The Journey of Flower

Chapter 127: 129. Unbearable to look back

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Hua Qiangu hadn't stepped into Wuwang Palace for more than a month, and the fact that she had changed to a new male favorite was almost known all over the world. Everyone in the Shushan faction received special treatment, even monsters dared not offend casually.

The fairy maidservants had nothing to do every day, and there were more gossips, and they were suddenly beaten from the god's bedroom, and they inevitably felt a little bit disappointed and resentful. What kind of person is my master, how can he be easily compared to Mo Bingxian who has never heard of it. Seeing that Bai Zihua still seemed to have nothing to do with him, everyone was anxious and worried, asking everywhere. After seeing Mo Bingxian's appearance, he couldn't help but worry even more about his master.

How could Bai Zihua not know what they were chattering about behind their back every day. **He was confused about that incident at the time, and when the effect of the medicine passed, he knew that Zhuran did it without thinking about it. There are many ways for Xiaogu to humiliate him, how could he use **. Although he had been pretending to turn a blind eye to her love, that dose of medicine clearly pierced the relationship between the two of them.

——Don't deceive yourself anymore, you clearly know that she wants you, although she is not despicable to the point of using **, but her mind and purpose are actually the same, after all, she is not a dirty person.

This is what Takeran wants to say.

**It's not used to make him submit, but just used to humiliate him, let him face everything directly, and can no longer hide. Unless he really regarded himself as her male favorite, the two of them could no longer lie on the same couch, otherwise it would be tantamount to acquiescing to her desire for him.

Her throw hurt her again, but what hurt her more was the disgust in her eyes. Bai Zihua wanted to see the innocent look in her eyes and the sad smile when the blood flowed from her forehead, and his heart twisted into a ball. You can say sorry to yourself so calmly, even if it's not her fault, why can't you do it

And that bit of guilt turned into overwhelming anger when she thought of her asking Zixun Qianxia to deliver medicine at that juncture.

In a stalemate, for a day or two, he has not forgotten his original intention of wanting to restore everything, and now he has finally made some progress, Xiao Gu has regained some humanity, how could he give up. Just as she was thinking about how to ease the relationship between the two, she heard rumors that she had adopted many new male favourites. Gather paintings and oddities, and get irritated again.

He understands Xiaogu's pure persistence, and knows that she can't be obsessed with sex or do anything ridiculous. But he didn't expect that person to be Mo Bingxian, so he lost all confidence in his heart.

Listening to the sound of the zither singing in harmony from the Prajna Hall, watching them fly across the sky repeatedly holding hands, my chest is full of panic.

Suddenly I found that I seemed to be unable to do anything. Here every day, it was like a concubine who had fallen out of favor and was sitting in the cold palace waiting for the emperor's visit and favor again. How ridiculous.

So, he went to Prajna Hall while Hua Qiangu was in retreat.

Mo Bingxian was taking a rest in the pavilion under the water, there was a Guqin on the table next to it, and there were scrolls, tea, melons and fruits and an unfinished game on the white jade table. It was him who came, but Mo Bingxian remained motionless, leaning on the gorgeous rosewood carved wooden chair, and slowly opened his eyes for a long time.

Bai Zihua looked at the purple fox fur on his body, it must have been covered by Hua Qiangu casually when he left, and his heart tightened suddenly. Although he knew that it was impossible for Xiao Gu to have anything to do with him, and nothing had happened to him, but when he thought of her sharing the bed with another man every night, his uncontrollable anger surged up.

Mo Bingxian looked at Bai Zihua's sudden change of expression very interestingly, thoughtfully. At first he thought that Hua Qiangu was infatuated with Bai Zihua, so he kept him by his side by all means, but he was reluctant to use force on him, so Mo Yan came to beg him, but now it seems that it is not the case.

"Shangxian, long time no see." Mo Bingxian sat up slowly and poured him a cup of tea.

"He asked you to come?"

Mo Bingxian nodded.

"I said I can solve it, please go back immediately."

"Solve it? How to solve it? She is now an omnipotent demon god, even if you are her love, you can't change anything."

