"Why?" Fu Shiwu asked in confusion.
Seeing that he really didn't understand, Wen Zhaoming said patiently, "Listen to me on this matter. You have a mental illness like neck phobia, although it's not a very psychological problem that affects you. But it generally affects you. The reason is either a deep memory or a complete forgetting. It’s just that you are in the middle now, and you are still dreaming about the situation at that time without any impression. What’s worse is that the situation in the dream conflicts with your own cognition. If you leave it alone, It's easy to have more serious psychological problems." Such as doubts about self-perception or something.
The psychiatrist that Fu Shiwu knew was the psychological counseling after a disaster or a car accident. He tilted his head: "In my situation, what can a psychiatrist do?"
Wen Zhaoming had been in contact with a psychiatrist for a period of time after being disabled, and he knew a little about how the psychiatrist would handle it.
He said: "Don't worry, the psychiatrist is not scary at all. In your case, he will talk to you and slowly guide you to recall the scene at that time. If you really can't remember it, he will give you a hypnosis. "
When Fu Shiwu heard this, he still felt very uneasy. But he also cared about the conflicting scenes in the dream. In his impression, his mother was indeed a very gentle and amiable person. Why would his little friend react that way
Fu Shiwu nodded: "I understand. Where to go to find a psychiatrist?"
Wen Zhaoming said: "I'll take you with me at night. Now Peicheng has a psychiatrist with very strong professional ability. Although he is just an ordinary person, he is very trusted by superhumans and mutants. After all, most people used to be Ordinary people, facing aliens and killings, will inevitably feel psychological pressure. Peicheng opened a special clinic for him in the business district to facilitate him to see a doctor."
Originally, Fu Shiwu's plan was to talk to Hollande at night, but now he has to change his plan.
Tang Xuhai knew that he was going out at night, and immediately said he wanted to go together.
Although Wen Zhaoming felt that going out to see a psychiatrist, it would be enough to have him with Fu Shiwu alone. But Fu Shiwu had no objection (on the contrary, he was very happy!), Wen Zhaoming naturally didn't say much, but it was just one more driver.
Wen Zhaoming pointed the way, and the three of them drove the battery car towards the commercial street.
After the Chinese New Year, the streets at night were quite deserted, no one was walking around, and the shops on the street closed early for a rest.
At this point, the psychiatrist was out of get off work. But Wen Zhaoming's face in Zapeicheng was quite big recently, and the psychiatrist specially waited for them to come after dinner.
Contrary to Fu Shiwu's expectations, the psychiatrist was a middle-aged man in his 40s. He had grey hair on his temples, glasses, and well-fitting clothes. He looked very graceful. Fu Shiwu was very impressed when he first saw it.
The psychiatrist's surname was Lu. He was not at all as high as the doctor Fu Shiwu had seen in the outpatient clinic before. He did not treat him as a patient, but just talked to him as if he had just met someone.
Soon, the topic changed unknowingly with Dr. Lu's pace.
Seeing that the time was right, Dr. Lu smiled at Fu Shiwu: "Mr. Fu, let's go to my office and talk."
Fu Shiwu looked back at Tang Xuhai and Wen Zhaoming: "They won't go in?"
Wen Zhaoming said, "We'll just wait for you here."
Tang Xuhai disagreed with him. He wished he could be behind Fu Shiwu as a back-up spirit, but unfortunately they would also do various psychological counseling after returning from the mission. Naturally, he knew that this kind of thing was best done one-on-one.
Tang Xuhai raised his hand towards Fu Shiwu: "We are right outside the door."
Fu Shiwu and Dr. Lu went in. The decoration inside was not that cold, but it looked very family-like. Just like a person's study, there are bookshelves, desk chairs, reclining chairs and sofas, and even a Duobao Pavilion display rack, with all kinds of strange things on it. These are metal, stone, and wood.
Fu Shiwu's attention was suddenly attracted to the past, and he walked over to look curiously.
Dr. Lu looked at him with a smile, walked to his side, and introduced his exhibits to him softly. These things were all given to him by those with abilities, and placing them here has the effect of attracting the patient's attention and opening the topic by the way.
After talking for a while, the two of them talked on the sofa.
At this point, Fu Shiwu had already trusted Dr. Lu very much, so Dr. Lu began to get to the point and asked him about his dream.
Fu Shiwu recalled two dreams and told Dr. Lu in detail.
After listening to it, Dr. Lu remained calm and did not express his opinion easily. Instead, he said, "Then how much can you remember about your childhood?"
