Xiao Ruan couldn't help but smile, and said, "Maybe it was the young master who couldn't find a better reason at that time."
Lu Yu blushed and said with a smile: "Isn't it? I don't know, I don't understand, and I don't have any hatred. Why is he a good person or a bad person to me? That's why I added that it is a task."
"Hey..." Lu Yu sighed and said, "I should have killed him directly at that time."
"Could it be that the young master didn't kill?"
"No."
Lu Yu nodded and said, "He said like you did at the time. He didn't say it directly. He just wanted me to give him another reason. After thinking about it, I just said one sentence... For the prosperity of the country and the peace of the world. No way?"
"Hahaha! To be honest, I wanted to laugh myself at the time, but he didn't laugh."
"He seemed to think seriously about what I said, and then nodded and said, this reason is much better than the previous ones."
"I'm very surprised, why is such a nonsense reason turned into a good reason? Naturally, I have to ask him, what do you guess he said? Hey, he said... This is a good reason, because this is the reason I came up with, not Imposed by others."
"At that time, I was stunned. Yes, the reason for bad guys is recognized. What is recognition? Everyone thinks that is recognized. As for whether I think that way, it was imposed. The task? It is directly imposed on me In my body, do I want to accomplish this... No one cares anymore. And world peace... What's wrong? That's what I said, I thought, my reason, really... my reason."
Lu Yu's voice lowered a little, as if whispering.
Then he smiled and said: "Then Xiao Ruan, guess what? He said, since my reason is this and my wish is this, then he will not use money to buy me or threaten me with power, just ask me, I know What are the consequences after killing him..."
…
"What is the consequence? Are you threatening me?"
"No, I'm not talking about my consequences. I was killed by you. I must die. Death is the only ending. Where is the consequence? It is not your consequence. Since you can come in silently, and Until now, my bodyguards have not come in... The power I had when I was alive couldn't do anything to you. After I die, what can those defeated soldiers do to you? Your consequence is that there is no impact."
"Then what are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about the consequences of my death in this city. Have you ever thought about it?"
"It will get better."
"Hahahahaha!"
"Why are you laughing so loudly?"
"Because this is the funniest joke I have ever heard."
"Isn't that the case? Can't your death bring peace to this city?"
"It's a pity, I hope so, but I can't."
"I think it can."
"Okay, haha, ask a question, do you know what the two most primitive professions are in the human world? And they continue to this day."
"It happens to know, murder and sell yourself. I know what you want to say, you want to say, those people, whether you exist or not, they will eventually exist. Especially those women who are willing to fall are also human and need protection. And you are their guardian, and you might still think of yourself as a saint. Without you, there will be more tragedies in this city. At least the interests of those women cannot be protected, and their personal safety is not guaranteed. You just draw commissions from it and act as a protector. But... In fact, you are a hotbed, a shelter umbrella, so that some people who were originally afraid of crisis and fear of the black world will eventually fail to leave because of this fear and fear. People on this road will eventually be seduced by your umbrella and eventually fall. You are the hotbed of viruses, the amniotic fluid of sin, and all the ugly milk. Without you, this city would naturally be much better. If it is perfect, at least it will be much better than it is now."
"Well, this is also a fact. But I am not talking about this, I am talking about... human nature."
"Human nature? Do you want to say that this is demand? They exist because of people's needs. Only when there is a demand, there is a market. You only meet people's needs and maintain it properly, and you have credit for it instead." ? Even without you, they will not disappear, do you mean that?"
"You are very clever, but unfortunately, too naive. Humanity, light and darkness, people are willing to come out in this night, just because they don’t want to expose their darkness to the bright sun. Do you want to suppress them? Those hidden The darkness in everyone’s heart? Can it be suppressed? When an ordinary person, or because of a broken relationship, or because of the loss of a loved one, collapses for a while, wants to destroy himself, wants to destroy the whole world... May I ask you What to suppress? Law? Morality? Or fear? You and me, both mortals, don’t pretend to be saints. Every one of us has thought about fleeing this world, but each of us has our own differences. The reality that should be escaped, and there is pressure. Come to the dark night, in a short night, let yourself escape, and then go back, face tomorrow's life, maybe there will be endless courage. Oh, human beings are that simple It’s just like coaxing. The sun keeps us awake, but we need to rest, cover our heads with a quilt, and sleep during the day. The night is the bed for all of us. And I’m just this bed Finisher."
"You seem to be noble."
"..."
"Why don't you speak anymore?"
"Tired, you should come later, I only slept for two hours. In fact, being a bad guy... is also very tired. If you want to kill, kill it now, but don't think that you are more noble than me, you are already It’s a person in this dark world. My only wish before I die is that you will take over and take control of this darkness. Don’t try to stop it. You see, you actually didn’t consciously go deep into it, didn’t you?"
…
"I've been in the dark all the time," Lu Yu reached out and held Xiao Ruan's arm, resting his head on her neck, taking a deep breath, and smelling the light fragrance of her hair. "Everyone can learn from another person." When I arrived at something, I saw myself that day. I was originally a king in the dark, a demon in the deepest layer of hell, but I tried to pretend to be a white angel... Do you know Xiao Ruan? White, only seven colors of light, chaos Together, the colors that can be formed are actually the same as black..."
Xiao Ruan looked at Lu Yu and didn't know why, she wanted to cry.
Cry for Lu Yu.
Because Lu Yu can't cry.
But at this moment, the door was pushed aside rudely.
The'Yingmen' who had been praised by Lu Yu before, but now walked in directly, sitting across from Lu Yu with a cold face.
Lu Yu noticed that she should have changed her clothes, no longer letting those beautiful things be exposed, but that even the tiny bit of neck under her chin was no longer exposed.
"This is your arrangement?"
Lu Yu frowned and asked.
'Yingmen' gave a cold snort and didn't answer, but instead asked, "The fellow from Changfeng, has he found you?"