Speaking of which, Li Rong couldn't hold it anymore.
She lay on the ground for a while, and seeing that Pei Wenxuan had no plans to pull her, she got up by herself, pretending that nothing had happened, and returned to her seat with graceful manners.
She is a little guilty.
Even if they had just quarreled, it was always a little embarrassing that someone suggested a pillow seat and was caught on the spot.
It's not the first time I've seen this kind of thing. She remembered that in her last life, she actually had a good-looking champion. I heard that she liked beautiful men, and she didn't know whether she liked her face or her power. , One day, taking advantage of the opportunity to discuss political affairs with Li Rong, he quietly stuffed a note for her.
She didn't bring this kind of affair to the court. She wanted to deal with it quietly, but she passed it on to Pei Wenxuan's ears. On the second day, it was played by Ginseng, and then directly demoted from Dr. Guozijian to a local prefect. In less than ten years, he was packaged out of Huajing. It is reported that within five miles of leaving the city, he was robbed by a group of bandits, who, not to mention all the money, even put on a sackcloth and beat him up.
If Pei Wenxuan did this kind of handwriting, she really didn't believe it. It is only a person like Pei Wenxuan who is naive and naive, who can do this.
They were in a cold war in the last life, and Pei Wenxuan could only use underhand tricks behind his back. Now that he has established a relationship with her, it is probably difficult for him to be satisfied with the secret tricks behind his back.
So Li Rong was always ready to see what Pei Wenxuan planned to do.
However, Pei Wenxuan didn't speak, he drank quietly. After a long time, he seemed to adjust his emotions and said slowly: "I came to see His Highness, and I came to apologize."
"No need to apologize," Li Rong hurriedly poured him some tea, "It's all trivial matters, you calm down first, let out any anger, and we'll talk after we're done."
Pei Wenxuan was choked by Li Rong's words, and after hesitating for a moment, he said, "Your Highness, there is no need for this."
"You don't have to lie to me," Li Rong interrupted him by raising her hand, filling the tea, and placing her hands in front of him, "If it really doesn't have to be, you wouldn't tie me here."
"His Royal Highness," Pei Wenxuan couldn't help laughing, "This boat was originally prepared for Your Highness to come and admire the lanterns."
"Are we like lanterns?"
Li Rong asked decisively, and without waiting for Pei Wenxuan to answer, Li Rong gave him the answer: "This is kidnapping."
"You quarrel with me, you scold me, you disregard the future, I don't care about all of these," Li Rong pushed her hands in the air and looked at him seriously: "I just ask you one thing, now row the boat back , what's the matter, let's go ashore and talk."
"Why does Your Highness ask for this?" Pei Wenxuan raised his eyes to look at her, "The scenery here is beautiful and the people are sparsely populated, so it's perfect for a conversation."
"You're right," Li Rong answered immediately, "It's perfect for intimidating and threatening me. I can't row a boat, and the water is so cold, can I still swim back?"
"Your Highness," Pei Wenxuan looked at her, "I saw the letter you wrote in Beiyan Tower."
Li Rong froze, the two fell silent for a moment, Pei Wenxuan poured the wine, took another sip, and said slowly, "You say, we are actually very good to each other, why do we always have to go to a dead end?"
"If two people don't want to be separated from love, that's fine, but His Highness clearly has me in his heart, why do we have to walk the road like this?"
Li Rong didn't speak, she lowered her eyes.
"His Royal Highness," Pei Wenxuan held the glass, a little tired: "What exactly is marriage to you?"
Pei Wenxuan asked in a slow voice while drinking: "If you want, you can marry someone you have never met. If you don't need it, you can abandon Li. What am I to you?"
Li Rong didn't answer, and Pei Wenxuan turned to look at her with a pleading look in his eyes: "Your Highness, tell me the truth."
"Want to hear the truth?" Li Rong laughed, and Pei Wenxuan looked at her without shifting his gaze, already showing his attitude.
Li Rong picked up the glass, she took a sip of wine, and then nodded: "Okay, then tonight we will tell the truth. I can easily reconcile, because in this matter, reconciliation is the best way. The father is suspicious, no matter what. How to explain, since the rune incident has made him notice the possibility of your infidelity, he will definitely try it. You are loyal to him, which is imperative. You ask me why I ask you to reconcile, and I should be I ask you, why don't you reconcile?"
