Until the two returned to the ward, Li Sui still had a feeling of unreality, like a dream.
Lu Shang finally felt at ease, and fell asleep on the way back, leaning softly on his shoulder, without any strength, Li Sui felt his forehead was still a little hot, so he couldn't help worrying about his body . Ordinary people can't bear to go out so far on a snowy day, not to mention that he is still a patient. Back in the ward, Li Sui changed Lu Shang's hospital gown back, took off his clothes, and saw that the hickey he made on his chest had not dissipated, and some places were bitten hard. The red marks were blue and purple. Looking at these scars, the whole person looks very sad.
Lu Shang slept soundly and didn't even move. Li Sui covered him with the quilt and went out to call Liang Zirui.
Most of the entire floor was empty, and there was no one in the director's department. Only a few doctors were kept on duty in the emergency room. Li Sui then remembered that today was New Year's Eve, and most of the people had gone back to New Year's Eve.
The other doctor, Li Sui, was also not at ease. After thinking about it, he still called Liang Zirui. Firecrackers were being set off at the other end, and there was a lot of noise. After listening to his narration, he sighed: "It's alright, let him sleep, you haven't been here for two days, he thought you were gone, the whole person was very depressed, and he recovered well. No, now that you are by his side, he dares to relax and sleep."
Li Sui's gaze shifted to the person on the bed, his hands clenched unconsciously.
"Li Sui, it's not easy for him to fall in love once. He has to sacrifice his life to make this decision. In the future, you can live a good day as long as you can, and don't quarrel..."
Liang Zirui said something behind him, but Li Sui couldn't listen anymore, his mind was full of Lu Shang. He sat beside the bed and clenched Lu Shang's hand, only to feel his heart throbbing.
How Lu Shang treats him, he thought his heart was like a mirror, but when he looked back, he realized that this person had actually done far more than he imagined. On the surface, he said nothing, but secretly arranged everything, and always put his safety first in the first place.
Lu Shang was probably feeling hot, his mouth was slightly open, and sometimes he opened and closed it, the skin on his neck was faintly red, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and his clavicle, which was bulging because of his thinness, was rising and falling with shallow breathing.
Li Sui pulled the quilt away a bit, and wiped off his sweat with the wet towel on the head of the bed. Although Lu Shang slept soundly, he always seemed to retain a trace of consciousness, and he held his hand and refused to let go. This feeling of being needed made Li Sui's heart soften. He simply turned off the light, took off his jacket, and hugged him with his clothes closed as he had done countless nights before, and fell into a deep sleep.
There is an advantage to having Li Sui, at least it can make the patient obediently cooperate with the doctor's treatment. Lu Shang regards bitter medicine as a ferocious beast. Realizing why Liang Zirui was always so angry, he almost coaxed him to swallow the medicine.
"It's really not bitter?" Lu Shang asked with a frown while holding the pill.
Li Sui's face was sincere: "It's really not bitter, it's sweet."
Lu Shang seemed to muster up a lot of courage, pursed his lips and put it in. He immediately realized that he had been deceived. Just as he was about to use his tongue to push it out, Li Sui pressed his lips together and kissed him, forcing him to swallow and let go. He smiled and said, "Is it not bitter?"
Lu Shang was amused by him, and he didn't care about the unbearable bitterness in his throat: "Well, sweet."
After the Lantern Festival, Lu Shang was allowed to return to the Lu family. Li Sui still took time out to make some New Year's goods for the family, and asked Aunt Lu to cook a table of dishes for him to catch the wind and dust, but in the end, it all went into Li Sui's stomach.
I don't know if it's what I said in my heart. After being discharged from the hospital this time, Lu Shang was obviously in better spirits, and his face recovered a lot of blood. If he had something to do, he would ponder the fishing rod that Li Sui gave him at home, and he was reluctant to go to bed. keep it.
"Do you want to go fishing?" Li Sui came out of the bathroom and couldn't help but ask when he saw that he couldn't wait to try it.
"Well, but it's not the season." Lu Shang put the fishing rod into the box and waved to him, "Come and talk to me for a while."
Li Sui climbed into the bed, put his hand loosely on his waist, and half wrapped him in his arms. The two looked at each other. Li Sui knew that Lu Shang was the third chapter of the offer law, and when he thought that the person in front of him was already his lover, He couldn't help feeling satisfied and happy from the bottom of his heart.
"You promise me two things," Lu Shang looked at him and said, "First, no matter what happens in the future, don't think about heart transplantation. If one day I wake up and find that the heart has been replaced by yours, I will first Something will be dug up with a knife, remember?"
Li Sui had complicated emotions in his eyes, but he still nodded in compromise: "Okay, but you also have to take good care of yourself, you are not allowed to stay up late, you are not allowed to drink alcohol. If you encounter trouble, you must tell me, and we can solve it together."
