The vehicle gradually drove past the familiar scenery, and Shu Yi'an's heart became more and more anxious. Her mind was full of Lin Ge's question and the momentary look in her eyes.
She asked herself if she had found the answer
So what kind of answer does she think she should find
Su kiss looked at the person sitting beside her. Ever since Shu Yi'an got in the car, she felt a little lost. She would no longer go to the co-pilot because she was hiding from herself, nor would she be angry and bicker with herself. His eyebrows haven't stretched since just now.
Su Kiss slowly stretched out her hand. In the past, she would definitely not dare to go beyond the line, but at this moment, she just wanted to reach out and hold her tightly.
"Shu Yi'an, you can tell me anything."
[I don't like that you bear everything alone.]
Shu Yi'an turned her head, and in the two seconds she looked at Su Kiss, her heart became a lot more chaotic. She didn't dare to look into her eyes again, and pulled out her hand from her palm.
"thanks."
Su Xi's eyes dimmed, and the emotions in his heart were indescribable.
"Shu Yi'an, do you hate me?"
She knew that she was the one who hurt Shu Yi'an's heart, so no matter how Shu Yi'an avoided her, it was her own fault, and she could use any method to make up for it.
But if in Shu Yi'an's heart, she already hates her, her only compensation seems to be to stay away from her.
Shu Yi'an lowered her eyes, she could hear Su kiss's thoughts, and she didn't want to have too many people involved. If she followed her words, it should be good for both of them.
But she was reluctant. Even though she knew that there would be no Su kiss in her future world, she didn't want to lose her now.
She hates the kind of indecisive person most, hates the kind of person who knows it's impossible, but still gives hope to others, but now, she seems to be such a person.
She couldn't kiss Su and couldn't really leave her.
Shu Yi'an squeezed the corner of her skirt tightly, trying to find a reason to convince herself, no matter what choice she made, as long as she could accept it.
She heard Su Kiss sigh, and laughed at herself: "Okay, I understand."
"I don't hate it." Shu Yi'an didn't have time to hesitate any longer, so she opened her mouth without thinking, with a cry in her nasal voice. She seemed to be a lot hypocritical all of a sudden, but she couldn't hold back.
She doesn't hate Su Kiss, and she never hates it. Just like she said countless times before, Su Kiss is often unreliable, but as long as she is by her side, it can give her a sense of security.
She thought about it for a long time and couldn't decide something, and at this moment she finally got the answer.
The future is the future, and the future is still far away from her. She only needs to live the present well.
At some point, especially in front of Shu Yi'an, Su Kiss will change from an adult to a child. Perhaps she has been disguised in front of others for too long, and her emotions of joy, anger, sorrow and joy have to be hidden, so in front of Shu Yi'an, she will instead be the real you.
At this moment, she felt happy, she laughed, and then tried her best, and asked nervously, "Then can we start all over again?"
Xu is afraid that he will push Shu Yi'an too hard, after not hearing Shu Yi'an's reply, Su Kiss added, "Start from ordinary friends..."
"Okay." Shu Yi'an agreed to her.
Maybe being an ordinary friend is their best choice.
After all, friends always outlast lovers.
Su Kiss slowly moved her hand over again and held Shu Yi'an. This time, the feeling was different from before. Before, it was to make Shu Yi'an feel at ease, and she had no distracting thoughts in her heart, but this time, she wanted to be close to her privately.
Her cheeks and ears were as red as sunset, and her heart was beating wildly, which was an experience she had never experienced before.
The first close contact between a girl who is in love and a sweetheart for the first time makes people confused.
"Su kiss." Shu Yi'an groaned at her.
Su Kiss immediately raised her hand in a guilty conscience, but in just a moment, she turned into a righteous look again, "Isn't it normal to hold hands between friends? Don't think about it."
[I didn't think about it anyway...]
[If you feel inappropriate, you have a ghost in your heart...]
Shu Yi'an: "..."
Sure enough, Su's kiss was only good for three seconds.
Probably knowing that her behavior was inappropriate, Su Kiss began to change the subject again, "I see that you are not in a good mood recently, do you want to go back and see grandma?"
"Forget it." After Shu Yi'an hesitated, he still refused.
After Lin Ge announced without authorization that she and Su Kiss had cancelled their engagement, everyone knew about it, and it must have passed into grandma's ears. She didn't dare to go back to see the old man because she was afraid to see the old man disappointed with her. .
"Shu Yi'an." Su Kiss clenched her tightly and said earnestly, "You always worry too much."
Although she will be a little naive in front of Shu Yi'an, making people feel unreliable, but she sees everything in her eyes.
"Behind you, there are clearly many people who love you. You don't need to carry the load alone. You don't need to support everything by yourself."
"Compared to now, I like you before. Although it sometimes gives people a sense of distance, at that time, you didn't have so many worries."
Shu Yi'an pursed her lips and said nothing. If she had a choice, she would also like to go back to the past. When she knew nothing, it was her happiest time.
"Shu Yi'an." Su Kiss called her again and patted her hand gently, "Go and meet those who love you."
Sometimes she doesn't quite understand Shu Yi'an.
If there is something that other girls can't solve, they will definitely seek help, but Shu Yi'an likes to grit her teeth and resist.
When I first met her, I only felt that she was strong and that girls should be self-sufficient and not rely on others to live.
But once the heart is moved, there is only distress left.
At this time, Su Xiu realized that when he liked someone, he didn't want her to be wronged at all. She was so strong and strong. She just wanted to spoil her, be used to her, and drown her. She just wanted to make her her princess. , what can't be solved, just leave your mouth to her and leave everything to her.
