I don't know if Hua Qiangu left the Cloud Palace, Mo Bingxian can't find her anywhere. He also knew that if she wanted to hide it, no one in this world would be able to find her. Time passed day by day, but Hua Qiangu never showed up again. Mo Bingxian's always ruthless temperament became a little anxious. He didn't think about whether his consumption of her was enough for the fairy world to seal her away, but worried about her final result. There are still a few days before the counterattack of the fairy world, needless to say it will be an ancient war. It is obviously a move that hits a stone with an egg, and the chance of winning is less than half. However, he knew in his heart that the only person he had to deal with was Zhuran, and Hua Qiangu didn't care about winning or losing at all. Those stagnant eyes occasionally reveal only despair and exhaustion, like a dying person. In fact, she was already tired of all this, and just wanted to have a quick end.
Counting down from day to day, finally the last day is approaching. Mo Bingxian doesn't believe that Zhuran and the others will know nothing, but the six realms are a little strangely quiet.
Hua Qiangu stood by the small river in the past, the river had already dried up. She remembered that a long time ago, she liked to catch fish and crabs in the small river with bare feet. Dad was sitting under the eaves reading a book, coughing intermittently. When he was in good spirits, he would teach her to read and write or make a beautiful paper kite for her.
Many years have passed in the blink of an eye, and the small wooden house of that year has long since disappeared. Since the birth of the demon god, the sky has changed drastically, and there have been severe droughts for several years. People in the village have died and moved away. remain.
She pulled out the grass on her father's grave bit by bit, and repaired it a little bit. I found some more wood, tapped it, and tried to rebuild the wooden house according to my memory. Although my mana was strong, my hands were clumsy. I did it for two days, but it was still very simple, not to mention that I often lost my mind and smashed the hammer on the wood. hand. When all the work was completed, the wooden house was turned into a flower house, with flowers blooming everywhere and climbing flower vines. Hua Qiangu lay in the darkness, with a small roof to shield her from the wind and rain just like in the past, she felt at ease and down-to-earth, as if she was wrapped in her mother's belly, like those times when she was lying in Bai Zihua's arms.
The sky is dark, and the sun has not seen for many days. She knows that she can't influence the sun, the moon, and the sky to affect the mountains, rivers and earth with her emotions, but she has almost no energy left to control them.
Suddenly noticing that someone was coming, and it was a breath she was familiar with, she still couldn't control her trembling hands.
The man just stood by the door and didn't come in. Hua Qiangu smiled wryly from the bottom of his heart, since he didn't want to see him, why bother to find him.
"It's windy outside, come in and sit down, the hut is simple, although the hospitality is not good, there is always a place to stay."
Bai Zihua pushed the door open and entered.
Hua Qiangu was sitting on a wooden plank that was randomly erected, her purple eyes were staring at him calmly, the two of them looked at each other for a long time in the darkness. Bai Zihua found a place at random and sat down, dressed in white as snow, as if there was a glowing halo around his body.
The two of them hadn't seen each other since the incident last time, as if they had been separated for many years, they were getting farther and farther away.
Bai Zihua looked at her forehead, his heart ached again, thinking of his gaffe last time.
The moment he saw the scars on her face when the Hengshuang sword was inserted into her body uncontrollably in Yaochi, he swore to himself that in this life, even if he died, he would never hurt her again, but he broke the oath again.
Gently closing his eyes, he thought he knew what to do, but in fact he didn't know at all. Emotion and reason are separated abruptly, one Bai Zihua stands coldly in front, and the other Bai Zihua sighs behind.
Knowing that she has not been in the cloud palace for a long time, thinking about it for a while, the world is so big, she has nowhere to go, guessing that she came here, sure enough. When I went out to experience with her back then, I came back with her once.
He didn't know why he came looking for her, whether it was because of Mo Bingxian or because the Immortal Realm was going to counterattack in two days. He still hadn't recovered his mana, Sheng Xiaomo was afraid that he would be in danger, and asked him to go back several times. But how could he shake his hands and leave, obviously all of this was his responsibility.