Hearing this, Pei Wenxuan was about to answer when Li Rong said decisively, "Because you doubt me."
"Pei Wenxuan," Li Rong poured the wine herself, restrained her speech, and said gracefully and slowly, "Actually, you don't say it yourself, but in your heart, you can't trust me after all."
"If you can trust me, what are you afraid of and leave. Even if we separate, you and I are still together, can't we?"
Pei Wenxuan listened to Li Rong's words and turned to look at the running water outside the window.
For a moment, he didn't know whether to continue talking.
Going on, it seems to be opening those wounds again. Those who have been hidden for many years, and even have such an embarrassing past, are quietly separated between the two of them. He thought that if he didn't mention it, he wouldn't appear. But now I understand that any wound will affect subsequent choices in different forms.
He really thought he had let it go, but now I know that he didn't.
"Don't talk anymore?" Li Rong laughed. "Have you hit a sore spot? Who is the one who accuses me of not attaching importance to feelings, and who really does not attach importance to feelings?"
Pei Wenxuan held the cup and sipped the wine without saying a word.
Li Rong watched him remain silent. Her conjecture was objectively confirmed. Her heart throbbed for no reason. She slammed her fan on the table: "Speak!"
"Do you want to hear the truth?"
Pei Wenxuan listened to Li Rong's angry shouts. He looked at the lake and restrained himself with the last trace of calm.
Li Rong raised her hand and said decisively, "Please."
"You want me to believe you," Pei Wenxuan took a sip of wine and seemed to give himself courage, "but why should I believe you?"
Pei Wenxuan said, and turned to look at her: "You decide to marry me because you can take refuge? Just because you say you like me, but you immediately quit when you encounter some difficulties? You can look for another by turning your head when you say you like me. Others? Based on your liking for disappointment, happiness and triumph?"
"You want me to trust you, is there anything you can trust me?"
Pei Wenxuan came to Li Rong with the wine, he knelt down on one knee, half down, stared at her: "You are right, I can't believe you. You can make peace with me today because of your power, tomorrow, you You can really separate from me because of power. I'm still your husband now, and if I don't let go, no one will try to separate us. But what if we separate?"
"Su Rongqing is still staring at you and me," Pei Wenxuan laughed, "I can't trust you, nor him."
Listening to this, Li Rong kept smiling: "Understood."
Saying that, she raised her head, her phoenix eyes were light, and she said provocatively: "Then what are you waiting for, Mr. Pei? Hurry up and leave with me, isn't it good to find a good girl to live a happy life?"
Pei Wenxuan didn't speak, he looked at Li Rong's appearance, the grievances and pains hidden in her seemingly proud eyes, and her hard-mouthed and arrogant eyes, he hated his teeth.
"Look at what?"
Li Rong laughed: "I can't bear it? There's no way I can bear it, I can bear it..."
Before he could finish speaking, Pei Wenxuan held her head down and kissed her. At the same time, he pressed her whole body on top of her and pressed her on top of the cabin!
Li Rong's righteousness was on top, but Pei Wenxuan pushed her so hard, she kicked her hard, and Pei Wenxuan immediately pressed her legs with his legs. On her lips, he drove straight in.
Li Rong didn't let him succeed, she bit his lips and scolded: "Bastard, bastard..."
Pei Wenxuan ignored her at all, the smell of blood lingered between his lips and tongue, and the more he resisted, the more all his senses were enlarged, and all kinds of feelings rose up.
"scold."
Pei Wenxuan murmured in a low voice, his usual clear voice carried a bit of unspeakable lust, and said in a low voice, "Keep scolding, I'll listen."
Li Rong tried her best to make herself more conscious, and organized all the swearing words she knew to scold people. As long as she had the slightest chance, she would grab, bite, beat and kick.
The two were almost fighting in the cabin, but Pei Wenxuan kept looking after her for fear of hurting her.
All the anger and arrogance were mixed with desire to vent, until at the end, Pei Wenxuan finally tied Li Rong's hands firmly with a belt, and the whole body was pressed on her, and it was over.
Li Rong gasped and looked at the man in front of him who had already lost his demeanor.
His jade crown was torn off by her, his hair was scattered on the sides, and his clothes had long since been scattered.
His neck and chest were covered with blood marks from her scratches, his shoulders were also marked by her bite marks, and his lips were also covered with teeth marks from her bite, so his face was barely scratched.
