"I'll go out." Li Sui almost threw away his armor and ran out.
Yan Ke laughed and exclaimed, "Why is this kid in your family so innocent?"
Lu Shang looked at his back, and bent his mouth in a good mood.
The sea breeze was blowing slowly on the deck, drying the hot sweat on his forehead. Li Sui held on to the railing, rubbing his index finger back and forth against his lips. His brain seemed to be set on an automatic cycle, repeatedly recalling the cool and moist touch between his lips and teeth, sweet, soft, with a hint of coldness and strangeness, that was the taste of Lu Shang. He couldn't help laughing in the sea breeze, as if in a dream, it was all real, Lu Shang kissed him, they kissed, as if the long-cherished wish for many years had been fulfilled, and he was so excited that he didn't know what to do.
Li Sui turned his head. The lights of the cruise ship were like stars in the endless sea. The rejection and insecurity of the first boarding turned into sweetness. He didn't even find the laughter of the bunny girls to be annoying. His memory was instant. The room was completely washed and it became beautiful.
Under the catalysis of the sea breeze, he couldn't help but have a little bit of delusion. Could it be that Lu Shang also likes him a little bit, even if it's just a little bit, is there anything special about him in Lu Shang's heart
Probably every person who is in love is like this. They always spurn their own self-love, but at the same time, they can't help but catch clues from the other party's words and phrases, as auxiliary evidence for their own assumptions. He knew it was wishful thinking, but he couldn't let go of the one in ten thousand possibility. This kind of ambivalence of mediocrity was manifested in Li Sui's body vividly and vividly.
He couldn't help recalling that Lu Shang had always taken great care of him. That person was always gentle, attentive, with a shallow smile, and his eyes always looked at him with infinite softness and tolerance... Li Suiyi He was stunned, and quickly suppressed this dangerous thought. He was really dizzy. How could he have such an unrealistic delusion.
It seemed that Lu Shang was really kind to him, so good that he almost forgot that the relationship between them was purely fostering. No, it's less lustful than nurturing, but more gentle, more like adoption, and Lu Shang treats him like a child. They slept together every day, if they really had any thoughts about him, how could they have not shown any interest in him for so long.
Thinking of this, Li Sui's excitement gradually calmed down, and when the sea breeze blew, he even began to feel depressed. His mood suddenly went up and down, and he gradually felt a little tired.
It's been too long since he came out, he rubbed his face, turned around, and stopped.
Holding a glass of sparkling wine, Lu Shang was leaning lazily against the mast, staring at him with a half-smile, looking at this posture, he didn't know how long he had been standing.
"You, why did you come out?" Li Sui stammered, thinking that his stupidity just now was very likely to be caught in his eyes, and the blush that had just retreated had a tendency to rise again.
Lu Shang handed him the wine with one hand: "What are you thinking about?"
"I didn't think of anything." Li Sui replied, burying his face in the glass, the taste of the wine was not too heavy, the juice was added in it, and the taste was refreshing. He sipped half a cup, and across the glass belly, he saw Lu Shang leaning against the sea, with his elbows on the railing, his head raised, showing his sexy Adam's apple, the sea breeze ruffled his bangs, and drew the bridge of his tall nose. .
Taking a closer look, Lu Shang's appearance doesn't really look like a traditional Chinese. His face is more three-dimensional and his pupil color is clearer. Li Sui couldn't take his eyes off it. It took him a long time to swallow the sparkling wine and asked: "Are you mixed race?"
Lu Shang turned his head and glanced at him: "Why do you ask that?"
Because you look too good-looking, Li Sui said in his heart, but he said, "I always feel that you are standing with these foreigners on the boat, and it is not against the peace."
"Maybe," Lu Shang smiled softly, "I don't know."
This answer surprised Li Sui for a while. What Lu Shang didn't want to tell him was never mentioned in a single word, but what he said was that he didn't know. Li Sui remembered that for so long, he had never heard anyone mention Lu Shang. Parents, they knew that there was mostly content in it, so they didn't ask any further questions.
"Speaking of which, I have to go home next month," Lu Shang closed his eyes and thought for a while, "Come with me."
"What to do?"
"Sweeping graves."
