Reborn, Renly seems to be born with an ability: the ability to provoke others, the calmness and pride that burst out from the inside out, even George and Elizabeth, who have cultivated for many years, can't resist his "attack" "And what about ordinary people like Randall
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Facing Randall, Renly seemed to be bullying the kindergarteners.
Randall's cheeks blushed slightly, and he stared at Renly blankly. He was so choked that he couldn't speak. His whole brain seemed to be completely blank. He didn't even know how to deal with it. He didn't even remember what Renly just said. What, just retreating step by step in the pressing words, and then the anger swayed in the chest, full of anger but couldn't find a vent, the only thought was to smash the mask.
"Hypocrite!" Randall said through gritted teeth, his eyes full of contempt and ridicule, and he attacked furiously—he didn't know how things had gotten to this point, but the idea of smashing the mask had taken over his head, so he just Unreasonably launched the attack.
Originally, Randall thought that Renly would be chaotic—if not, at least there would be mood swings, but Renly did not. The calm and calm posture seemed to have no warmth, just like a robot without life and no emotions. It was so cold that Randall shuddered.
"You're a goddamn hypocrite!" Randall shouted again, a little out of control. The fear in his heart was quietly growing. He didn't realize that his hands were clenched into fists, and he stepped back unconsciously. The flustered and frightened look seemed to see the devil.
The smile on Renly's mouth rose slightly, "... how about you?"
Renly didn't respond positively, because it wasn't worth it, and because it wasn't necessary, so Renly just ended with a rhetorical question, then looked away, ignoring Randall, "Ben, John, Let's go back, we still have work tomorrow." Out of the corner of his eyes, he caught Zoe's uneasy figure, Renly smiled at Zoe, his eyes flashed comfortingly, "If you're not sure about the direction, You can go to the bar on the corner and ask, it's still open, they should be willing to help, good luck!"
Without stopping any longer, Renly got into the passenger seat, and then John and Whishaw got into the car one after another.
John endured and endured, but in the end he couldn't hold back. He rolled down the car window and said to Randall with a grim expression, "Young man, we don't owe you anything, including explanations." Retracting his head, rolling up the window again, Whishaw started the engine and sped away.
The cold began to invade gradually, a gust of cold wind whirled Xuan'er in the past, goose bumps appeared on the surface of the skin, and the thin cold air penetrated into the blood through the pores, and it seemed that the toes could no longer feel it, and Randall couldn't help shivering. , the overheated brain finally cooled down.
What did he do
Looking left and right subconsciously, Randall only saw Zoe's back, "Zoe, Zoe!" Randall called out, but he couldn't stop Zoe. He finally started to get anxious. He strode up to catch up, "Zoe!" He grabbed Zooey's arm hard and pulled it over, and then Zooey looked face to face, but Randall was stunned and stood bewildered. He was stunned in place.
Zooey stared at Randall with tears in her eyes. She didn't say a word, she just stared at Randall with wide eyes, but the silent accusation hit Randall's heart hard.
"Why?" Zooey asked calmly, "Why did you do this?"
Randall couldn't answer.
"Don't you know what's going on tonight? They're not obligated to stop, and they don't have to! If they really were hypocrites, they could just leave and we'll never know who was in that car. Just like the strangers who left before! But they stopped, for what? To create word of mouth? Just to save two strangers standing on the side of the road? Is this just a show? You and I should both It is clear whether this is true or false!"
Zooey's tears couldn't stop at all.
"You hurt him, do you understand? You hurt him badly! You don't understand him, you don't have the right to attack him because you never know what he's going through. Manners, that's his manners, and at the same time It is also his protective color, his perfection comes from his imperfection, those real scars, you don't understand, right? Because you never understood the album of 'Don Quixote', you never knew what it was called What perfection means to him."
Zooey couldn't describe her mood in words at all, that despairing mood was as if the whole world was collapsing, and she couldn't stop it.
