The long night was long and silent. Compared with the darkness around them, the two people in the dim light seemed out of tune with the surrounding environment.
The stranger seemed to have no intention of answering her question. Su Kiss didn't force her, but just shifted his gaze at will, and his eyes fell on the computer screen emitting light.
In a blank document, several large characters were written on it.
- "Shu Yi'an, don't believe her, she's lying!"
Su Kiss didn't know who the liar she was referring to was, but now it was obvious that Shu Yi'an knew the existence of this personality, and the two were still communicating in some way.
"Su Kiss." After a long period of silence, the girl sitting next to the computer suddenly spoke up, with a bit of hope and uncertainty in her voice, "Can I trust you?"
Su Kiss found a place where she could observe her with her back against the wall, and looked at her with her arms around her chest, "Didn't you already have the answer before asking this question?"
yes…
Shu Yi'an lowered his eyes.
Of course there is already an answer!
After all, she is a character written by her, and she knows her character best. To a certain extent, Su Kiss is more trustworthy than Shu Yi'an.
After all, one is the protagonist in the book, with an absolute heart and a big picture, while the other is a character she created with selfish desires amid her unwillingness to reality.
She couldn't learn the piano when she was a child, and in her book, she described Shu Yi'an, a gifted piano genius.
She had an ordinary family since childhood and hated her father, so she arranged for Shu Yi'an to be a young lady, and made up for the regrets in her mother's love.
She gave Shu Yi'an everything she wanted in this world. Naturally, she didn't ask her if she really wanted it. After all, who would have expected that a book could really generate a world by itself
Such Shu Yi'an, everything is fine.
The only bad thing is the uncertainty hidden in the character.
After all, it is a product of selfishness, and she can't guarantee whether that person will also have her own selfish desires.
Before that, she had absolutely trusted Shu Yi'an, but just yesterday, Shu Yi'an's shaking when talking with Gu Liyuan suddenly made her see human nature clearly and made her suspicious of this person.
Will someone really give up everything they have for someone they don't know, just to fulfill the will of others
She wasn't sure.
But there was nothing she could do.
The only thing she can do now is to passively accept Shu Yi'an's final answer, but this kind of passiveness is completely meaningless, like a prisoner in a cell, whether it is life or death, you can only rely on others a sentence.
She always wanted to give herself a fight.
Before, she trusted Shu Yi'an, so she would leave everything to Shu Yi'an to decide, but now it is different, once the seeds of doubt are planted in people's hearts, it will intensify.
She needs to give herself another way out, even if she is not sure whether Su Kiss will really help, but multiple opportunities are better than none.
The girl's eyes suddenly became firm, and she looked at Su Kiss with a dignified expression, "What I'm going to say next may be a little bizarre, but it's all true."
Su Kiss nodded slightly, motioning her to continue talking.
"Have you read the book written by Shu Yi'an?"
"Um!"
"Did you find that all the story characters in her book appeared at the end?"
"and then?"
"Actually, the author of this book is me!"
"… "
She was a little surprised, but it was still within the scope of Su Kiss's acceptance. It was written by another personality, and she didn't think about it.
However, there are still some coincidences that this person has not explained yet.
"I'm dead, and my soul coexists with her temporarily." The girl continued, her voice was still calm, but it was like a stone falling into a quiet lake, disturbing all the original peace.
"I died in another world, you can understand it as a dimension higher than you, and you are all characters in my book."
Before that, Su Kiss was mentally prepared to accept all the unreasonable truths, but when he heard such a strange thing, he was still a little unbelievable.
"So, you created our world?" An ordinary and insignificant human being actually played the role of God
"Yes, I created your world!" The girl's voice was sonorous and powerful.
Su Kiss continued to ask: "Every book is a different world?"
"It's not clear. To tell you the truth, it's the first time I know such a thing."
When a living person with thoughts and soul suddenly turned into a character created on paper at will, Su Kiss couldn't accept all this in a short time.
After the surprise flashed on her face, she looked as usual, digesting these settings by herself, and continued with a clear mind: "Then how did you get here?"
"I don't know much about this myself, I only know that when I continued to update as usual, my computer screen suddenly got stuck, and then, the screen suddenly jumped back to the previously updated chapter, And, the changes were made automatically."
"That chapter is about Shu Yi'an. In another designer competition, after Shu Yi'an lost, I originally arranged for her to give up her jewelry business, but everything went wrong from here."
"When my mother tore up all her design drawings, she did not focus on the piano as I had arranged, but suffered from depression, and finally, completely out of the background of my story, so that time stopped at her The moment of suicide."
"It was at that time that I was attacked to death by an invisible force, and then my soul escaped from my body, and I saw Shu Yi'an. I couldn't go back to my body, I could only ask her to see if she could use me live in the name."
"However, after this, I was surprised to find that I seemed to be able to coexist with her soul, so I existed in the deepest part of her soul, until later, by coincidence, she was selected by the system to perform the task, and I again Got here with her."