Fu Shiwu was stunned for a moment and said: "Well... When I was young, I lived with my parents in the unit where they worked. It was a confidential unit. The place is very large and there are many children. My father and mother have a good relationship, and my mother I like children very much, and often come to pick me up when we play together."
Dr. Lu took out a small notebook and wrote something on it with a pen. He looked up at Fu Shiwu, who was looking at him curiously, and smiled: "Do you have any specific impressions? For example, the door of your house, the furnishings in your home, and the scenes of your mother's activities at home. For example: cleaning, cooking ,do the laundry… "
Fu Shiwu recalled bitterly and said, "I can't remember, but our family all eat in the cafeteria. It's not surprising that my mother doesn't cook."
Dr. Lu nodded and said, "It doesn't matter. Sometimes children's memories are not very clear when they grow up. Next, I will hypnotize you."
Before I came, I heard that it might be hypnotized, but Fu Shiwu didn't object and just lay down on the recliner sofa.
Dr. Lu spoke softly, and slowly Fu Shiwu closed his eyes and entered a state of being hypnotized.
Dr. Lu said, "You are in a room with a lot of toys, playing the game of doctor and patient with three children." Following Dr. Lu's words, a smile appeared on Fu Shiwu's face, and Dr. Lu looked at his Said with an expression: "At this time, the door opened. You saw a woman in a white coat with curly hair. You were very happy. You walked towards her and you called her."
Fu Shiwu's lips moved, and he shouted, "...Mom."
Dr. Lu paused for a while, then said, "You look back at this time. What are the expressions of the three children behind you?"
Fu Shiwu said without hesitation: "They are all very happy, and they gathered around like me."
Doubt flashed in Dr. Lu's eyes, and then he said, "Then what did your mother do?"
Fu Shiwu rolled his eyes under his closed lids, as if observing, and said, "Mom hugged us one by one, and then told us that the chef in the kitchen made us delicious beef rice today."
Dr. Lu lowered his head and wrote something in the notebook, and asked, "Who was your mother hugging first? Was it another child, or you?"
Fu Shiwu said without hesitation, "It's me."
After asking what Dr. Lu wanted to know, Dr. Lu said softly: "There are no adults now, just a few children. You suddenly had a conflict with one of them, and he pressed the ground and strangled the clothes around your neck. "
Fu Shiwu's face gradually showed a painful expression. At this time, Dr. Lu quickly asked, "Who is the child riding on your back?"
Fu Shiwu opened his mouth, a name was on his lips, but he couldn't say it. Sweat dripped from his forehead and shook his head in resistance.
Dr. Lu was a little surprised when he saw his resistance: "Okay, listen to my voice now, when I count to three, you will wake up. One, two, three..."
Fu Shiwu's eyes opened blankly, he blinked, sat up, picked up the eye on one side and put it on.
"Doctor?" Fu Shiwu looked at Dr. Lu suspiciously.
Dr. Lu's confused look disappeared for a moment, then resumed his smile and said, "Mr. Fu, I have a preliminary judgment about your situation. Do you want to call your friend in?"
Fu Shiwu thought about it for a while, Tang Xuhai and Wen Zhaoming must both care about him, anyway, they have to ask when they go out, it is better to call them in together.
So he nodded, and Dr. Lu opened the door and asked the two who were sitting outside chatting to come in together.
Tang Xuhai was surprised: "So soon?" It's less than half an hour!
Dr. Lu said: "Although the time is not long, it is enough to make a preliminary judgment."
The three of them were sitting on the sofa. Dr. Lu was sitting behind the desk opposite, holding a small notebook and said to them, "According to the conversation at the door just now, some inquiries in the office later, and hypnosis. According to my observation, Fu Mr. Fu's character is somewhat introverted, and he is not good at expressing and communicating. This shows that during the period of character formation, Mr. Fu was in a weak position in the group environment. He may be denied many times, so his character is weak to some extent. "
Tang Xuhai's eyebrows squeezed together fiercely: "What do you mean?"
Dr. Lu said: "In the process of growing up, children also have a sense of group, and their subtle status will make their personalities and performances different. This is the case with Mr. Fu. Although he has his own small circle, he is surrounded by the larger environment. Being excluded. That is, being bullied by other children when I was young.”
Tang Xuhai folded his arms, looked at Dr. Lu with a heavy face, and said, "We know this. Isn't he suffering from psychological shadows because he was bullied by his classmates in elementary school when he was a child?"
