After Ye Linlang said that, she suddenly felt a little uneasy.
She bit the corner of her lip, not daring to look at Jiang Qiran's expression at the moment.
What would Qi Ran think of himself
Five years ago, she left so decisively and ruthlessly, and five years later, if she were Jiang Qiran, she probably wouldn't believe what she said.
If you truly like someone, how could you be willing to hurt that person so deeply
…
Ye Linlang felt a pain in her heart. She lowered her head slightly, and a hint of pain flashed between her beautiful eyebrows.
On the other side, when Jiang Qiran heard Ye Linlang bring up this topic, his brows instantly frowned.
He reached out and held Ye Linlang, who had her eyelashes drooped.
"Linlang, what happened five years ago is in the past. I don't want to pursue it anymore. Let's just live in the present, okay?"
Hearing Jiang Qiran's gentle words, Ye Linlang raised her eyes in a daze.
Jiang Qiran's frowning brows had relaxed, as if everything was calm and peaceful.
But, does Jiang Qiran really not care at all about what happened five years ago
The answer is no.
If he really didn't care, when Jiang Qiran ran into him in that restaurant, he probably wouldn't have had that gnashing-teeth expression, but would have just walked by calmly.
…
Ye Linlang had her long hair draped over her shoulders. She subconsciously hugged Jiang Qiran's thin waist. A heavy and painful emotion was slowly brewing in her heart.
"Qiran...please let me finish what I am saying."
Jiang Qiran's expression froze, and his fist hidden under the quilt slowly clenched.
"good."
Jiang Qiran tried his best to make his voice calmer.
But in fact, Ye Linlang was right. How could he not care? !
That incident was destined to become a permanent knot between Ye Linlang and myself.
But rather than caring about past pain, Jiang Qiran's most urgent wish is to live a peaceful life in the present and keep the girl in front of him by his side.
Therefore, for the sake of the present and the future, he would rather put the past behind him!
He had already lost to a girl named Ye Linlang, so why not lose more thoroughly
…
Ye Linlang lay in Jiang Qiran's arms, only feeling that Jiang Qiran's body was slightly stiff, but she had no idea that the other party's heart was boiling like water at the moment.
"Qiran, I fell in love with you when I first met you. At that time, I was fascinated by your handsome appearance. Later... as we spent time together day and night, I became fascinated by your gentleness towards me under your cold appearance."
As Ye Linlang spoke, her star-like eyes couldn't help but blink, and a hint of confusion flashed across her expression.
It was truly a time of glory and carefreeness. She was very lucky to have met Jiang Qiran at that time.
This is the greatest reward God has given her.
Even though it ended in such a terrible way.
She is like Cinderella in the fairy tale. As time went by, she lost her crystal shoes and the prince who loved her.
Fortunately, they still have a chance to start all over again.
…
Ye Linlang recalled the days when Jiang Qiran urged her to do exercises, and the days when they taught together in Meihua Village, and her eyes were filled with sweetness.
"At that time, I always thought you were the best person. In fact, I still think so now, but—"
Jiang Qiran listened quietly without interrupting Ye Linlang. However, when he heard Ye Linlang's change of words, the color of his dark jade eyes turned even deeper.
Ye Linlang took a deep breath and was completely unaware of Jiang Qiran's change.
"But, Qi Ran, you should be able to see that... Actually, I... I have a little inferiority complex."
Jiang Qiran's expression froze, as if he had never expected Ye Linlang to say that. He opened his mouth, as if wanting to comfort Ye Linlang with a few words.
"Linlang..."
Without waiting for him to say anything more, Ye Linlang stretched out her slender fingers and blocked Jiang Qiran's lips.
"Qiran, can you please listen to me first?"
"It's really hard for me to muster up the courage to share my inner thoughts with others."
The girl's slender fingers left a warm touch on her lips, which invisibly soothed Jiang Qiran's emotions.
Jiang Qiran closed his mouth and said nothing.
Ye Linlang calmed herself down, laughed at herself, and continued.
"I grew up in a small deserted village. I am an orphan without a father or a mother, and I was despised by everyone. You may not be able to imagine how many people looked down upon me from childhood to adulthood. So while I am stubborn, I also have low self-esteem to my bones."
"Knowing you and Miaomiao is like a gift from God, so can you imagine? I really don't want to lose you and Miaomiao."
The lines on Jiang Qiran's cheeks gradually tightened, he pursed his thin lips and said nothing.
Ye Linlang seemed to be particularly afraid of the cold and hugged Jiang Qiran's waist even tighter.
"Can you understand that feeling? It's like a person who is extremely afraid of thirst falls into the desert and thinks he is going to die, but luckily finds an oasis in the end."
"I was afraid that all this was a mirage, but in the end, I destroyed it all."
Jiang Qiran remained silent, but his heart felt like it was stabbed.
How could the kindness he and Jiang Miaomiao showed to Ye Linlang be a mirage? !
…
Ye Linlang raised her eyes bitterly, and seeing Jiang Qiran's cold and restrained brows, she finally couldn't hold back her tears.
"But I don't want to! Qi Ran, I really don't want to!"
"I don't want to say those words to anger you, and I don't want you to have such a tragic accident. Qi Ran, I don't expect you to forgive me, but I really didn't mean it."
"Now that I'm explaining this, it seems like I'm being particularly hypocritical, right?"
Ye Linlang wiped the tears from her face. She looked at Jiang Qiran in confusion and sadness, with tears streaming down her face.
Jiang Qiran quietly looked at the embarrassed tears on Ye Linlang's face, and finally reached out his hand to wipe away the tears on Ye Linlang's face bit by bit.
In the dark night, his voice was faint, revealing a bit of forbearance.
"Linlang, actually at that time, I was waiting for your call."
"But in the end, I got such a result."
Ye Linlang's face froze, and her heart felt like it was bleeding. The pain was so severe that it became difficult to breathe.
"I have always wanted you to tell me that you have your own difficulties. I kept waiting and waiting. I naively thought at that time that you would come to see me before I was discharged from the hospital."
Jiang Qiran narrated the story simply. He reached out to wipe away the tears that kept flowing from Ye Linlang's face, and his smile was also bleak.
"Now, I have finally waited for this result, but it is five years late."
"My father once told me that if you don't want to come see me, no matter why, you don't deserve my love."
When Ye Linlang heard this, she felt as if her heart was stabbed again with a sharp weapon.
All her apologies became insignificant. If she could make up for Jiang Qiran's pain, she wished she had never done so many wrong things.
But, wrong is wrong.
The past cannot be retrieved.
Ye Linlang choked up.
"Then why don't you ask me what my difficulties are?"
[Jiujiu is definitely a good mother! Let everyone have a peaceful New Year 2333]
(End of this chapter)