On the way back, she returned to normal.
When I came, I had to make a lot of detours to visit my aunt. It took more than three days. When I went back, it was much better. In almost a day and a half, I was almost in Chengdu. On the return trip, she spent most of the time sleeping by the window in the car. Sometimes she woke up, curious to see what Ji Chengyang was doing, and then continued to watch the scenery for a while before going to sleep.
The dreams during the journey are all fragmented. For a while, it was scolded by the teacher, and then for the band rehearsal. The scene changed, and it appeared in front of him that day, in the corner of his rehearsal hall, playing the piano, fingers up and down, flowing water...
There was a sudden shock, and she felt like she was flying.
Then I was awakened in pain, opened my eyes, and in a blur, I saw only the black shirt collar, her whole body was wrapped tightly in Ji Chengyang's two arms, and her whole body was hugged and protected by him.
She subconsciously moved, and he said: "Sisi, don't move in a hurry." After speaking, he took a look in front of her, and then slowly released her arm. Then, quickly check her for any injuries.
"Broken mouth?" he asked her in a low voice, wiping her lips with his index finger.
Originally, his voice was cold, so after he was deliberately gentle, he always made people feel so feminine.
It is this kind of sound that can pull people out of fear and anxiety.
"Yeah." Her heart was beating, not knowing what was going on, she also licked her lips, maybe... it was a bite, right
After a brief chaos, she finally saw the miserable condition of the car.
The driver actually dozed off when he entered Chengdu in two hours, and the entire front of the car got under the large truck in front. The steering wheel was temporarily turned on and the driver was saved. The entire roof of the passenger seat was scratched and the glass shattered. The moment she saw it, she was frightened, and the driver's face was bleeding down... Only later did she find out that she was cut by the splashing glass.
Fortunately, Ji Chengyang did not sit there.
He always sat there when he went, only for a long time he sat behind to accompany her.
Fortunately, Ji Chengyang did not sit there. He always sat there when he went, only for a long time he sat behind to accompany her. The solution was handled very quickly without any entanglement. Ji Chengyang called the car immediately and took the driver and Ji Yi to the hospital for bandaging and examination. Ji Chengyang insisted on having the doctor examine her and confirmed that there were no problems before taking her home.
Nuannuan's mother wandered around in the study worriedly, and she was relieved when she saw her.
"Sixi," Nuan Nuan's mother was very guilty, looked at her carefully, and asked Ji Chengyang, "have all been thoroughly checked?"
Ji Chengyang nodded.
On the contrary, Ji Yi felt that he was causing trouble to others.
Before leaving the study, I thought for a while and said to them: "Don't tell Nuan Nuan."
Ji Chengyang and Nuan Nuan's mother looked at her. She was not ashamed to say: "I'm afraid she will be afraid."
Her friendship with Nuannuan is just like that. Ji Yi will feel guilty that she has caused trouble to Nuannuan, and Nuannuan will also feel guilty that she left early and left her alone to face the danger...
Ji Yi left, Ji Chengyang thought about what she had just said, but he stopped talking.
"Want to ask Xixi why he is so sensible?" Nuannuan's mother guessed his thoughts, "It's a bit complicated to say. Her parents are the people who went to the mountains and the countryside. Her mother had no feelings for returning to the city to marry his father. I thought it would disperse later, but somehow Sixi was born and was born."
"Well, what then?"
"It doesn't matter if you raise your students," Nuannuan's mother sighed, "just let grandpa take him back. The problem is that Xixi's father is the only one in their family who doesn't wear military uniforms, and his relationship with his grandfather's father and son is very poor. It is said that Xixi's grandfather is her grandfather. It’s just to do the morals, it’s impossible to cultivate her and take care of her."
For some reason, he remembered that she was calculating how to take medicine, such as anti-inflammatory drugs, just so casually, and put them in her mouth just to make the disease better and no longer uncomfortable.
Nuan Nuan’s mother is a sentimental person. When she mentions these, her eyes are a little red: “You have little contact with her, this child is really sensible. At that time, she didn’t live in a building. When she was four or five years old, she was in the small courtyard. I shook a fan and cooked Chinese medicine for myself. I took a watch to watch the time. When I was done, I took it down and poured it out. Then I let myself drink it." Mother Nuan Nuan smiled bitterly, "I have seen her cut her own papers with scissors. Some articles were published in newspapers, and then those 100 points and articles were posted on the notebook and given to her mother as a birthday present."
… When Ji Chengyang listened, he felt sour, so he touched the cigarette case and found it was thrown in the hospital.
"I was worried that she would learn badly in the rebellious period, so I asked her once if she was angry with her parents. She said to me,'Auntie, I am already very happy. Grandpa passed the exam barefoot before the founding of the country. University, junior high school has no tuition, and I have to go home for one day and one night to get the tuition'... Hey, you say, according to this calculation, all the children in China are much happier than the children in Africa, but the point is, it can’t be so. compare… "
Ji Chengyang did not make any remarks from beginning to end. Anyone's life, bystanders are not qualified to judge, because you will never know all the things she has experienced, whether it is pain or happiness.
In terms of material things, she is happier than most mountain children.
However, she had a sense of loneliness that she couldn't make up for in her life. And the giver is precisely all her relatives.
Every relative is alive, but no one is willing to give her a little love.
Ji Yi chatted with Nuannuan in a muddled manner, and the two of them were holding poker cards, and they were actually playing'drag cart' boringly.
The driver's bloody face, the completely scraped roof of the passenger seat, and the broken glass were always circling in her mind. Although it has passed, I returned to Ji's house at night and faced Nuan Nuan.
