For so many years, she has always firmly remembered her father's words: people are empty because they have fallen, and people are unhappy because they are not satisfied.
She has been with Bai Zihua for almost six years. From the moment she stepped into Changliu Fairy Mountain, she was like stepping into the most beautiful crystal palace in the world. The black dreams, ghosts and monsters that have been haunting her for so many years, All were turned away. Since then, there has been no trouble or sorrow in her life.
A friend is her rain and dew, and a master is her sun.
She worked hard because he expected, and she smiled because he watched.
The master is all the focus and direction of her life.
Such a day is so pure and beautiful that when I wake up at night, I often think that I am in a dream.
When a person's happiness reaches the extreme, it is accompanied by the fear of losing.
And her fear is nothing more than when she realizes her inexplicable affection for her master.
Everything was just ignorant, her sensitivity and intelligence made her immediately realize the terrible consequences of this incident, and she was immediately killed in her infancy before that green and immature feeling took shape. And subconsciously, she stopped her own growth, she just wanted to be an obedient child who didn't understand anything at the master's knee forever.
But she still didn't expect that she would get along with her day and night, and secretly, she had long been deeply in love.
But she still didn't want to think about anything and worked hard to maintain the status quo, deeply sealing and burying that admiration. Maybe you don't want to ask, this is a lifetime. She Hua Qiangu will never know what love is, and she will never allow herself to know who the person she loves in her heart is!
But all of this, the most private corner in her heart, was on Taibai Mountain, so ruthlessly exposed by Zixun Qianxia, the world she worked so hard to forge and maintain began to collapse little by little.
In the next nearly a year, she traveled around with her master Haibei Tiannan, which can be said to be the happiest time in her life. But the huge hidden worry in her heart has always filled her with fear.
In order to protect her from the poisonous body, the master could only survive by sucking her blood, and even stimulated the emotions accumulated in her for so many years, making it more and more difficult for her not to admit it or face it.
How could she not understand Bai Zihua after so many years of being with him? If he really let him know his dirty thoughts, the consequences would be unpredictable.
But Ni Mantian, with the evidence in hand, accused her of the most embarrassing things in broad daylight.
Hua Qiangu seemed to have heard the collapse of the crystal palace where she lived so happily for so many years, and pieces of it turned into bubbles of glass. The care of her master and the smiling faces of her friends disappeared one by one. From now on, what kind of storm will her life face.
Hua Qiangu smiled bitterly, and suddenly remembered a sentence she said when she was with Dongfang Yuqing, seeing that she refused to grow up, as if she could break everything—
No one can be a child forever.
Hua Qiangu sighed softly, and closed her eyes in despair.
She knew that she was wrong and shouldn't have loved, but how could she control this momentary heartbeat
She was just desperately trying to hide and save it. If it is really possible, how wonderful it would be to be a child who never grows up.
She doesn't want anything, just begging, don't change anything.
Hua Qiangu looked at Ni Mantian, and gradually calmed down, no longer flustered.
In addition to the shock and fear in my heart, there is also a sense of relief. After all, that feeling is getting heavier and heavier. She buried it in her heart and carried it alone. It is really tiring. One day, she will not be able to hold on...
"What do you want?" Hua Qiangu's face was pale, his body was as thin as a leaf fluttering in the wind.
Ni Mantian raised her head and laughed loudly, she didn't expect Hua Qiangu to give in so easily. But when she saw that she was holding the handle in his hands and still forced herself to be calm, she became angry.
"Yo, I said little uncle, you are very dishonest, am I Ni Mantian the kind of blackmailer? It's just that I can't understand you being so arrogant and pushy in front of me! Speaking of which, if the World Honored One knows this You will definitely be furious and kick you out of the school, right? But if your lord knows that the disciple he loves and loves has such thoughts for him, what kind of expression should he have?"
Hua Qiangu's heart ached, he was so suffocated that he couldn't speak, and the sweat began to drip down his forehead.
"What exactly do you want?"
Ni Mantian looked at her bitterly, her beautiful face was extremely ferocious: "This is what you owe me, Hua Qiangu! I want you to kneel on the ground and beg me!"
Hua Qiangu clenched her fists tightly and knelt down straight facing Ni Mantian.
"I beg you."
Ni Mantian was stunned, frowning and looking down at her. Then there was a loud, crisp laugh, sharp and terrifying.
"What do you want me to ask?"
Hua Qiangu's lips trembled slightly: "Please don't tell my master..."
Ni Mantian walked around behind her, and kicked her on the straight back: "Don't you have a special backbone? Who would have thought that there would be a day to ask me?"
Hua Qiangu's eyes were fixed, and he remained motionless.
Ni Mantian hated her expression to death, she was so tenacious and proud even when she was already kneeling in front of her.
