Shi Junhe's eyes were stained with tears, grief, helplessness, and sadness occupied his pupils, which made Shi Qingxue feel heartbroken.
Qingxue had never seen Shi Junhe show such complicated emotions. Even if she had nowhere to vent her depression, she couldn't bear to make her father so embarrassed.
But Qingmin...
"If you are worried that the current environment of the other courtyards in the Shi family is not good enough, I can buy another one that is suitable for living, and then send the most capable and caring servants in the mansion to the other courtyard to provide food, clothing and clothing. Du will follow up even if he does, but Qingmin won’t suffer no matter what.”
Shi Junhe grasped Shi Qingxue's real concerns very well and made the best arrangements.
"Don't worry, Qingmin is my son, and I will never treat him badly no matter what. Just trust daddy this time, okay?"
Shi Qingxue was begged by Shi Junhe in such a low and condescending tone. No matter how resentful she was, she had to compromise.
She turned her face away, unwilling to look at Shi Junhe, and said in a hoarse voice: "Qingmin is still waiting for me to go back in the other courtyard. I will bring him back during the full moon banquet."
Shi Junhe knew that Shi Qingxue had agreed to Dong Hui's three requests.
I breathed a sigh of relief.
Although he knew that Dong Hui would definitely not be happy to see Shi Qingmin at the full moon banquet, Shi Junhe was unwilling to think so much anymore and nodded repeatedly, "Okay, okay! You must come back then!"
After Shi Junhe finished speaking, he looked at Shi Qingxue hesitantly, but hesitated to speak.
"Qingxue, you..."
Shi Qingxue understood Shi Junhe's struggle, but she still resented her father's arrangement in her heart, and did not speak up for her father as thoughtfully as usual.
Shi Junhe smiled bitterly and said, "Qingxue, dad will arrange for someone to take good care of Qingmin. You should go back home! Without you, the atmosphere at home will not be so lively."
Being able to receive such a soft-spoken request from Shi Junhe, Shi Qingxue knew that her father always cared about her, and her anger towards Shi Junhe could no longer be condensed.
It disappeared in a matter of seconds.
But she didn't let go easily. She pursed her red lips tightly and whispered for a long time: "Let me take a look!"
After saying that, she really left.
Shi Qingxue was in a hurry when she left Lanxun Villa, and she was also in a hurry when she came back.
It wasn't entirely to escape the affairs of the Duke of Toki's Mansion.
Children tend to get hungry easily. This is true for Shi Tianyou and of course it is the same for Shi Qingmin.
Moreover, Shi Qingmin does not drink milk and water, and sugar water is even less nutritious, so he is more likely to be hungry than other children of the same age.
Shi Qingmin was raised to be extremely 'squeamish' by Shi Qingxue, and would rather go hungry than drink sugar water fed by others. Qingxue hurried back to Lanxun Villa after discussing the relevant matters.
Just afraid of starving her little baby.
In fact, this was what made her hesitate the most when Shi Junhe whispered to her to go back home.
If she wasn't here, who would spoil Shi Qingmin
The first thing Shi Qingxue did after returning home was to comfort Shi Qingmin, and she was so busy that she finally breathed a sigh of relief after coaxing him to sleep.
Just as Mo Junyang arrived, Shi Qingxue depressedly told him everything about today.
Qingxue was not satisfied with the outcome of today's negotiation, but she really couldn't think of any other way to make Dong Hui relent.
Her mother became stubborn, and she learned the lesson.
"Jun Yang, what do you think I should do?" Shi Qingxue pressed her little head against Mo Junyang's shoulder and asked dully. Mo Junyang was so happy that the beauty threw herself into his arms, he took advantage of the situation and held her in his arms. He backed away and asked quietly: "Then it depends on what effect you want to achieve?"
Shi Qingxue was stunned and raised her head from Mo Junyang's arms.
She knew that what Mo Junyang said meant that the other party would definitely have a way to make her 'wishes come true', but just looking at Mo Junyang, she couldn't say a word.
Because she can't tell what she wants now
Are you going to give Shi Qingmin an identity
Dong Hui has already admitted that Shi Qingmin is the eldest son of the Shi family.
Is it to give Shi Qingmin a more favorable living environment
Shi Junhe has also made a guarantee.
So what else does she want
"I just..." Shi Qingxue pursed her lips into a slit and spoke with great difficulty: "I just want to take Qingmin back to the Duke of Shi's mansion so that he can enjoy the treatment of the eldest son of the Shi family.
Well, it doesn't just mean material comfort, but I want him to be able to see his biological parents, so that he won't be alone anymore. "
Mo Junyang pondered for a moment and then said, "If you want Qingmin to live at Shi's home when he returns, that's easy."
Shi Qingxue's eyes immediately lit up, and she looked at Mo Junyang without turning for a moment, hoping and longing.
"But there is a problem you need to be clear about." Mo Junyang said slowly.
