Of course, Shu Yi'an will not forget what "the beautiful love" in Su Kiss's mouth means. This person really can't bear the slightest loss. Even if he dies, he seems to have to drag her to death.
Forget it, don't bother.
Shu Yi'an got into the bed, sneezed several times, turned his back to Su Kiss and said, "If you don't want to be infected by me, just go away."
"You still have a bit of conscience." Su Kiss avoided her as if he was afraid that he would suffer too, and left without nostalgia.
Shu Yi'an listened, the footsteps were getting farther and farther, and for some reason, the nose suddenly became sour.
She is not usually a hypocritical and fragile person, and she is even used to dealing with illnesses alone, taking backup medicines at home for minor illnesses and pains, and going to the hospital with gritted teeth when she is really uncomfortable.
She can take good care of herself by herself.
But this time, she suddenly wanted to rely on Su Kiss, probably because these days, no matter how unpleasant Su Kiss's words were, she was still very reliable at a critical moment.
She thought that Su Kiss would at least take care of her, and she wanted someone by her side.
but…
Shu Yi'an sniffed and her eyes were slightly moist, but even if Su Kiss ignored her, it was still reasonable.
After all, no one has this obligation.
After a while, Su Kiss came in with a water glass and shouted to Shu Yi'an, "Get up and take the medicine first."
Shu Yi'an first stuck his head out of the bed, then sat up, holding back a smile and taking the medicine in Su Kiss's hand, "Thank you."
"It's not necessary." Su Kiss handed her the water glass. "It's just that I have to share the bed with you at night. I'm afraid that you won't be able to cure it now, and it's just contagious to me at night."
"Well, what you say is what you say." Shu Yi'an nodded obediently, the reason was not important to her, the important thing was that the feeling of being taken care of for the first time had an indescribable heart palpitation.
She must have been taken care of when she was a child, but she doesn't have that memory, so she doesn't remember anything. Pure imagination is different from intuitive feeling.
The temperature of the water was just right, and it could be seen that Su Kiss was careful, and Shu Yi'an swallowed the medicine. She didn't like taking medicine, and it was painful to throw it in her mouth, but she had to force herself to take it.
But this time the medicine is different, the taste is sweet.
- Heart is sweet.
Shu Yi'an drank the water in one breath and handed the cup to Su Kiss.
At some point, she must have had a good impression of Su Kiss, and she must have thought about it. Su Kiss is just a bad person, but she is still very caring at critical moments, and she must have thought about it. In fact, they go on like this. Also good.
When she usually bickers, she may not be really angry, but she is more happy in it. It can even be said that when she came to this world, the only person who has brought her happiness is Su Kiss.
Um! She once had a few seconds of extravagant thoughts about Su Kiss, but it was only a few seconds!
They have no results in the end, and she can't like Su Kiss, so at ordinary times, she will bury the feelings that are not too deep in her heart, because it is not deep, and if you press it with reason, it will not show the mountains. No dew.
No one knew that she liked Su kiss. Sometimes, even she herself was not sure, but once the person took a few steps towards her, once the sensibility overwhelmed the rationality, the good feeling would flow out uncontrollably, even. It became more intense because it had been suppressed for too long.
"Su kiss." Shu Yi'an grabbed her arm.
She didn't have many willful times in her life. This is one time, "Can you not go first?"
After all, it was rare for her to admit that she had a crush on Su Kiss. At that moment, she wanted to stay with the person she liked. If Su Kiss refused, she wouldn't force it.
Tomorrow, maybe not until tomorrow, they will become two strangers who seem to have an intersection, but in fact end up being strangers.
Su Kiss glanced at her suspiciously, turned around, put the water glass on the table beside her, sat back beside her again, and covered her with the quilt.
The first time she saw Shu Yi'an, she seemed to need her a lot. She put away her sharp edges and corners, like a weak little white rabbit. In an instant, she didn't even want to complain about her, she just wanted to follow her. He hugged her tightly in his arms.
The two seem to have really become good friends and are talking intimately.
"Shu Yi'an, tell me about your childhood, right?"
Shu Yi'an leaned on the pillow, trying to recall everything, but in the end he could only shake his head helplessly, "I don't remember."
"Don't remember a single thing?" Su Kiss didn't believe it.
In one's life, there will always be a few memorable things, such as playing house wine with friends in kindergarten, playing rubber bands with classmates in elementary school, who liked copying homework in junior high school, and meeting a favorite girl in high school...
Everything may sound ordinary, but there is always a memory.
"I just don't remember." Shu Yi'an looked at her, "You don't believe that a person can live so vaguely, right?"
She didn't believe it at first, but now she does.
Can't remember the past, can't love the person he wants to love, Shu Yi'an has lived half his life, but suddenly he doesn't know the meaning of his existence.