If he had cared more about her back then, noticed when she was determined to steal the artifact, found out before she was sent to the wilderness, and stopped Sugar Baby before she was killed, maybe everything would have been different. Mobile access: àp. 16k. cn
However, even though he had reached such a point and killed so many people, he never felt that it was wrong for him to accept her as his apprentice, cover her up and seal the demonic power in her body, or accept the soul-crushing nail for her.
"What do you want from me?" Hua Qiangu's voice was icy cold.
Bai Zihua was silent for a long time: "The Immortal Realm counterattacks in two days."
"I know, so what. Hitting a stone with an egg is beyond one's own strength. Since they want to die, I will help them. You are not here to ask for forgiveness for them, are you?"
Bai Zihua looked at her, but didn't speak.
Hua Qiangu sneered coldly, with a hint of ambiguity in his tone: "Don't say it, you are worried about me."
There was a sullen expression on Bai Zi's screen: "Of course not."
"You want to ask me to let people go again? Don't kill people? Then you should stop people from the fairy world."
Bai Zihua sighed softly, "Let go of everything and stop being a demon god, okay?"
Hua Qiangu looked at him as if he was watching a big joke, how could there be a way out now. But in the end, his heart softened for a moment, and he asked with a wry smile: "How about being a demon god, so what if you don't? If you do it, you will kill me. If you don't, will you take me away?"
"I won't kill you, let go of everything, and come back to the bottom of the sea with me."
Hua Qiangu laughed loudly: "You still intend to keep me in such a place forever, Bai Zihua, you are already a useless person, why should I listen to you. Tell you, I, no, yes!"
With a flick of his long sleeves, Hua Qiangu stood up suddenly, and took two steps closer to him: "However... how about we make a deal, you take me away, and I really won't be a demon god anymore, I will only be with you, only for you .You can not only save the common people, but also atone for sins. It’s just a small price. Why not do it, isn’t Chang Liu the one who likes to sacrifice for the world the most?”
Staring at his face so closely, I only hoped to see even the slightest wavering. But she was still disappointed, Bai Zihua shook his head slowly: "Only this matter, it will never be possible. How can you calm down and forgive me, if you do all these things because of me..."
Just when he raised his hand, Hua Qiangu had already restrained his acupoints, and he staggered back two steps with a wry smile.
How could she not know that there was something strange about him suddenly coming to find her, knowing that she still loved him deeply, she wanted to commit suicide in front of her to make atonement. And knowing that he was there, he would never let him die. His actions were just to show himself his determination, and to force himself on purpose. Bai Zihua, you are amazing! Because I love you, I can never beat you.
Hua Qiangu turned around slowly, the excessive pent-up and sorrow in her heart poured out overwhelmingly, she tasted the sweet smell in her throat, swallowed it forcefully, then slowly shook her head as if she was laughing at herself. In fact, even if he is willing to stay with her now for the sake of the world and for her, how can she accept it? From the moment she became a demon god, everything has long been irreversible. But I still couldn't help probing, couldn't help wanting to ask, couldn't help holding such a little bit of expectation. After all, even for the sake of the world, he would not compromise to be with her. That's all, there has never been a what-if in this world...
Bai Zihua watched Hua Qiangu's figure get farther and farther away, and slowly closed his eyes. He knew that he was too cruel, but since he had no time to redeem it, this was the only thing he could do, and he didn't want to see her hands stained with blood again.
"Bamboo dyeing."
"En?" He was stunned for a moment when he heard her softly calling him, Hua Qiangu raised his head lazily and looked at the sky, the battle will be tomorrow.
"Have you done everything you wanted to do?"
"It's almost done, there is only one last thing left." Because it is the most important, I will do it last.
"It's great, but I haven't done a single thing." Back then, they made an agreement in the Wilderness.
"I'm all thanks to your power." He has been using her, and she doesn't care about being used by her. The premise at the beginning was that as long as it doesn't hurt other people, after becoming a demon god, he can let him do everything.