She herself is not much better, but compared to Pei Wenxuan, she is still much more decent.
It's just that Pei Wenxuan is good-looking, even at this moment, he doesn't feel ugly, and even when his clothes are half-open, he shows a bit of a romantic meaning that is hard to see outside.
Both of them were tired. Pei Wenxuan was afraid that she would go crazy, so he kept her still. He gasped lightly and shook his head: "Li Rong, a shrew like you, how can you look like a princess?"
"Where are you going?" Li Rong sneered, "To say that you are indecent is an insult."
Hearing this, Pei Wenxuan couldn't help laughing.
He looked at Li Rong's staring at him, her eyes were lively and lively, completely different from the ones she used to say hurtful things before.
He stared at her for a moment, lowered his head, and kissed her forehead: "Don't do this in the future, I'm sad to hear you say hurtful things."
"What's the matter with me when you're sad?"
Listening to his words, Li Rong felt a little wronged for no reason, and her eyes became sore: "Go away."
Pei Wenxuan chuckled, he stretched out his hand to hug the person in his arms, and said gently, "Rongrong, you are a good girl, don't wear thorns all over your body."
Li Rong didn't answer him, she turned her head away, not wanting to talk to him.
Pei Wenxuan turned sideways, not wanting to put all the weight on Li Rong, they lay face to face with each other, Pei Wenxuan reached out and stroked her back gently, saying softly, "It's my fault, I shouldn't speak. I'm irritating you. It's not that I don't trust you, it's just that I'm too worried, so I'm afraid."
"I'm not sure of my weight in your heart, nor of Su Rongqing's weight in your heart. When I think of your past and the years I lost, I can't help but say the wrong thing. Don't be angry, okay? it is good?"
Li Rong listened to Pei Wenxuan's apology, and she lay quietly.
After physical exhaustion, the person calmed down instead. She rested on Pei Wenxuan's hand and leaned in his arms, like a boat returning to Hong Kong, and only when she was sheltered, she was stable.
In fact, she knew that it was him who was willful. Pei Wenxuan admitted that he was wrong, not because he was wrong, but because he always tolerated her and let her go.
This kind of concession gave Li Rong an unprecedented sense of security, and she couldn't help raising her eyes to look at Pei Wenxuan.
Seeing her looking at him, Pei Wenxuan smiled softly: "What do you see me doing?"
"Pei Wenxuan," Li Rong called to him softly, "Actually, you are right, I have nothing to trust you, so I shouldn't blame you."
Pei Wenxuan listened to her confession, but he didn't speak. Li Rong gently touched his forehead on his chest, feeling a little tired: "I was negligent, I didn't think you would be afraid. I thought too much for you. But Pei Wenxuan, you are not important, but I want to give you the best."
"Since I was born, everyone told me that power is the ultimate thing, the foundation of our existence, and our foundation. In fact, I am also afraid of Heli, and I am also worried that you like others. But I am more afraid of you. Saved my future."
"I am afraid that you will sacrifice for me. When one day, you are old, or you are desperate, and you don't like me so much, you will remember everything you have done for me, and then you will hate me."
Hearing Li Rong's rare confession, Pei Wenxuan stroked her hair gently.
"Why don't you speak?" Seeing that Pei Wenxuan had not spoken for a long time, Li Rong raised her head and looked at Pei Wenxuan. When Pei Wenxuan listened to her question, he smiled lightly: "I'm angry."
"angry?"
Li Rong was surprised: "I speak so well, are you still angry?"
"Yeah, I'm thinking, you look down on people too much. With just such a thing, my future will be gone. I'm old, and I will blame you in the future."
Pei Wenxuan smiled and turned over, Li Rong rested on his hand, and Pei Wenxuan turned to look at Xinghe outside: "You think me too badly."
"Who knows?" Li Rong chuckled. "Different environments bring up different people. If you can't become prime minister, who knows what kind of Pei Wenxuan you will become?"
"I don't want you to say it's useless." Pei Wenxuan shifted his gaze from the starry sky to her, "Just wait and see in the future. It's been a lifetime, don't you know who I am?"
"It's very clear," Li Rong raised her hand and turned her tightly bound wrist in front of him, "The craftsmanship is very good."
Pei Wenxuan watched Li Rong beckon, he straightened up, and Li Rong also sat up and handed him his hand.
