The Healing Sunshine

Chapter 40

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Ji Chengyang squatted down and clamped her shoulders with both hands. He wanted to continue telling her that she shouldn't be so self-willed. When the phone said it was turned off, it turned off. No matter what happened, it couldn't solve the problem like this.

Before her eyes was Ji Chengyang's face.

Because the headlights shined directly, highlighting his rare and blatant anger, making her very scared.

"Why don't you call me first and tell me where you went?"

"My mobile phone is dead," Ji Yi explained softly, "My mobile phone is dead. It's not a small shop that is powered off, and there is no public phone. There are only phone booths that plug in a card. Without an IC card, you can't use that... Can't call Arriving at the car, there are no taxis outside... It may be SARS. The taxis don’t come out to work, just wait for the bus... ”

The car lights shone her face a little pale, and then she suddenly said: "Nuan Nuan knows, she is very angry."

Ji Chengyang's heart has always been suppressed by all kinds of bad guesses.

He just received a call from Nuan Nuan and hurried back. After persuading the crying little niece to send him back to school, he could not find Ji Yi. It should be said that since the TV station received Ji Nuan’s call, he looked for Not her.

He can't keep himself from being angry.

Even after she explained, he couldn't let the pressure of more than two hours disappear.

"I know, I have talked to her about this," Ji Chengyang whispered, "Let's go home first and talk about it."

"Um."

They were already standing not far from the gate of the community. Ji Yi didn't follow him in the car, just waiting for him at the stairs outside the underground garage. Ji Chengyang walked up the steps holding the car key, and saw the hazy moonlight, which held her figure. She wore a thick rose-red casual clothes top with a hat, thin beige trousers, and hair. Putting it down, she looked like a very innocent girl.

She was waiting for him quietly.

Ji Chengyang thought of what Nuan Nuan said when he burst into tears in his arms. Those were what he had thought about before, so there was not much surprise, because he was a twenty-six-year-old adult man, which he had considered for a long time. Situation. But Ji Yi was different. She was not mature enough. Before she could communicate with her in depth about these obstacles in the future, she was already accused of being unable to guard against it.

The main responsibility should be his, right

Ji Chengyang smiled, and walked up from the bottom of the dark staircase, facing the moonlight.

Ji Yi thought he would talk to himself immediately when he got home, but Ji Chengyang only gestured for her to take a bath first. She had to wash and change her clothes quickly, and she was seeing Ji Chengyang taking out some ingredients from the refrigerator with her waist down.

When Ji Yi approached, he could smell the faint scent of dripping dew around him.

During this time, Ji Chengyang has been paying attention to disinfection at home. They will scrub them immediately when they get home. The clothes worn by two people every day must be cleaned in the washing machine that day. The clothes mixed with washing powder will be fine, and there will be no smell of disinfectant in the end.

But it's different in the room.

At first, she didn't like the taste very much, but slowly got used to it. At this moment, this familiarity made her heart feel more at ease.

Ji Chengyang started cooking.

The sound of the cooker hood roared, and he heated the oil and poured down the whole plate of peanuts. This dish will soon be turned into peanuts due to Ji Yi’s phrase "I love to eat peanuts", and the chicken will soon become a foil.

He took the chopsticks and fed it to her: "Try it."

This was the first sentence he said to her after he got home, only two words.

Ji Yi opened her mouth slightly and bit the peanuts whose skin had already been fried. She stared at him. Ji Chengyang was still angry. She didn't hide the coldness from her eyes to her face. She seemed to be seen through his heart. Seeing the blood flow and beating, he became so uncomfortable.

"Is it tasty?"

"Um… "

"Don't you think it's a bit too much?" he asked.

"It seems a little bit." It's indeed a little overwhelmed.

Ji Chengyang himself took the grains and tasted it: "It's okay, it's still edible."

She answered.

He turned off the fire again: "Forget it, let's eat hot pot, I bought a lot of things back in the afternoon."

Ji Yi answered again, in fact, hot pot is also good.

She thought so, Ji Chengyang already held her arms with both hands, and squatted down, "Are you going to follow what I want to eat? Why don't you have your own opinions?"

She was a little stunned: "I also like hot pot. If you want to eat it, just eat it, it doesn't matter."

Ji Chengyang looked into her eyes, was silent for a while, and said, "Sixi, do you know what your biggest weakness is?"

weakness

Ji Yi thought for a while, and said frankly: "I care too much about other people's opinions."

Ji Chengyang laughed: "And it's too emotional. You and Nuan Nuan are both true temperaments, and both heart and soul to those close to you. But she is hot outside and cold inside. Don't look at her crying like the sky is falling today. In fact, she didn't. So fragile, you are different. You are cold outside and hot inside. You look flat, but your mind is too thin. You value your feelings."

Ji Yi's eyelashes slowly fluttered and hung down.

Yes.

Perhaps because she lacks these, she takes them very seriously. Family affection, friendship, love, as long as others give her some, she can always remember clearly, layer by layer, with the accumulation of time, they will be pressed heavily in her heart, wishing to go back ten times.

She can now clearly remember what happened when she was eleven. Once at Ji Nuan Nuan’s home, two people went to the bathroom together until midnight. She suddenly had menstrual cramps. She sat on the toilet and looked at her underwear in a daze. When she was considering whether to go downstairs and go home, Ji Nuan Nuan had already left the bathroom cabinet. Take out the sanitary napkin and squat down.

