Shen Zhifan turned on the light.
No. 32 in Dique District was the house he bought with his first salary. Before that, Shen Zhirou had been living in the Interstellar Orphanage, and he seemed to have no fixed place to live.
But this is what Shen Zhirou said, and he still has no memory.
At first glance, it was very chaotic. Compared with the luxurious and luxurious new house, it seemed a little too chaotic because there were still many things.
It doesn't look like a house where no one lives after moving, everything is well-equipped, he thought about it, maybe it's because he is not short of money, and secondly, because Shen Zhifan probably thinks he will come back here again.
Although it was messy, he looked a lot more at ease. He glanced at it hastily, and he could still see some disc snacks and some scattered newspapers in the room that had not been cleaned up yet.
It's just... It's as if he's just been a guest somewhere else, and he'll come back here anytime, anywhere, and fall asleep on the soft and clean bed.
Although he has no memory of this place, he can still feel an indescribable sense of intimacy, which makes him subconsciously know that this place is indeed a place that can be called a place of belonging.
However, although there was a sense of intimacy, it was a pity that it was of no use. After looking for Mao for a long time without even seeing a diary, he began to regret not bringing Shen Zhirou over.
The reason why he didn't bring Shen Zhirou was because he was a little unsure... In the past, he refused to tell Shen Zhirou, he must not want her to come into contact with these things.
Shouldn't Shen Zhirou know about those... things written down in the diary
No, it shouldn't, it must.
He reluctantly searched for a long time, rummaging through boxes and cabinets, but he didn't see anything, but accidentally saw an old magazine beside his bed.
When only a corner of the magazine was exposed, Shen Zhifan only felt suffocated.
It was something he was very familiar with.
... It was "Mechanical Eagle", a magazine on this country planet that was always backward and messy, and the cover was also messed up, and the red and green corners showed a cheesy look.
But the person on the cover seems to be the exact opposite of this magazine. The man is handsome and high-spirited, and his pupils have a light as deep as the stars in the universe. The magazine rose to a high level.
Shen Zhifan watched it quietly for a while, and his fingers couldn't help but lightly stroked the cover of the magazine.
Reluctant and nostalgic.
The cover has already turned yellow, but Shen Zhifan knows that it is not the original one. Although "Mechanical Eagle" is not a high-quality magazine, it is still very popular among boys of that age, even if Shen Zhifan works hard If you want to keep it well, it has long been dilapidated, and only the cover is barely visible.
It should be that he bought a copy from somewhere when he grew up.
He touched his forehead where he had been kissed.
What happened all these years.
He tried hard to clear up all this he could not remember at all, from the very beginning.
He met Yan Shuo, when he was sixteen years old, the day after the memory left, this is what Yan Shuo told him, there should be no mistake.
Then after a period of time, N-192 was destroyed by a big explosion. He and Shen Zhirou escaped from death and were rescued in the Interstellar Orphanage.
Then, instead of living in the Interstellar Orphanage, he went out to work with a gentleman, and now he should want to come... It has something to do with the underground mecha field that Yan Shuo said.
Then he met Yan Shuo again, the underground mecha field was closed, he fled there, and joined the interstellar mecha league, which is a good explanation, he had worked in the underground mecha field for many years, so there He won the first rookie position in the Mecha League in 2008, and since then everything has cleared up the clouds and become clear and clear.
Thinking of it this way, he should be considered happy now, at least compared to the past that sounded a bit unbearable.
But why, at this time, he just lost his memory.
What is the cause of amnesia
No one will lose their memory for no reason, what's more, the lost memory is really grasped perfectly. In one more day, he will know Yan Shuo, and in a few more months, he will be displaced. From then on, the trajectory of his life will be turned upside down, farewell. everything before.
He even felt that he was a blank piece of paper. Although he had such a part of the past, which part of the past was too simple.
It was as if the truth was behind that piece of paper, but he couldn't touch it.
He put the mechanical eagle between his legs, and his thoughts inevitably floated back to the old days.
But before, it was only yesterday for him.
That young man was still young, and he had the most sincere desire for the outside world.
At that time, his wishes and ambitions were not that big. At most, he could get out of N-192 and read more books. If he had money, he would go to Emperor Planet and visit the unknown world outside. If it was a little bit, he happened to encounter a miracle again. He might be able to meet the man of his dreams. The signature is not important... He just wanted to tell that man all his dreams and longings in his heart.
And now it's all in front of him, almost at his fingertips.
It's all at your fingertips, Shen Zhifan.
he said to himself.
What are you dissatisfied with
No, there is really nothing to complain about.