Lu Shang opened his eyes: "It's my father's death anniversary."
Wei Wei was surprised, but Li Sui didn't say anything. Seeing that Lu Shang was deep in thought, he was silent for a while.
The cruise ship was decorated with lights, and the sound of exclamations and laughter came from the cabin, as if there were echoes. The two of them blew the sea breeze quietly on the bow for a while. Just as they were about to go back, Yan Ke suddenly ran down from the second floor deck, and when he saw the two of them, he immediately came over to drag Lu Shang.
"Come here, do me a favor."
Li Sui blocked the outstretched arm and stepped between the two of them, stopping Yan Ke's movements: "Is there anything wrong with Big Brother Yan? I'll do it for you."
"You can't do it for you," Yan Ke looked very anxious and looked at Lu Shang, "Sima's son lost money and bet, crying and shouting to commit suicide, and now he's hanging from the tail of the boat, and he can't be rescued, so do you. His elders, persuade him to go."
When Lu Shang heard this, he didn't move, but asked, "Is it the eldest son or the youngest son?"
"Of course it's the eldest son. The younger son is so favored now, it's nothing to lose a few money."
Lu Shang thought for a while, but he kept up. Li Sui felt that Lu Shang didn't really want to get involved in this nosy business, but he had to do it after weighing the pros and cons. Thinking of coming to Lu Shang, he was not really an enthusiastic person. It was an exception to bring Li Sui back to save his life.
Passing through the corridor, a lot of people were already surrounded on the deck, and five or six hovercraft were placed in the sea, floating close to the hull. His face was full of tears, and he looked similar to Li Sui's age.
"Don't come here, come here again, I'm really jumping!" The young man shouted, and Xuanxuan's hand on the railing was loosened by two points, and the people around immediately made a sound of blocking and sighing.
Life was at stake, and the staff in charge of security did not dare to slack off, and immediately set up protective pads on the ship. This railing is about three stories high from the ground. It was originally a ladder for hanging lanterns. I don’t know how he climbed it. The deck is full of solid steel plates.
"Sima Jingrong!" Yan Ke raised his head and shouted, "Look who is here, your Uncle Lu is here, if you have any difficulties, tell him, don't be impulsive!"
Lu Shang had a rare look of a headache on his face. After thinking for a while, he raised his head and said to him, "I'll lend you how much you lost."
If it weren't for the inappropriate occasion, Li Sui would laugh out loud. This is a way of persuading people. It not only pokes people's pain points but also hurts people's self-esteem. He seems to be too used to Lu Shang's omnipotence. board here.
When Sima Jingrong heard what he said, his face turned even paler, and he shouted, "I don't want your money. You are not a good person like my dad. You want me to die!"
Li Sui lowered his face, his eyes turned cold.
Lu Shang didn't show any emotion, he just asked: "What happened to you?"
Sima Jingrong is really still a child at heart, and he has only scolded others, but most of them are still guilty, crying even more, and his words are not complete: "I... I let him take all the money my mother left me, and he I wish I died, so that I can leave the company's shares to Sima Yan, the fox gave birth to his son, so am I not his son?"
When everyone hears this, most of them know what's going on. As the saying goes, there is no public shame. This kid not only publicized without any scruples, but also made a fuss that everyone knows. The Sima family has always been affectionate, and the smell of copper is heavier than the human touch. It is not without reason that his father prefers his younger son.
"You can't solve the problem even if you lie there, come down first, we'll find a way for you!" Yan Ke shouted.
"What can I do? My dad doesn't love me at all. I can't do anything better than his youngest son. He will be satisfied when I die!"
Lu Shang felt quite helpless. Persuasion is really not his forte, and his philosophy is fundamentally different. He doesn't like to force others with his own opinions, and he doesn't like to persuade others to change their minds. If this is really irrelevant The person who is determined to commit suicide will probably only nod his head and say "remember the aftermath".
Li Sui watched coldly from the side, his face was not very friendly. Lu Shang noticed him now, but he didn't usually pay attention. Now, when he compared with his peers, he realized that Li Sui is a really worry-free, sensible and well-behaved child. Being responsible, for so long, I have no idea how much trouble it has saved him. He wasn't afraid to admit it. With his fear of noise, if Li Sui had the character of Sima Jingrong, he might have picked it up and threw it out the next day.