Suddenly she especially wanted to make a call to her mother, so she borrowed a warm cell phone, ran to the small courtyard outside the door, leaned against the wall and dialed the phone at home. No one, dialed mom's cell phone, but did not answer.
In fact, she rarely called her mother, and her heart throbbed every time she called.
I seem to be looking forward to the hello when the phone is answered, but I am also very afraid to hear this...
Dad was more stranger, and he didn't speak much to her for a year.
There is always an even and long beep in the phone, not busy, but missed. She squatted down and played with the pebbles in the corner, when she suddenly heard a voice: "Hello, who may I ask?"
The gentle voice eased her anxiety: "Mom."
"Sixi?" Something surprised.
"Um… "
"Are you having fun in Chengdu?" Mom talked to her, always as if they were equal, like... adults facing adults.
"Hmm..." She wanted to say that I had a car accident today. It was very terrible. Even the roof of the car was scraped off. But after hesitating for a long time, she still asked: "Mom, when will you go back to Grandpa's house to see me..."
"After a while."
She didn't say a word, and then said after a while: "I'm bringing you Chengdu snacks, don't you like spicy food... Mother Nuan said..." Tears fell unconsciously, she squatted there and whispered. "Mother Nuannuan said, the food here is very spicy, especially delicious."
"good."
"Then I won't say anything, goodbye."
"goodbye."
The phone hung up.
She was holding the phone in one hand, and struggling with the red brick on the wall with the other hand. Because the bricks take a long time, pieces of debris can be dropped as soon as they are pulled. After holding back the tears, he went back to the room and returned the phone to warm up. Nuan Nuan was happy when he took the phone: "Why are your hands dirty? How old are you? Go take a shower."
She was in a depressed mood, did not say much, took the clothes and went to take a bath.
After taking a shower, she was wearing pajamas, but found that Nuan Nuan was sitting in a chair and reading the web page, not chatting with the monitor, and she looked unhappy. Ji Yi asked her what was wrong, and Nuan Nuan snorted: "Said that I can't keep texting like this, and the phone is running out of money. Let me go to bed earlier. They don't have internet, so how can I spend the night."
She screamed, remembering the phone call just now, her nose was still sour.
"Ji Yi, let's drink the bar," Nuannuan said in a low voice suddenly, "I want to use wine to relieve my sorrow."
She was silent for a while and nodded.
So Nuan Nuan ran out of the house very quickly, and found out the highland barley wine that had just been delivered this afternoon. Nuan Nuan held the wine bottle and introduced that it was "absolutely the same degree as rice wine, completely intoxicating wine...", so the two of them sat in the house and drank boldly.
How did he fall asleep, he didn't even have any consciousness at all.
When they got up the next day, the two had changed their clothes and stuffed them into the quilt.
…
Ji Yi suddenly felt embarrassed. What happened last night? This was a guest at someone's house, and Nuan Nuan's expression changed drastically: "It's over, it must be my mother here. Do you remember Ji Yi?"
She shook her head, making no impression.
But even more weird, no one has ever investigated this matter. Nuan Nuan's mother shouldn't do anything, just at the dinner table, if there is something seemingly inadequate, girls should not drink too much, let alone drink when going out in the future, especially if the amount of alcohol is such a small amount. Ji Yi lowered his head to eat the food, feeling that his face was burning.
On the day before leaving, Ji Chengyang drove by himself, taking Ji Yi and Nuan Nuan to stroll around.
Ji Yi and Nuannuan were eating spicy food, and tears came out of them. She didn't forget what she said to her mother. She pointed to Mao Cai and asked Ji Chengyang: "Is this snack vacuum packaged?"
He replied: "I like to eat? Want to take it home?"
"Um."
"Then eat more and can't take it home. And this should be available in Beijing."
So...
"Then what are the special products?" Ji Yi looked at him very seriously, "It must be very spicy."
"I'll take you to buy it in a while."
As a result, he really took them to buy special products, ate dinner again, waited until the lights were on, and looked at the teahouses and teahouses that frequently appeared on the roadside, and felt that he must experience other people's lives.
So he chose a quiet place and took two little girls... for tea.
When he ordered tea, the waiters in the teahouse were particularly enthusiastic, the kind of enthusiasm that is unique to seeing a clean and beautiful man. Nuan Nuan was the most excited, and whispered softly to Ji Yi: "I used to go out with my uncle, and go to the United States to see him. Girls treat him like this. Don't you think my uncle is very hiring, the more alienated he will be. , The more people think about being able to say a word or two to him, that kind of... special charm..."
Ji Yi shook his head.
She didn't think he was alienated...
Nuan Nuan rolled his eyes and continued to hold his phone, sending text messages uncontrollably. Ji Yi rarely drank tea, took a sip of his own Tieguanyin, then went to see his Longjing again, and even carefully looked at the tea leaves.
She stared at his cup.
Ji Chengyang saw her thoughts: "Want to taste?"
"Um."
He filled his glass and handed it to her.
She sipped her mouth... Actually, it didn't make much difference.
She remembered something, came over, and asked him softly: "Last night... Do you know how I got drunk with Nuan Nuan?"
He nodded.
"Did we do bad things?" This was what she was worried about.
He was silent for a while, and then smiled rarely: "No."
She breathed a sigh of relief.
He watched her pull out a napkin, then spit a piece of tea from her mouth on the paper, then folded the paper and threw it into the ashtray.
If a teenage girl gets drunk for the first time, she just cries in your arms and repeats hundreds of sentences "Mom, I'm obedient...", until her voice becomes hoarse and she refuses to sleep... But she forgot about it the next day Do nothing.
So, how deep is this girl's heart
She didn't even dare to touch it herself.