"I don't understand. Indeed, I don't understand! Because I don't want to understand and I don't want to understand!" Randall, irritable and angry, grabbed his hair like this, "Renly, Renly, and Renly. , it's all Renly, your whole world is all Renly, but you never know, it's just an illusion of him, you'll never be with him! He'll never look right at you , do you understand? Do you understand!"
"I understand! Of course I understand! It was just a dream, a dream so beautiful that it was unreal, as if the story of Cinderella would never go out of style, Master Renly was just a dream of mine, the most perfect and happiest dream. But that dream is also the driving force for me to continue to persevere in life and struggle, do you understand? What does the term Don Quixote mean? Your lack of understanding just proves the meaning of Don Quixote—no one can understand us , everyone thinks we're crazy, but we're not, we're just trying to be who we really are."
Zooey's thoughts were clearer than ever before, looking at Randall with disappointment and sadness, "But you just hurt him again, and you hurt me again."
"I didn't want to hurt you, I just... I just like you." Randall finally said it, and the words hidden in his heart finally came out, "I will never be able to compare to him, I know, I Everyone knows that I can only silently wait by your side, expecting you to see me, I just... like you."
Zooey looked at Randall in disbelief, because she was too shocked and too unexpected, her whole mind was a mess, but her eyes became more and more sad, the tears that had stopped falling down again, her eyes With a look of pain, "But you have never understood me, you don't even know what Don Quixote means to me, so what exactly do you like about me? Are you sure you know? "
Randall opened his mouth slightly, but Zooey said nothing, broke free of Randall's right hand, turned and walked towards the bar on the corner.
Randall stood where he was, staring at Zooey's back, dazed.
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Wheelie wheelie. Wheelie wheelie.
The sound of the tires rolling on the gravel on the ground was rustling slightly, which more and more brought out the quietness and peace of the night, but it also allowed the silence to slowly spread.
John didn't speak, neither did Whishaw--because Renly didn't speak, they were exchanging glances through the rearview mirror, but didn't dare to speak.
As an actor, John has been in the industry for 25 years, and Whishaw has been in the industry for 15 years. They have all been in the Vanity Fair industry for a long time. To be honest, they feel the same way about the plight of public figures—not complaining or dissatisfaction, but different situations in different positions.
Do public figures have no emotions? No, of course they also have their own emotions, and even need to bear more negative emotions, but as public figures, they cannot vent their emotions on those innocent ordinary people at will. Sometimes, even if the people make trouble without reason, they must Keep good posture or they'll be the one to blame, and in the age of social networking it's even more so, and a little carelessness will turn into a "witch trial", but no one really cares if they're also going through a slump. Or face difficulties.
It is true that as public figures, they enjoy the limelight, and fame, glory and money seem to be at their fingertips without much effort, which also makes ordinary people harsher and stricter on them - so, they are not complaining, just expressing A fact:
Everyone has their own predicaments, gains and rewards, happiness and pain, only they can feel it.
Renly's performance is too gentle, but he is accused of being cold and emotionless; but if Renly's performance is not gentle enough - as in the publicity of this June in the capital, then he will be accused of being big-name and rude, hurting the audience's emotions, This also puts them in the dilemma of "not being human inside and out".
So what should Renly do? Or, what do ordinary people expect Renly to do
Both John and Whishaw have personally experienced similar situations, but the problem is that Renly has reached a level that is unattainable in the entire film history, which also means that ordinary people have made more demands on Renly. , far more than what John and Whishaw faced - so how could Renly meet everyone's expectations? The only thing he can do is to stick to himself, the truest and most decent self.
But Renly's persistence was repeatedly attacked by others. This is definitely not a wonderful thing. People see Renly standing in the spotlight, but they can't see the filth outside the spotlight. Even John, even Whishaw, at this time You can feel the anger and the sadness.
In the silence, neither Whishaw nor John knew how to comfort Renly. The unspeakable helplessness was mixed with sadness, and the emotions slowly settled down, and the movie clips from tonight reappeared in their minds. : Buster Keaton's expressionless face reveals sadness and bitterness, like a clown.