"Hua Qiangu!" He took two steps forward and grabbed her hair, "You fought so desperately with me back then, and wanted to be His Majesty's apprentice because you fell in love with him, right?!"
If not for her! If she hadn't been arguing with her, she would be the head disciple today! Then she and Luo Shiyi are brothers and sisters of the same generation, and it is only natural that they are together, and everyone blesses them. But it was because of her meddling that he and Luo Shiyi became mentors and apprentices.
At the beginning, she was young and in love, she didn't understand anything, she only thought that if she liked him, it would be great if she could be with him day and night, but she never thought that this master-student relationship would become her biggest obstacle now. Only then did I know that I made a big mistake at the beginning! But it has been irreparable. Every time she watched Luo Shiyi, Deadwood Qingliu, Shuofeng, Qingshui and the others having a good time with each other, she was so jealous that she was about to go crazy. Especially that worm, why is it so good for it!
"If, if you and that worm never appeared..." Ni Mantian grabbed Hua Qiangu's neck with one hand.
Hua Qiangu looked at her sympathetically, Ni Mantian let go of her hand and took two steps back, looking up to the sky and laughing loudly.
Who is more pitiful than whom? She used to think that she was pitiful, but she didn't expect Hua Qiangu to be more pitiful than her. Although they are both masters and apprentices, Zun Shang and Luo Shiyi are completely different. She is definitely a million times more desperate than herself.
"If you want me to return this silk cloth to you, it will be the Immortal Sword Competition soon, and I want you to lose to me obediently this time."
"I promise you." Hua Qiangu's voice was cold, still knelt and motionless.
Ni Mantian nodded in satisfaction, and approached her with a charming smile: "Remember, from now on, you are no longer a little uncle, but a dog of mine!"
Hua Qiangu was furious, he slashed at him with his palm, Ni Mantian smiled like a flower and did not hide. At the last moment, Palm Wind stopped abruptly in mid-air.
Ni Mantian waved the silk cloth in his hand, looked up to the sky and laughed, turned and left.
Hua Qiangu was so angry that he trembled all over, and hit the grass with his palms, the whole ground shook.
Perhaps, everything is God's will...
Hua Qiangu buried her face in her legs in despair, and sat in a ball in the corner. The room was dark, and there were no lights. At this time, how much she wanted to have Tang Bao by her side.
He patted his face and tried to tell himself to be stronger, the master was poisoned and he needed to take care of himself.
Get up from the ground and run to the master's room.
"Master." She called softly, and opened the door without waiting for a response. Bai Zihua's poisonous injury became worse and worse, his concentration and self-control became worse and worse, and he gradually refused to refuse his own blood.
Seeing Bai Zihua sitting quietly on the couch, with no blood on his face, like a perfect ice sculpture.
Hua Qiangu leaned over and skillfully stretched out her arms. Bai Zihua didn't open his eyes, the tip of his nose brushed against her wrist, and he bit his teeth lightly, his white, transparent, paper-thin skin suddenly burst, and the blood flowed out slowly like a rose in full bloom, overflowing with fragrance. Although Hua Qiangu couldn't smell anything but blood, Bai Zihua's heart was like a ferocious beast in a cage, greedy only wanting more.
Still only took a few breaths, and immediately pushed her away, fearing that she would lose too much blood because of himself.
"Master? Are you better?" Hua Qiangu wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, feeling very uncomfortable. The master, who has always been extraordinary, turned into this for himself.
"It's much better..." Bai Zihua patted her head, and found that she was much paler and haggard these days.
"How is the preparation for the Immortal Sword Conference? Don't be lazy if the master is not around to urge you."
Hua Qiangu's heart tightened suddenly, and he lowered his head unnaturally.
"The disciple has always obediently listened to the master's words and worked hard to practice the sword. Master, you are so poisoned, do you still want to attend the meeting? You will definitely be noticed by the uncle, uncle, and the others. Otherwise, don't lie to them? Let's think together Think of ways to!"
Bai Zihua shook his head: "The sect leader must attend. If the news of my poisoning spreads, the fairy world will be in chaos. There is no cure for this poison. Your uncle and the others know that it is useless to worry about it."
"But Lan Yulanfeng will also tell Chunqiu Bubai about it."
"No, the Immortal Pavilion's people have done something wrong, she can't tell, otherwise it would be so easy to let her go."
Hua Qiangu nodded half-understood: "Master, I will heal your wounds." As he spoke, he wanted to inject his true energy.
Bai Zihua stopped her: "Reserve your internal strength and go to the Fairy Sword Conference. It's so late, go back to your room and have a good rest."
Only then did Hua Qiangu retreat.
The day of the Immortal Sword Conference is coming soon, Hua Qiangu has been waiting at Bai Zihua's door early in the morning.
"Little bone, come in."
