Lu Yu shook his head vigorously and drove out this'unrealistic' idea.
How could it not work? Although... I haven't used it much in my previous life, and it's too late in this life... But the reason why it didn't work before was definitely because of Gujiang Hanxing, and it was all its fault! I sucked all my energy, including the energy of those things.
Now it’s different. The cold star of Gujiang has been resurrected, and the five unknown little fire dragons are full of vitality, especially the fire of Nirvana, which is definitely the flame with the greatest vitality and spirituality between heaven and earth, so add up... plus There are many exercises comprehended by Gujiang Hanxing's array, and many of them are physically strong, so how could it be impossible for oneself
Maybe... It's just mature late.
Yeah. It is late maturity.
Although he thought so in his heart, Lu Yu's mood really didn't get better.
Mood is not something that can be controlled by the consciousness of supervisor. If it can be controlled, where is the lunatic in the world
He stood up, waited for Lan to dress him, then walked slowly to the small table in the middle of the house, sat on the futon, and stared at the little flame in a daze.
Tianyuan returned to the front line, silent night, withered light.
Lu Yu couldn't help but let out a wry smile, this posture really has the potential to become a monk!
"Puff puff..."
A burst of awkward laughter sounded in Lu Yu's ears.
"Is it funny? You laugh so exaggerated?"
Lu Yu didn't have to look up, and knew that he had entered that kind of illusion again.
Sure enough, the little girl ghost appeared in front of Lu Yu.
Although she was still bleak at this time, much worse than when she first saw Lu Yu, she was finally better than the appearance that was about to disappear that day.
Seeing this, Lu Yu's heart finally fell. To be honest, Lu Yu has been worrying about this little girl ghost these days, it's not that he has any feelings for the little girl ghost.
It's just that he doesn't like to owe debts that he can't repay.
The debts of the dead are difficult to repay.
Finally rest assured, and finally relaxed.
"You little girl ghost is really calm, I thought you would come to me to settle the account as soon as possible."
"Why do you want to settle accounts?"
The little girl looked curious.
Lu Yu smiled and said, "You must be unwilling to help me so much, right?"
"Hmm... That's true." The little ghost said with a curled lips: "But forget it, I have done it all, what good is it to regret now? But... Are you really not allowed?"
"puff!"
Lu Yu just poured himself a glass of wine, half of it drank it, and sprayed it all out.
"Wh... what can't it?!" Lu Yu said with a flushed face: "The little girl's family, why do you study this kind of thing when nothing is wrong? Too...too nasty!"
"Oh!" The little girl ghost covered her mouth with a yin and yang weird smile: "You are allowed to do this kind of thing, but I can't say it? The first time I found out, you were still a domineering person!"
"This… "
Lu Yu scratched his head and smiled bitterly: "Can we not say this?"
"Haha, I'm sorry? But yes, you are such a big man... Well, it's a boy. Now he has the power of the whole country, but he can't handle even a woman. It's really pitiful, pitiful."
She just wanted to be angry with Lu Yu, she didn't know the reason, anyway, watching Lu Yu get angry, she was helpless, she was just happy.
But when Lu Yu heard these words, the whole person was stunned, then lowered his head and sighed long.
It's not helplessness, it's not anger, but just a remembrance.
"Women...what does it have to do with power, wealth, and power...? I am a human being in two lives, and I met two women who are most important to me. One made me from birth to death, and the other... , Let me be born from the dead. Even so, I still don’t know how to face them. That woman, should I be angry? No, I was not angry at the time, and after a lifetime without reason, I can still be angry And this woman... How should I treat her? Is it to give her everything that is recognized as valuable in this world? Or just keep her by my side? Or... let her be free sometimes? I am also thinking, if fate is not arranged like this, if she is not a little maid of our Lu family, if she has not been associated with me for so many years, then... Will she choose me? Will she stay with me like that? If I am not that magical, just a most ordinary ordinary person, will she still be like this? I really don’t know, and occasionally ask myself, but I can’t provide a satisfactory answer. I just want to... Forget it, let's live it away."
The little ghost girl tilted her head to look at Lu Yu, with a strange expression.
Lu Yu was taken aback, smiled and asked, "What are you doing looking at me like this? It's not the first day we met."
The little girl ghost said: "No, no, no, I feel like I really met you on the first day."
"Why do you say that?"
The little girl ghost said: "Before, I thought you were a very smart person, even... Although I haven't come out these days, but I have seen those things you do. I think you are the most I have ever seen. Smart man, and I don’t think I will see a guy smarter than you in the future. But... now I think you are really a fool. Your smartness is just that you use your knowledge to hide your stupidity. Just get up."
"Uh… "
Lu Yu smiled bitterly, "I... I'm not that unbearable, am I?"
"Not yet?" said the little girl ghost: "Your ability, your destiny, your relationship, your wealth, your status... and your memories, your experiences, all of these things, make up You! You are not a physical body sitting here alone, you are a combination of all things, and without one, you are no longer a complete you."
Lu Yu's eyes twitched twice, and he asked in a deep voice, "Then what if I lose everything suddenly? Wealth, status, and even intelligence, everything I have, disappears in smoke, leaving only a shell like me. Then... Am I still me?"
"of course!"
The little ghost said: "If you have to experience this kind of thing in your life, then this kind of experience is also a part of you. If they accept you, they will naturally accept you like that. Can prove that they did not accept you completely, only part of you, that is their fault. And... Please be a little self-confident, OK? Don’t talk about others, just take me, and live in this cottage. After a hundred years, you are the first time I have come out to meet... You are really different, where are you different? I can’t say, I am afraid that there is only one you in the world, all you."
Lu Yu looked at the little girl ghost blankly, feeling a little dazed.
Suddenly standing up, Lu Yu raised his head and looked at the dark sky in the illusion.
One night... Epiphany.