Hua Qiangu shook her head, and suddenly pulled his hand, which was covered with ugly scars, without a little finger, which was cut off by her in the first place.
"Does it hurt?" I suddenly felt a little sad, how difficult it is for the two of them to live together in the wilderness and come now.
"It doesn't hurt." The fake smile in Zhuran's eyes no longer disappeared and became gentle.
Suddenly feeling a rolling force flowing into his body, he let go of Hua Qiangu's hand, and slowly shook his head: "No need."
"You can't beat him."
"It's okay, it's just this matter, I want to rely on my own strength." His ambitions, his desires, his ambitions have all been satisfied, and the Six Realms are just like that. There is only one last thing left, revenge.
"Tell me, if I see Tang Bao, will she blame me for killing Shi Yi? Will she ignore me?"
"No, no child is ever really mad at his parents."
"how about you?"
Zhuran remained silent, after a long silence, he finally stretched out his hand, holding Hua Qiangu in his arms for the first time in his life. This is a battle that both of them are doomed to lose.
Pavilions, terraces and small pavilions, flowers and bones drink alone against the moon. This was the first time she drank alcohol in many years, and the aroma of the wine alone made her feel dizzy.
She suddenly recalled the dreams she had while drinking Wangyou wine, and recalled that Bai Zihua told her that no matter if you have the wings of an eagle or the power of the sun in the future, you must remember that you are a little bird. The mood of the stone time will benefit the common people and the earth.
In fact, he has already foreseen this day, but he still believes in himself, no matter how powerful he is, his heart will not change. But after all, he changed and disappointed him.
When she realized that someone was coming, she looked up and it was Mo Bingxian. She lied weakly on the table and muttered with a smile: "Why haven't you left yet? Don't you think it's not enough? Take it." Holding Mo Bingxian's hand, the demon power surged Send it to his body surgingly.
Mo Bingxian dragged her up with a hint of distress and hatred, and said in disbelief, "Are you really trying to save Shuofeng according to the method I said?" Mess like this? What the hell did she do
Hua Qiangu smiled and nodded, her face was drunk, her usually pale cheeks were slightly pink.
"I'm so happy. This time, he must have a face. He's as handsome as you."
It's a pity that it will take hundreds of years for him to take human form again, she won't be able to see it...
Mo Bingxian shook his head: "Why are you always so gullible in others, knowing that my purpose is to consume your strength and weaken you so that I can kill you, if this method is just lying to you like the woman before? "
Hua Qiangu smiled desolately: "Do you think I have anything to lose? Although you came here with a purpose, why can't I see that you really care about it. You go, I just used demon power to set up a Screen guard, you will not have no choice in the future. Go, find the person you loved at the beginning, just like you said, even if she is not the one she was at the beginning, keep it. I can repay you, just That's it."
Immortal Mo Bing's heart was twisted like a knife. He was wrong, he was wrong, he shouldn't have come, he shouldn't have listened to advice, and he shouldn't have read her memories and understood her, but he couldn't do anything except feel sorry for her.
Holding her arms tightly, he was almost roaring: "Repay? Is there something worthy of your repayment? I have been deceived and hurt so much, how dare you? Dare to show your sincerity to me?"
Hua Qiangu turned around, but was hugged tightly by him.
"Don't be stupid, no one's heartache is worthless. Forget him, forget him, I'll take you away, don't worry about this nonsense world anymore, don't be a demon god anymore, I'll take you away..."
Hua Qiangu had a sore nose, but could only shake her head desperately: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
"Don't keep saying I'm sorry, you didn't apologize to anyone, they are the ones who apologized to you!"
He held her face and kissed her hard.
Hua Qiangu opened his eyes wide in a daze, his brain went blank, and his limbs were completely paralyzed, all he could see was the face in front of him that was full of pain and struggle. She wanted to push away, but her whole body was numb, the man's kiss was so fierce and forceful, the temperature of her normally cold body began to rise, alcohol anesthetized her brain, and the face of the man in front of her suddenly turned into Bai Zihua. Feeling heartbroken again, she responded passively, muttering: "Master..."
