Yu Nuo was stunned for a moment.
After saying this, Chen Yuzheng buried his head in her neck, moved it down a little, and rubbed it with the tip of his nose in a vicious way.
Almost immediately, Yu Nuo pushed him away in shock and jumped off Chen Yuzheng in a panic. In her haste, she stepped on his.
"hiss--"
Chen Yuzheng groaned in pain.
Yu Nuo was startled and took two steps forward, "Are you okay?"
After being pushed away by her, Chen Yuzheng just leaned back in his chair casually. His eyes were glued to Yu Nuo, and after looking at her helpless look for a while, he smiled lazily. It seemed that the sadness and frustration just now were all an illusion.
"It's okay." Chen Yuzheng stood up and said slowly, "Let's go. I'll take you back."
She was like she had seen a ghost, showing resistance from head to toe. Chen Yuzheng restrained his dissolute look and stopped saying anything indecent.
On the way back to the base to get the car, Yu Nuo followed Chen Yuzheng and he held her hand.
Neither of them spoke, and a vague sense of awkwardness lingered. She turned her head and secretly observed his expression for a while.
It seems quite calm.
Yu Nuo felt relieved, but at the same time he couldn't stop feeling guilty.
Was my reaction just now too extreme
Their relationship was already established, and it was normal for lovers to be a little intimate. Besides holding hands, hugging and kissing, Chen Yuzheng was at most a little outspoken, but he actually did not do anything else out of line with her.
Although he flirted with her occasionally and teased her, including saying that he had a reaction when she kissed him...but he only said it verbally every time. Even when they kissed, Chen Yuzheng's hands were well-behaved and he never reached into her clothes.
Last time at her house, on that rainy morning, they kissed on the sofa. Although Yu Nuo had no experience with sex at her age, she had seen and heard a lot about it, and was no longer a naive girl.
The two of them were almost pressed together all over, and she clearly felt something. His breathing was wet and hot, full of desire and forbearance, right next to her ear.
Yu Nuo's mind was in a mess at the time, and he had even prepared himself mentally, but apart from the kiss, Chen Yuzheng still restrained himself and did not make any other requests.
...
...
Chen Yuzheng glanced at her and called her, "I love eating fish."
Yu Nuo forced her thoughts to stop, and waved away those charming images. She pretended to be calm and asked, "What?"
Chen Yuzheng leaned forward slightly and stared at her, "What bad things are you thinking about? Your face is red from thinking about it."
Yu Nuo raised his hand reflexively, touched his face, and asked nervously: "Really? Am I blushing?"
The more he spoke, the more guilty he felt, and his voice unconsciously lowered, "Maybe it's the heat."
Chen Yuzheng was not so easy to fool, so he asked, "Are you hot?"
Yu Nuo shook her head reflexively, shook it for a while, and nodded. She didn't even know what she was doing.
Seeing her distracted look, Chen Yuzheng asked: "Did I scare you?"
Yu Nuo exclaimed.
Chen Yuzheng was silent for a moment, reflecting on his behavior.
It seems that his actions towards a little girl in public really make him look like a hooligan.
Chen Yuzheng glanced at her and promised sincerely: "If you don't agree or don't like it in the future... I won't do this anymore. It's up to you."
Yu Nuo: “…”
When he got home, it was pitch dark. Yu Nuo turned on the chandelier in the living room.
She sent a message to Yu Ge and Chen Yuzheng saying she had arrived home, and put down her phone. She was really hot outside just now, and she sweated a lot, and her back was sticky.
She went to the balcony to collect a nightgown and went into the bathroom to take a shower.
The shower was turned on and water poured down on his face.
The steam dispersed, and she closed her eyes. It had only been a short while since they separated, and her mind was filled with Chen Yuzheng. Everything that happened with him, every word he said to her, every move he made, every smile he made, were like fragments in a kaleidoscope, with even the details carrying colorful colors.
After taking a shower, Yu Nuo pulled the bath towel and wiped his body absentmindedly.
The square mirror in the bathroom faced her.
Yu Nuo slowed down his wiping movements, supported himself with one hand on the bathtub, raised his arm, and used his fingers to wipe away the mist on the mirror.
In the hazy blur, her freshly washed hair was scattered, divided into several thin strands, and stuck to her shoulders and neck. Water droplets kept rolling down, and the black hair and white skin were set off, creating an especially sharp contrast.
From the waist to the chest, her figure slowly emerged.
Yu Nuo stared at himself blankly.
A few minutes later, she looked away as if she was suddenly awakened by something she didn't know what she was thinking about.
