Chi Yan met Ye Yingzhi shortly after starting work.
Speaking of which, the two met by chance. One day, Chi Yan went to the coffee shop downstairs to buy drinks during his lunch break, but a man came across him and hit him, splashing him with water. Coincidentally, the man was holding a cup of warm water in his hand, so he was not hot, and his clothes were not dirty, but the front of his shirt was wet.
The man who bumped into him was very young, but his clothes were clean and neat, and the details were very elegant. Judging from his gestures, he didn't look like he was just entering the society. What's more, the other party was very enthusiastic, and the apology and guilt on his face did not seem like a fake. After learning that Chi Yan had no replaceable clothes, he diligently took him to his car and asked him to change into his own clean shirt. In this way, Chi Yan really couldn't get angry at the man's face. In the end, the man also left his own business card and had to leave his contact information.
"Ye Yingzhi" was printed on the business card, which was a man's name.
Soon Chi Yan was transferred to work in another department of the company. That department is the core business of the company. It has many training opportunities, high bonuses, and quick promotions. The old colleagues are envious of him. After Chi Yan took over the job, he learned that the person in charge of the partner was an extremely harsh and critical person who was difficult to approach, but they couldn't be offended. The head of the department just fell in love with Chi Yan, who is young and has a good temperament, looks comfortable on the outside, and has a professional counterpart, so he specially asked him to be responsible for the work of contacting the partner. So this seemingly enviable job is actually a hot potato.
This is not the end. Two days later, Chi Yan received a call from the landlord when he got off work, saying that the house he rented had been sold, and his landlord would change in the future, but don't worry, his rental contract will not be affected. Affected, he can at least rent until the end of the contract.
When he came home, he happened to see the empty house on the opposite side moving things into it. The owner of the house stood at the door and instructed to put all the furniture in the right place. When he saw him coming back, the man turned his head and smiled.
Later facts proved that there is such a coincidence in the world. The person in charge of the partner who is not easy to deal with, the new neighbor who just came back from abroad and lives opposite him, and his new landlord are all alone. Ye Yingzhi was covered in water.
However, after gradually getting in touch with Ye Yingzhi's intentional pursuit, Chi Yan was quickly moved, and he fell into it as if he had been caught in a gu, and he agreed to be the partner's partner without much hesitation.
After the two were together, Chi Yan also sighed to Ye Yingzhi that it was a coincidence that the two of them could meet in life and work or even go to a coffee shop. Ye Yingzhi shyly hugged him and said that it was all fate, and explained that it was a coincidence that he bought the next room together when he saw the apartment he was staying in.
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Chi Yan only slept for about an hour after Tianliangyun collected the rain, and she didn't sleep well during that time. She was resting in Ye Yingzhi's arms, so Ye Yingzhi gently let go of him and lifted the quilt to get up. He immediately noticed it. arrive.
There was a faint sound of water in the bathroom, and Chi Yan couldn't sleep even more, so he simply went down to the ground, walked into the bathroom barefoot, hugged Ye Yingzhi who was washing his face from behind, and kissed his spine through his shirt.
Ye Yingzhi wiped his face for a while, then put down the towel and stretched out his hands to hold Chi Yan's hands on his abdomen: "How can you make trouble like this? Are you disobedient again?"
Looking further down, he found that Chi Yan didn't even wear shoes. Bai Shengsheng's feet were directly on the smooth and cool beige tiles in the bathroom. The shirt was obviously out of size, obviously not his own. He ran over and wrapped himself around him like this. Ye Yingzhi held his hand tightly and snorted from his nose, "Huh?"
When Ye Yingzhi scolded him, Chi Yan didn't take it seriously, and kissed her lover's perfect and powerful spine with a little self-consciousness, but when Ye Yingzhi hummed, she felt a little guilty and scared, knowing that she didn't wear it. The shoe ran out and was found. Recalling the last time he was punished by Ye Ying for running around the house without shoes, Chi Yan shrank his hands, tried to break free from Ye Yingzhi's imprisonment and ran away quickly.
He tried a little harder, but he didn't move. Instead, Ye Yingzhi turned around and picked him up and carried him back to the bed. Ye Yingzhi threw him up, but turned around and left, took a warm towel from the bathroom, and clasped Chi Yan's calf to wipe his feet little by little. After feeling that it was almost done, he threw the towel aside, pressed it down, and looked at him with deep black eyes: "What's going on today? Huh? You have to toss and don't want me to go to work, do you? I want to pull it. Am I tired of staying home with you?"
"Sincerely want me to punish you? Did you feel so addicted to being punished last time?" Every time he said a word, the color of his eyes darkened. In the end, he lowered his head and gently bit Chi Yan's exposed collarbone, and said in a low voice, "...Do you just like me to play with you?"
"I don't." Chi Yan turned his head away from him and pushed his arm gently with his hand, "Ye Yingzhi, let me go, I should get up and get ready for work, I'm going to be late."
Ye Yingzhi straightened up and turned to look at the watch on the wall. He pressed Chi Yan and said, "How long have you slept since last night? Be honest and ask for leave today."
Chi Yan did not agree or object, but suddenly looked at Ye Yingzhi: "Yingzhi, when I was about to fall asleep this morning, why did you lie on my chest and ask me if it hurts?"
"Maybe you heard it wrong."
