When it was dawn, he took out his phone, opened the address book, and changed a name.
From "Shen Zhiyan" to "Knowing Yan". Just went to a surname, but it is very different. The former is a friend and confidant, and the latter has added a moderate intimacy of a lover.
He put down the phone, and he thought again, more than just intimacy, this is the name he wants to call for a lifetime, more than ten million times.