Dr. Lu shook his head and said, "This period happened earlier. And this usually happens in a collective environment, for example, the type of children's group accommodation in a welfare home."
All three were taken aback. Fu Shiwu couldn't believe it: "How is it possible! I lived with my parents when I was young!"
Dr. Lu raised his hand to calm him down: "But when you were young, you didn't have the slightest impression of your mother at home, and you didn't have the slightest memory of living with your parents. So even if you were with your parents in their workplace, you might be with other live and grow up with their children.”
Fu Shiwu frowned, thinking back carefully, the truth... Maybe this is the case. With the workaholic attitude of his parents, it is very likely that he will be thrown into the nursery!
"Even when you were young, your parents were just symbols. After you left, you went to primary school. The impressions of your parents became deep and full," said Dr. Lu.
Fu Shiwu thought about it and said unwillingly: "My mother was very kind to me when I was young. Do you mean that they are irresponsible?"
Dr. Lu smiled, but did not clearly say: Such parents are not irresponsible? !
Fu Shiwu grew up so big, and sometimes he was very lonely, so he was not without the resentment of his parents for being irresponsible. There is a reason for leaving the child to be taken care of by the nanny. Every year, I can only contact by writing letters, and then I can change the information when I have a personal computer. Even video connections are rare.
Fu Shiwu was frustrated and said, "They are really busy. The compound is guarded by real guns and ammunition guards. They are busy all day, and the scientific research tasks are quite heavy!"
Dr. Lu continued: "Let's talk about another question. In fact, Mr. Fu himself has only a general impression of his childhood memories, but he does not remember specific events. That is to say, he remembers that his mother was very kind to him, but what is the specific matter? , he can't speak."
Wen Zhaoming was surprised: "how could this be?"
Dr. Lu said calmly: "It's very likely that he was given mental cues when he left there. This is also a kind of hypnosis, but the technology is too high, and I can't find any traces. And I think, Mr. Fu's dream The plot is likely to be his childhood memories. As his power level increases, his mental power becomes stronger and stronger, and the original mental suggestion will gradually fail. He will recall more and more of his previous memories. "
Fu Shiwu was completely speechless.
Dr. Lu said: "And the contradictory scene in his dream is very likely to be related to the event that caused him to develop a phobia of crouching neck."
"That is to say, I dreamed that the last person who came to save me was really my mother?" Fu Shiwu looked up at Dr. Lu.
Dr. Lu nodded and said, "It's very possible. When the mental cues disappear completely, all the obstacles that prevent you from recalling will disappear."
Fu Shiwu left Dr. Lu's clinic in despair, and Wen Zhaoming had a good discussion with Dr. Lu about the professional ethics of psychiatrists.
Dr. Lu can't laugh or cry to ensure that his professional ethics are unscrupulous and will never reveal the patient's privacy. Wen Zhaoming paid the payment and left the clinic satisfied.
Dr. Lu watched them leave, and he made a lot of money.
He sighed and returned to the office to write the complete case, after seeing the doctor and his diagnosis. quite detailed. By convention, the patient's name in his case is anonymous, and only he himself knows whose code name is.
Fu Shiwu is a very rare case. If it was in the past, he would definitely persuade the other party to try to decipher the spiritual suggestion and speed up his recovery of memory.
As for Fu Shiwu's past, he, a doctor who has always been calm, was also curious.
After Dr. Lu finished the case, he filed him, then locked the clinic and walked home on foot.
Dr. Lu thought about it as he walked, but there was one thing he was really confused about. In fact, he himself is already at the level of a hypnotist master, but he has no way to detect any trace of Fu Shiwu being manipulated. This has to be said to be a very frustrating thing for him.
That was twenty years ago! At that time, there were such masters in the country, but he had never heard of it.
Really someone out there.
After Dr. Lu returned home, a person quietly sneaked into the empty clinic, and he walked into the office lightly. Open the case file cabinet, flick your fingers over the neat rows of cases, and stay on the latest one.
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Fu Shiwu was silent all the way, Tang Xuhai looked at him hesitantly, not knowing how to comfort him. Fu Shiwu's situation is so special that people can't comfortably say a few words.
Tang Xuhai looked at the road ahead silently, and when he returned to the Xishan Garden, he said, "Shi Wu, whether you remember it or not, I will definitely help you find your parents. I will confuse you. The matter is clear." Then he beat the bastard who dared to bully him when he was a child.
