Qiu Juan stumbled and ran back to the cave, the phrase we are together kept echoing in his mind.
He ran away, fearing that if he stayed a second longer, he would cry out in front of Meng Sheng. He had never felt so deeply resentful about the past between himself and Kong Jia like this moment. If he had met Meng Sheng earlier, he would not have If I lived with Kong Jia, everything would be much better.
The more he admired Meng Sheng, the more he felt that he was not worthy of him, and he should have something better.
When he returned to the cave, he touched his face, it was cold, but he didn't expect to cry.
He wiped it off quickly, afraid that he would not know what to tell his mother when he returned to the cave.
"Qiu Juan."
With his hands still on his face, Luo stood at the entrance of the cave and looked at her.
"Mother!"
Luo knew that Qiu Juan had gone to help the food distribution market today, and she would come back later, so she was late preparing lunch, but she didn't expect Qiu Juan to come back so late. She looked outside the cave several times, and finally gave him Looking forward to coming back.
Just as she was about to ask him how the meal was going today, she saw the child touching tears in a depressed mood. She hadn't seen Qiu Juan cry for many years. This frightened her so much that she hurried to Qiu Juan: " Hu, what's wrong with you? Who bullied you?"
"No, mother, today the chief announced that Kongjia and I have terminated the relationship."
Luo worried: "Since it's lifted, why are you still crying? Did he scare you?"
"No." Qiu Juan didn't want to mention Kong Jia's matter again. If she knew that Kong Jia was still planted in the bushes, her mother didn't know how she would feel.
Luo narrowed his eyes and hit the nail on the head: "That's Meng Sheng bullying you!"
Qiu Juan frowned, "Mother!"
"What's wrong with him?" Luo guessed that the two must have met in the food distribution field today, and Ah Hu hid him for several days, afraid that the male's mood would change and he would bully him when he saw Qiu Juan.
"Are you saying that you want to kill me!"
Qiu Juan lowered his eyes: "He punched the armor and said he wanted to be with me."
Luo's hands trembled: "He, he really said that?"
Qiu Juan neither nodded nor shook his head.
Luo's expression was complicated. She had known Meng Sheng's ambiguous feelings for Qiu Juan. She originally thought that Qiu Juan would avoid him, and Meng Sheng would give up because of boredom. She didn't expect it to be even more exciting.
Of course she understood Qiu Juan's thoughts, so she asked tentatively, "Then what do you think?"
"He deserves the best partner, not me." Qiu Juan said in frustration, and went back to the cave in a daze.
Luo followed, and she held Qiu Juan's hand: "Ahu, do you blame your mother for interfering with you and Meng Sheng before?"
This matter is indeed her fault, if she hadn't looked forward and backward, let Meng Sheng take care of her at first, and then kept Qiu Juan and Meng Sheng at a distance, so capricious, and made Qiu Juan painful in the end, she was really old-fashioned and useless up.
"Mother, what do you say, it's just my own problem."
"Then you are concerned about the aura of Kong Jia on your body, that's why you feel... But nothing happened between you and Kong Jia, it's just the aura left by blood. Since Meng Sheng said that he wanted to be with you Together, it means that he doesn't mind these things."
"How can there be males who really don't mind? Even I am afraid of things. Meng Sheng has no reason not to mind. Many people in the tribe have probably forgotten the method of using blood to leave breath, and they think that I have an affair with Kong Jia. What, what do you think of Meng Sheng in the future?"
The more this matter was mentioned, the more irritable Qiu Juan became. He didn't want to continue talking. Luo knew that he was uncomfortable, so he decided to wait until he calmed down.
"Stop thinking about these things, take a good rest, and sleep will be better."
Qiu Juan agreed.
He shuffled back to the small cave where he was sleeping, and leaned against the stone bed. When he closed his eyes, it was Meng Sheng's face. He was so troubled that he didn't even dare to close his eyes.
He swept to the bow and arrow neatly placed beside the stone bed, got up and took it in his hand, rubbing the string with his fingertips.
Meng Sheng protected him time and time again, encouraged him to be confident, found himself, and made him a handy weapon, but he never gave him anything, and even rejected him, presumably he was tired of himself.
He stroked the wooden bow and fell asleep at some point.
The next day, he woke up groggy, and found that he had slept with his bow in his arms all night. When he got up, the light outside had already shone on the entrance of the cave. He hadn't woken up so late for a long time, and he wondered why Luo He was not called to get up and eat.
After sleeping for too long, his head was dizzy, so he called Luo: "Mother."
After a while, the female came to him.
He was about to ask why he didn't wake him up, but the female said first, "Ah Hu, Meng Sheng is here."
Qiu Juan's sleepy eyes suddenly opened wide, and his drowsy mind woke up with a jolt: "He, what is he doing here?"
"He came over early in the morning and told me not to wake you up. When you wake up, he will wait for you outside."
Qiu Juan pinched his index finger with his thumbnail, he didn't know whether he should go out or not.
Luo lightly tanned his sleep-disturbed hair: "Go. Ah Hu, no matter what you decide, mother will not interfere."
Qiu Juan lowered his eyes: "What else will he say to me?"
"Don't you know when you go, silly boy, he dare not do anything to you."
