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“Is it a great feeling to kill your companions?”
"Who are you? Why are you hiding in my body?"
"Have you forgotten it so quickly? Do you still remember the exhilarating feeling of killing? You will never forget the feeling of fighting without restraint, right?"
"It's you? Am I a demon? No, I'm not a demon. Why can you talk to me?"
"I am you and you are me..."
"Brother Meng, Brother Meng, are you okay?" Mu Feier pulled Meng Xiang's hand and shook it desperately, looking nervous. The others looked at Meng Xiang in astonishment with strange expressions.
"Me? What's wrong with me?" Meng Xiang turned his head and glanced at Mu Fei'er, "What's wrong with you? Is my face dirty? Why do you look like that?"
"Brother Meng, your expression just now became very strange, just like... just like..." Before Mu Fei'er could continue, Fang Ru continued: "It's like being possessed by Kayako. That's the feeling you gave us just now."
"No, I was just absorbed in thinking about other things." Meng Xiang drank the red wine in front of him in one gulp. He was also very confused. It was as if there was another person in his heart just now. The feeling was very similar to the conversation with his own mind after being demonized. But somehow, he always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.
"It's good that you're not possessed, otherwise, I might have to kill you myself." Zhuo Luo said coldly.
"Haha, whether you are possessed or not, you are no match for me." Meng Xiang said jokingly. His words angered Zhuo Luo. If Han Fan hadn't stopped him, he might have drawn his sword.
Mu Fei'er was still very worried about Meng Xiang. She held his hand and shook it gently, as if Meng Xiang would leave her if she let go.
With people coming and going around him, Meng Xiang felt very restless, so he stood up, stretched, and said, "I want to be quiet for a while. You guys continue to discuss, I'll go out for some fresh air." After saying that, he stood up and walked towards the balcony.
"I'll go with you." Mu Fei'er followed hurriedly.
This hotel has an open-air balcony. At noon, the sun is shining brightly, and no one wants to come out to bask in the sun. Meng Xiang and Mu Fei'er walked to the balcony in the sunshine, looking at this bustling metropolis.
Meng Xiang kept thinking about what the other "him" had said just now. He kept asking himself, "Does killing my companions really make me feel good? Am I really pursuing the exhilarating feeling of killing?"
Seeing Meng Xiang silent and serious, Mu Feier couldn't help but ask softly, "Brother Meng, are you worried about something? Why did you become so weird just now?"
"Is it weird? Aren't I usually like this?"
Mu Fei'er shook her head desperately, looked at Meng Xiang with tearful eyes, and whispered: "If...if you have something on your mind, you can talk to me. I...aren't we...aren't we... teammates?" She was affectionate and shy. While speaking, she lowered her head and played with the corner of her clothes.
Meng Xiang sighed slightly and whispered, "I suddenly feel very confused. What am I pursuing? I seem to have lost my goal."
Mu Fei'er was slightly startled, then blurted out: "Of course our goal is to leave the reincarnation world alive."
Meng Xiang nodded and said, "That's right. Leaving the reincarnation world alive is our ultimate goal. But unconsciously, this goal has gradually become blurred." He held Mu Fei'er's shoulders with both hands and whispered to her, "Don't you think I'm cruel? When I killed Zheng Yalin, I didn't hesitate at all, just like crushing an ant."
"But she has been possessed, and that is Kayako, not Zheng Yalin." Mu Fei'er retorted hurriedly.
"She is Zheng Yalin. After her death, I was deducted points by the Lord God."
"That was also forced by the situation. Didn't you say that you were trapped in the dark space created by Kayako, and your spiritual energy was being sucked away endlessly? If you don't kill him, she will kill you, so you did nothing wrong."
"Right or wrong is not important. The key is that I seem to enjoy the feeling of killing." Meng Xiang's words made Mu Fei'er unable to respond. Her tears were already falling. Meng Xiang reached out and gently wiped away her tears and said, "In fact, I don't know if that feeling is enjoyable or not. After I became a demon, I still remember the feeling of killing without restraint. I seem to have this feeling again just now. Another 'me' is talking to me."
"Impossible, you didn't turn into a demon just now, but your appearance became hideous and terrifying, as if you were ready to be possessed at any time. Brother Meng, don't think too much about it." Mu Feier said anxiously.