Back in the bedroom, Yu Nuo sat down beside the bed and picked up his phone which was charging.
Fu Yidong sent her a message half an hour ago:
What's wrong with you guys? Is my idol okay
Yu Nuo: I'm at home
Fu Yidong: You’re back so soon
Yu Nuo: Yeah
Fu Yidong: Oh, I’m so depressed. Can we talk on the phone
Yu Nuo leaned against the bed and put on headphones, "What's wrong with you?" "It's because TG lost again today." Fu Yidong sighed, "I almost vomited watching the last game. Fish is too outrageous. He can even steal this??? Do you think he can't afford to play? Has he never won before! He actually stole the base. My mentality is really bloody..."
Fu Yidong complained for a while, then suddenly stopped, "Oh shit, I forgot, he's your brother."
Yu Nuo smiled and said, "It's okay."
"Forget it, let's not talk about this. How are the people from tg today? I feel so sorry for my sons." Fu Yidong's voice sounded very sad. "And Chen Yuzheng, is he okay? How did you comfort him later?"
Yu Nuo was pretending to be worried, so he said perfunctorily: "... I hugged him."
"Did you kiss?"
Yu Nuo was a little helpless: "No." "No, how can you two be so pure? Are you elementary school students in love?" Fu Yidong smiled evilly, "Can you tell me the latest situation?"
Yu Nuo hesitated: "Actually... it's not as pure as you think."
"What?" Fu Yidong raised his voice instantly, "Not so pure? So what did you do?"
Yu Nuo was shy and didn't have the nerve to tell her those things, so he just casually said a few words.
The two chatted for a while, and Yu Nuo couldn't help but asked in a low voice: "Dong Dong, do you think my breasts...will... "
This question is really difficult to ask, and it seems strange to ask.
She said this and paused.
Fu Yidong was curious: "What's wrong with your breasts?"
In fact, Yu Nuo has always been a little inferior about his body shape since he was a child.
When she was young, after her parents divorced, Yu Jiang had no energy to take care of her. Because of Jiang Li, Qi Erlan disliked her and Yu Ge, and she was unwilling to talk to them at home, let alone take care of them in life.
Yu Nuo was in junior high school, which was the time when girls started to grow taller. But no one bought her clothes, so she was still wearing old clothes from a few years ago. Compared with her peers, she had grown faster, so her clothes never fit her well.
At that time, her classmates had just developed a clear gender consciousness. Some boys in the class would stare at her breasts, and even the girls would whisper behind her back.
But her classmate couldn't stand it anymore, so one day he said something to her: "Your breasts are so big, can you wear loose clothes? A few days ago, someone came to me and said some unpleasant things."
Yu Nuo didn't react and asked carefully, "What did you say?"
My deskmate looked awkward: "They said you were being horny on purpose just to seduce the boys in the class."
Yu Nuo's face turned red and he stood there, as if he had been struck by a bolt from the blue.
I couldn't even attend the class, so I ran to the office to ask for leave from the teacher, and secretly squatted in the toilet and cried for the whole class.
When she returned home at night, she told Yu Ge about this while crying.
The next day, Yu Ge borrowed money from his classmates and took her to the mall to buy new clothes.
For several weeks, Yu Nuo had nightmares. In the dream, people gathered behind her, pointing and laughing at her. After that, she was afraid of anyone mentioning her breasts, and even walked with her back hunched. In high school and even college, no matter winter or summer, she would habitually wear a coat every time she ran in physical education class.
Seeing that she was quiet, Fu Yidong asked, "What's wrong with your chest?"
Yu Nuo gritted his teeth and asked the question, "That is, will my breasts not look good..."
Fu Yidong: “… ... .?”
"What's not beautiful about it?"
Yu Nuo: "It's too big, so it doesn't look good."
A few seconds later, Fu Yidong yelled: "Yu Nuo, are you still human? Are you trying to provoke those of us with flat chests? I dream of having breasts as big as yours! What's not good about them?"
Even through the phone, I could feel Fu Yidong's resentment.
After scolding Yu Nuo, she let out some of her anger and felt something was wrong. She asked, "Why are you suddenly asking if your breasts are pretty? Is it Chen Yuzheng or something?"
Yu Nuo was silent.
Although he scolded her, Fu Yidong understood Yu Nuo's personality and knew that she was definitely not showing off, but was truly feeling inferior about her figure.
Fu Yidong said patiently, "You idiot, there is no need to be bdyshame. Your breasts are white, soft, and very easy to pinch. Even a woman like me is drooling over them, let alone those men? Why, are you afraid that Chen Yuzheng doesn't like them?"