Pei Wenxuan lowered his head and untied the belt that bound her hands, and said slowly, "Actually, I was also pissed off by you today. I will think more about what I say in the future, and don't hurt people like this. It's obvious that you're good to me, but I have to say it rightly. So unbearable."
"But I don't laugh at you either," Pei Wenxuan looked up at her and smiled, "Actually, I don't want to get divorced today, and it's not that I really don't trust you much. The most important thing is that I think about it, for fear that you will be sad."
"What's wrong with me?"
Li Rong took his hand out of the belt, and Pei Wenxuan held the belt to support himself with one hand, and put the other hand on the knee of the bent leg.
He turned his head and looked out of the window. On the water outside the window, some river lanterns floated from nowhere. It floated on the river, reflecting with the stars in the sky, surrounding the boat.
Pei Wenxuan looked at the lake, his voice was a little erratic: "The people around you are used to giving up their feelings for the sake of power, although you say the same, but if I do it seriously, you will never know that someone's feelings are No contamination at all."
"I am an official, and I compete for power in order to come to you. So if you want me to leave you in exchange for power," Pei Wenxuan turned to look at her and chuckled, "Even if it's just a momentary departure, a verbal departure, I don't want to either."
"Exchange of feelings with power. People I like can't get used to this kind of thing."
"But this is just a small exchange." Li Rong frowned, and Pei Wenxuan looked at her, "If I agree to this small exchange without hesitation, do you really feel nothing at all?"
"Rongrong," Pei Wenxuan said, raising his hand and placing it in her hair, "For me, not letting you be wronged is the most important thing."
Li Rong didn't speak, she quietly stared at the man in front of her.
His hair was loose, his clothes were half-open, and his hair was dancing in the night wind. The stability of the years was added to the handsome appearance of the young man.
There was only a moment of silence, and the sound of a bell rang in the distance. After a while, thousands of sky lanterns slowly rose on the distant mountain. Pei Wenxuan looked up, his eyes were full of lights, and he smiled.
"Rongrong," he turned his head with a smile, "Look."
The moment he turned his head, the girl kissed him.
Pei Wenxuan was stunned for a moment, and then he heard Li Rong whisper, "Pei Wenxuan, in fact, I like you more than you think."
As Li Rong spoke, she wrapped her arms around her, rolled over and sat on Pei Wenxuan's body, hugging Pei Wenxuan's neck.
Pei Wenxuan leaned against the wall of the boat, and after a brief stunned moment, he realized what Li Rong was doing.
He felt like his heart was dipped in honey and wrapped in sugar, just a small movement made him feel that everything was worth it.
He involuntarily bent his mouth, raised his hand and brushed the hair on Li Rong's face, and then pressed his hand into the hair on the back of her head, deepening the kiss with all his strength.
Pei Wenxuan was far more familiar with Li Rong than Li Rong herself.
He loves Li Rong, loves everything about Li Rong, and is willing to study and pay for it, and finally master it.
At first, it was just a kiss, and then it was full of tricks. At the end, Li Rong hugged Pei Wenxuan softly and leaned against him. Pei Wenxuan put one hand by the window, propped up her forehead, and sat with one hand wrapped around her. The person resting on his body ran his hands down the spine on her back.
Li Rong had long been paralyzed on him, but he still looked like a gentleman with a bright moon and a breeze, and asked in her ear, "Do you want to go back?"
Li Rong didn't speak, she hugged him, feeling that the man asked a question, but didn't stop.
After a long time, she finally said in a hoarse voice, "Brother Pei..."
Hearing her name, Pei Wenxuan couldn't help laughing out loud. He leaned forward, raised his hand to hug her, and confirmed it in her ear for the last time: "Is it here?"
Li Rong responded with a nasal voice, and Pei Wenxuan kissed her earlobe.
"Nice girl."
After speaking, he gently placed him on the mat, raised his hand and pulled the belt next to him, covering Li Rong's eyes.
Li Rong could only hear the sound of the surrounding water and the sound of cicadas.
The sky is full of stars, thousands of lights reflect the water, and the boat is swaying on the water, obscured by the mist in the night.
When the love was deep, Pei Wenxuan entangled his fingers with her. He called her name softly, with a wild wolf that was completely different from usual, until at the end, he whimpered faintly.
Only then did Li Rong finally understand that, in fact, the word lust, after all, needs to have love in order to be happy in the world.