When Mo Ming first settled in this body, he briefly browsed through these memories and had a general understanding of the predecessor of this body. He knew the unpromising things about the former "Mo Ming".
At that time, Mo Ming, like outsiders, didn't understand these things. He was also very confused. With Mo Ming's identity, although he might not be very popular in the Yan family, after all, his identity was there.
Yan Ningxue is the youngest sister of the head of the Yan family. She is highly respected and powerful in the Yan family, and Yan Ningxue is extremely doting on her. With such a mother, logically speaking, even in the Yan family, He is not welcome, and he will not lick his peers from other families outside.
At that time, Mo Ming had just arrived in the mortal world and devoted himself almost wholeheartedly to the career of showing off. After discovering the situation of the original owner of this body, he was not unhappy at all, but was surprised. Extremely!
Why
Because he wants to show off!
Originally, before Mo Ming came to the mortal world, he was still thinking that since he was unfamiliar with the place he was born in, he might need some time to adapt to the pretentiousness.
But after he understood the general situation, he found that there was no need for any adaptation process at all.
Everything falls into place!
The previous "Mo Ming" was bullied in the Yan family, so he had to show off in the Yan family. Anyway, outsiders didn't know that he was no longer the "Mo Ming" before. Others would only think that he was still the cowardly and cowardly person he used to be. He's a scumbag with no skills.
In this way, the other party unknowingly becomes a stepping stone on his way to show off.
To be honest, Mo Ming was just enjoying himself at that time and didn't think about the reason carefully. He just thought that this person was quite stupid before. He didn't work hard and wasted his youth on these things without understanding anything. On the little bastard.
Moreover, Mo Ming really didn’t understand why the original owner of this body really wanted to compete for some “awesome gang leader”. Others just said that casually, and then he really ran over...
Didn't he know there was danger there
This is obviously impossible. If it was just an ordinary place, then those little gangsters wouldn't have thought of such a weird idea.
Mo Ming couldn't figure this out. Logically speaking, a fourteen-year-old child, even if he has never really seen the world, even if he is uneducated and has no skills, should still have basic judgment at this age. You should be able to make your own decisions on some things.
Moreover, it is obvious from his memory that his group of "brothers" are all playboys from various families in Yunzhou City. What kind of people such people are, Mo Ming can guess without looking at them. eight.
Talking to these people is just bullshit.
Moreover, with "Mo Ming's" temperament, even in normal times, he would probably be used as a weapon by these guys.
Why on earth did the original owner of this body need to lick a bunch of dirty children from other small families
At that time, Mo Ming was quite fascinated.
After arriving at Yan's house, Mo Ming basically stayed behind closed doors most of the time, basically either thinking about how to quickly dispel the power of the Nine Turns Golden Pill, or planning how to act cool and how to broadcast live.
After all, although he is an immortal, his immortal power is no longer there, only his immortal soul is in the lower realm.
Moreover, this physical body is too weak for him and cannot bear the power of his soul at all, so Mo Ming had already claimed most of the soul power when he entered this body.
Now, apart from his awesome soul, he is actually no different from ordinary people.
If you want to survive in this world, you can't do it without strength. Your own strength is a kind of hardware guarantee. Whatever big things you want to do in this world, you must have strength to rely on.
Not to mention showing off during live broadcasts. Although Mo Ming now has a certain fan base, he is still a newcomer in the live broadcast circle.
Since receiving the reward from Erlang Shen last time, Mo Ming has really regarded live broadcasting as a profession, and naturally has to take it seriously.
During the planning process, Mo Ming also carefully looked at the memory of the original owner of this body.
It is precisely because of this that Mo Ming gradually understands the original owner of this body.
In fact, this child... is really not what he thought before...
This child is actually quite miserable!
A fourteen-year-old child grew up in a yard. He thought that the people in the yard were his relatives and his family. But one day, someone told him: "I'm sorry, you have no blood relationship with us." relation!"
An insignificant word is enough to destroy a child's sky!
And this was just the beginning. In the rest of his life, countless people and countless things reminded him that "this home is not your home, you are just an accessory."
A fourteen-year-old child is in a time of growth, not only physical growth, but also an important period for establishing a correct outlook on life and heart.
As a result, people around me are like this...
Not to mention, he was bullied in the Yan family afterwards, and even Yan Buping took the lead in enacting some so-called "unwritten rules"!
Some people say that it is scary to be treated as an alien by the people around you because they will isolate you. In fact, Mo Ming wants to say that it is because they have never experienced being treated as an object of bullying by the people around them.
Mo Ming felt that the reason why the previous "Mo Ming" was so stupid... I can't say that, it should be said that the reason why he did some thankless and stupid things was because he wanted to be recognized!
What does a person need most when growing up
It’s recognition!
Only when someone agrees with him can he have a sense of belonging and know where he should go!
"Mo Ming" lives in the Yan family, but the Yan family does not recognize him. Everyone rejects him. Everyone thinks that he is a superfluous, meaningless and bad existence.
He instinctively wants to find a group of companions who can support him and give him recognition!
Just like a boat on a stormy sea, anxious to find its home port.
As a result, he found these young dandies. In this circle, there were people who recognized him and people who shared his problems. This made him feel friendly and also made him afraid of being ostracized by this group of people.
Even the place where he grew up rejected him, and now he has finally found another small group that can accommodate him. If he is abandoned by this small group again, then there will really be no place for him in the whole world. .
Maybe from an outsider's perspective, this is a bit exaggerated, but for a teenage kid, this is the most realistic way to describe it.