"I will not give up on her." He is her master, the only relative in the world, and he has become the chief culprit of what he is now. If even he gives up on her, Xiaogu will never turn back.

"I don't know what happened before, but now she does a lot of evil, and everyone can punish her. You have always put the world's righteousness first, so you naturally know what to do and what not to do. The fairy world has been preparing in secret for so long, and everything is ready. Thanks to the east wind, the Six Realms will soon be full of gunpowder. I am sure to help you win the battle. You are just a mortal now, and you can’t help much. It’s too dangerous to stay here, and you are the one who should leave.”

Bai Zihua naturally knew that what he said to win was to seize the power of the demon god through intercourse. Others might not be able to do it, but if he relied on Mo Bingxian's ability, Xiaogu would die.

"Don't touch her!"

The voice was still as ice-cold as ever, but there was some threat and gunpowder in the tone. Mo Bingxian frowned, and put down the teacup heavily: "Do you think I really want it? I am not a person who can sacrifice for something. .This matter is your fault and should be handled by you. You claim to be noble and unwilling to sacrifice your life to make up for it. What right do you have to stop me?"

Bai Zihua was furious: "The majestic Mo Bingxian, how could he use such indecent methods."

Mo Bingxian laughed loudly: "It's rare to have a woman who can withstand my gentle caress. I am naturally happy to enjoy it. Besides, her taste is really good." She narrowed her eyes, as if recalling the lingering love between the two at night.

Bai Zihua tried his best to restrain himself, but he still walked away furiously. Guqin fell from the table and fell heavily on the ground. Mo Bingxian picked it up, and stared blankly at Bai Zihua's leaving back with some disbelief. Is that person really the Bai Zihua he knew back then? For Hua Qiangu? What happened between them

Not long after Bai Zihua left, Zhuran came, looking thoughtful.

"I know what you are curious about, but I advise you, don't pry into the memory of the god, knowing more will not do you good."

Mo Bingxian can not only disintegrate the opponent's mana, but also see the opponent's heart, and can easily find the opponent's weakness, so he is always invincible.

"I really don't understand the two of you. You two seem to have such a bad relationship, but you are always thinking about each other in your heart."

Zhuran snorted coldly: "I don't know what you are talking about."

Mo Bingxian sneered: "She said that you always depended on her for life when she was suffering the most. For her, the whole Six Realms is not important compared to her."

Zhuran's body was startled, and he was stunned. He didn't expect... He smiled unnaturally, his face was covered by scars, and all his expressions looked very fake, but Mo Bingxian knew that the sadness in his eyes was real.

"We are so similar, but she is more pitiful than me. I came to you because I want someone to accompany her well. Bai Zihua can't do it, maybe only you can. Do your best to make her happy, She doesn't have much time."

Zhuran turned around and left, lonely and arrogant without seeing her back.

Mo Bingxian frowned. No one would not be afraid to see the scar on Zhuran's body that symbolizes ambition. His heart is too big, so naturally he would not be willing to submit to others. Now that the entire Six Realms is in his hands, he obviously still has no satisfy. Do you want to use the hands of yourself and the fairy world to eradicate Hua Qiangu? He needs to send a letter back to ask Mo Yan and the others to be more wary of him. Otherwise, with the mantis catching the cicada and the oriole behind, who knows if it will fall into his hands in the end.

Although he has repeatedly warned himself not to have any interest in Hua Qiangu's past, but after getting along for a long time, it seems that he is going to be sucked into her, and he always wants to know more inadvertently.

When Hua Qiangu came back late at night, he saw Mo Bingxian sitting quietly in the room holding Qin. Although Bai Zihua is always alone, looking from afar, he never feels lonely.

"What?" There was a faint smell of Bai Zihua in the air, he has been here? Take a tight breath.

"Nothing." Mo Bingxian plucked the strings casually.

"Why did a piece fall off here? I'll go find a new one for you tomorrow."

"No, I like this piano. A friend gave it to me a long time ago."

"Friend?" The word friend always means more loneliness to him.

"She likes to hear me play the piano. When I was dying, I wanted to visit her and play the piano for her, but she refused to see me."

"She died?"

"When people get old, they will naturally die."