Qiu Juan was silent for a while, and finally walked out of the cave.
The sun had already climbed to the top of the tree, the sunlight outside was dazzling, he blinked, and there was a figure sitting on the big rock outside the cave, with his back to him.
He walked over lightly, probably because he had waited too long, the male was lost in thought, and only when he walked up to the person did the male react.
When Meng Sheng turned his head, his eyes were bloodshot and his eyes were black and blue, as if he hadn't slept all night.
"Are you awake?" Looking at the person in front of him, a gleam flashed in Meng Sheng's eyes, thankful that he was still willing to come out to see him: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those words yesterday, it made you feel uncomfortable."
"After you left, I thought about it all night before you separated from Kong Jia. You must not be able to accept a new relationship so quickly." Meng Sheng stood up, his voice a little hoarse: "Can you give me a chance, don't The rejection is so decisive, give me some time, let me pursue you well, if after a period of time, you still feel that you can't like me, I will definitely not make things difficult for you, and come to bother you again, okay?"
Qiu Juan quietly looked at the somewhat embarrassed male. He didn't expect that after missing him overnight, the male turned into what he is now. He didn't have the spirit of the past at all, and was more like in a state of madness.
He didn't expect that Meng Sheng would come to him again. In his opinion, rejecting an excellent male was undoubtedly the biggest blow to the male, but the male would come to beg him humbly.
What is his virtue and ability, and what is his reason.
How can he not be moved by the words that stick in his heart, he can't refuse, and he can't agree.
Eyes gradually blurred: "I..."
"I really like you, not on a whim, but I really want to take good care of you, if my words bother you, then just pretend I didn't say it, don't hide from me, let's go hunting like before, okay ?"
Qiu Juan lowered his head, tears streaming down his face, why did Meng Sheng compromise with him again and again, making his already painful heart fluctuate even more.
Meng Sheng was not afraid of anything, except that Qiu Juan didn't want to see him again. If that was the case, it would be meaningless for him to stay here. He waited for a long time, but Qiu Juan didn't answer him.
His heart turned cold little by little, and he slowly closed his eyes, looking at the person who kept bowing his head tremblingly and crying, he blamed himself, Kong Jia didn't make him cry, but he made people cry, he staggered stepped back a few steps.
"I'm sorry, I disturbed you, you go back."
After saying these words, he felt a little tired, but it didn't mean he would give up. He turned and walked into the woods with heavy steps.
The first time Qiu Juan saw the back of a male was so distraught, he suddenly shouted: "I have the aura of hole armor!"
A weeping voice sounded behind him, Meng Sheng stopped his feet and turned around suddenly, Qiu Juan looked at him with red eyes.
"I never minded that."
Qiu Juan gritted his teeth: "But I don't mind."
Meng Sheng ran back: "Qiu Juan, what happened in the past has already happened. If you don't let it go, there are still so many days in the future, how will you live? Do you want to torture yourself with the mistakes made by others? ?”
Qiu Juan sniffed, "I don't want to either."
"Give me a chance, let's forget about it together, okay?" Meng Sheng hugged the man with trembling shoulders.
Qiu Juan didn't push the person away, he leaned against Meng Sheng's chest and wept for a while before his voice stopped, and he slowly came out of Meng Sheng's arms: "If you ever regret it, you must tell me sooner."
Meng Sheng paused for a moment before realizing the meaning of Qiu Juan's words.
Words like lost and recovered flashed through his mind for a moment, and the person in front of him was finally willing to regress. Unable to restrain the ecstasy in his heart, he immediately expressed his attitude: "Don't worry, there will be no regrets." day. Give me some time and I will prove everything to you."
"Meng Sheng, I really don't deserve you to do so much for me. I hope that in the future, you will see my shortcomings and think about things clearly."
"Everyone has shortcomings. I also have many shortcomings. I am already very happy that you can give me a chance. I will listen to you in the future. I will give you whatever you want."
Qiu Juan was so excited that he hugged the male and was dizzy, but he could really feel the joy from the male's heart. He selfishly agreed to Meng Sheng, and his heart was always uneasy.
"Stop shaking, I'm dizzy."
Meng Sheng reluctantly let go of him: "Qiu Juan, you are so kind."
Facing the scorching gaze, Qiu Juan's face turned red in disbelief, he turned his head away, and wanted to chase people away in embarrassment: "You go back first and have a good rest."
Meng Sheng touched his face. He must be in a bit of a mess. Yesterday he returned to the cave in a trance. He didn't sleep all night. Before dawn, he ran outside Qiu Juan's cave and waited. Not in vain.
"Okay, then I'll go back and clean myself up first. How about we go pick berries in the afternoon, or go hunting, what do you say, you decide, I'll listen to you."
Meng Sheng's eyes lit up, Qiu Juan was very embarrassed for him to say this: "You should rest in the cave this afternoon, we will go hunting tomorrow."
Qiu Juan paused after saying the word "us", feeling a strange feeling in his heart for no reason.
"Okay!" Meng Sheng readily agreed.
"Then you go back first."
Meng Sheng nodded and walked back to the cave. After walking a few steps, he turned his head and looked at the people who hadn't left yet. He suddenly laughed: "Qiu Juan, I will come to you early tomorrow."
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