Tan Muxing was deeply at a loss and innocent, so he separated from Chu Qianli for a while, and was suddenly blamed. The bear boy insisted that his face was frosty and impatient, and he even slapped her outstretched hand when she asked for help, leaving her heartbroken and dejected.
"But I obviously..." Tan Muxing was about to explain, but seeing her indignant and grieving, relying on his strong desire to survive, he immediately stopped his voice wisely, and changed his words, "...I'm sorry."
"Hmph." Chu Qianli muttered, "It's really sad, it's just a psychological shadow."
Tan Muxing was bitten, but he still wanted to apologize, weakly said: "I'm really sorry."
Although he didn't know when he made her sad, he still chose to apologize honestly.
"I'm angry and ignore you."
Tan Muxing saw her turn and leave, he immediately panicked.
Chu Qianli turned her head and saw that he was at a loss. She pondered for a few seconds, then said awkwardly: "I'll talk to you in a minute."
Tan Muxing was stunned when he heard this, he saw her turn her head back, her heart seemed to be soaked in honey, he couldn't laugh or cry: "Just ignore me for a minute?"
"Otherwise?" Chu Qianli glanced at him and said reservedly, "These two minutes."
Tan Muxing immediately shut up.
After Chu Qianli came out of the dead end, she walked straight ahead, Tan Muxing looked at her back, he hesitated to speak: "You..."
Chu Qianli said dissatisfiedly: "What are you doing? It's not been two minutes yet, it's only one minute and twenty-one seconds."
"..." Tan Muxing deeply felt that she was surprisingly rigorous in all aspects other than studies.
The two walked in tandem.
Tan Muxing looked down at the time and reminded: "Two minutes."
"Oh."
Tan Muxing saw that she didn't look back, he finally stepped forward and reached out to hold her hand.
Chu Qianli was held by him, she turned her head in surprise.
His palm was very warm, just wrapped around her.
"Let me go ahead." Tan Muxing exchanged places with her, and he pulled the bear child forward, "Where are you going to hit later?"
The situation in the cave is unknown, and I don't know what is ahead.
Chu Qianli was silent for a moment, she glanced down at the hand being held, and said in a muffled voice, "But don't do this, I don't have a headache right now."
The last time the two walked down the corridor hand in hand, the reason was that Chu Qianli had a splitting headache, but she is currently in a good condition.
"I'm afraid."
"What are you afraid of?"
Tan Muxing looked back at her, he hesitated for a long time, and said frankly: "I'm afraid you will lose it again in a while."
Chu Qianli pursed her lips: "I definitely can't lose it here, you just found me."
Tan Muxing's attitude is sincere: "I am afraid that I will spend the rest of my life apologizing."
Chu Qianli: "?"
After all, if he left her for a while, he would be accused of beating her up. If he turned around again, he might just say sorry for the rest of his life.
After a while, the two found Xu Zaiyuan in another corner. He was leaning against the rock without saying a word, with the mahogany sword behind his back, wondering what he was thinking alone.
Tan Muxing wondered, "Why doesn't he go out?"
Liu Jun waited anxiously outside, but Xu Zaiyuan stayed here alone.
"It turns out that this is the state of being misled by vision." Chu Qianli took out her mobile phone, and she took a snapshot casually, "Take a photo as a souvenir, so that I can laugh at him later."
Tan Muxing: "?"
In the hallucination, Xu Zaiyuan still remembered that he was trying to find clues to leave, but he saw familiar faces after reading a large amount of information.
The woman in front of her was pure and elegant, with a reserved smile on her face, she stood there without saying a word, watching Xu Zaiyuan quietly.
This is his mother, the one who gave him life.
Xu Zaiyuan clearly knew that he was deep in subconscious hallucinations, but he still couldn't mobilize his usual thinking power, and could only look at the person in front of him in astonishment. In fact, he has never been with his mother. He has lived in Ganshan since he was born, and he has never seen any relatives since he was a child.
He could know that she was his mother because he had seen the photos. He found old documents from his master's drawer, and had an impression of his mother, whom he had never met, through that small ID photo.
So in the hallucination she couldn't speak, mainly because he couldn't think of her voice.
He is a person with weak kinship. He has been away from his six relatives since he was a child, and he will have no wife or heir in the future. This is the price of talent. If he wants to forcibly keep these things, he will attack each other with all his strength and betray relatives, and at worst, his family will be destroyed and his life will not be guaranteed. Only by practicing can he save himself.
The more proficient he is in the way of metaphysics, the more he can understand this principle, but unexpectedly he is still not reconciled.
If you really figured it out, you shouldn't have seen her.
Xu Zaiyuan's eyes were hot, and he had never communicated with his mother, but when he saw her, he subconsciously felt a sense of belonging, and felt that blood was thicker than water. His lips moved, and finally said that strange address, his voice hoarse: "...Mom."
Although she couldn't respond, he still spoke, as if fulfilling an unattainable wish.
Surprisingly, she actually answered.
Her voice is very soft.
"Well, good boy."
When Xu Zaiyuan heard that response, he felt complete at this moment, and couldn't help but shed a tear.
Inside the cave, Tan Muxing looked at Chu Qianli who was responding indiscriminately, and said in a panic, "Is this not good?"