Fu Shiwu blinked, his gloomy mood was relieved all of a sudden, and he even showed a smile: "Thank you."
The two looked at each other and smiled. There is quite a feeling that everything is done without words, and the meaning of the two-person world is strong.
It made Wen Zhaoming, who was even more straight than a ruler in the back, feel that something was wrong.
After these two people were unconsciously tired, Tang Xuhai said like a dream, "By the way, I have integrated the personnel. This time, the two previous teams, including the captain and vice captain, have ten people. The newly established two teams have ten people. A team of ten people. In addition to picking out elites, you can also let them run in with each other."
Fu Shiwu snorted and said, "This time I'm going to bring Zhen Zi with me, but Miao Jia will not take it."
Tang Xuhai said, "It's fine. Zhen Zi should feel panicked when she stays at home."
Zhen Zi is now in charge of the logistics. At first, it was because of her injuries, so that she could have a good rest. Later, the team was formed, and it was a problem to let her join. The captains of the two teams almost got into a fight, just to grab her.
Zhen Zi's supernatural sound wave belongs to others in the category. Quite a rare rare species. Because Zhen Zi kept killing aliens to protect his classmates from the beginning, the level of his abilities was also high.
A group attack on Zhen Zi is to control the field, and a single attack on Zhen Zi can be done in seconds, so both teams want her.
Tang Xuhai's plan was to transfer Zhen Zi to the fourth team to increase Hollande's control.
Tang Xuhai looked at Fu Shiwu and said, "You rest early tonight, I'll talk to Hollande."
Fu Shiwu hummed, got off the car when he got to the door, said goodbye to the two of them, and went straight upstairs.
Wen Zhaoming did not go back to the room, but waited for Tang Xuhai in the living room.
"Do you have anything else to do?" Tang Xuhai raised his eyebrows unexpectedly when he saw him.
Wen Zhaoming raised his eyes and looked at him: "Are you bad?"
Tang Xuhai was startled and said calmly, "What's wrong?"
Wen Zhaoming said: "Although Shi Wu is a sincere person, Hollande is his person no matter what. You run over like this and let him become your love. Wouldn't it be difficult for Shi Wu to do it?"
Tang Xuhai breathed a sigh of relief, sat on the sofa and said to Wen Zhaoming: "You think too much. I don't know who Shi Wu is, he has no such thoughts at all, did Hollande have any special performance during this time? "
Wen Zhaoming was noncommittal, although he also had a fight with Hollande, but Hollande obviously represented Fu Shiwu. No matter how Fu Shiwu was also the head of the regiment, he would not save the other party's face.
Tang Xuhai sighed and said, "Hollande is not so simple. We have known Shi Wu for such a long time, don't we know more about his character than he does? He doesn't play any tricks at all. Shi Wu himself He didn't have this thought, but he couldn't bear the people below to speculate from his position. This time, Fu Shiwu misunderstood the Hollande matter, thinking that he wanted to climb up to give him this opportunity. That's why Hollande will Such a positive performance."
Wen Zhaoming actually thought more complicated than this, although he and Tang Xuhai pushed Fu Shiwu up at first, but now the pattern has been formed. The head of the head is the head of the head, and it is also necessary to train his confidants, so he did not press Hollande.
Tang Xuhai said that this was not what Fu Shiwu meant, but Wen Zhaoming didn't quite understand it.
Tang Xuhai said coldly: "It stands to reason that I will take care of the military affairs, you will take care of the administrative affairs, and Shi Wu is responsible for the general direction. It's like I am the marshal, you are the prime minister, Shi Wu is responsible for the general direction. It is the division of labor of the emperor. Therefore, Hollande's personnel mobilized me to tell him that it is also within the scope of power."
Wen Zhaoming looked at the lukewarm face, but in fact Tang Xuhai, who was in a dark tide, frowned and said, "Don't mess around."
Tang Xuhai smiled and said, "Relax, I won't let this matter cause turmoil."
That night, Fu Shiwu went straight to sleep, and by the time he set off the next day, the team had already been assembled.
Each of the four teams has ten people, and the two of them together make a total of forty-two people.
Hollande's eyes were very calm. Seeing Fu Shiwu's smile, he didn't show any strange emotions, so Tang Xuhai couldn't help but look sideways. Last night, he deliberately twisted Fu Shiwu's misunderstanding into intentional, so that this person can calmly accept it, this emotional intelligence is not comparable to him.
There is a rival in love like this, it is really like a stick in the throat.