The Journey of Flower

Chapter 93: 94. What is love

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Before reaching Maoshan, I heard the bells in Wanfu Palace ringing loudly from afar. The disciples were all armed with troops, looking as if they were facing a big enemy, and the atmosphere was very chilling and tense.

It's not too late, is it? Hua Qiangu heaved a long sigh of relief when he saw Yunyin standing in the middle of the square against the wind.

A woman in red knelt on the ground and cried bitterly, she should be Qing Lian. Beside her, the frowning and silent person should be Qing Huai. The surrounding ground was full of potholes, and the vegetation and rocks were all destroyed, as if a strong wind had swept through it. It seemed that there had been a fierce battle just now.

Afraid of scaring the other disciples, Hua Qiangu put on the white veiled bamboo hat given to her by Dongfang Yuqing, and then descended from the clouds, landing straight into the center of the formation without being hindered at all.

Yun Yin stared straight at her, his eyes widened with excitement, his lips trembled, and he almost couldn't stand still.

"Palm...?"

Hua Qiangu took two steps forward to hold his hand, squeezed it lightly, then shook her head.

Yun Yin nodded in a daze, a little slow, and looked at her who was wearing a veil, and then at Dongfang Yuqing, her heart was agitated.

-She has come back? ! She finally came back? ! Dongfang Yuqing finally brought her back? !

Holding Hua Qiangu's hand tightly, tears blurred his eyes for a moment.

"The two of them?" Dongfang Yuqing pointed to the field, weeping bitterly from time to time, and laughing up to the sky, Qing Lian who looked crazy and silly.

"It's my two uncles. I haven't seen them since I started, but Master once mentioned to me that they made a big mistake fifty years ago and were deported to the wilderness. Now they came back to avenge Master. When I said that Master had passed away, they didn't believe it. They said that Master was immortal and couldn't die, and made a scene of madness. They must have said that Master was afraid and they hid. They didn't believe that Master would not come out when they said that the entire Maoshan Mountain would be wiped out. "

"There are no disciple casualties, right?"

"No, the two of them are too powerful, and they are elders after all. I didn't want to cause unnecessary casualties, so I just used formations to siege, and there was no direct confrontation. However, Master Qing Lian searched the entire Maoshan and even the Six Realms without finding Master. A little bit of breath and half of whereabouts. Only then did I believe that the master had really passed away, so I suddenly went crazy in the field."

He watched from the sidelines, but didn't know what to do for a while. But knowing that since they came out from the wilderness, they must be inseparable from Dongfang Yuqing, maybe Hua Qiangu has already come out. I couldn't help but burst into ecstasy, I didn't expect to see Dongfang Yuqing bringing her here not long after. However, why she covered her face and kept silent, was it because she was afraid that other disciples would know and leak the news that she came out of the wilderness.

Hua Qiangu looked at Qing Lian in the field through the white gauze, his eyes couldn't help revealing a trace of pity. He took two steps forward, only to find that Yun Yin was still holding her hand tightly.

Looking back at him, Yun Yin slowly let go, as if her hands were empty, and she could no longer be found, and goodbye was just a dream.

"Both of them are very powerful... Be careful..."

Hua Qiangu nodded, and walked in front of Qing Lian and Qing Huai, a huge light overflowed, enveloping the three of them, the outside seemed to be blurred through the water curtain.

"Shen Zun." Qing Huai saw her speak lightly. He described him as thin, with a decadent complexion, and he still maintained his youthful appearance, but he didn't feel the slightest bit of immortality on his body, and he looked like an ordinary person who couldn't be more normal.

Hua Qiangu was startled: "You are?"

Turning his head to look at Qing Lian, sitting in the pile of rocks with disheveled hair, like a rapidly decaying and withered flower, he kept muttering to himself: "Why do you have to die, why do you have to die? You should die in my hands! How could you die!"

He frowned slightly: "So it's you."

Although she was blind at that time, she could recognize the voice. The two of them were two of the group that captured him when he was in the wilderness, the woman who wanted to eat her own heart and lungs, and the man with the palace stone.

Later, I found out that she was a demon god. Although the two of them went out of the wilderness together, they must have carefully avoided themselves, so they never saw each other.