"At first, I didn't dare to show up. When I found out that the world line here was changed, I suspected that the person who killed me was from this world. Now, I have found the murderer."
"There is a loophole in your words." Su Kiss interrupted her, "Since the characters in this world are all in your settings, why can Shu Yi'an leave the settings? Second, you said that you suspected someone killed you, but after you died The first person I met was Shu Yi'an, why don't you doubt her?"
The reason why she asked these questions was not that Su Kiss didn't trust Shu Yi'an, on the contrary, it was because she trusted her too much that she knew that she was not someone who would do that kind of thing.
But this sense of trust depends on her love for Shu Yi'an.
But the author in front of her had nothing to do with Shu Yi'an, so she had no reason not to doubt her at all.
The girl smiled helplessly. Even though she said so much, Su Kiss didn't seem to trust her very much, but there was nothing she could do. She didn't trust anyone easily when she set Su Kiss at the beginning, and she could only explain to her patiently at this moment.
"The reason why I don't doubt her is because at the beginning of the creation of the character, her existence is the best fantasy I have of my life, it is to make up for all my regrets, the other me in the world, how will I behave to her Style, with 100% certainty.”
The only uncertainty is whether she has the same private thoughts as herself...
Of course, she wouldn't tell Su Kiss the latter sentence.
"As for why she left the setting, it's probably because of this reason. If in your world, there must be someone who can change the direction of the world line, then that person can only be her, right?"
"Although you and Lin Ge are the protagonists on the surface, to a certain extent, Shu Yi'an, who entrusted all the author's beliefs and expectations, is the protagonist above this world."
"Su kiss, I have explained to you everything that should be explained, I have to go back to the world before the change, only in that way, maybe I will not die. I also promise you, once I return to my world, I will definitely Rewrite all the plots, and there will never be a third person in your relationship."
The light on the computer screen has dimmed, and there is only boundless darkness around, and Kiss Su responded in a low voice.
"And that kind of feeling is just a product made up by people, and it has long lost its original purity."
In that kind of love, she didn't even know whether she really liked Shu Yi'an, or just the author made her like Shu Yi'an.
Seeing that she seemed to have vetoed her, the girl's tone unconsciously became intense, "But Su kiss, I am in trouble because of Shu Yi'an, you guys are carrying your life to talk about feelings, I'm afraid you will have uneasy conscience all day long. "
Su Kiss raised her head slightly and looked at the source of the sound, "Isn't the reason why she committed suicide because you imposed something on her?"
"But I didn't mean to, I didn't know that book would..."
"Did she mean it?"
After a brief quarrel, the atmosphere suddenly became silent.
The girl's voice was as low as a mosquito's whisper, like a gust of wind, passing through the ruined ancient church, watching the priest prostrate in sorrow and pain, listening to God's judgment on the erring.
"So, you think this is the cause I planted, and I should accept this kind of fruit?"
Su Kiss didn't answer the question directly, but lowered her eyes, feeling exhausted, "You go first, don't show up again these few days, tell me the name of that person, and I will give you an answer in a week."
"Also, you don't need to rewrite the plot, just delete everything, I know how to live my life."
"Thank you!" The girl's voice instantly cheered.
"Her name is Gu Liyuan, and she is also the current Lin Ge."
The room suddenly became quiet again. After about five minutes, Su Kiss groped for the wall to turn on the light. The girl next to the computer had already fallen asleep.
She walked very slowly, every step, her legs felt like lead was poured, and in front of her was the person she loved, but also the person she was about to push away with her own hands.
She made this decision not because of how kind-hearted she was, but because she believed that if Shu Yi'an knew the truth, she would definitely choose this way.
She has been sad for many years, so there is no need to give her embarrassment for such a trivial matter. Those who are suffering only need one.
Su Kiss carefully carried her to bed, the girl was sleeping soundly at the moment, as if nothing had happened.
She boldly kissed her cheek, inch by inch.
On the lips, is the deep-rooted love and the utmost restraint infatuation.
"Su kiss." Shu Yi'an fell asleep, her turbulent breathing hitting her face, making her heart itch.
Hearing her whisper, Su Kiss stopped, turned to sleep, hugged the person in his arms, patted her back shoulder lightly with his fingertips, and coaxed her into a soft voice: "Go to sleep."
In her arms, there is the softness and fragrance of spring flowers, and Shu Yi'an unconsciously rubbed into her arms, fragrant and comfortable.
…
The morning light was faint, and the sun shone in through the screen window, and scattered golden shadows all over the place.
Suddenly there was heat around him, Shu Yi'an moved his legs, and when he touched something, he suddenly shuddered.
She hadn't slept on a pillow with anyone for a long time. When she was half asleep, she had long forgotten that there was another person beside her. After seeing Su Kiss's appearance, she covered her face again and secretly laughed that she was too timid. .
It was still early, the clock on the wall had just pointed to seven o'clock, and Su Kiss was still soundly asleep.