Shu Yi'an suddenly laughed out loud, and what he said seemed like Su kiss strangely affectionate.
She began to tease Su Kiss, "If you like someone, do you particularly like spending money for her?"
Su Kiss didn't understand what she meant, but she answered honestly, "Yeah!"
Shu Yi'an was thoughtful, "I heard Zhou Zhou say that you liked a cartoonist recently, and you directly rewarded others with hundreds of thousands. Do you like her very much?"
Su Kiss: "…"
Shu Yi'an then asked, "Don't you want her to suffer? Do you want to take care of her?"
Su Kiss: "…"
Shu Yi'an: "Why didn't you speak?"
Su Kiss: "…"
The main thing Shu Yi'an said was quite right, she couldn't refute it, she really liked that cartoonist, and she wanted her to be better with the reward, but other than that, there was no other meaning.
She neither wanted to know her identity, nor planned to ask her to meet, she just simply enjoyed her comics.
Su kiss swallowed her saliva and answered with some guilty conscience: "Maybe, that's a soul fit..."
Shu Yi'an suddenly realized, "Oh, is that so? Mr. Su's soul fits when he reads a comic."
Su Kiss was a little lacking in confidence, "The comics are quite gentle."
She had a guilty conscience of being checked by her girlfriend, and she expected that she had set up a fg who liked cartoonists and would not like Shu Yi'an, so she didn't dare to look at her.
Shu Yi'an didn't stop teasing anymore, she just hoped that Su Kiss could see her mind clearly, she not only liked herself, but also liked others.
Although that person is also himself...
Su Kiss was originally a serious matter, but when she was asked by Shu Yi'an in a few words, she seemed to be stepping on two boats. During this time, she always took the initiative to find the topic between the two, hoping to communicate with Shu Yi'an more, but at this moment , she just wanted to be a transparent person.
Say more and more wrong, it is better to be silent.
"Aren't you going to see grandma? Let's go." Shu Yi'an was in a much better mood. Just like the previous way of getting along, she always seemed to like watching Su kiss deflate.
Someone is serious and embarrassed, trying to explain but unable to speak, so many times he hesitates to speak, and it is strangely cute...
When they arrived at Shu's house, it was still early. It was just eleven o'clock at noon. They went suddenly and didn't call in advance, so that Sylvia Lin was surprised to see them.
"Didn't you say there are a few dishes you want to cook for me last time? Let's go to the kitchen together?" Sylvia Lin said to Shu Yi'an after arranging Su Kiss.
She has her own insistence on Shu Yi'an. As I said before, the hand that plays the piano should not be used to go to the kitchen. This is the only time she gives in.
The reason is naturally very simple. She knew how much Shu Yi'an liked Su Kiss. When things turned into this situation, her daughter was already very uncomfortable. After all, she was a mother, and she always hoped that her children would be happier.
She can't comfort people, and she doesn't know how to make Shu Yi'an happy. This is her most clumsy way.
"Okay." Shu Yi'an replied with a smile.
Everything seems to be starting to get better.
The mother is no longer so obsessed with her playing the piano. They can cook a light meal together like an ordinary mother and daughter. The Shu family no longer seems to be suffocating, and now it is like her home.
Seeing this, Su Kiss didn't bother them. The old man heard the wind in the courtyard and ran into the kitchen. He had to make a few bites of Shu Yi'an and Su Kiss's favorite food.
She didn't blame Shu Yi'an for deceiving her at all, knowing that she was a sensitive child, she even patted her shoulder to comfort her: "There's nothing wrong with being friends, we An'an will marry in the future, you can't be the only one who loves her, you must love her. She also needs to love you, as long as grandma sees you happy, no matter which one you choose, grandma will be happy."
At this moment, Shu Yi'an suddenly realized that Su Kiss was right, there was someone who loved her the most in the world beside her.
Everyone she likes likes her, and there is nothing happier than this.
Everything is so beautiful, as beautiful as a dream.
When Father Shu was not at home, Su Kiss originally stayed in the study alone, but later ran to Shu Yi'an's bedroom because of curiosity.
She wanted to see where she lived since she was a child.
The room has been unoccupied for a long time, but it is still spotless, and the room is kept clean.
She walked along the dresser to the window, wanting to enjoy the overlooked scenery here, but she had no intention of being staggered by the small bench beside the dresser. She was able to stabilize, but the phone fell into the dresser. Bottom seam.
Just enough to fit into the height of a hand, Su Kiss was groping inside, but he didn't touch the phone, but he found something like a book.
She dragged the thing out, it was a picture book.
On the first page of the album, there is a picture of a family of four, with the grandmother in the front, the little girl holding the old man in the back, and the parents standing around her, which is a very harmonious scene.
On the second page, the painted scenery is still very beautiful.
There are about a dozen pages of paintings, all of which make people feel at ease, but after thirteen pages, it is a very monotonous painting.
Notes, syllables, piano...
After a few more pages, the style of painting began to deviate.
The little girl who plays the piano has a knife on her chest. The little girl who plays the piano has her eyes closed and there is blood on her wrist. The little girl who is playing the piano has a rope tied around her neck by a woman...
An increasingly dark and suffocating style.
On the last page, the style has changed to its original appearance. An angel is painted on it, flying above the clouds. The original family of four lost a little girl and became parents and old people. They are all smiling happily. .
This is Shu Yi'an's painting. Every time she draws a picture, she will mark the date on it, and the date of the latest painting is displayed on the eve of Shu Yi'an's birthday.
Su Kiss can now conclude one thing.
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