Being hit on the heart of the matter, Yu Nuo blushed and stammered.
Fu Yidong said hatefully: "Why should I be here to comfort you? I am the one who needs comforting!"
"But..." Her laughter became lascivious, "When are you going to have sex? Let my idol see how sexy a sister with big breasts and a thin waist is."
Yu Nuo: “…”
After hanging up the phone, she threw the phone aside, pulled up the air-conditioned quilt, and buried her face in the doll.
Because of Fu Yidong's obscene words, some images that are not suitable for children appeared in her mind unconsciously.
Although he had no experience in that area and didn't know what it felt like, if Chen Yuzheng wanted to get closer, Yu Nuo didn't seem to resist.
She was still daydreaming when there was a knock on the door and Yu Ge's voice came: "Are you asleep?"
Yu Nuo sat up from the bed and asked, "Brother?"
"Um."
She got out of bed, put on a piece of clothing and opened the door.
Yu Ge's face was pale and he smelled obviously of alcohol.
Yu Nuo let go of the door handle: "Why are you back?"
Yu Ge rubbed his forehead and said, "They went out to play. I was too lazy to move, so I came back."
He turned and walked towards his room, his steps a little unsteady.
He looked like he had been fed a lot of food at the celebration banquet. Yu Ge usually had an irregular diet and was picky about food, so his stomach was particularly bad. Yu Nuo was worried that he would feel uncomfortable at night. While Yu Ge was taking a shower, she went to the kitchen to cook some noodle soup for him.
The lights in the restaurant were bright yellow. Yu Nuo sat opposite Yu Ge and ate with him.
Yu Ge suddenly thought of something and put down his chopsticks. "Oh, by the way, there's something in the living room. Help me get it."
Yu Nuo said "oh" and went to the living room obediently.
There was a round gold medal on the coffee table. She picked it up. It was heavy. Yu Nuo looked at it in her palm for a while and walked over. "Brother, is this it?"
Yu Ge was on the phone, he glanced up and said, "Yeah."
Yu Nuo was about to give it to him, "Should I put it here for you?"
He was talking to the person on the other end of the phone and casually said, "Here, this is for you."
"Give me?"
Yu Nuo turned the gold medal over and took a closer look. There was a line of small words engraved on it: 2021 Summer Finals MVP
Yu Ge glanced at her and changed his hand to hold the phone. "Go into the room first, I'll talk to you later."
Yu Nuo didn't know what Yu Ge wanted to say to her, so she lay on the bed and studied his MVP medal for a while.
The cell phone beside me suddenly vibrated.
Yu Nuo picked it up and saw that it was a video call from Chen Yuzheng. She quickly put the medal aside, fixed her hair, and answered the call.
There was a pause on the other end, then a ding sound and the call was connected. Half of Chen Yuzheng's face appeared on her phone.
It was dark over there, and the light was dim. Yu Nuo looked around and found that he was still in the car. It had been an hour or two, and she wondered, "You haven't arrived at the base yet?"
Chen Yuzheng turned off the car and rolled down the window. He propped his head up with one hand and said casually, "I drove around the area."
Thinking of his previous speeding behavior, Yu Nuo's heart was lifted again, and he asked worriedly: "What's wrong... Are you still in a bad mood?"
Chen Yuzheng hummed.
She bent her legs and asked tentatively, "Is it because of the competition?"
"No." Chen Yuzheng paused, "Because I just made you angry."
"... ..."
Yu Nuo realized what he was saying and immediately said, "I'm not angry."
"Why aren't you angry?" Chen Yuzheng asked back, "When you left, you didn't even kiss me."
“… … .”
Yu Nuo was thinking about how to explain, but was too embarrassed to speak. They were both silent, and the door was knocked again. Yu Ge stood at the door: "Can I come in?"
Yu Nuo hurriedly took off the headphone cable and responded, "Okay, wait."
A few minutes later, Yu Ge pushed the door open and asked, "Who were you talking to on the phone just now?"
Yu Nuo choked for a few seconds, "A... friend."
Yu Ge didn't take it seriously and pulled over a chair and sat down.
He rarely pretended to talk to her, and was still on the phone with Chen Yuzheng. Yu Nuo asked nervously, "Brother, is there anything wrong?"
"Talk to you."
"Talk?" She was a little nervous unconsciously. "What to talk about?"
Yu Ge's disgusted expression emerged: "Talk about the person you like."
Yu Nuo: “… .”
"Do you know why I gave you the medal?"
Yu Nuo shook his head.
