After a long time, Ling Luo let go of Xiao Zixuan and reached out to pick up the child in her arms.
The child didn't recognize him, and looked at him with a pair of dark eyes. His little head was slightly tilted. The face was very similar to his, which made Ling Luo like it very much.
The child is fat and white, and it can be seen that Xiao Zixuan takes good care of her.
"What's wrong with you?" Xiao Zixuan was a little uncomfortable with Ling Luo like this.
He had said that he was going to divorce her before, but in the blink of an eye she became like this again, which made her a little confused. Which one is the real her
Ling Luo had a faint smile on his face: "It's nothing, I just figured something out."
"kindness?"
"I once thought about how many children Ning Mengyao and I would have, and then she and I took the children to play in the yard. At that time, I thought about many, many things." Ling Luo had a look of self-mockery on her face as she thought about what happened at that time. color.
Xiao Zixuan bit her lips and listened to him talk about what happened to Ning Mengyao. Was he showing off to her how happy he was
"I used to think that no matter what I did, she would come back to me in the end, but I just discovered today that I was wrong, and how wrong it was." Thinking of the murderous look in her eyes, Ling Luo laughed at himself It flashed by.
It turned out that he had already wanted to kill himself without knowing it.
"Why?"
"Because I have changed, and so has she. Just like what she said, we have our own lives. Time will never disappear, and we can't go back to the past. I thought about destroying her, but I can't get it. No one else can even think of it." Ling Luo lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.
Xiao Zixuan sat quietly on the side, not disturbing him and seemed to be waiting for him to continue talking.
"But just now I was standing at the door and saw you playing with your children, and I thought of what I thought at the beginning. Maybe this is the life I want." There has been a gap between them for a long time. An unbridgeable gap.
Xiao Zixuan looked at Ling Luo in shock, what did he mean
"What do you mean?"
"I want to live with you and our children, just like this forever." Ling Luo looked at Xiao Zixuan and said seriously: "I really didn't like you before. I felt that you ruined the happiness between me and her. But now that I think about it, I was the one who ruined my happiness, so what does it have to do with you?"
He was the one who made the choice, so how could he blame Xiao Zixuan for this matter.
Xiao Zixuan really can't tell what she feels in her heart now, but she knows that she is complicated at the moment, and she doesn't know what kind of emotion she should use to respond to Ling Luo's current feelings.
I don't even know if he was just saying it to make her happy.
She had thought about letting Ning Mengyao die before, and even later she didn't want to let her go.
But then something happened to her child, which reminded her of Ning Mengyao. Her child was just sick and she was so anxious, but she killed Ning Mengyao's child who was still in her belly. The pain
Perhaps because of this, the hatred towards Ning Mengyao in my heart is gone. After all, she is actually the one who interferes in other people's feelings, and Ning Mengyao left at the beginning and just lived her own life simply. I have never wanted to argue with her about anything in my life, it’s just that she has been unwilling to give up.
Ling Luo looked at Xiao Zixuan and saw her looking at him with complicated eyes: "I know you don't believe me."
"I don't believe it, because I don't know if you are just lying to me again." She didn't know whether to believe Ling Luo's words, but when she heard him say these words, she felt excited Yes, she knew that she wanted to raise their child to adulthood with Ling Luo, no matter what he would be like when he grew up.
Ling Luo put the child in Xiao Zixuan's arms, stretched out his hands to hold the mother and child in his arms, and said softly: "Trust me one more time, okay?"
Xiao Zixuan looked at Ling Luo with serious eyes, and nodded after a long time. She wanted to bet again. If she won the bet, she would gain happiness. If she lost the bet, she would be hurt again.