Although there was no enmity with them, but recalling my heartache and humiliation at that time, I still couldn't help but feel desolate in my heart. Thinking of being seen naked by the man in front of him, he turned away slightly embarrassed.

"How can you act without authorization and expose your whereabouts?"

Qing Huai just remained motionless, staring at the crazy woman with confused and desperate eyes.

"God forgives the sin, some personal grievances have not been resolved, and I can't wait any longer, so I didn't ask for instructions." After finally getting out of the wilderness, he was always grateful to Hua Qiangu, thinking about all the things he did to survive at that time. Inhuman behavior, and slightly guilty.

"Go back, Daoist Qingxu is gone, there is no need to take revenge."

Suddenly the red figure rushed up and held her tightly: "How did he die! How did he die! How could he die! That bad guy! Who will kill him! Who can kill him! Little How could a Spring and Autumn Unbeaten kill him! You lied to me! You all lied to me!"

"Qing Lian..." Qing Huai wanted to push her away distressedly, but was pushed away by her unceremonious palm.

Hua Qiangu looked straight into her eyes, and slowly explained: "He was indeed killed by Chunqiu Bubai and his disciple Yunyi. In order to snatch the Tianlian, the entire family of Maoshan was slaughtered. I happened to go to Maoshan to study as a teacher. Xueyi, the corpses all over the ground and the Taoist priests are gone. I saw it with my own eyes. Yunyin didn’t lie to you. If you still have a little bit in your heart that you are a disciple of Maoshan, don’t make trouble here anymore, follow me back Bar."

Qing Lian stared at her with bloodshot eyes: "Did you see him for the last time? What did he say? Did he mention me?"

Hua Qiangu frowned, and slowly shook her head.

Qing Lian grabbed her and shook her hard, her long nails dug deep into her flesh: "I don't believe it! I don't believe it! How could he not mention me! He loves me so much! Loves me so much! You lied to me! You all lied to me !"

Hua Qiangu watched her close her eyes in despair, tears rolled down her face, as if she had aged instantly, her black hair slowly turned gray, lightened, and white. A gust of wind blows, and everything falls with the wind. For a moment, the sky was filled with her silvery white hair dancing and intertwining.

"Qing Lian!" Qing Huai staggered back two steps, and was surprised to see that her hair had fallen out almost instantly, and wrinkles spread on her face little by little.

Qing Lian sat paralyzed on the ground, like a doll who had lost her soul, her eyes were dull, and she kept muttering to herself, as if she was talking to someone.

"I am weak and always get sick. I can only lie in bed every day and watch everyone practice swords through the window. You and the second senior brother come to see me every day to play with me, and bring me all kinds of delicious things. The second senior brother only You will look at me silly and smile, and be obedient to me. And you know a lot of things, tell me stories, and explain the truth to me. You teach me how to turn the flower rope and untie the nine chains. You are so pity You need to go out for more walks to get better, so you climbed all the Maofengs behind my back and played. When you know how to control the sword, I pester you and ask you to take me to fly, but you say that the wind is strong, be careful Put me in the clouds. When I lose my temper, I smash things, scold you and beat you, but you always make me happy with a smile and never get angry. I hate everything that can reflect the figure, but you hold Tongjing told me, how beautiful and good-looking I am, I have to learn to face myself, love myself and cherish myself. You find medicine for me everywhere, wash and tie my hair gently, and encourage me to have Confidence, no matter what I am, you will always love me. You are so good to me! You spoiled me, you spoiled me!

When I went down the mountain to hunt ghosts and demons, I was ridiculed by the pair of dogs and men in Wangwushan for my appearance. I asked you to help me avenge me, but you refused, and you stopped the second brother from killing them. I cried and said that you don't love me anymore, but you said that you can go through life and death for me, but you can't hurt other people's lives because of me. I said that if one day I and the world asked you to choose the same, either I would die or someone else would die, wouldn't you want to hurt others for me? You said that you will still choose the people of the world, but you will die with me.

