Tears couldn't stop, how could it stop because of a word of him.
Everyone may have this kind of crying method, that is, they can't stop crying. In the end, they can almost choke on their own tears. They can't stop, sobbing constantly, as if they have suffered a great grievance. No matter who persuades, it doesn't work.
When Ji Yi was young, there was one time.
This is the second time.
Ji Chengyang persuaded her for a few words. When she heard her sobbing all the time, she felt a little irritable inexplicably, but she was still depressed: "Good, don't cry, you will be well after the operation."
"One hundred, one hundred percent, will it be okay?" She sobbed, speaking intermittently.
It is completely impossible to control your emotions.
Ji Chengyang is not a person who is used to lying. To be exact, he has a certain moral and cleanliness and never lies. He was silent, and suddenly stopped talking. Ji Yi looked at his half of his face under the white gauze and panicked: "Tell me the truth, okay..."
"It was a brain tumor that compressed the optic nerve and was temporarily blind." So we must arrange the operation as soon as possible." Ji Chengyang decided to tell the truth, "It should be fine after the operation. "
She didn't expect more terrifying words to appear.
Could there be anything more terrible than this? Brain tumor, just these three words appearing on him feels cruel. How could it be a tumor, why he, why there is no sign...
"Is it... cancer?"
"Whether it is a malignant tumor or not can be confirmed after surgery."
Ji Chengyang quickly called a nurse, asked her to call a taxi, and drove her downstairs to take her back. It took Ji Yi more than half an hour when she arrived, and she was sent away in this room within ten minutes. She didn't want to leave, but there was no excuse, especially when Ji Chengyang was still so persistent.
She is not his family and can't find an excuse to accompany her.
"Can I see you again tomorrow?" Ji Yi stared at him closely.
Ji Chengyang let go.
She was in front of him, lest he shook his head or said "no".
Fortunately, he finally nodded.
Ji Yi followed the nurse out the door and saw Ji Chengyang draw a cigarette from the cigarette case, but didn't look for the lighter as usual, only playing with one hand. The white cigarette was lightly turned between his two fingers, half of his face was hidden behind the white gauze, and he couldn't see his face, let alone his emotions.
Ji Yi didn't dare to disturb him anymore, walked outside, and suddenly pulled the nurse's sleeve: "Is he really a malignant tumor?"
The nurse's expression was very serious: "The final confirmation can only be made after surgery."
In the voice, it seems that he is not very optimistic.
Ji Yixin sank again, and his eyes, which had been crying and swollen, soon reddened again.
But this time she didn't cry. She seldom cried in front of outsiders. She went downstairs with such red eyes and ran into an aunt in the courtyard. She was also hospitalized with an illness, not living on the same floor with Ji Chengyang. Auntie saw Ji Yi, and she was very strange and asked why she suddenly came to 301? The first reaction was that Ji Yi's family was sick.
Ji Yi suddenly thought of what the second aunt had said, but didn't tell the truth. He only said that one of his classmates was sick, so let's take a look.
But when the aunt was gossiping with her, she took the initiative to talk about the youngest son of the Ji family who lived upstairs: "What a pity a child is only so old that he has a brain tumor, and it is likely to be malignant. This will be the Chinese New Year soon. I have to stay in the hospital, hey."
Chinese New Year is coming soon.
Ji Yi remembered in a daze, it seemed that it was on the 24th? The New Year will be in a few years.
On the way back, she looked outside from the taxi window and saw a mother riding her bike with her daughter. Because the wind was too strong, I had to jump out of the cart and the cart at the end. When Ji Yi wanted to look away, a strong wind just blew the little girl's scarf away. The little girl yelled and her mother hurriedly stopped and wrapped the scarf around the girl's neck.
The car drove past the mother and daughter.
Ji Yi turned his head and looked at the street lamp, the mother continued to push the bicycle against the wind.
She didn't know what she was looking at, so she wanted to see, especially to see such a happy scene.
"Little girl, are you afraid of the cold?" The driver said beside him, "Can I open the window and smoke a cigarette?"
She shook her head: "You smoke, I'm fine."
The moment the driver opened the window, a chill got into the car. She was a little cold, remembering that many years ago in the Yading Scenic Area, he was in front of the bonfire with a smile on his face, wishing himself a happy birthday. And those eyes, those eyes that are more beautiful than the stars in the night sky of the snow-capped mountains. At that time, they reflected the bonfire and reflected themselves...
The next day, she tried to call to check her breath, feeling that Nuan Nuan really didn't know about it.
But Ji Chengyang lives in 301, the hospital that soldiers and family members used to go to. It's impossible that the people of the Ji family don't know... It should be deliberately hiding from Nuan Nuan, right? Want to wait for the operation, confirm the condition before telling her
If it is a malignant tumor...
Ji Yi didn't want to think about it any more, she packed her schoolbag. She is going to accompany him.
When she changed her shoes at the door, she remembered that her parents would be back today. It was said that there was no time for the New Year, so she rushed back to have a look before the New Year. She put down her schoolbag, and for the first time, she had forgotten her expectation, sitting on the sofa, staring at the clock in a daze. Unsurprisingly, parents arrived here more than an hour later than originally agreed.
It was still snacks bought for her, and two pieces of New Year clothes.
"Why don't you try it?" The second aunt, who also just arrived, urged her with a smile, "What a nice dress."
Ji Yi quickly went back to change it out, let everyone look around, and then listened to each of them estranged and greeted each other.
Time passed by every minute.