After the two found Xu Zaiyuan, they found that the other was in a daze, and occasionally muttered something, and they didn't know how to wake him up.
At this time, Xu Zaiyuan suddenly mentioned his mother, but Chu Qianli got angry and took advantage of it!
Xu Zaiyuan called his mother, but she actually answered.
Chu Qianli waved his hands solemnly: "Xingxing is because you don't understand, I'm helping him get rid of his demons."
Talking about Mu Xing always feels that there are 365 days in a year, and he has 300 days to worry that she will be beaten: "..."
Sure enough, after Yuen shed tears, he slowly opened his eyes and returned to his usual state.
Facing the two who found him, he didn't stay too long to exchange greetings, but whispered: "Thank you, let's go out."
Xu Zaiyuan didn't talk about hallucinations, didn't ask why they came to find him, and turned back into a taciturn little Taoist priest.
Tan Muxing worried: "Are you okay?"
"fine."
Although Xu Zaiyuan said so, but his state is not the same.
"Okay, don't be so sad, don't you still have a master and a brother." Chu Qianli said carelessly, "If you really want to feel so uncomfortable, then go to her."
When Tan Muxing heard the words, he remembered what Xu Zaiyuan said just now, and suddenly realized something vaguely.
Xu Zaiyuan lowered his eyes: "I can't go to her."
Chu Qianli sneered: "Who said you can't? Which fortune book says you can't find it, and which master told you?"
"You are well aware of the situation." Xu Zaiyuan looked up at her.
The price of Chu Qianli is life, and the price of Xu Zaiyuan is loneliness.
Chu Qianli said calmly: "It's not that you can't, it's that you dare not."
Xu Zaiyuan's eyes trembled slightly.
"You feel sorry for everything you didn't have, but in fact, you are not sure what she is like in reality. Maybe she is not as good as you think, or maybe she does have feelings for you. This is unknown, so you dare not."
Xu Zaiyuan's relatives are weak, and he is afraid of visiting his family, so he will really break up with him.
"Spells are indeed teaching people to seek good luck and avoid bad luck, but there is another saying that you should do what you know you can't do. It is used to help people make better choices, not to stifle people's choices."
Chu Qianli shrugged: "Voluntary is choice, involuntary is forced. If you really can't, take a sneak peek and run away if the situation is not good. Your master will not abandon you just because of this."
Only when people have experienced all kinds of tastes in life can they truly let go of their obsessions, otherwise it will be useless to persuade them.
After Xu Zaiyuan listened to her suggestion, he fell into deep thought, and couldn't help asking: "Why did you tell me these things?"
He still remembered that she had been hostile to him at first, but now she seemed much more lenient.
Chu Qianli raised his chin proudly: "After all, I am the number one in the world. I have always possessed both ability and political integrity, and occasionally I will help the few below."
Xu Zaiyuan: "?"
"And seeing you like this makes me feel relieved, just like you sometimes feel that I am amazing, I occasionally wonder if I should be like you." Chu Qianli said softly, "After all, I don't have to go through these things."
She also thought about whether it would not be so hard if she chose to convert. She doesn't have to run around, just to change her fate, maybe it will be easier.
She didn't have a reference before, and her ideas weren't too strong, but after Xu Yuan appeared, it was like another branch, and she couldn't help but compare.
"Always envious of others may be a common problem of human beings. Even I can't make an exception sometimes. But now I can be sure of one thing, that is, there is nothing worth comparing, and they are all unique life lessons."
Astrology is to help people find life issues and understand what they must do in this life, even regardless of wealth, gender, or family. Everyone faces different tests.
Even if she made the same choice as Xu Zaiyuan, she still couldn't get rid of the practice in this life, and she also had to face new life tasks, and there was absolutely no shortcut.
Xu Zaiyuan calmly pointed out: "This seems to be a conscience discovery after seeing me not doing as well as you."
Chu Qianli was quite surprised: "You can hear it? I thought you didn't understand the world!?"
Xu Zaiyuan reminded: "I have to go to school."
Tan Muxing hurried to smooth things over, he excused Chu Qianli, and said kindly: "It's a child, it's still a child."
After the three of them met, they contacted Liu Jun again, and finally joined the team at the entrance of the cave.
Liu Jun found that Xu Zaiyuan was unharmed, he waved away his initial panic, and said seriously: "Zaiyuan, this time it's really my fault, I can't listen to you in the future."
"Think carefully about how young you are, no matter how powerful you are, you will still be negligent, but your hexagrams have forgotten you before."
Liu Jun reflected deeply in Chu Qianli's words. He believed that Xu Zaiyuan should not be burdened too much. He always only saw the other party's calm state and forgot his feelings.
Xu Zaiyuan was taken aback: "I..."
Mei Ru Z: "This is caring, you are also a child."
Chu Qianli clapped her hands, and she quite agreed: "That's right, he obviously needs parental management, he can't be disorganized and disciplined!"
"..." When Tan Muxing saw her gloating, he once seriously suspected that she felt deeply unfair and bitter that Xu Zaiyuan didn't have He Shichen's role of restricting him like this by Xu Zaiyuan's side.