This was a good remark. Lu Shang leaned on him for a while and said, "In addition, you still have to read the book. The school has reserved a place for you for a period of two years. Pick a time to report there."
As soon as Li Sui heard about the separation, his body froze, showing a reluctant expression, Lu Shang smiled lightly: "But you can come back once a month, as long as you don't mind the trouble of running."
"No trouble, no trouble," Li Sui said immediately, "Can I come back twice a month?"
"It takes two days to go back and forth on the light road, so you don't have to rest." Lu Shang smiled beautifully. His eyes were slightly drooping, his Adam's apple rolled, and he exuded a lazy breath. The lights in the room were warm. Looking at his side face, he looks sexy and alluring.
Li Sui's heart moved, and he couldn't help kissing him.
Seeing the change in his eyes, Lu Shang smiled slightly: "Want to do it?"
Li Sui was stunned for a moment, his ears gradually turned red, and he whispered, "Is it alright?"
Lu Shang got up slightly, swiped from the bedside table twice, took out a box of condoms and lubricant, and said, "Since we are together, this kind of thing cannot be avoided."
Li Sui felt uncomfortable with guilt, and went up to hug him: "Last time... I'm sorry."
Lu Shang patted him on the back: "Don't think too much, Uncle Yuan didn't go far at the time. If I really don't want to, he will come in after a shout."
"You..." Li Sui's eyes turned red.
Lu Shang held his hand and said lightly: "Li Sui, I can't say whether I love it or not, I don't have much time left, and I will put all the emotions I can hold in my life on you. ."
There was a burst of sourness in his heart, and Li Sui couldn't hold back the tears he had endured for a long time. He originally planned to keep the person in front of him in his heart and hide it for the rest of his life. One day, he suddenly found out that the other party was also hiding in his heart. a him. His long-empty heart was filled with this sudden confession, and he was so choked that he couldn't say anything. He just hugged him tightly and said his name in a low voice: "Lu Shang..."
Lu Shang let him hug him for a while, then chuckled: "Okay, how long do you want me to wait?"
Li Sui froze all over, wiped his face clean, backed away a little, looked Lu Shang into his eyes earnestly, as if he had been affirmed, leaned up and kissed his eyes, nose, mouth... The other hand reached into the hem of his clothes. , where it really was already hard to die.
There seemed to be something warm in the bottom of his heart melting away, Li Sui was breathing heavily, and following his instinct, he lingered on the other's skin to ask for it.
Lu Shang's senses have been dealing with painkillers and narcotics all the year round, so they are not very sensitive. At this time, I don't know if they were aroused by the atmosphere, and the feedback from the nerve endings was amplified. The small kisses made the flames in his heart burn. stand up.
Li Sui didn't have any tricks, just gently stroking his skin. This action was enough to make his breathing become more and more disordered, his body trembled slightly, and his subcutaneous nerves were so sensitive that he could almost feel the lines on Li Sui's hands.
The more abstinent appearance, the more Li Sui felt unbearable, and even developed a strong desire to destroy. He lifted his hand to undress him and kissed all the way down, sucking and licking on his belly.
"Don't..." Lu Shang stretched out his hand to try to stop Li Sui, having a premonition of what Li Sui wanted to do.
"Let me try." Li Sui said seriously, took his hand away, raised his head deliberately, stared at Lu Shang with a reddish face, and put the thing in his mouth.
"Hmm!" Lu Shang frowned, opened his mouth slightly, and let out an unbearable moan. At the same time, his body shook uncontrollably. Obviously, the stimulation was too great for him, both physically and psychologically.
He was used to seeing Lu Shang's serious expression, the appearance of being tortured by lust and at a loss, almost made Li Sui lose control again. I really want to fuck him, play him badly, want to see him tearing up that cold mask, want to see him burning with lust and unable to extricate himself, so I can only ask for help, want to see him blushing and shirtless under me beg for mercy.
Encouraged by the moans, Li Sui licked harder and harder. He didn't know much skills, but the sincerity of devoting himself to pleasing was enough to make Lu Shang lose his soul again and again, like being thrown into the clouds. As Li Sui threw up and down, the whole person became confused.
The temperature in the bedroom continued to rise, and the sound of water churning with tongue mixed with heavy breathing came and went.
The successive thrills quickly overwhelmed Lu Shang. The numb stimulation accumulated to the extreme. Instead, the five senses suddenly emptied into the air. A kind of comfort that had never been experienced rushed to the brain, and the nerves were suddenly broken for several seconds. When the three souls and seven souls finally returned to their original body, he realized that he was out of breath, and his internal organs felt a strong sense of collapse.
Li Sui drew a tissue at the head of the bed, cleaned the contents of his mouth, turned to rub his head, and said in a complimenting tone, "Are you comfortable?"