"I'm fine. I've said what was in my heart, and I feel much better now." Meng Xiang patted Mu Feier's shoulder and said.
Mu Fei'er blushed, lowered her head and said: "If you have any worries in the future, you can talk to me, I... I will be your most loyal listener." After saying this, Mu Fei'er's face turned red, she wished she could press her head into the ground, and did not dare to look Meng Xiang in the eye.
After a long while, she couldn't hear Meng Xiang's answer, so she raised her head and couldn't help but scream "Ah", because Meng Xiang's face turned pale and ferocious, and he gnashed his teeth...
"Go ahead and kill. You will only be happy if you kill people. Isn't this little girl in front of you worthy of killing? Why do you have to restrain yourself?" Another "him" in Meng Xiang's heart is talking to Meng Xiang.
"No, killing people is not fun, and I will never kill Mu Fei'er. You are not me, nor are you the demonized me. Who are you?"
"It doesn't matter who I am. If you kill someone, I will give you happiness. Go ahead and kill them."
Meng Xiang felt somewhat confused. The injustice he had suffered in the real world, the plot against him by Ding Jie in the reincarnation world, and all kinds of resentment kept appearing in his mind and magnified infinitely. Unconsciously, Meng Xiang's heart was filled with murderous intent...
Suddenly, he felt like he was in the sea. The soft waves gently caressing his whole body made him feel very comfortable. His restless heart also began to calm down. A panicked and concerned voice rang in Meng Xiang's ears: "Brother Meng, wake up." In front of him, Mu Fei'er was shaking his body in panic, her pretty face wet with tears. The energy fluctuations around him like flowing water were exactly the "Wall of Heart" activated by Mu Fei'er.
"I'm fine. What happened to me just now?" Meng Xiang smiled slightly and asked Mu Feier.
"Your face just now looked very scary." Mu Feier breathed a sigh of relief and loosened her hands when she saw Meng Xiang return to normal, but the "Wall of Heart" was still protecting them both.
Meng Xiang slightly adjusted the spiritual energy in his body. Everything was normal, and there was no sense of crisis. However, Mu Fei'er's expression showed that he was about to be possessed. Was the possession unsuccessful because of his spiritual power or because Mu Fei'er activated the "Wall of Heart"? Meng Xiang couldn't figure it out.
The hotel suddenly became noisy. Meng Xiang and Mu Fei'er were startled and hurried into the restaurant of the hotel building. They only heard Zhang Biao yelling, "I'm not leaving. I want to stay here. Kayako doesn't dare to come out in crowded places. Why should I follow you?"
Meng Xiang and Mu Fei'er squeezed into the crowd and saw Zhang Biao yelling and jumping, throwing the tableware on the table, and seemed to have collapsed. Han Fan and others all stood with the diners, as if they didn't know Zhang Biao.
Soon, the hotel security rushed over and took Zhang Biao away.
The waiter came over to clean up the mess and all the diners who were watching dispersed.
"What happened?" Meng Xiang asked.
"Zhang Biao was too frightened. When he heard us say we were going back to the room to discuss how to kill Kayako next, he collapsed." Jiejuan said calmly. Xian Xiaoyu, who was standing next to her, was trembling. She pulled at the corner of Jiejuan's clothes and occasionally looked in the direction where Zhang Biao was being taken, looking like she was willing to obey.
"Humph, even the lady survived. He is a grown man, but he was scared to the point of insanity. He is a disgrace to men." Zhuo Luo said angrily, his face full of contempt and ridicule.
"Let's go back to the room. I have an idea. I wonder if it will work." Fang Ru seemed to have no interest in what happened to Zhang Biao, who was also a newcomer. When everyone heard him say he had an idea, they were all very interested. After a short time together, everyone knew that Fang Ru had a strong analytical ability and was calm in the face of difficulties. He was very suitable to play the role of a wise man, so they took his words very seriously.
Xian Xiaoyu asked anxiously, "What about Zhang Biao? What will happen to him?"
"What else can he do? He will definitely be treated as a mental patient and sent to a mental hospital." Meng Xiang said calmly.
"Then... shouldn't we rescue him?"
"What's the use of rescuing him? His mental quality is so poor. If he meets Kayako again, even if he is not killed, he will be scared to death."
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