I was moved and relieved, loving you even more obsessively. But I don't understand, I always only remember the sentence that you will die with me. But I forgot that you chose the people of the world. I am more important than yourself in your heart, but you put yourself after the people of the world, after Maoshan. I still foolishly believe that your love for me, like the love of the second senior brother for me, can override everything, including dignity, including justice, including a person's principles, including the life and death of other people in the world. It wasn't until later that I realized that I was wrong, so wrong... You said that I did all kinds of unrighteous things in the name of love. But I just want to love you, to love you with a more beautiful appearance, and I only hope that you can love me more...

You drove me to the wilderness, but your eyes clearly told me that you are more uncomfortable than me, but why are you willing? Why are you willing? Fifty years! I never give up hope for a day! I know you love me! You just punish me, just like you refused to give me candy when I did something wrong when I was a child. When my sins are atoned one day, you can't stand what I think, you will definitely come to Manhuang to pick me up! "

Qing Lian looked up to the sky, crying like a scream.

"I've been waiting for you for fifty years! Why didn't you come to pick me up! Why didn't you forgive me! Have you forgotten me? I know I was wrong. When I left, I kept saying that I hated you. That was all a lie! I knew I was wrong! I finally came out to find you, how could you leave me and die first? Didn't you say that you would die with me... "

"Qing Lian!"

Qing Huai quickly stepped forward to hold her in his arms, but saw that her tears were still flowing, and she used her internal force to cut off her pulse.

"I... just a little girl who doesn't understand anything. I just want to be loved by you with a beautiful posture. You don't understand my love, why you are so selfish and selfish, and I don't understand your so-called tolerance. Pity the so-called great love. However, I have never changed in so many years. Whether you still love me or not, remember or not, will you wait for me on Huangquan Road. Although it is a bit late, but, I want you to know, I can also live and die for you... "

Qing Lian slowly closed her eyes, her hands slipping down feebly. Qing Huai hugged her tightly, her body trembling violently from the pain.

Hua Qiangu felt dizzy, every word of Qing Lian seemed to punch a huge hole in her heart. Wei Wei takes a step forward, stands behind Qing Huai, and is on guard.

Qing Huai smiled wryly: "Don't worry, I won't go with her. The three of us grew up together. I am stupid, can't speak, have no understanding, and no talent. I like my junior sister and envy my senior brother. I don't expect One day she will put me in her heart, as long as the two of them are good, no matter what they ask me to do, I will go through fire and water. But my junior sister always thinks that I am burdensome and troublesome, disturbing their love and being alone. This time , I will never follow them to hinder the two of them again. They can die for each other, and I can also live alone for them with thoughts. Even in this life, I have never been important in the hearts of both of them. Pass… "

Hua Qiangu bit her lower lip tightly, feeling her heart ached like it was going to explode.

"Forgive me, God. I won't go back with you. I want to stay in Maoshan and face the wall of the Jingsi Cave on Ermao Peak for the rest of my life. I have redeemed the murders I committed these years."

Hua Qiangu nodded, Qing Huai hugged Qing Lian and got up, and disappeared like a gust of wind.

This is the result of love. In the end, the one who dies dies, the one who walks away, the one who disperses, and the one who leaves.

Hua Qiangu staggered to Dongfang Yuqing and Yun Yin.

—Who do you choose between the people of the world and me

—I choose the people of the world, but I will die with you.

Daoist Qingxu, perhaps the only person in the world who truly understands what love is? Let everything go with the flow, let time go by, grow old, even if you are betrayed and killed, you will die calmly and transparently, without any resentment. It's a pity that the man has gone. In these years, no one can know whether he has missed him, whether he has thought about bringing Qing Lian back...

And she has always just wanted to be like Qing Huai, quietly loving and protecting that person.

The bottom of her heart seemed to be ripped open naked, and her feet were vain, as if she was stepping on clouds. He hurriedly covered his mouth, a mouthful of blood still spewed out just like that, splashed on the white gauze, and flowed down between his fingers, shocking.

Dongfang Yuqing and Yun Yin stepped forward at the same time to catch her kneeling on the ground in time, helped her up, and walked quickly towards the apse.

The blood that had been smoldering for too long gushed out one after another, Hua Qiangu's body trembled non-stop, coughing and covering his mouth desperately.

Dongfang Yuqing asked her to sit down at the table, quickly touched a few acupuncture points on her back, and said sharply: "Don't hold it in, spit it out, the depression is too deep, entangled, it's too sad."