Nuan Nuan ripped it apart while yawning, and stuck it firmly on her underwear: "I won't despise you in the whole world," Nuan Nuan really doesn't dislike her at all. After the stickers are good, she washes her hands and her eyes are all right. I squinted slightly, "Why do I want to be nice to you? It's terrible. If I get married in the future, my husband must think I'm gay..."

Half a year later, when Ji Yi mentioned this incident, Nuan Nuan had already forgotten completely, and after a moment she laughed: "Then you just remember to be nice to me. Why didn't I dislike you at that time, too? It's terrible."

But she just remembered it clearly.

Every time I think of it, I am very moved, and vowed to stay this way for He Nuannuan forever.

The shadows of the two people, stacked together, fell on the white floor tiles of the kitchen, like a pool of ink washed out by water.

"There is no need for self-examination," Ji Chengyang interrupted her thoughts softly, "Everyone has different growth experiences and strange personalities, which is normal. It is a good thing to attach importance to feelings. You can never leave and help each other, but you don't need to do it because of her preferences. , Just let yourself do things according to her wishes."

Ji Yi raised his eyes.

Ji Chengyang smiled: "Nuan Nuan treats me as an idol and hopes that I am perfect everywhere. Although I love her very much, this kind of unreasonable request cannot be satisfied. I am a normal man. I have advantages and disadvantages. I want to be serious. When I don’t want to be serious, I’m not perfect.”

Ji Chengyang paused and continued: "Today will be Nuannuan's accusation, tomorrow may be your parents, your family members, and the day after tomorrow may be neighbors... For example, the aunt in the emergency room in our compound, when you were young, she saw me taking If you go to break the cold shot, you will definitely think that Ji Chengyang has a really good conscience. But if you let her see me and you are hugging and kissing now, she will definitely feel terrible. She will think that Ji Chengyang is really morally corrupt, the little girl still Calling your uncle, you just took advantage of the fact that someone didn't know anything at a young age, and started doing it."

What he said was the truth, but the wording was so easy.

"Those are my elders, and I respect them too, but I can't give up on you just because of what they think," Ji Chengyang said frankly, "I neither eat, drink, gamble, nor promiscuous, even have a girlfriend. One, physically and mentally healthy and innocent in the past, why can't I fall in love with Ji Yi? Just because she called me uncle when I was a child? Just because she was a little girl when I met? Just because I was eight years older than her?"

Ji Chengyang's tone was too funny, Ji Yi sneered.

"From the time you didn’t know me, I’ve always had this kind of character. Don’t let anyone think I’m so perfect. Nobody needs it. You don’t need it, because I can’t do it. The same is true for you, Sisi, we You didn’t do any bad or wrong things. You don’t need to take into account everyone’s thoughts, and you don’t need to be sad for the rumors. You feel that there is really something wrong with my relationship with you. Believe me, there is no problem, no at all, very good, and good now, It will be better in the future."

Ji Yi couldn't help laughing.

He was really smiling, and felt that Ji Chengyang today was very different.

She couldn't tell where it was different.

Ji Chengyang was so tall, squatting between her and the marble platform, it was a little uncomfortable to squat for a long time. Now that she was finished, she also smiled, and simply stood up straight. But he seemed to think of something, and quickly added the most important sentence: "Also, I am not only in love with you, dating is such a consuming thing, for me, once is enough, I spent a lot of time. To do this with your heart, you must do it to the end."

He was sure to draw a conclusion, and there was his unique feeling in his voice:

"We will definitely get married."

marry.

marry…

Ji Yi felt that his heart was about to burst.

She was a little dizzy, and her face was involuntarily flushed with the thought of getting married.

After he was quiet for a few seconds, he suddenly grabbed one of her arms, lowered his head, and touched her with his lips.

At first, I just wanted to appease, but when I encountered it, it was like a prairie fire and it was difficult to control. He put her lips between her lips and teeth, chewed and sucked gently, and poured into this kiss the anxiety and impatience that he had just couldn't find her. Ji Yi felt the slightest pain in his lips, so he whispered, trying to avoid, but his arm was tight, and he was completely pulled into his arms.

By the time the two separated, Ji Yi's lower lip was already a little red and swollen, and his watery eyes looked at him tightly.

I didn’t know what was thinking in my head, suddenly turned around and walked out of the kitchen quickly...

Ji Chengyang watched her disappear, listened to the footsteps, and went to the bedroom.

"You and I are only six years old. I can barely be considered our peers. Nuan Nuan is more sensible about my things," he said to Ji Nuan Nuan in the afternoon, "Don’t hurt me, come here. Repay my love for you for so many years."

This is his first adult communication with Ji Nuannuan.

He could understand that Ji Nuannuan suddenly found the shock of his best friend and uncle being together, what's more, it was really difficult to face from the level of sexual desire like "cohabitation" at the beginning.

But he didn't think that Nuan Nuan would not be able to figure this out, it only took some time.

As a man, he had considered all obstacles and reactions before the beginning of this relationship, and he also thought about how to deal with it. When Ji Yi grows up to marriageable age, the "embarrassment" in this relationship will naturally be reduced by more than half.

All he needs is time.

Ji Chengyang tasted fried peanuts again.

The peanut stir-fry tastes really good, very crispy, and very fragrant, but it's really overheated.

He frowned and his eyes darkened. This expression is quite sexy.

He was thinking about whether to continue making Gong Bao Chicken or prepare hot pot. When she thought that hot pot would easily make her cheeks flush, and there would be fine sweat on her forehead and even on her cheeks... She made a very happy decision, put the peanuts on the plate with plastic wrap, threw it in the refrigerator, and started Prepare to wash and cut vegetables for hot pot.