He didn't show off, but continued in a deep and calm voice: "Your mother doesn't like Qingmin and rejects his existence from the bottom of her heart. Even if I let Qingmin return to Shi's house, he won't be able to win your mother's sincerity." care, maybe even..."
Being abused.
Mo Junyang did not point it out clearly, but instead reminded: "Don't say that children don't understand anything. On the contrary, children's minds are sharper. If Qingmin knew how his mother viewed him, he would even almost hate him because of disgust Do you think he will be happy if you kill him?"
No, absolutely not.
Shi Qingxue was speechless by Mo Junyang's obvious but pointed questions.
She had not considered this issue before, but now that she heard Mo Junyang mentioned it, she had to pay attention to it.
She really hoped that Shi Qingmin could enjoy the love of his parents, but she couldn't force it.
If she insisted, she might even push Shi Qingmin into another pit of fire.
"But if Qingmin is raised in another courtyard, won't he still know that he is not liked by his parents and that he is not taken seriously when he grows up?" Shi Qingxue asked discouragedly.
Mo Junyang shook his head and his eyes became dark, "How can there be disappointment if there are no expectations?"
If Shi Qingmin had never expected the so-called love from his parents from the beginning, then to him, the Duke and his wife were just his parents in name only, with no family affection at all, so he would not have been sad because of the neglect. .
Shi Qingxue's breath was stagnant, and Mo Junyang's description made her feel cold all over.
She suddenly thought of what happened to Mo Junyang in her previous life.
In the previous life, Mo Junyang was the one who was abandoned by everyone from the beginning. He experienced hardships at a young age and tasted the warmth and coldness of human relationships.
Shi Qingxue didn't know if Mo Junyang had any expectations, and she couldn't imagine what kind of mental journey the man had gone through.
But she knew that this man's current indifference to worldly affairs was closely related to his childhood experiences.
It just proves the saying 'if you don't have expectations, there will be no disappointments'!
Shi Qingxue finally accepted Mo Junyang's words and no longer struggled with letting Shi Qingmin return to Shi's home.
But instead of feeling better, her mood became more and more dull and uncomfortable. "Jun Yang, you..."
Qingxue opened her mouth, wanting to ask about the man's childhood life that she didn't know about, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't speak.
No matter what happened in the past? The consequences have been caused.
What she did was tantamount to digging out Mo Junyang's healed wounds again, exposing them dripping with blood.
Is this really good
Shi Qingxue couldn't bear it, so she had to swallow her words.
"What do you want to ask?" Mo Junyang's deep voice sounded in Shi Qingxue's ears.
Qingxue was startled and looked up at Mo Junyang, but when she touched the man's deep eyes, she avoided it with a guilty conscience.
"No, it's nothing."
How could she have the nerve to tell Mo Junyang that she had to dig open his wounds because she selfishly wanted to know about the man's past.
But Mo Junyang forcefully turned her face over and looked at her seriously, "I can tell you whatever you want to know."
He paused for a moment, then added: "Don't force it."
"Really?" Shi Qingxue was not sure.
She always felt that Mo Junyang was accommodating her.
She had felt this way since a long time ago.
At that time she will be very happy, even a little proud.
But now she couldn't be happy and became more and more frightened.
Shi Qingxue couldn't help but wonder, was she really worthy of Mo Junyang treating her like this
What will she give in return
Mo Junyang gently put his arm around Qingxue's shoulders when she fell into a corner where she was entangled in herself.
Their cheeks touched, leaning against each other in the most intimate way.
"I'll give you whatever you want. I'll gladly give it to you."
Shi Qingxue was even more speechless, as if something was stuffed in her heart, full but blocked.
Mo Junyang smiled at her and continued: "All I want is you... love me more, okay?"
This was the first time Shi Qingxue heard Mo Junyang tell her his feelings so frankly, but it was so simple.
As long as she loves him
Shi Qingxue couldn't bear it any longer, so she threw her arms around Mo Junyang's neck, hugged him tightly, and almost cried, "I love you, I only love you."
Where Shi Qingxue couldn't see, a smile finally appeared in the man's cold eyes.
But he continued in a light, emotionless voice: "Do you want to know my past?"
Shi Qingxue nodded first, then seemed to think of something, and shook her head quickly, "Actually, I don't really want to. If it makes you uncomfortable, just don't say it!"
"Actually, there is something I want to tell you." Mo Junyang said with a hint of regret.
Shi Qingxue's eyes lit up immediately, "Then tell me, I want to hear it."
As soon as she finished speaking, she regretted her outspokenness. Why did she say it all at once
Mo Junyang did show a little smile, but he only said: "Well, I can tell you anything."
He gently held the person in his arms, as if holding the only treasure in the world, precious and precious.
"Actually, it's nothing. I've known that I was the child of Princess Rui and the Emperor since I was very young. I overheard that woman's secret conversation with her confidants. She wanted to live a better life in the palace. even… "
Xiao thought about something that didn't belong to her.
Mo Junyang knew that his mother's ambition was not small!
It's a pity that his fate was not good, and he died before he could fulfill his wish.