Seeing her face with the veil removed, Yun Yin felt dizzy for a while, stepped back two steps, and gasped for breath with difficulty while leaning on the wall.

Hua Qiangu still tried to maintain a smile on his face: "I'm fine, don't... don't worry." He quickly comforted Yun Yin, "Don't be afraid, it's just a scar..."

"Bones!" Dongfang Yuqing suddenly raised his hand and slapped her across the face.

All three of them were stunned, and the room was eerily quiet for a while.

Hua Qiangu stared at Dongfang Yuqing with wide eyes, covered her face, and slowly lowered her head.

Yun Yin looked at Dongfang Yuqing in disbelief, only to see Dongfang Yuqing sighing and stepping forward to gently embrace Hua Qiangu into her arms.

Hua Qiangu finally couldn't help crying loudly, a huge drought thunder suddenly sounded in the sky, and the surrounding houses seemed to shake.

"It's okay, it's fine, just cry." Dongfang Yuqing patted her shoulder lightly, letting out a sigh of relief.

Hua Qiangu was buried tightly in his arms, her body trembling violently, enduring the accumulated grief, pain and grievances for a whole year, and finally she couldn't break down completely.

"Did he not want me? Did he not want me?"

As if a spell was finally lifted, the strength and fearlessness that had been forced to pretend to be finally burst out at this moment. And everything, just because of him, has to accept new disciples. The last trace of connection was finally ruthlessly cut off like this (this book is reprinted from the complete novel website literature website), and from then on, he has nothing to do with her.

No matter how much suffering, she could bear it, but such a simple piece of news almost cut off all her thoughts of survival. She almost didn't know why she had to persevere and live so hard.

Looking at the scars on her face caused by the unfeeling pool water, Yun Yin couldn't help but shed tears. It's him who is incompetent, and Maoshan who is incompetent, so time and time again, even his own master can't protect or save him! !

Dongfang Yuqing patted her shoulder lightly: "Bone, forget about him!"

"I can't forget, I can't forget..."

Can't forget? Still can't forget? She looked at herself ridiculously, she loved him so much that she didn't want to let go even if it hurt so badly, and she didn't want to forget him and the past they had in common

No complaints and no regrets, no complaints and no regrets, she still can't be as free as Qing Huai. She doesn't need him to love her, but she wants to be by his side and be his apprentice.

Just this one word "think", it is doomed that her love will be painful, once the word "think" is broken, there will be only a deep pain left.

After all, she is neither a fairy nor a saint, she is just a child, she doesn't know where she is wrong, and she doesn't know how to make up for it. As long as Master can forgive her, she is willing to do anything. Her love is actually as selfish and small as Qing Lian. She didn't have no regrets, and she couldn't be indifferent to his choice of re-acceptance. If it is said how much happiness he brought her as his disciple when he accepted her as his disciple, how much heartbreak he has now. She is selfish after all, she can't selfishly expect him to love her, but selfishly hopes that he will always only have her as his apprentice. The grievance and unwillingness for so long finally poured out like a flood.

There were still no tears, but she was crying and venting with all her strength. The depression that had been suppressed for so long slowly dissipated, and she felt that her heart, which had been restrained and tensed for too long, began to beat and breathe again.

Dongfang Yuqing saw that she was crying and fell asleep, so she carried her to the couch.

Yun Yin gritted her teeth and asked, "What happened to her face and throat? Is it Bai Zihua who punished her?"

"Probably not. Bai Zihua already knew about it, so there's no need to splash her with unfeeling pool water. If he can even do that, he's simply inhuman."

"Who is that?"

"I asked Bones, but she refused to tell. But from the look on her face, she thought it was Bai Zihua, so she avoided talking about it all the time. I was afraid that she would be sad, so I didn't ask more, but I was not afraid that I would not find out. Let me know who ruined it. Her face and voice..." Dongfang Yuqing clenched her fists tightly, the fierce light in her eyes made Yun Yin feel cold.

"How did you find a way to enter the wilderness? Immortal Pavilion pays for everything, you..."