"Is she mortal?"

Mo Bingxian nodded.

Hua Qiangu already understood: "Why don't you teach her to cultivate immortals?"

"So what, I still can't get close to her. Besides, she has her own life and choices, and she shouldn't change herself just to accompany me."

Hua Qiangu nodded, seeing the person she loves dying of old age day by day, and trying to hold her in her arms to comfort her but couldn't do it, she must feel very hopeless.

Thinking of what she said to him before, she envied him for always having a free and easy feeling.

And he just replied with a faint smile, a person without bondage is very lonely, you don't understand.

In a daze, Mo Bingxian suddenly pulled her into his arms and put his hands on her breasts. She was startled, but he had already left, taking something out of her arms.

"What do you always do with a rock in your arms?" Curiously, he tossed it up and down in his hand, looking a bit childish.

Hua Qiangu's blank eyes became deep, and just about to speak, Mo Bingxian smiled and said, "Are you going to tell me a story again?"

Hua Qiangu also smiled, stretched out her hand to take back the stone from him, held it in her hand and stroked it lightly: "Although it looks like an ordinary stone now, but in fact this is the beginning of everything - Nuwa stone. "

"This is the Nuwa stone?" Mo Bingxian squinted his eyes. Why is there a trace of recent refinement on the Nuwa stone? What is Hua Qiangu going to do with it

"Yeah, Nuwa stone, a fragment of it once transformed into a human form, and then died for me. I was unwilling, and wanted to save him, but I didn't expect to release the demon god, and everything became what it is now. But I know he didn't Disappeared, sometimes I often hear him calling me, comforting me, I know he is still in the stone, always with me."

Another painful past? Mo Bingxian was silent for a long time: "I know an ancient technique that can recollect the dissipated materialized demon souls, but I don't know if it will work for Nuwa Stone. Moreover, even if I call it back, I will materialize and practice again Yes, it may not be the friend from before, but another person."

Hua Qiangu looked at him in surprise, and suddenly rushed forward and grabbed his arms tightly: "Really?"

Mo Bingxian looked down at the smiling face that suddenly bloomed like a flower, it was so bright that it was dazzling. Was she like this in the past, so happy and full of vigor, penetrating him like sunlight, making every blood in her body turn into a transparent river and boil happily.

Unaccustomed to his own heartbeat, he turned his face away in embarrassment and stopped looking at her.

"Maybe, you can try it, but it's definitely not enough to rely on it alone, but maybe it can be done with the power of the demon god."

"Okay, when can we start?" Hua Qiangu was so excited that he was almost speechless. If, if there is still a chance to recover everything, mistakes can still be made up...

"The more powerful the earth's aura, the greater the probability of success, but think clearly, this will consume a lot of your demon god power."

"It doesn't matter, as long as you can save him."

Mo Bingxian didn't expect her to be so credulous, or she was really too confident in her own strength.

"Then, what about Tang Bao? It, it is a spirit worm from the Immortal Pavilion. It has already cultivated to become a human being, but in order to save my soul, is there any way to save it? No matter how much demon power is consumed It's okay!" Hua Qiangu was so excited that he became a little slurred.

To save her again? Mo Bingxian's heart shook. Sometimes guilt can destroy a person more than direct harm. How much pain and regret does she have in her heart

"I can't do anything about it, but since it is a spirit worm of the Immortal Pavilion, why don't you ask the owner of the Immortal Pavilion?"

"He...he died too."

Seeing the despair in her wide eyes, as if recalling the most painful thing, my heart couldn't help but tighten.

"Don't give up, because you know that the universe is eternal, and everything is immortal. If you are true love, you will not care about it even if it is not the original form. Keep it safe, the world reincarnates, and one day everything you thought to leave and disappear will come back again. "

There was a deep warmth in Hua Qiangu's heart, and she suddenly had the urge to cry.

Yes, come back, she wants everything to come back, come back and be good. Even if she never sees that day again.

Mo Bingxian bent down suddenly, folded a bright transparent flower on the ground and handed it to her. Hua Qiangu looked back, the way she came was covered with flowers. It has not been like this for a long time. Before, no matter where I went, I would leave flower marks because the power of the demon god was too strong at the beginning, and I couldn't control it, so it leaked everywhere. Now... She is no longer able to control it.