As if struck by lightning, Mo Bingxian shivered and pressed her onto the soft couch in the small pavilion: "Damn it! I'm not your master! Did you hear that! I'm not! Show me clearly!" With a dazed face, he kissed again. The aroma of flowers mixed with the aroma of wine is so alluring.
Hua Qiangu's strings that had been taut for a long time were completely broken, why? Why is she so persistent? Why did she hold on to him so tightly? If I could stop loving him, I wouldn't be where I am today, and so many people wouldn't die because of her. Why now, he would rather sacrifice the world than be with him, so he really hates himself so much? Why do you still refuse to give up? Why can't I be free and easy? I am obviously a demon god, there is something I can't do, why should I guard myself for him? Why should I be persecuted by him
Her eyes became blurred, and she no longer knew whether the man was Bai Zihua or Mo Bingxian. She only knew that she was so bitter, so tired, and so lonely. Everyone had abandoned her, and her dead heart felt like a big hole had been cut, bleeding heavily, and she needed to fill it. Reaching out to hug the little bit of warmth in front of me tightly, like desperately grabbing a life-saving straw.
The clothes peeled off from her shoulders, and the man kissed and bit her neck bitterly, just like Bai Zihua sucked her blood back then. She became short of breath, letting strange hands caress her body, igniting her body everywhere, arching her waist weakly, moaning softly.
But suddenly, the surrounding temperature was extremely cold, and the murderous aura came overwhelmingly. Hua Qiangu opened her eyes in a drunken dream, looking at the man in the distance, her heart felt as if it was torn apart.
Time stopped in an instant, as if going back to the beginning, he was his teacher, and she was still his disciple.
Turning over abruptly, pushing Mo Bingxian away, chasing after him desperately.
Mo Bingxian hugged her tightly from behind, her voice almost choked up: "Don't go..."
Hua Qiangu panicked all over his face, tried his best to break away from him, but still just shook his head and said sorry.
Mo Bingxian looked at her back and covered his face with his hands. He no longer knew whether he was doing this for her or for her power of the demon god. He smiled wryly: "I'm sorry for you..."
As if she was found out when she wanted to kill Ni Mantian, she kowtowed in the courtyard all the time, just to ask for his forgiveness. Never panicked like this before, because she knew she was doing something wrong.
Struggling to catch up with Bai Zihua's footsteps, he almost lost his balance.
sorry Sorry sorry…
She said it ten thousand times in her heart, although she didn't know why she said it, and she didn't need to tell him, but she just felt that she was wrong, very wrong.
Stretching out her hand to pull Bai Zihua's robe, she was scared and at a loss like a child.
Bai Zihua's face was pale, he could barely speak, his body was trembling, and when he returned, he slapped her hard on the face.
Hua Qiangu didn't dodge and accepted it forcefully, and knelt down on the ground with a slumped face.
Bai Zihua's chest heaved violently, looking at her disheveled clothes, her fragrant shoulders half exposed, with one hand stiff in the air and the other pointing at her, he wanted to say something but was so angry that he couldn't utter a word.
Hua Qiangu had never seen him so angry before, his eyes were red and overwhelming, like a suffocating storm. The cold war and confrontation for so long broke out at this moment. Just because she was about to have an affair with another man without knowing how to love herself.
Bai Zihua felt his heart was about to be crushed, his mind was full of dirty images of those two relatives. He brought her up and understood her better than anyone else. Even if he became a demon god, no matter how much other people gossip, he didn't believe that she, who loved him so much, would willingly degenerate to such an absurd level. Tomorrow is the big battle. If he hadn't been worried about her coming to meet her, she would have given Mo Bingxian a chance to see her dead body without waiting until tomorrow. She knew the consequences clearly, but she was so confused. She was greedy for a while, did she really fall in love with that man
When he saw all that, the great grief and anger that surged in that moment completely swallowed his heart in an instant, as if being stabbed by someone with a knife, the despair and powerlessness almost devoured his soul.