Shu Yi'an continued to lie down, and was no longer sleepy.
She remembered that when she and Su Kiss first met, one night, Su Kiss also fell asleep like this. At that time, the two couldn't get along, so she finally took a pen and drew a panda eye on her eye rim.
Thinking about the joy of the past, her fingers unconsciously climbed Su Kiss's brow again.
But now, she doesn't want to bully her anymore, she just wants to touch her inch by inch, for fear that she will miss something.
Just like last time, Su kiss grabbed the prank hand again.
She opened her eyes with a half-smile, but her voice was still a little hoarse because she had just woken up, "How does it feel to touch me?"
Shu Yi'an gave her an angry look, but instead of complimenting her face to face, she gave her a four-word evaluation with a smirk, "Rough skin and thick flesh."
"Hmph..." Su Kiss suddenly burst into a complacent laugh, gently held her hand and stretched out into the bed, through the light pajamas, touching her skin.
"Maybe it's a little slippery here?"
Shu Yi'an's hand froze in place, not daring to move.
Su kiss moved her body, smiled like a fox and leaned towards her earlobe, "Would you like to try?"
"As long as it's you, you can touch anywhere."
Shu Yi'an's ears turned red, and her cheeks seemed to be on fire.
Before Su kiss, it wasn't that she swayed her intentionally or unintentionally, but she has never gone too far today. What kind of tricks are you doing this time
Do you look down on her
The clothes were lifted and delivered to the door, do you really think she would not dare to touch it
She swallowed nervously and moved her fingertips slightly, but in the next second, there was a numbness in her fingers.
Then, there was a muffled hum from Su Kiss.
Shu Yi'an: "..."
The face of the person with the usual complexion also turned red, probably because he felt too ashamed. Su Kiss turned over and escaped from Shu Yi'an's movements before quibbling: "It's a little itchy."
Shu Yi'an felt amused for a while, sat up, and turned his head to look at her with a smile, "Ah? I can't stand it so much? It was obvious that some people just wanted me to do it."
"Hey, don't put your face in the quilt, can't I hear you calling?"
"Shu Yi'an!" Su kiss's voice came from the quilt gnashing his teeth.
The two of them always seem to be like this, and only one of them will always take the initiative. If it is Su kiss who takes the initiative, Shu Yi'an must be like a shy little girl, her face is red and her ears will be stuttering.
If Shu Yi'an took the initiative...
Forget it, where would Shu Yi'an take the initiative? She only teased her when she was laughing at people.
The mischievous little hand was still trying to rub against her bed, "Mr. Su, didn't you ask me if I was slippery? I haven't touched it just now."
Su Kiss suddenly had a shattered stance. Anyway, her face was almost lost just now. Instead of letting Shu Yi'an laugh at her like this, she might as well just don't have this old face.
Thinking of this, she lifted the quilt, covered it again, and wrapped the two together.
Shu Yi'an's pride just now disappeared, and he put his hands against Su's kiss, in a thief-proof posture, "Why, why can't you joke like this?"
Su Kiss pinched her face into a bun, "You mean you can afford it?"
Shu Yi'an murmured in a low voice, without any confidence, "Of course..."
So Su Kiss lowered her head, kissed her on the lips, and asked, "What about now?"
"You, you are shameless..."
"Yeah, between us, there must always be a shameless one." If both of them are very ashamed, how can they get married
Shu Yi'an's mind was blank at once, (can't describe, can't describe, can't describe, can't describe, can't describe) The warm touch gradually moved down between the neck, until at the collarbone, Su Kiss suddenly stopped all movements.
She really couldn't accept the possibility that when the two were making out, there was another pair of eyes in Shu Yi'an's soul spying on them.
"I saw her last night."
The ambiguity just now was swept away, and Shu Yi'an did not shy away from looking into her eyes, "Then what?"
"Then..." Su kissed her fingers and left a kiss on her forehead, "I want to be with you even more."
Shu Yi'an laughed dumbly, "Don't you think I'm a monster?"
"It's obviously a fairy!"
"Glib." She glared at Su Kiss, unable to hide the joy in her eyes, but it was only a moment before she asked her seriously, "What else do you know?"
Su kiss frowned and pondered, "I know that she is a person who loves to write. She always uses your identity to create in the middle of the night, which makes you often lack of sleep."
"anything else?"
"Anything else?" Su Kiss asked her back, pretending to be puzzled.
Seeing that she seemed to be ignorant, Shu Yi'an didn't want to say any more, looked at the time, and then pushed Su to kiss and said, "You should get up and pack up and get ready to go to work, right?"
Su kiss lay motionless on the bed, "I'm too tired during this time. I want to rest for a few days. Don't you just want to ask Zhou Yu to go out to play? Just so we can go together."
Shu Yi'an stared at her intently, and answered for a long time, "Yeah."
The rare tacit understanding between them is that even if they know that the other party has something to hide, they will pretend not to know and obey the other party's wishes.