"Yes, master." Hua Qiangu went in, with two dark circles under her eyes, because she didn't sleep well all night.
Seeing that Bai Zihua's long hair was still loose, he walked behind him and picked up the comb.
"Master, let me come!"
Bai Zihua nodded.
Hua Qiangu took his long hair with her tiny hands, it was as smooth as before, and she didn't need to comb it at all, but in a short while she tied it into a simple and beautiful bun.
Bai Zihua looked into the mirror, and suddenly remembered how clumsy she was when she tied her hair for the first time, and couldn't help feeling warm in her heart.
"let's go!"
"Master!" Hua Qiangu walked up to him and raised his arms.
"You don't need Xiaogu, it's still too early to get poisoned."
"I'm afraid that the master will not be able to hold on, and the uncle and the others will see it."
Bai Zihua looked down and saw his own tooth marks all over her wrist, feeling a little distressed.
Hua Qiangu hastily withdrew his hand, and raised the other one: "Why don't you use another one?"
Bai Zihua gently took her left hand to his lips: "Your right hand needs to guard the sword later."
Like the kiss of a butterfly, the cold lips were pressed against it gently. Hua Qiangu's heart fluttered, she lowered her head and dared not look at him. Every time at this time, it is the most difficult moment for her. Just the fact of feeling the blood in her own body rushing into his made her heart beat wildly.
After a while, Bai Zihua let go of her, and gently stroked her wrist with his hand, erasing the scars left on her one by one.
Hua Qiangu felt a pang of sadness in his heart, if he knew what he was thinking, he would never be able to care and love defenselessly like a child.
She doesn't want to be hated by the master, so even if she dies, she can't let him know!
Everything went smoothly at the Fairy Sword Conference. Standing beside Bai Zihua on the tall stage, Hua Qiangu saw Ni Mantian triumphantly raising her head and smiling at herself, her heart felt as if millions of ants were biting her.
This year, the number of participants from each sect and faction was more than in previous years, the fighting was very exciting, Hua Qiangu had no intention of watching the battle at all.
Because those who become masters in the eleventh class do not need to participate in the competition. There is no suspense in the slightest, Hua Qiangu, Ni Mantian, Shuofeng and Yunyun are the final four in the apprentice group.
Hua Qiangu originally thought that if he could fight against Shuo Feng first, losing in his hands would be better than Ni Mantian.
It's a pity that Tian didn't fulfill his wishes, Shuofeng was fighting against Yunyun, and she was fighting against Nimantian.
To lose at the same time, but also to lose without showing any trace, this is a big problem for her who is already much stronger than Ni Mantian.
The scope of the last few games has been greatly expanded this time. It can go up the mountain and down to the sea, and fly into the sky.
Ni Mantian stopped in mid-air, holding two swords, the two faced each other, each with their own thoughts. Hua Qiangu's Duannian never came out of its sheath, but she didn't want to insult the saber given to her by her master in such a contest.
You come and go, fists and feet meet each other, although she is no longer the Hua Qiangu she was back then, she still cannot escape the fate of failure.
Shuo Feng, Luo Shiyi and the others quickly saw through what she seemed to be worried about. With her current mana, how could she still be in a stalemate with Ni Mantian for so long.
Hua Qiangu felt aggrieved and unwilling to reconcile, she glanced at Bai Zihua, knowing that he wanted to see the results of her long-term practice and honing, but she had to let him down.
The fight between the two became more and more intense, and the people flew higher and higher. Huge vines protruded from the Nimantian sword, firmly bound Hua Qiangu within it, and then enveloped the two of them layer by layer, forming a huge green ball, hiding everyone's sight.
"It's time to admit defeat, right?" Ni Mantian smiled coquettishly, having learned from the past that her blood destroyed the Bi Luo Sword, a sharp icicle stabbed out from the middle finger of her right hand. Hua Qiangu froze for a moment, and stopped dodging, allowing the ice to penetrate her abdomen. There was a burst of sadness in my heart, after all, it was still the same as last time!
Ni Mantian smiled heartily, how could she miss this opportunity, stretched out her hand, and slapped her several times, breaking her tendons in an instant.
Seeing that Hua Qiangu didn't even hum, he gritted his teeth and forced himself to bear it, he couldn't help but get angry.
"I really didn't expect that you have such deep affection for Your Majesty, I'm almost moved to death..." Ni Mantian spoke in secret language, and another icicle pierced it.
"A very obedient dog, no one has been able to make me so happy for a long time. What do you think I should tell you to do next? What should I do with that bug that haunts my master all day long? OK?"
Hua Qiangu's body trembled when she heard this, and she raised her head and glared at her.
Under her majestic eyes, Ni Mantian couldn't help feeling guilty, and the third icicle pierced her abdomen in desperation. But he was smashed to pieces instantly by Hua Qiangu.