Lu Shang looked at the crying man on the railing and thought to himself, how could he be so different when he was also 18 or 19 years old.
"Then you dance."
Everyone was stunned for a moment, and their eyes were focused on the young people who were talking in the crowd.
Li Sui stood beside Lu Shang, folded his arms, and looked like he was watching a good show.
"Li Sui." Yan Yan hurriedly stopped him with words.
Li Sui only glanced at Lu Shang, saw that Lu Shang didn't say anything, and said, "In this world, there are people who desperately want to live, you say that you are going to die so easily, why is your life so bad? Is it worth it?"
Yan Ke was stunned, and even Lu Shang's face showed a hint of surprise. Seeing that Li Sui seemed relaxed, but in fact he was about to pinch his bleeding hand, after thinking about it, he almost guessed the reason why he would come forward.
Li Sui was actually angry. Hearing Sima Jingrong's bastard remarks, he somehow remembered the day when he woke up from a nightmare and saw Lu Shangming swallowing pain but insisting on taking medicine. On the other hand, this one who committed suicide was the first time he was so disgusted by a person's words and deeds, like a few hundred words of lice were jumping wildly on his forehead at the same time, and he couldn't bear it for a second.
There was silence on the deck.
"If you think it's more worthwhile to die, then jump quickly. We will never follow you. You can see if everyone regrets and hurts, or treats you as a joke."
Yan Ke reacted, Li Sui's slap was too hard, he had to quickly feed him a candy, and hurriedly continued: "Jingrong, there is nothing that can't be solved, you come down first and we will talk slowly, you are not for your father. Alone, you are so young, you must have your own family, right? Think of your mother, she gave birth to you so dangerously, she would rather sacrifice herself to give birth to you, you do this, she knows under Jiuquan How would you feel?"
The two took turns to go into battle, like a booster, Sima Jingrong shook violently and stopped crying. Seeing this, Lu Shang immediately waved to the security guards on both sides to climb the ladder to save him.
The crowd started surging everywhere, but Yan Ke was a warmhearted person, running back and forth to instruct the security guards to save people. Seeing that Sima Jingrong no longer had any thoughts of suicide, Lu Shang loosened his shoulders and turned to look for Li Sui.
Taking advantage of the crowd, Li Sui had already retreated outside the cabin, squatting on the deck with nothing to do, and when he saw him approaching, he asked in a low voice, "Did I cause you trouble?"
Lu Shang smiled: "No."
Lu Shang is not a sentimental person by nature. His emotions are like washed rocks, whose edges and corners have long been smoothed out. Any emotion with him seems soft and slow. Li Sui's words were like a shard of glass under the clear sky, lightly smashing a hole in the ball of cotton.
Sima Jingrong, who was rescued, was crying all the time. The woman beside him handed over the sugar water. He burped while drinking, and wept for a long time before he stopped. Li Sui followed behind Lu Shang, walked through the crowd and got off the boat. When he was wrong, Sima Jingrong looked up at him and looked at him, each with a complicated look.
The sea breeze blew over, and there was a hint of alcohol in the air. Li Sui kept walking, followed behind Lu Shang, and did not look back.
Back at night, Li Sui was still gloomy. Lu Shang came out of the bathroom and saw that he was still in a daze, looking like an ostrich who wanted to bury his head in the floor, he couldn't help but sighed and pulled him to him.
"Still thinking about what happened just now?"
Li Sui was depressed, shook his head and did not speak.
Lu Shang squeezed his hand and said to him, "Li Sui, it doesn't matter, I will sooner or later..."
"Don't talk about that." Li Sui interrupted, stepping forward and hugging him.
The movement was so violent that it hurt a little in the chest, Lu Shang endured it, didn't say a word, just raised his hand and patted his back lightly.
Li Sui buried his head in his clothes and said sullenly, "I'm a little tired, Lu Shang, can I hold you and sleep for a while?"
Lu Shang noticed that he didn't use the honorific title, but called him by his name directly. He usually didn't care about these polite manners, and he didn't care too much. He nodded and took someone to the bedside.