"If you want to find a boyfriend, I have no objection, as long as he is a decent man."
Yu Nuo held his breath and waited for his next words.
Yu Ge pulled the corner of his mouth: "However, if you like LPL players... Did you see that MVP medal?"
Yu Nuo: “?”
"When he can get it, you can talk to me about this again, okay?"
Yu Nuo: “… .”
Yu Ge felt that what he said was not clear enough, so he added: "Why do you like someone who can't even beat me? And you still think he's awesome?"
Yu Nuo was absent-minded, he lowered his eyes, reached his hand back, groped for his phone, and hung up the video.
She didn't want Chen Yuzheng to hear this.
Noticing her little action, Yu Ge frowned, "What are you doing? You haven't finished your words yet."
Yu Nuo stopped groping.
"For example, TG's AD." Yu Ge specifically gave an example: "The one who lost to me today. I don't like him."
Yu Nuo looked up, wanting to cry but unable to, "This... but..."
"No buts." Yu Ge felt that there was no room for maneuver in this matter, and stood up, "Unless you don't like people from LPL."
With a bang, the door closed.
Yu Nuo sat on the bedside for a while, then quickly lifted the quilt and took out the phone inside. Sure enough, the video was still there, but he was no longer on the screen.
His phone should be placed on the center console, and the video is on the roof. Yu Nuo said: "Chen Yuzheng, are you still there?"
His voice came: "Yes."
"I'm sorry." Yu Nuo apologized guiltily, "Don't take my brother's words to heart."
Chen Yuzheng hummed.
A long silence.
The lighter made a soft click and he had already smoked several cigarettes.
Yu Nuo bit his finger and said, "Where are you? I want to find you now."
...
...
The lights in the living room were off and Yu Ge's door was closed.
Yu Nuo walked on the tiles barefoot, like a thief, very carefully, afraid of making any noise. In the darkness, she turned on the flashlight on her cell phone and slowly walked to the entrance.
Chen Yuzheng's car was parked near her community.
Yu Nuo looked for a while, trotted over, opened the car door, and got in.
Chen Yuzheng still had a half-smoked cigarette in his mouth.
Just now knowing that he was nearby, Yu Nuo was anxious to see him and came down without even changing out of his pajamas.
After smoking a cigarette, Chen Yuzheng reached for the cigarette box.
"Stop smoking."
Yu Nuo put away the lighter, pursed her lips, fluttered her eyelashes, and just looked at him eagerly.
The carriage fell into a brief silence. Chen Yuzheng smiled and said, "Did you miss me?"
Yu Nuo nodded hesitantly.
She rubbed her fingers over little by little, until her fingertips touched the back of his hand, "Chen Yuzheng, don't mind it."
He grasped her hand accurately, "What's wrong?"
After crossing their fingers, Yu Nuo realized that his hands were very cold, so she said, "It's what my brother just said..."
Chen Yuzheng's narrow eyes slightly raised, his expression dull, his tone casual: "It's okay, I don't mind."
He still had that bland tone. Just like the feeling he gave her when they first met. A little arrogant, not really caring about anyone.
"Really?" Yu Nuo was a little confused and said hesitantly: "But I think you are not very happy."
"Yes, a little, but not because of this."
Yu Nuo calmed down a little and asked patiently, "Why is that?"
After a while, Chen Yuzheng said slowly, "Sister didn't let me kiss you just now, I was very sad."
Yu Nuo: “… .”
She felt sour and confused, "Then come closer."
Chen Yuzheng looked at her thoughtfully: "What?"
Yu Nuo suppressed his embarrassment, spoke softly, and didn't know where to look, "I'll kiss you."
...
...
She didn't know how they ended up in this position. The space in the car was small and she was sitting astride him.
Her back was still against the hard steering wheel.
Yu Nuo continued to kiss him.
Chen Yuzheng pinched her chin with one hand, pried open her lips with the tip of his tongue, and licked them gently. His fingers slid down to her collarbone. The pajamas were suspenders, and one of the straps had fallen off in the chaos. He noticed that her body was a little tense.
Chen Yuzheng was about to move his hand away when Yu Nuo suddenly grabbed his hand, not even daring to breathe.
He paused for a few seconds and said in a hoarse voice: "What?"
She seemed to have made up her mind, and suddenly, she took his hand and slowly placed it on her chest.
Chen Yuzheng stopped moving.
By making this highly suggestive, vulnerable move, she had already exceeded the limit of shame she had experienced since she was a child.
Yu Nuo was embarrassed for himself. His throat was dry from the tension. He murmured, "Chen Yuzheng, I don't dislike this..."