I don't know why, Ji Chengyang is very busy coming back this time.
I've been so busy since I saw Swan Lake that I haven't contacted her for more than ten days. She even started to feel a little flustered, did she act too clingy to him, so that he noticed it, and wanted to alienate herself
In front of me, there is a drunk and gold fan, desperate for extravagance.
She looked down at her Coke cup and had been sitting in the chaotic and complicated disco for more than four hours. If it wasn't for Nuan Nuan to trick her here by using her birthday as an excuse, how could she sit in this place here and now
There are only messy wine glasses and bottles, all kinds of wine.
No one was around, all went to the dance floor.
This is the first time she has walked into this kind of place. Nuannuan's friendship circle is too complicated. Ever since she went to high school and left the compound, she seemed to have suddenly entered the real world from the glass room. Dazzled, I just want to try anything I haven't experienced, especially like Xiao Jun waving like a brother, who beat a certain student to half-dead in front of several affiliated middle schools or key middle schools in Haidian. Like Chen Haonan in the puzzle...
Ji Yi feels that his lips are sad. It's not like acting on stage. He focuses on acting, so he will naturally forget the discomfort caused by this kind of thing. The more she sat down, the more sad she got. She took out a napkin from her schoolbag and wiped her mouth.
It's five o'clock in the morning.
She felt sleepy and a little dizzy.
She got up, wanted to go to the dance floor to find Nuan Nuan, and told her that she had better go, the big deal is to go back to the dormitory to sleep in a bed with two people, it is better than here. He just got up and was pulled to sit down.
Fu Xiaoning tilted her head and smiled and put a few pills-like things on the table: "Look at what this is? I can only see, I can't eat, my dear Xixi." Ji Yi has no interest at all. , Not to say anything, so I took my own Coke and drank it.
Fu Xiaoning pinched with two fingers and placed it in front of her eyes.
She didn't want to look at it. The little green medicine pellets had an animal carved on it.
She saw Fu Xiaoning's eyes through the pills. The latter pointed his chin to a few people in the distance who were holding the railing and constantly shaking their heads and dancing wildly: "This is called ecstasy. You eat it just like them. Remember, go out to play in the future and don't drink anything given by anyone."
He suddenly threw the thing into her cup.
The dissolved foam suddenly spurted up. Ji Yi was so frightened that he put the cup on the table.
She first learned about drugs, when she watched Zhou Xun's "Red Prescription" in 1997. At that time, Zhou Xun was still an actor in a TV series, and the young girl's most beautiful years were defeated by drugs. She remembered it fresh and remembered it in her heart, and formed a physical fear of this kind of thing.
And today, it was the first time she touched it up close.
In the rhythm of fierce decadence, a woman clung to the railing, vividly performing the consequences of eating this kind of food. This is even more chilling than seeing the report. "I dropped out of work-study last year and went to a small place. I wanted to start as a policeman, but I didn't graduate from a police academy. I could only follow those people first," Fu Xiaoning looked at her. "Later, I accompanied them to drink liquor every day. After vomiting blood, my mother finally relented and let me come back."
Ji Yi didn't know what to say.
She felt that she couldn't stay anymore, so she took out her mobile phone to give a warm call, and called her out of the dance floor to go back to school.
Fu Xiaoning held her hand: "I just want to talk to you."
Suddenly a warm call came in.
Fu Xiaoning let go.
She picked up the phone, feeling that his eyes were fixed on her, staring that she wanted to leave immediately, not wanting to stay for one more second.
"It's broken, Sisi, take my bag quickly, I'll wait for you at the gate."
"I'm coming right away." As if she was pardoned, she picked up two people's schoolbags and ran out. Suddenly Fu Xiaoning wanted to reach out and hold her wrist. She stepped back two steps like seeing a poisonous snake and almost sat on the table. . Fu Xiaoning suddenly looked at her and smiled helplessly: "Go, don't come to this place next time."
At the darkest time before dawn, the outside is so dark that there are no stars.
She ran out with her schoolbag, Nuannuan was just outside the gate, her face pale when she was trembling in the fifth and sixth class winds. When she saw Ji Yi, she hugged her arm and said in a begging tone: "I told you that something big happened this time. The woman who had been chasing my uncle saw me, and my uncle immediately Just come over and let me wait for him at the gate, and don't go anywhere. I tell you Ji Yi, you have to intercede with me, or I will be beaten to death by my mother this time."
Ji Chengyang
Ji Yi panicked too, desperately trying to put on the lipstick on his lips.
In December in Beijing, at five o'clock in the morning, outside Banana's gate, the two of them stood there like this. They really didn't dare to go in again, didn't dare to leave, didn't dare to go anywhere, they just stood so stiff. In the end, Wang Haoran and Ji Chengyang drove over, and both of them were a little unconscious from the cold.
The two got into the car and looked at Ji Chengyang sitting in the passenger seat and did not dare to speak.
"I said, it's not safe for you to go to this kind of place when you are young," Wang Haoran looked at Ji Yi in the rearview mirror, playing for them, "Next time I will take you to Sanlitun and accompany you all the way. It is absolutely safe."
Nuan did not dare to talk to each other, nor did he dare to talk to Ji Chengyang.
Ji Chengyang really didn't say a word from beginning to end. Later, when the car drove downstairs to his house, Wang Haoran stopped the car. Take the initiative to get off the car to "watch the sunrise", leaving space for him to teach his children. Wang Haoran originally wanted Ji Yi to get out of the car, but Ji Yi was also afraid that he would be so angry that he was about to cry, so he stuck in the car like that and didn't dare to move.