Suddenly I hate her, hate her for not being up to date, hate her for never understanding my painstaking efforts for her, hate her for always making him feel sad for her and worry about her, hate her for one man after another, but she doesn't know that there is no one in the world Can treat her better than him.
I hate myself even more, I hate myself for not being able to bring her back, I hate myself for driving her into this state step by step by mistake, I hate myself for making her despair and make her sad again and again.
And what he hates the most at this moment is that he has lost all his mana and cannot strangle Mo Bingxian to death.
Hua Qiangu knelt in front of him, with a begging look on her face, almost on the verge of tears. She knew she was wrong, she was wrong, she was wrong again.
"Master..." I couldn't help calling out the two words in a low voice.
Bai Zihua was stunned, for just a split second, all his defenses and pretense, principles and persistence collapsed.
The love that has been secretly growing in his heart, the love that he has known for a long time but has never been willing to face and reveal, came overwhelmingly with an irreversible attitude.
Before Hua Qiangu realized what was going on, the person in front of her suddenly bent down and kissed her.
It was dark.
Those lips were the one she was familiar with and the one she was nostalgic for, but it was different from the past, hot and passionate, filled with boundless annoyance and resentment. Hua Qiangu lost all ability to think, knelt on the ground and clung to him weakly, panting with her head up, letting him invade and occupy without tenderness.
She had been waiting for this moment for thousands of years.
Bai Zihua tightly locked her in his arms, snatching the fragrance of flowers and wine from her mouth, thinking that she had kissed another man just now, the kiss turned into a biting bite, with a salty smell in her mouth, and finally Knowing that he bit her lip, his heart ached, and he couldn't help being gentle again.
With the soft tip of his tongue lingering, all of Bai Zihua's thoughts have long been blurred. If this is just a dream, he would rather live forever. If this is still a mistake, he only wishes to keep making mistakes at this moment.
This kiss is like a punishment and a gift. When he finally regained his sense and let her go slowly, everything became irreparable.
Staggering back a few steps, he closed his eyes in shock, raised his head in despair, and stopped looking at her. Hua Qiangu also collapsed to the ground in disbelief, unable to say a word for a long time.
She had never seen such an expression of pain, repentance and fear on Bai Zihua's face, as if he had done the most unforgivable thing in the world.
She also didn't realize what happened just now, why Bai Zihua did this. But she knew that this matter was the most shameful to him, and it would completely destroy him from the bottom of her heart.
"Don't, don't be afraid..."
Hua Qiangu stood up unsteadily, like a broken puppet.
Bai Zihua took a step back slowly, his face was pale, and he was on the verge of collapse at any moment.
What did he just do
"Don't be afraid..." Hua Qiangu took another unsteady step forward, gritted her teeth, and raised her hand towards him, her fingertips flickered with a burst of intense purple light.
Bai Zihua immediately understood what she wanted to do, and took a quick step back, almost roaring angrily, "Don't erase my memory again!"
How dare she! How dare you make him forget over and over again!
He did it! It was a mistake! So what! He will never escape by forgetting this method!
Bai Zihua panted heavily, only to feel severe pain all over his body, especially his left arm. The piercing feeling almost made him dizzy. He grabbed his wrist vigorously, cold sweat dripping down in big drops.
Sensing that he was convulsed by pain, Hua Qiangu stepped forward in a panic, but was pushed away by him.
"Go, drive..." I almost spit it out through gritted teeth, I have never felt such pain before, and even my heart was twitching. Hua Qiangu was frightened again by the look on his face, and grabbed his hand desperately.
"I tell you to go!"
With a sound of silk tearing, accompanied by Bai Zihua's angry scolding, Hua Qiangu was stunned, gasped, and looked at his arm in disbelief.
what is that
Everything was quiet, only the sound of the two people's rapid panting could be heard. Hua Qiangu took another step forward in a daze.
