In the study, they are discussing and talking quietly. The faint warmth contrasts with the cold winter outside the window, which makes the mood settle down involuntarily. The contradictory mood, everyone can't sit still.
Chris Evans glanced lightly over Renly, who was reading a book and seemed very engaged, unaffected by what was about to happen today; but he noticed unexpectedly that Renly seemed to be It's been a long time since I flipped through the page, and I was a little stunned.
Such a small accident made Chris stunned.
Chris suddenly realized one thing, a very important thing: Renly has always been Edith's most important family member, and Renly has always maintained Edith's position, and Edith is Renly's sister , Renly is Edith's younger brother, and the bond between them is the deepest.
So, Renly was willing to fight him for Edith's sake, and at the same time, he was willing to extend an olive branch for Edith's sake. Even if his impulsiveness and rudeness ruined their relationship, and even put all the blame on Renly, he It has never been completely torn.
He couldn't imagine the weight Renly was carrying, but he knew it wasn't that simple.
Taking a deep breath, Chris stood up and took steps in the direction of Renly. He was still a little timid. Renly's powerful aura could always make him chaotic. Today, without any hesitation, he came to Renly's side unswervingly, and then sat down beside Renly.
Renly raised his head and cast a glance at Chris, but the indifferent look made Chris uncontrollably tense, and his mouth became dry.
Chris moved his position slightly to the side and opened some distance. It seemed that the physical space could ease his nervousness a little, but it didn't. He quietly changed his sitting position, trying to find a comfortable position, but it leaked. own anxiety.
"Sorry." Chris didn't know how to say it, but he said it firmly, he could feel Renly's eyes on him, and his throat started to itch, "I'm sorry, I mean ..." Chris paused for a moment to sort out his thoughts.
Then, Chris turned sideways, facing Renly head-on, plucking up the courage to meet Renly's gaze.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have vented all my negative emotions on you. I'm worried about Edith, and you are also worried about Edith. We all hope Edith can return safely, and we all hope Edith To be able to have happiness, the most important thing is that we all love Edith."
Chris' expression was very, very serious, he thought Renly would interrupt him, and then mocked his words with a condescending look:
"Love," he used the word again, and communicated with Renly on this subject, which seemed to be the most insignificant bargaining chip, but the only one he had.
But Wei Wei was a little surprised. Renly didn't interrupt him, and he didn't show much expression. He just listened quietly. The calmness made Chris faintly uneasy. Renly has such an ability, that calm and determined aura that can always make others feel flustered, without even needing words.
Chris's scalp was slightly numb, but he didn't flinch. He continued to meet Renly's gaze, and spoke intently and earnestly.
"I put all the blame and responsibility on you, it's not fair to you, it's not fair to Edith, because I should know her character. I was stuck in my own mind after all, couldn't get rid of it, and then Just trying to attack everyone around me... I shouldn't have done that."
Thoughts were surging in his mind, but in the end he didn't know how to organize and express them. He clearly had countless ideas, but he just squeezed out a few words dryly. He couldn't even convince himself, so how could he convince Renly
"sorry."
These were the only words Chris could say, repeated over and over, but couldn't find any more meaning; Chris struggled to find the fluctuations in Renly's eyes, trying to judge Renly's thoughts and thoughts, But he failed, finding nothing in those placid eyes.
This made Chris a little frustrated.
But he still did not leave.
After a moment of silence, Renly's voice came, "Don't be sorry, because that love is your only bargaining chip to keep fighting. Unless you want to give up."
"No, of course not!" Chris said urgently, because the sound was a little loud, so that Matthew also cast his eyes here, Chris became more and more nervous, just one Renly is already tricky enough, if you add more The last Matthew, he might be overwhelmed.
Chris leaned forward slightly, expressing his thoughts eagerly, "I know that as long as I still love her, this worry and entanglement will never end, because this is her, and also this is me. Between us The difference between the two, we insist on each other, this is the most important. I don't know how things should be resolved and how they will develop, but I know that I still want to fight, and I still want to guard her side. Really Our love should not only have sweetness and happiness, but also bitterness, pain, and suffering, we must learn to accept it."
Renly watched Chris silently, and he finally understood Edith a little bit now. She said Chris taught her how to love.
Whether Renly or Edith, including Arthur, not to mention Elf, they all don't know how to "love", because the Hall family didn't teach this class, they all reserved and indifferently maintained My own private space, and then I carefully put on a mask to hide myself, but when love really came, I stumbled and stumbled, just like a newborn baby, staggering ignorantly.
Fortunately for Renly, he met Rooney, and they had so many similarities in each other's thoughts and ideas that they came together naturally. But even so, it took them nearly two years to hold each other's hands, which is definitely not an easy subject.
Now it seems that Edith is lucky to meet Chris, maybe he is clumsy, maybe he is selfish, but he is also pure and real, with the enthusiasm and madness like a moth to a fire, Gives love a different light and attracts Edith.
For the first time, Renly began to seriously think that maybe Chris was the right person; however, Renly didn't reveal his thoughts at all, because he didn't want Chris to be too complacent, and he wasn't sure what would happen in the future. What, if Edith still decides to return to the front? So, can their relationship stand the test again and again? What choice will Edith make
So, just "maybe".
Renly said quietly, "So, did you accept it?"
Chris showed a wry smile and spread his hands, "I'm still studying, but I think I should never be able to completely relax and worry about her, which is part of my life."
Renly's eyebrows were slightly raised, revealing a half-smiling look, which made Chris' cheeks involuntarily heat up slightly. This scene felt a bit strange, as if he was saying sweet words when "meeting the parents", and the result was After being caught, the atmosphere started to get awkward.
Chris secretly looked at the look in Renly's eyes, trying to detect the emotion in the corners of Renly's brows, but was interrupted by the sound before he could take a closer look.
"coming."
Chris stood up abruptly, and then realized that Renly was beside him, and that his actions were too sudden and rude, and then he fell down again. The ups and downs of emotions were vividly displayed, making Chris even more embarrassed.
But now, Chris didn't have time to worry about Renly. His mind was full of Edith, annoyed at her adventure on the one hand, grateful for her return on the one hand, and suppressed his thoughts on the other hand. , on the one hand, looking forward to solving the problem... Those contradictory and tangled emotions collided and exploded, so that he didn't know what to do, and his footsteps were hesitating back and forth in place.
Chris didn't even realize it: he was the only one standing, everyone else seemed to be very "calm", which also made him stand out from the crowd.
Then, Chris couldn't hold back any longer. He strode out of the study and walked towards the entrance, but stopped at the door because of the timidity. Then, Philip opened the door. , Edith's figure appeared in front of him.
Three steps and two steps, Chris rushed forward and hugged Edith fiercely and fiercely. Thousands of words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't even make a sound. , let alone words, he could only tighten his arms and tighten them again, the turbulent emotions made him extremely embarrassed.
"Reincarnation Paradise"
"Edith Hall, you've made me regret it once, don't make me regret it again. I don't want to lose you. God damn it, you understand?"
Chris's choked voice hummed in his chest, and then he heard Edith's familiar voice ringing with a shallow smile, "I'm going to be out of breath."
She always does.
That light smile with a hint of ease, still seems to have not changed.
Chris hurriedly released Edith, trying to get out of the way, but he was reluctant, but after all, he took a small step back a little to make way for the simple step that Edith could enter the room. But it is as difficult as coming from hell to heaven.
Then you can see Edith raising her right hand, looking over Chris' shoulders, and gently waving to say hello, "Hey, I'm back."
Following Edith's line of sight, Renly stood tall and straight at the door of the study, nodding lightly, "Welcome home."