Only quiet in the car.
Sitting in the front seat of the car, Ji Chengyang didn't say a word, and began to look for the CD, and the stereo began to slowly play the piano accompaniment. His fingers stopped, no longer rummaging, then he leaned the back of the front seat back a bit, closed his eyes and started listening to the song. Soon, every corner of the carriage was filled with this song.
The unfamiliar melody, and I feel that I have heard it.
The singer’s gentle and hoarse voice, the sad melody that slowly blooms...
The air pressure in the car plummeted.
Ji Chengyang's cold violence is the most disturbing.
You don't know what he is thinking.
Feeling scared, Nuan Nuan begged Ji Yi for mercy with her mouth: I have a stomachache, and I want to go upstairs to the bathroom. Ji Yi was about to cry, obviously she just wanted to throw the mess to herself, holding her wrist: No, you can't leave me alone.
Nuan Nuan Zuo Yi, Continuing Zuo Yi: Today is my birthday, you will save me once.
Ji Yi insisted for the first time: Please, don't leave me alone.
She was terribly afraid that Ji Chengyang would be disappointed, really terrified. She has always wanted to be perfect, to appear in front of him particularly well, but now it is simply the worst. Seeing that she was really scared, Nuan Nuan was simply stunned, as if she were going to die together.
"Are you hungry?" Suddenly, Ji Chengyang asked them with his eyes closed.
"Hungry, starved to death," Nuan Nuan immediately softened like a sheep, "Uncle, you can scold me whatever you want. Let me have something to eat first? Or let's go upstairs first?" She was completely slow.
Ji Chengyang responded faintly: "Then be hungry first."
…
He stopped talking.
After a while, Wang Haoran outside couldn't hold back anymore and opened the door: "I said, it's six o'clock. I drove to the Yonghe at Xinjiekou to buy breakfast. You take them up first. What a big deal, don't bully the little ones. Girl."
Fortunately, there was this round of play, and Nuan Nuan kept acting like a baby, and Ji Chengyang finally took them home.
Nuannuan is very smart. He said that he was sleepy when he entered the room. He went into Ji Chengyang's bedroom and lay down on the bed: "I can't do it. Don't call me when breakfast comes in a while. I'm sleepy and I want to sleep in the afternoon."
Ji Yi knew that she used sleep to escape.
Ji Chengyang didn't talk to her either. He walked into the kitchen and poured two cups of hot water. She followed in and he handed her the water. He squeezed the glass and motioned to her to hold the rim of the cup so that she wouldn't be scalded.
Ji Yi obviously saw his gesture, but his mind was messed up, and he still went to hold the cup stupidly.
He was scalded immediately, and he took his hand back abruptly.
"It's hot?" Ji Chengyang took her hand and turned on the faucet to flush. The water in winter was extremely ice, and the pain instantly relieved.
But she still wanted to cry very much.
When Ji Chengyang lowered her head to look at her hand carefully, she found that her eyes were too red, but she was holding her tears and not letting herself cry, and the skin around her ears was also red.
Appears particularly wronged.
Ji Yisheng forced his tears back.
She dared not look up at him, so she stared at his shirt button.
On such a cold day, he wore a shirt and put on a down jacket and went out. He didn't even wear a cashmere sweater. It must be because he was too angry... Ji Yi felt very distressed, thinking that she had not stopped Nuan Nuan and was coerced by her. Playing, I feel that I was really wrong, and I have never been so sinful.
"Does it still hurt?" he asked.
"It doesn't hurt anymore," she whispered, "it doesn't hurt at all."
"Will you go later?"
"Not going anymore." Her nose was sour again in an instant.
In fact, she was particularly wronged, she really didn't mean it.
Ji Chengyang also has a temper, and just today, in this second, in this kitchen, she really experienced it.
Ji Chengyang took another cup, poured out half of the hot water, and poured the half cup of boiling water in two glasses in turn. He seemed to be using this simple action to soften his temper.
Those who were awakened by the phone at about five in the morning, and the anger aroused by the content of the phone were all calmed down a little bit. He is only twenty-six years old. If he follows the normal growth trajectory, he should have just started his Ph.D. and has not yet left campus. Even though his life is much faster than ordinary people, he is only twenty-six years old, not mature enough to be a qualified caregiver...
He kept telling himself:
Ji Chengyang, you have seen a lot of embarrassment and despair. I have seen those North African women dragging big mattresses, prostituting in the jungle on the roadside, seeing burnt bodies, panic and death after the explosion, and even seeing the most prosperous cities falling into apocalyptic panic.
Tonight, she just glanced at the real world, don't be so nervous.
It’s just that in China, in Beijing, on this evening, I went to a very on-track dance hall...
"I know you won't take the initiative to go," his voice was as gentle as possible, although it was still a bit chilly, "This society is too complicated. Even if you didn't take the initiative to go there, you have already gone. If there is any danger, only you will be hurt. Own."
The water was no longer hot, and he put down the empty glass, trying to pass her half of warm water.
But she found that she had been standing with her head down.
Ji Yi noticed that he turned to face herself, and whispered: "I was wrong... Don't be angry." She felt wronged, but she didn't dare to argue. She wanted to hug him when she was most aggrieved and helpless as before, but she didn't have the courage to take a step closer.
Ji Chengyang held the glass, paused for half a second, and finally stretched out his other hand and pressed her head to his chest.