The meaning at this moment is to match Su kiss with the heroine, so what about in the future
Once the world line is corrected and they are together, what about her
Sometimes she really doesn't want to do this bullshit task, but even if she doesn't do it, there will always be other taskers coming. Will they still occupy their own shell
In this world, everyone has their own life, and they all live complete, but she is a special person, like a wandering soul in this vast sky.
Su Xi lowered her eyes and said nothing.
Yes, she didn't believe it, even if Shu Yi'an looked at her with such genuine eyes, she didn't believe it, she would rather believe that she just didn't want to tell herself.
She doesn't believe that a person's existence can have no value.
Su Kiss always felt that she and Shu Yi'an had endless things to say when they stayed together, but at this moment, she didn't know how to continue the topic.
"This medicine has hypnotic ingredients. If you're sleepy, get a good night's sleep."
"Okay." Shu Yi'an raised a smile on her face, knowing that this was an excuse for Su Kiss to withdraw, and she would not expose her.
Su kiss felt that she was lying, that she was talking nonsense.
But she didn't blame her. She could understand her distrust. If she hadn't experienced all this, when she heard someone ask questions like this, she would probably think that person was thinking nonsense.
probably…
Shu Yi'an slid down, lay flat on the bed, and turned to look at Su Kiss, "I'm going to bed first, go and do your business."
"Yeah!" After Su kiss responded, he left in a hurry.
When Shu Yi'an was sick and let her go just now, she was not afraid, not afraid of being infected, she just went to get medicine, not to leave.
But now, she is afraid. She doesn't know what she is afraid of, but she is afraid. At that moment, she thought of the back of her first time paying attention to Shu Yi'an, and she always felt as if she could dissipate at any time.
Su Kiss suddenly shook her head and laughed, she must have been led astray by Shu Yi'an, and she would be hurt by one of her jokes.
Although…
Forget it, this should...
It's not supposed to be, it must be, she must be playing with herself again.
The sound of text messages came from the mobile phone. Shu Yi'an closed his eyes and did not fall asleep. When he raised his eyes, the dazzling eyes hurt.
[An An, sorry, I was in a hurry in the afternoon, and I just finished my work now.]
[It's okay, you have something to do by yourself. Have you solved it now?]Shu Yi'an knew Lin Ge's character, even if she didn't explain it, she knew that there must be an urgent matter, so that people who have always been polite to others left in a hurry.
[It's all solved, but I'm very sorry. The first time I came to be a guest I didn't behave well. If An An doesn't mind, come to my house next time when I'm free, and I will treat you well.]
[it is good.] Shu Yian threw the phone aside after replying to the message.
She really regarded Lin Ge as a friend, but she always felt that the two of them got along quite apart. Normal friends don't have so many rules and regulations.
But getting along with Lin Ge was different, she always felt like she was treating a guest with no other feelings except politeness.
Shu Yi'an is only afraid of not taking good care of herself when she treats guests. Of course, Lin Ge has a different personality from her. She is always docile and polite. Probably, everyone treats friends differently.
She can't take care of everyone's emotions herself, it doesn't mean that others can't do it either.
The stamina of this medicine is a bit strong. After a while, Shu Yi'an felt that her eyelids were fighting. She fell asleep and had an untrue dream about her childhood.
In the Shu family's mansion, a little girl in a princess dress sat by the piano, and her mother sat by the side, one played the piano and the other listened, a very harmonious scene.
Until a group of children came in, they called her, "Yaya, are we going out together?"
The little girl playing the piano happily jumped off the bench and was about to follow them out, but in the end she waited timidly for her mother to speak.
It's still the same old saying, the lines have not changed, and the tone of the speech has not changed, "Yaya is going to practice the piano today."
The girl with a ponytail and a small dress used a soft milky voice to ask her what she wanted to ask but never dared to say, "But every time she comes to see her, she has to practice the piano, Yaya. When can I stop practicing the piano?"
"Yaya has to practice the piano every day." The mother smiled kindly, but the little girl called Shu Ya froze in place, like a marionette, the smile on her face gradually disappeared until she was expressionless.
The children didn't wait for her anymore, and ran out together in groups. A few people were already lively together. One more person and one less person would not be in the way. Although there would be some small regrets, it did not prevent them from continuing to be happy.
With her mother's expression on her face, Shu Ya carefully sent them out, and when she confirmed that her mother couldn't hear her, did she ask expectantly, "Are you guys still coming to see me tomorrow?"
She also knew that she couldn't get out, but after all, she was only a child of how many years old. She couldn't understand the cruelty of adults. She always thought that her mother would promise to let her out one day
The children looked at each other, and in the end, it was the girl in the little black dress who answered, "We won't be here anymore, and you can't come out to play every time we come to see you."
The little girl wiped her tears and watched them leave. The figures of the children were getting farther and farther, farther and farther, until they disappeared completely. The surroundings were quiet, as if she was the only one left in the world, alone. .
As if this was her destiny, she should be alone.
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