From morning until noon... She was holding the remote control and constantly changing channels, dialing the channel again and again with almost no pause, until she heard her mother say: "It's almost leaving." As her mother stood up, she too Stand up abruptly.
Everyone was a little surprised.
Mom and Dad quickly laughed and said, "I will see you next time, because it's cold outside, so I don't have to give it away."
Ji Yi quickly said that he was going to a classmate's home to ask a few questions, and soon went to get his schoolbag and ran away first. Getting into the car in such a hurry, the driver quickly looked at her from the rearview mirror: "Where is the little girl going?"
"301 Hospital." Ji Yi looked at the little door guiltily.
Dad's car just came out of the small door without any pause and drove away.
"This is a big Chinese New Year, is there a family hospitalized?" the driver said, igniting the car and driving, "Why are you alone to see it?"
"Family passed away first." Ji Yi dealt with vaguely.
When the car arrived at the hospital, a military-licensed car came out on the front, Ji Yi's heart trembled suddenly, and he glanced, luckily it was not the license plate he knew.
Because Nuannuan didn't know, she also felt that she shouldn't know. Neither his family nor a friend of the same age, she always feels that she has come to visit the patient and her name is not right.
But he was hiding a lot, and he still didn't avoid the people who came to see him.
Those are all old men of Grandpa Ji, so they naturally recognize Ji Yi, who has been in Ji's family since childhood. When she opened the door, those people just sat up from the sofa and were about to leave. Just a few middle-aged men looked at Ji Yi and a little girl, and she also looked back blankly.
"Isn't this old Ji's granddaughter?" One of them knew her best. "It's called... Sixi, isn't it?"
Ji Yin snorted, nodding in confusion.
She was afraid of what they asked.
But they didn't ask anything, and thought that the relationship between the two families was so good, and it was normal for them to visit the doctor.
When people left and there was no one in the room, Ji Yi walked over slowly and walked to the bed. Hearing her footsteps, Ji Chengyang said, "Sixi, I'm a little thirsty, please pour me a glass of water."
Ji Yi nodded subconsciously, and suddenly responded that he couldn't see it, so he added "OK". She quickly put her schoolbag on the sofa, took the glass to the water dispenser, poured half a cup of hot water, and added some cold water.
She went to the bed and put the glass in his hand.
Ji Chengyang took two sips. I don't know why, when those people came just now, he didn't even ask for water. When Ji Yi came, he suddenly felt that he was really thirsty.
Is self-esteem at fault? Don't want outsiders to pour water for yourself
He couldn't help laughing at himself.
Ji Yi watched him drink enough water and took the cup over: "You have been sitting here, do you really want to smoke?"
Ji Chengyang smiled without answering.
She put a cup and took out a big bag of fruit toffee from her school bag, the square shape, her favorite. This fruit toffee has a green apple flavor, and a yellow flavor orange. She subconsciously picked the green candies, peeled off the sugar paper, and handed them to his mouth: "I brought you candies, and I listened to my family’s chats. I once said that the third uncle quit smoking is to eat sweets. If you want to smoke, eat one..."
She was afraid that he would not be able to eat, so she put her finger on his lips.
Because he had drunk warm water just now, his lips were very soft.
How can such a good person get sick
Ji Yi felt the warmth he exhaled, his heart was dull and painful, and his fingers suddenly trembled.
"Sugar?" he asked, his reaction noticeably slow.
"Fruit toffee."
Ji Chengyang felt that her fingers had begun to tremble, and finally opened her mouth and bit the sugar with her teeth. After the sugar cube slipped into his mouth, he shook Ji Yi's hand casually. It was very cold, the temperature just came in from outside: "Last night the weather forecast said that the wind has been cooling down in the past few days."
She followed him and said, "The wind is quite strong. When I went back last night, I saw people riding the bike against the wind and couldn't move, so I could only push them."
He seemed not to care too much and said: "The New Year is coming, and the weather is not good. Don't run around, go home soon."
She froze.
Ten minutes after entering the house... Are you leaving
Can't you stay longer
She wanted to ask, but thought that the nurse had emphasized that he could not make him angry.
After struggling for a while, he hummed obediently.
"I'll leave after eating a candy." She sat on the edge of the bed and peeled herself a piece of the same flavor. "Talking counts."
Fruit toffee in various colors has a single taste, and the color is what it tastes.
Ji Yi looked at the snow-covered branches outside the window and didn't dare to look at him more. I didn't know what was wrong. He would feel sore when seeing him and wanted to cry. When she was a child, she went to the hospital once to see her uncle who was sick. She seemed to be crying, and her family said she was too frustrated.
Later, she understood that if she could not cry in the hospital, she tried not to cry as much as possible.
At the end of the meal, it was too sweet. She picked up the glass he had used, drank her saliva, thought about it, and handed it to him: "The sugar seems too sweet, drink water?"
Ji Chengyang didn't speak, but suddenly opened his palms.
A small button-like paper shirt lay on his palm, folded with sugar paper.
How can it be? He can't see, how can he make such a small candy paper...
"When I was six or seven years old, I felt bored between practicing piano, so I often folded things like this to pass the time." Ji Chengyang could guess what she thought without seeing her expression. "You can stack them without looking. "
To be proficient at this level... How boring is he...
She suddenly thought of herself.
The versatility of childhood did not bring much sense of vanity. Because she was too lonely, to pass the time, she learned the same way. What about him
He put the paper shirt on the table beside him and smiled: "Happy New Year."
Ji Chengyang is urging her to leave.
Ji Yi quietly picked up the cute little thing: "Happy New Year."