For the first time, Lu Shang leaned against the pillow and panted for a while, staring at Li Sui, unable to say a word. Li Sui met his gaze, leaned over and embraced him.
Lu Shang buried his face in his neck, a small smile curled up at the corners of his mouth, his expression seemed a little overwhelmed, Li Sui smiled knowingly, thinking that if he can see this kind of expression on Boss Lu's face in his lifetime, he Probably the only one.
"Is your body okay?" Li Sui touched his chest.
"Well," Lu Shang rested for a while and moved his legs, "Come on."
Li Sui kissed his forehead: "If you feel uncomfortable, let me know at any time."
Reaching out to grab the lubricant from the side, Li Sui pressed the tension in his heart, dipped his fingertips a little, found the secret place, and pressed it around first. Lu Shang's body was very soft, even the intestinal wall was no exception. Especially after releasing it once, his body was almost defenseless and it was easy to enter. Li Sui slowly probed in while observing Lu Shang's reaction.
"Does it hurt?" Li Sui asked, thinking of the last experience, he still had lingering fears, afraid that it would hurt him again.
Lu Shang closed his eyes, shook his head, and seemed to be enjoying himself.
Li Sui also felt that compared to the stiffness and heat when he broke in with force last time, he was probably relaxed this time. The inside was warm and soft, and he was bitten tightly as soon as he entered, and it was much easier to push in. , He added three fingers one after another, while using words to relax Lu Shang, while carefully massaging and expanding.
The front end was already swollen and painful, Li Sui endured it hard, sweating hot all over his body, but his hands were not impatient or irritable, and he pressed his fingers inside the intestinal wall.
Lu Shang's breathing became a mess due to his tossing, his Adam's apple rolled, and he gave him a look of "it's okay" impatiently.
Li Sui finally stopped, tore off a condom and put it on, leaned over to kiss him, his scorching breath intertwined, and the unstoppable lust in the room rose to its peak.
"Lu Shang..." Li Sui whispered in his ear, his eyes were heavy, he held his soft waist with one hand, Lu Shang's fingers with the other, held it semi-compulsively, and supported the stiff guy together. Aiming at the hole and entering slowly, "Do you feel it? You are... um... I am alone... "
"Ah..." Feeling the process of being invaded and possessed in such a meticulous manner, Lu Shang actually wanted to escape at that moment, so he personally sent the hot hard objects on his fingers into his body little by little, and tightly integrated with himself and merged into one. , He opened his mouth and couldn't make any sound, but felt goosebumps all over his body. At the same time, a painful and indescribable sense of invasion spread in my heart, and the intestinal wall seemed to be melted, tightly absorbing the slowly intruding foreign body, trying to take it for myself.
The speed of pushing in is very slow, but there is no meaning to stop. The first time you enter, it will go straight to the end.
"Huh..."
The process went smoothly, both of them breathed a sigh of relief, Li Suiwang Lu Shang endured the discomfort and tried to match his expression, an indescribable emotion rose in his heart, and he leaned over to hug and kiss him.
This action involved the lower body, and the hot and soft rubbed against each other, as if they had been electrocuted. Neither of them had ever had the experience of negative distance contact, and their nerves were extremely sensitive.
Li Sui lowered his head dripping with sweat, and saw Lu Shang lying under him with his neck upturned, his eyes blurred, his lower body opening was stretched to the maximum, tightly wrapping his genitals. This scene was even better than what he had imagined many times. A hundred times more exciting.
Li Sui ate the marrow and knew the taste, supported Lu Shang's legs, and moved a few times. Lu Shang was defeated by him, and wanted to shrink his waist, but his waist was weak, so he had to open his legs and let him pick it up. After a few thrusts, the pleasure hit, he couldn't resist, and the corners of his eyes gradually covered with a layer of water mist.
The temperature in the room was very high, full of desire, Li Sui moved gently, sometimes leaning over to kiss, the big bed made an unbearable creaking sound, and the whole room was filled with shameful sounds of water and gasping.
Li Sui still had a vest left on his body, and at this moment, he really felt in the way, so he took it off.
Lu Shang was lying on the bed with his neck up and looking at him so fixedly, only to feel that the body in front of him was so dazzling that he couldn't take his eyes off it.
Li Sui is no longer a teenager. I don't know when, his chest has become firm, his bones are stronger than his, and his abdomen has a layer of well-defined abdominal muscles, as beautiful as a male model in a shop window.
Lu Shang gasped, and reached out to touch it. Li Sui noticed his intention, grabbed his hand, pressed his tight muscles, and moved it deliberately.
Gently pushing his lower body a few times, Li Sui pressed his hand against the pillow, leaned over, and deliberately exhaled hot air in his ear: "Is it good-looking, your favorite."
For fear of hurting him, Li Sui had always moved so gently as if he was tickling. Lu Shang was a little dazed by this slow pumping and tossing, and nodded randomly.