Bai Zihua covered his exposed arm with the other sleeve, but with a bit of bewilderment and despair: "Don't look..."
do not look…
…
Hua Qiangu took two steps back, took a deep breath, and slowly closed her eyes.
how come? how come
Like a thunderbolt from the blue, my mind kept buzzing. She was not mistaken, it was indeed the trace left by the unfeeling pool water. But how could he have such a big scarlet scar? How could there be? When is it again
"Why..." She raised her hand and touched her lips, all this happened so fast and suddenly, how could she believe it? But seeing that scar, she finally understood everything. Recalling that night, he was unconscious, he kissed her, and kept calling her name.
turn out to be…
He has always loved her.
Under her gaze, Bai Zihua had nothing to hide, which was an indescribable embarrassment and shame.
The scar on the arm is indeed the scar left by the unfeeling pool water. He didn't know what was going on at the beginning, he didn't feel anything when his brother splashed it on him, but later he found a faint red mark, and he didn't understand until the scar got deeper and deeper day by day come over…
There was also a momentary shock, but he was too confident in himself. It wasn't until just now that he was emotionally moved, and the scar finally brought him several times the pain that had been delayed for many years, making him completely defeated in front of her.
Bai Zihua's long hair drooped, his whole body trembling, enduring a setback he had never experienced in his life.
Yes, he loves her, since a long time ago I don't know when, but his heart doesn't know, his reason doesn't know, his feeling doesn't know, only his body didn't lie, leaving a little proof.
However, he is a dull person and a heartless person. So what if you love? Not to mention falling in love with someone you shouldn't fall in love with.
Hua Qiangu seemed to be about to cry, her eyes were filled with excitement and joy, but more pain and anger, why did this happen? He actually loves her, and he can be so cruel and ruthless even after falling in love with her
Staring at him with purple eyes, he stretched out his hand to touch the scar to relieve his pain, but all his actions only made Bai Zihua more ashamed and annoyed.
He kept saying that she was wrong.
But in fact, he was the one who made the most mistakes. How can you also fall in love with her
Staggering back two steps, he suddenly drew out the sword, and without hesitation cut it down on his left hand. The scar, including the skin and flesh, was actually cut off by him living close to the bone, exposing the white bones.
…
Time stops.
Hua Qiangu was stunned by what happened so suddenly, her blood splashed onto her skirt, it was bright red, like a peach blossom splashed with ink.
The gleam of joy that surged up just now, the heart that just felt beating again just now, was gouged out by him abruptly, and it was another heartbreak...
"How can you do this?"
Muttering to himself, he took two steps back, love for himself, does this make him feel ashamed and contemptuous? The only one that proves that he will abandon even if he hurts himself.
"How could you do this?" Two bloody tears fell down his face, his big and empty eyes stared blankly at him, something seemed to explode inside his body.
Bai Zihua clenched his teeth and his whole body was shaking with pain.
This scar is nothing and represents nothing! So what if he loves her, so what if he doesn't love her? They can't be together, never can be!
Feeling the surging murderous aura spreading from Hua Qiangu's body, he just looked at her coldly. The most secret thing in his heart was revealed like this, and he was desperate and angry. He always hurt her with a sword, the only time he hurt himself, the novel was compiled and published on. ㄧ 6k. But cn hurt her heart more than any sword in the past. Such a crazy and willful move is just to make her sober and make himself sober.
Hua Qiangu clenched his hands into fists, gritted his teeth and took two steps back. In this life, no matter when, even when Tang Bao died, she never felt that she hated him so much.
If he really never loved her, that's all. How could she throw her heart on the ground and trample on it when she finally knew that he loved her? She never blamed him for everything he did before, but now only resentment remained. Without even the slightest bit of rationality, the hatred and anger on his face turned into a cold and evil charm that was extremely monstrous, ferocious and terrifying.
Bai Zihua, you will regret it!
With a roar of shocking power, as if wanting to vent all the pain and resentment, Hua Qiangu disappeared in the sky like a silver thread in the blink of an eye.
Bai Zihua slumped to the ground, still hugging his left arm tremblingly, the blood was still gurgling, like Hua Qiangu's tears shed for the second time.
(Quanben Novel Network)