After the death penalty, Mao Shan ordered Chang Liu Shan to surrender, but Mo Yan used the excuse that he was rescued by Sha Qianmo to delay. However, Sha Qianmo was seriously injured and poisoned at that time, and he was nowhere to be found. When Sha Qianmo led the troops to the dignitaries of Changliu again, Bai Zihua came out and announced to the world that Hua Qiangu had been expelled to the wilderness.

From then on, the two realms of immortality and devil became more at odds with each other. Once Sha Qianmo changed from being careless, he began to work hard to reorganize the two worlds of demons and demons. The demon god has been born, and the world has been plagued by disasters and chaos, but now the power of demons and ghosts has increased greatly. It is completely enough to rival the fairy world. There are dozens of battles between immortals and demons. The fairy world is weak and almost only has the power of defense. I only look forward to getting rid of the demon god Nan Wuyue on the day of the five-star shining sun, so as to suppress all kinds of evil spirits such as violence, ambition, despair, fighting, and death in the world. Otherwise, the Six Realms will eventually fall into the hands of demons.

Regardless of his own injuries, Sha Qianmo led his troops to attack Changliu Mountain five times. And sure enough, as I said before, for a year, one of the long-term disciples was skinned and killed every day, and then dumped at sea. Up to now, more than 300 people have been brutally killed, just to force Bai Zihua to take Hua Qiangu from the wilderness. recall.

There are eight thousand long-term disciples, some died, some fled, after several wars, but now they have declined to only more than 3,000 people. Back then, the most prosperous and prosperous sect in the Immortal World never imagined that a small Hua Qiangu would almost destroy a thousand-year foundation.

Under such circumstances, Bai Zihua was re-appointed as the head of Changliu, but neither he nor Sha Qianmo would call Hua Qiangu back, nor would the other stop. The slaughter continued, no matter how powerful Mo Yan was, he couldn't protect every disciple. The entire Changliu Mountain was shrouded in the shadow of Sha Qianmo, and he was in a state of panic all day long.

Regardless of his injuries, Sha Qianmo forcibly practiced and cast spells against the sky again and again. He was brutal and violent, and his demonic nature became stronger day by day. He didn't listen to anyone, it was like a different person. Dongfang Yuqing originally wanted to tell him about the rescue of Hua Qiangu and tell him not to kill any more, but he thought of his temper. Once he sees Hua Qiangu's face, he knows the suffering she endured in the wild. I'm afraid it's not just killing one person a day, it may really kill Changliu's whole family.

Ever since Bai Zihua received so many ecstasy nails on behalf of Hua Qiangu, his vitality was severely injured, and his immortal power was not much left. Even Luo Shiyi and Yun Yin couldn't beat him. Changliu Mountain only relied on Mo Yan and Sheng Xiaomo struggling. At this time, he suddenly said that he accepted the great-great-granddaughter of the Jade Emperor as his apprentice, which may also be forced by the situation of internal and external troubles.

Bai Zihua never imagined that Changliu would be destroyed in his hands because of Hua Qiangu...

Dongfang Yuqing sighed softly, comforting Yun Yin. Let him instruct everyone not to spread the news that Qinghuai Qinglian came to make trouble today. Although it was done in secret at the beginning, not many people knew that the two of them were expelled to the wilderness. But if Bai Zihua finds out, he will definitely not be able to hide it. It will be even more difficult to save Xiaoyue at that time. He had limited time, so he had to help Gu Gu finish the matter quickly and settle everything before he could leave with peace of mind.

In the evening, Dongfang Yuqing took some food to Huaqiangu's room, but found that he had already woken up and disappeared. He couldn't help but shook his head and smiled wryly, now that he has become so powerful with the power of the demon god, even he can't look down on her anymore.

A letter was left on the table: I will go to Changliu to see Tangbao and Xiaoyue. Don't worry, I won't be found out. I'll be back soon.

How could he be worried? With her current strength, let alone sneaking into Changliu unknowingly, as long as she is calm and calm, she should be able to escape even if she meets Mo Yan head-on. But with Bai Zihua around, how could she be calm

Thinking of this, my heart was in a mess again, I closed my eyes and meditated, and tapped my fingers on the table lightly. She said she was going to see Tang Bao and Xiaoyue, but what she really wanted to see was Bai Zihua...

That's all, if she doesn't give up completely, how can she really let go if she doesn't see it with her own eyes.

(Quanben Novel Network)