But following the perception in his heart, he noticed that under these quiet and beautiful places, there were bloody stabs.
Because he wanted to respond to that person's feelings so much.
He bent down slowly, shrinking himself into a ball again.
No, wait, he sighed and suddenly realized that he was here to solve these confusions, and the things in the diary would definitely explain most of the reasons.
If nothing is best, if there is anything... He frowned.
If there is anything, it won't fix it.
If you keep a diary, where will you hide it
Shen Zhifan fell into deep thought. He felt that he needed to calm down. Even if the future Shen Zhifan changed a lot, they would always be completely alone. Even if they wanted to hide things, they should have the same thinking direction.
He thought about it for a while, and finally put his eyes on the bed.
He liked to keep many secrets on the bed since he was a child, such as the cover of Yan Shuo's that year, which he once put under the pillow.
In addition, there are some small things and little secrets, and he also likes to stuff them under the bed.
He let himself lie on the left side of the bed. He was used to sleeping on the left side. He stretched out his hand and slowly groped for the edge of the bed.
His fingertips quickly touched a slightly sunken place, if not for the touch on his fingers, it would almost be just the pattern on the edge of the bed.
His heart beat a little faster, he pondered the place lightly, and finally decided to simply press it down.
Soon, there was a sound of mechanical hidden buckles being opened, and a drawer-like place slowly stretched out from the edge of the bed.
He looked at An Ran's diary in the dark drawer and breathed a sigh of relief.
The only one who knows himself best is himself.
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"Arrange me to meet my father as soon as possible, um, yes, right now."
Yan Shuo put down the phone and turned to look at Olivia, who was sleeping on the sofa.
Olivia is still the same Olivia, beautiful and proud, and has an IQ that doesn't quite match her beauty.
"I'm really tired," Olivia half-squinted her eyes and looked at the chandelier lazily, "I'm hiding, lest they find me, as if they really care about me, of course not. , just to control me."
"And Shen Zhifan," Olivia lowered her face, "He's really terrible, if I hadn't pretended to be obsessed with him and let him get the attention of the royal family, I'm afraid I'd be his dead soul too. "
Yan Shuo rubbed his temples.
He was in no mood to argue with Olivia. Although Olivia was a little out of touch, she absolutely couldn't make fun of those things just now.
"Why did Ferdinand rebel?"
Yan Shuo looked at her silently with eyes like blades.
"Oh, I thought you would ask me about Shen Zhifan," Olivia sat up, she thought about it, and sighed, "what else, desire, ambition, even though his status is already noble So far, but he is still dissatisfied with the rights of his subordinates, and he can't wait for my old father and emperor to abdicate."
"But he's not here now, and in the wormhole area where any communication can't reach, he just let you go?"
"This brother of mine has always been very proud," Shen Zhirou sighed, "he always feels that he is perfect, not to mention that he has not taken measures. I said that Shen Zhifan is his most useful knife, and it is invincible. "
Yan Shuo didn't speak, the news that Ferdinand was going to oppose was too sudden, and even more sudden was the news of Shen Zhifan.
"Tsk, didn't you always think that Shen Zhifan likes Ferdinand, but it's not true, oh well, I don't know very well about the relationship between you guys," Olivia shrugged, "I only know him Why follow Ferdinandia."
Yan Shuo's heart sank suddenly: "Why?"
"Because of... Shen Zhifan's life experience."
Olivia raised her eyes, and the jet-black eyeballs twitched gently on her snow-white face.
"Now the top management is still pressing the case of the explosion of the N galaxy to death. Don't you think it's strange that you don't even know your level?"
"Shen Zhifan hates this empire to death, so he can hit it off with Ferdinand."
Yan Shuo's throat was slightly astringent.
"His background?"
Olivia opened a picture on her phone.
"Do you know the Empire's S-class 'Glory' plan, they do everything possible to take away people with that kind of blood, both Shen Zhifan and his mother, in order to get this kind of blood without being killed by enemies You know, it doesn't matter if you pay tens of thousands of lives."
"Shen Zhifan lost everything because the empire lost his parents, lost his former residence, do you think he hates it?"
"This is what Ferdinand told him. He blessed Shen Zhifan and erased his name from the 'Glory Project' list, because he thought Shen Zhifan was too useful and shouldn't disappear in this place because of that broken plan. In the world, a mecha genius like him...it's really useful."
Yan Shuo's fingers tightened one by one.
"There's one more thing I might as well tell you," Olivia started chewing the damn bubble again, "The Yan family is also Ferdinand's biggest concern. After solving me, Shen Zhifan's next goal is to you."