"I heard right, and it's not the first time you've asked." Chi Yan said. More than once, when he slept with his lover, in those dark nights on their bed, Ye Yingzhi always hugged him close to his heart, whispered, and asked him if it hurt. He always felt a little strange in his heart, but because it was too small, he never asked Ye Yingzhi.
Ye Yingzhi suddenly looked at him and smiled, "...I see you are swollen, I'm afraid you will hurt."
"Nonsense." Chi Yan blushed and didn't dwell on this issue, but still had some doubts in his heart. If it was really the answer that Ye Ying said later, although it was a bit shameful, they also said something even more shameful, why Ye Yingzhi didn't ask him directly when he was awake, he was unconscious at that time, How can you give an answer. Besides, why did Yingzhi use the reason of "you heard wrong" for the first time to prevaricate the past
These unreasonable things only flashed in Chi Yan's heart, and the topic of the two was quickly led by Ye Yingzhi to another direction.
The next day was Saturday. After dinner, the two of them sat together and watched a movie. At the end of the film, Ye Yingzhi suddenly hugged Chi Yan on his lap, licked the back of his neck lightly, and used his teeth from time to time. Pick up the piece of soft meat and grind it between the teeth, and then suck and suck.
Chi Yan doesn't know what's wrong with him biting his own neck, but he still feels comfortable being made numb, and this kind of intimacy makes him feel warm from the bottom of his heart. Ye Yingzhi sometimes cooperated and took the initiative to send his neck to the other party.
In other words, he likes Ye Yingzhi, so no matter what Ye Yingzhi does, he likes what he does to him.
Ye Yingzhi bit the back of Chi Yan's neck and rubbed it for a long time. When the ending song was played, he pushed it out slowly with the tip of his tongue, and said inadvertently, "What did I dream about last night, I'm afraid it would be like that."
Chi Yan hesitated for a while, but did not speak, but leaned further in Ye Yingzhi's direction and shrank there.
Ye Yingzhi put his arms around him and kissed the spot on the back of his neck that was reddened by his licking, and said softly, "Is there anything you can't tell me? I want to accompany you for the rest of your life. You always have nightmares like this, afraid of waking up. Just tossing and bullying me, although I also think it's cute, it still hurts."
These words were too numb, but Chi Yan seemed to be touched, and looked back into his eyes, as if he was hesitant to say anything.
He actually thought about telling Ye Yingzhi what happened back then many times, but it was too bizarre, he was afraid that Ye Yingzhi would not believe him like everyone including his parents, and secondly, he never found it. the right opportunity to speak out. But Ye Yingzhi was right, he couldn't keep this matter in his heart for a lifetime.
Chi Yan made up his mind, slipped off Ye Yingzhi to sit on the other side of the sofa, sat up straight, and clasped Ye Yingzhi's right hand quietly, and then whispered about the past while recalling. He didn't dare to say it directly. At first, he was only talking about it as a "dream". Later, he found that Ye Yingzhi had been listening carefully, and his slender and strong hand had been clasping his hand, which made him feel more at ease and bold.
He said these words many times, but he was never believed. In the end, he didn't even believe in himself anymore.
Ye Yingzhi didn't speak until he had finished speaking. He clasped Chi Yan's hand and put the two of them's hands together to his heart, softly with a coaxing taste: "A Yan, it's just a dream, why are you so afraid?" When recounting that memory, Chi Yan His hands were always cold and trembling slightly.
Because those are not just dreams at all.
"Because those are not just dreams." Chi Yan looked into her lover's eyes, and finally said it, her eyes reddened, "We were trapped inside, and I watched them die in front of me one by one. And my cousin, I still remember that he pushed me out so hard and told me to go, but he was trapped there and never came out..."
Like a flood bursting out, after speaking out, I can no longer restrain the fear and grief that have been suppressed for many years. Chi Yan red eyes choked and said: "I can't let go, I can't let go of the past, I can't let go of my cousin and the others. They all said that they died in a landslide, but I know not at all, they were trapped in that cave. , was killed by the evil spirit alive, and can't get out. There are no bones."
From a certain level, over the years, the fearful, uneasy, but untrusted young man who could only digest everything by himself has been hiding in his heart, trapping that nightmarish memory alone and powerlessly. Until this moment, when the grown-up Chi Yan faced the lover who shared the bed with her, the nightmares that had been suppressed in her heart for many years were poured out all at once.
Ye Yingzhi didn't question or refute, just kept coaxing him gently, patted his back, and whispered "it's all right", "it's over", "don't be afraid, I'm here" Wait.
Chi Yan was hugged by him and leaned against his arms, and his emotions slowly calmed down, but he choked a little from time to time.
After seeing that his emotions were almost relieved, Ye Yingzhi waited for him to wash up, wiped his eyes with a warm towel, led him back to the bedroom to sleep, and comforted him gently and patiently until Chi Yan sniffled and fell asleep. Bring this up again.
However, when the two of them had breakfast the next day, Ye Yingzhi took the initiative to bring up the topic at the breakfast table.
Chi Yan, who was drinking soy milk, froze, put the cup back on the table, and raised her head to look at her lover.
I just heard Ye Yingzhi repeat it seriously: "If you can't let it go, it's better to go back and have a look and completely untangle this knot."
He bent his eyes and showed a smile, his eyebrows and eyes were very soft, full of love for the person in front of him, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, this time I will accompany you."