After being affirmed, Li Sui was so happy that he sealed his lips, as if he couldn't kiss him enough.
The room is charming, and the whole bedroom is filled with the scent of lust. Sensing that Lu Shang's breath was getting more and more disordered, Li Sui simply picked up his waist, gently picked him up, and knelt down on his crotch. Lu Shang's physical strength was poor, and that little waist strength was not enough for Li Sui to toss around. He was afraid that he would not be able to hold it, so he had to hold on to his shoulders tightly, as if he would turn into a pool of water as long as he was away from him, Li Sui's desire for monopoly swelled instantly. , hugged him and pushed him deeply, so comfortable that both of them squinted their eyes.
This posture made the hard objects enter deeper, and hugged each other for a while. Both of them were sweating profusely and their faces were contented. Lu Shang was already confused by his thrusts. There were tears in the corners of his eyes, and his toes were not consciously curled up. .
Looking at the person in his arms who was manipulated into a soft body by himself, Li Sui received strong satisfaction in both body and mind. It was the first time he saw such a Lu Shang. Sui went in and out regularly, the feeling of accumulation of pleasure made him unfamiliar, and it almost drove him crazy. Before the climax came, he couldn't restrain his excitement, and finally he was cruel, and violently pushed up a few times. released in a low groan.
He was covered in sweat, and Lu Shang was not much better. His bangs were wet. Li Sui kissed his forehead and noticed that his breathing was smooth, but he was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes and his lips were weak. Open and close.
Gently withdrew, put the person back on the bed, checked the acupoints, and made sure that there was no injury, Li Sui was relieved, got out of bed and twisted the towel to help Lu Shang wipe his body, and pulled out a new sheet to put on.
It was dark outside the house, and Li Sui was not sleepy. He bowed his head and kissed the belonging in his arms, rubbing against his neck again and again, and his eyes were full of satisfaction. He also thought about why he was different from others since he was a child, why he couldn't sit in the classroom to study, why he couldn't have a complete family, and why he couldn't live the life that an ordinary person should have. Until today, he finally understands that this is all about God is ready to give him all of this now. The past is like a flash in the sky, anger, happiness, sadness... are no longer important. His heart seems to be filled with deep water in an ancient well. After many years of silence, the moon finally shines. .
Lu Shang took a long vacation, and the two of them spent it as a honeymoon. They stayed at home, cooked and read books, and lived a real husband's life for a few days.
It was rare for them to have such a peaceful and leisurely time, and Li Sui didn't even want to leave. At this time, he understood why those ancient kings were so obsessed with beauty that they refused to go to court early. If it wasn't for Lu Shang's body, he would have wanted day and night. stick to him.
But Li Sui knew in his heart that it was addicting to have a quiet time, but it was too early for him, at least not yet. Lu Shang's illness was a ticking time bomb, and he didn't know when it would recur. Be strong and find a perfect solution. No matter how good the present is, it will become a bubble in the future. That is what he does not want to see anyway. Whenever he thinks about this matter, he feels that the responsibility on his shoulders is extraordinarily heavy.
The new year has just passed, and everything is a new beginning. Dongyan and Musheng are operating as usual, and the project in Hainan is also progressing steadily, so there is no need to worry too much. Lu Shang took time to gather with a few friends, and brought Li Sui with him.
"Are you together?" Xu Weilan asked Lu Shang secretly as he left.
Lu Shang looked at Li Sui's back and smiled, "Mm."
Xu Weilan sighed with emotion for a while, but he didn't have too many surprises. He just smiled and said that he must invite them to a meal. Lu Shang agreed, as he expected, no one would object to him falling in love, whether this is joy or sorrow.
When he went back in the evening, Li Sui gave him the ready-made fishing rod holder, which was handmade and full of sincerity. Lu Shang looked at the letters engraved on it and smiled lightly: "I'm still you?"
Li Sui kissed him: "It's us."
The older you get, the less you react to the world. When you were a kid, you could roll over the bed with a joke, but when you grow up, it's hard to even lift your lips. So when you're an adult, many people always feel that they are easily moved. People are too hypocritical.
In fact, it is not always the case. He has also experienced pain, joy, and sorrow, and has endured ups and downs, but there are people who can retain the original feeling of this world. Love and hate are pure and inexhaustible. No matter how long the river is like flowing water, he holds a glass of clarity.
There has never been a set trajectory in this world. Children are not necessarily all naive and naive, and adults are not necessarily all sensible and lovely. Some people use time to carve their hearts, and some people carve time with their hearts. It is easy to go with the flow, but it is difficult to be a child.
Lu Shang sat on the rattan chair and watched Li Sui concentrate on packing his luggage in the living room. He thought, because of this, the talent in front of him seemed extraordinarily precious, because he had a real, profound and translucent ingenuity.