Ni Mantian faintly felt a little fear in his heart: "Don't forget, I still hold your handle!"
Hua Qiangu just looked at her with those bottomless eyes and didn't speak.
She has never killed anyone.
It's so high here, there is a screen outside, people below can't see it, even if Ni Mantian is dead, she can still disguise her as her mistake in the fight. Even if she had to be punished, she would admit it, as long as she could get rid of this person. Otherwise, from now on, she will only be threatened and persecuted endlessly by her, and there will never be an end. She knows Ni Mantian too well...
A murderous intent suddenly appeared in Hua Qiangu's eyes, and he plucked out the heart and lungs of Ni Mantian's chest with one hand, intending to destroy her ruins along the way.
—Her most important secret, no one can know.
But at the moment when her hand was about to penetrate, a huge wave of light broke through the tendrils in the distance, hitting her chest heavily. Boss Hua Qiangu gushed out a mouth full of blood, and fell heavily from the sky to the ground, unable to get up for a long time.
Before she and the others realized what was going on, a white figure floated in front of her.
Hua Qiangu raised her head hastily: "Master..."
A heavy slap on the face, Hua Qiangu flew a few feet away, and spat out another mouthful of blood.
"Master..." She struggled to get up, knelt on the ground in fear, her body trembling, and she didn't dare to lift her head.
Thousands of people in the audience were dumbfounded, completely unaware of what happened just now, and what was even more bizarre was that they had never seen Bai Zihua lose his temper so much and hit his apprentice on the spot.
Nimantian's back was covered in cold sweat, and her legs were trembling slightly. She didn't quite know what happened, but she only knew that if the Venerable hadn't acted in time, she would have almost died in the hands of Hua Qiangu.
Bai Zihua looked at the disciple who was kneeling on the ground and trembling desperately, his lips were bloodless, his face was ashen, and his eyes were filled with irrepressible anger.
With a flick of his sleeves, he turned around and walked away against the wind, and went straight back to the Palace of Unrequited Love.
Hua Qiangu's entire face quickly became red and swollen, and the corners of his mouth were bloodshot. His eyes were blank and lifeless. Qingshui hurriedly ran over to hug her and shook her vigorously, but she didn't respond at all stupidly.
"Master..." As if waking up suddenly again, regardless of everyone's obstruction, he flew towards the Palace of Heartlessness.
Ni Mantian couldn't hide her joy as she watched her leaving figure, so that the leader must be her own, and she could make the Venerable like this, and Hua Qiangu would suffer, this kind of ending is not bad.
It's just... She wiped the cold sweat from her forehead, but her heart was still terrified. Hua Qiangu with that look just now is really terrifying.
"Master, I was wrong, Master, I was wrong, Master, I was wrong..."
Hua Qiangu knelt at the door of Bai Zihua, kowtowed frantically, admitted a mistake, and knocked hard on the cold ground, soon his forehead was bloody and bloody, plus the icicle pierced through his abdomen, all over the ground. She bleeds.
Bai Zihua was churning uncontrollably emotionally and internally in the room. He picked up the teacup and tried his best to suppress his trembling. Before the tea reached his mouth, the cup was smashed into pieces by his palm.
He is a good apprentice taught by Bai Zihua! In a small Fairy Sword Conference, in order to win, he can use any means to kill his own disciples, and his attacks are vicious and vicious.
I cultivated it for many years and devoted myself to teaching it, but what I taught turned out to be such a wicked thing!
It has been hundreds of years, and he has never been so angry. He can't tell whether it is disappointment or what. If he really can't change her character and fate, and let her cause harm to the common people in the future, he might as well kill her now.
She tried her best to pass on her truth, given time, once she died, who would be able to stop her
Thinking of this, his hands began to tremble slightly, and his palms were burning hot. How could he feel better when he slapped her so hard on the face just now
He had never been so out of control in a hundred years, and it seemed that the poison was getting worse and worse, and he almost lost his fairy body.
Hua Qiangu was still crying and begging outside like crazy, he sat on the couch motionless with his face frosty.
There was a strong wind outside, the clouds were dense, and after a while, bean-sized raindrops poured down. Hua Qiangu's voice was hoarse, and her thin body seemed to be falling down at any time under the torrential rain. But they were still kowtowing head by head, but the speed was getting slower and slower.
It rained all day and all night, so she knocked on the door all day and all night. Passed out in the rain a few times, woke up and continued knocking. I just hope the master can forgive her.
Blood flowed down the rainwater all over the courtyard, and the peach blossom trees that had been invincible for thousands of years all withered overnight.
Until Sheng Xiaomo went to the Palace of Unrequited Love to look for Bai Zihua, saw Hua Qiangu who was unconscious in the rain and quickly rescued her into the house, the door never opened again.
(Quanben Novel Network)