Mo Bingxian's brows were knit together, although he was doing something every night, but Hua Qiangu's power couldn't disappear so quickly, what the hell is going on with her. Why does she always have the eyes of someone who is about to die even though she is the Supreme Being of the Six Realms

Seeing that Hua Qiangu was holding the flowers he handed to him and staring at him in a daze, recently he always felt a little drunk under her bewildered eyes. He couldn't help stretching out his hand to embrace her in his arms, there was a trace of struggle in his eyes, obviously so powerful, why did he always feel that she was like porcelain, which would break if touched lightly? It's clearly a calamity in the Six Realms, a monster with bloody hands, why is he always contemptuous and heartbroken at the same time. Just because of those innocent eyes? How could he be so easily seduced

Finally made up his mind, he put his hand on the back of her head and pressed her deeper into his arms.

Hua Qiangu shuddered fiercely, Mo Bingxian's strength was always very strong, the closer he was to him, the more uncomfortable his body became, as if his strength was being torn apart by something, it surged outward. But the heart is extremely stable, nostalgic and obsessed with the smell of him. So I can't help but want to get close to him. But this time... the

She quickly realized what happened, and pushed Mo Bingxian away.

"Don't look..." Don't look, her painful and shameful past.

Mo Bingxian was stunned, and looked at him with his mouth half-opened, disbelief written all over his face.

That child... is that child her? The former Hua Qiangu? The one who is afraid in front of ghosts, the one who goes to apprentice alone, the one who works hard for Bai Zihua, the one who laughs and laughs in front of her friends, the one who plays with Tang Bao, and the one who is heartbroken again and again for Bai Zihua …

He finally understood why her eyes were sometimes cold, sometimes blank, and sometimes sad. Why even Zhu Ran would pity her, why Mo Yan would come to beg him, why Bai Zihua would rather suffer humiliation by his side than leave.

The Sword of Severance, the Nail of Ecstasy, the Heartless Pool... His heart ached when he saw her being bullied blind and dumb in the wilderness. Although Zhuran was looking for profit, but he took care of her like that at that time and gave her hope again, no wonder she would be so indulgent to him. People in the world can only slander her, hurt her, and deceive her. It turns out that this demon god was forced out step by step by mistake.

Ask yourself, he has seen the world in all his life, although he does not blame others, but he is somewhat indifferent to the world. If he suffered like Hua Qiangu, what would he be like

But, why is she so obsessed with it? All of this, just for one Bai Zihua

The pity in his heart was replaced by anger, anger towards Bai Zihua, anger towards the fairy world, anger towards himself.

Seeing his expression, Hua Qiangu shook her head lightly, and slumped on the chair weakly.

"It's ridiculous. Because of me, the six worlds are in a state of chaos, and the common people are burned because of me. Blood flowed into rivers and seas, and their bones piled up like mountains. But the only ones I killed with my own hands were Luo Yiyi."

"I..." Mo Bingxian was a little dazed and a little guilty. He could have been unnoticed by Hua Qiangu, but the moment he caught sight of it was too shocking and touching, and he lost his soul.

Suddenly there was a very strong urge to kill Bai Zihua. Suddenly I hated that I was so late for so many years. Today's Hua Qiangu is no longer the innocent child who was full of smiles back then, but just a beautiful walking dead.

And he actually wanted to cooperate with those who forced her to become what she is now, and destroy her to the bone. how cruel—

Hua Qiangu stood up slowly, if Mo Bingxian didn't know anything, she could still play with him, keep each other warm, and comfort each other. Now, it is no longer possible. She didn't want to stand naked in front of people.

"Xiaogu!" Mo Bingxian took her hand.

Hua Qiangu couldn't help but startled when he heard that he called her like Bai Zihua.

"Could it be that you still can't let it go?"

Hua Qiangu sighed in a daze: "In my world, there has never been anyone who can compare with him." After all, without looking back, she pulled her hand and walked out the door slowly.

Mo Bingxian was dejected.

(Quanben Novel Network)