An unlucky ghost named Li Xiaohei...
When saying this, Qin Weibai said it with a smile, but her eyes were extremely complicated.
Li Tianlan's eyes were also complicated.
In fact, in many cases, the real and the illusory are not important at all, what is important is the high-level emotions that can be called feelings produced by the combination of a series of experiences, memories, and relationships.
Everything in the dream is fake?
Everyone knows this and can say it easily.
But when this sentence is said, it often means that the so-called false dream, what is in it, the person concerned has not remembered clearly.
But Li Tianlan was different.
It seemed like a dream, and the real world didn't even last more than twenty-four hours.
But in this dream, Li Tianlan became Li Xiaohei.
He was reborn again and again, every time he met Bai Xiaobai, and every time he was with Bai Xiaobai.
They get married in their dreams, have children in their dreams, and have their own lives in their dreams, difficult, happy, happy or painful.
Li Tianlan remembered it all.
Remember clearly.
He still remembered the way Bai Xiaobai said he would give himself a candy in that small noodle shop.
I still remember seeing Bai Xiaobai after I was reborn for the first time, and the pain of falling to the ground in excitement.
I remember the smell and body temperature of Bai Xiaobai when I hugged her.
I remember that she was suffering after being sick and hospitalized, and her body was getting thinner day by day, but she still held on to her reluctantly smiling face.
I remember that they were all orphans and hugged each other for warmth in society.
I remember that she voluntarily gave up her bright future and wanted to be with him
Together.
I remember that the two lived from dawn to dusk, sold breakfast and sold supper at night, held hands and slept together when it was hot, and hugged each other in the same quilt to keep warm when it was cold.
I still remember the child who died after they were born, and I remember Li Hao.
all...
It was a dream, but not a dream.
Li Tianlan remembered all the details about this dream. For him, everything in the dream was not fundamentally different from his experience in reality.
He lived in that city year after year as an ordinary person, even an unlucky one. Bai Xiaobai, or Qin Weibai was his wife.
A wife, a mother, everything she can do within the scope of her ability, she has done the best.
It really couldn't have been better.
Time in reality cannot shorten the length of the dream at all.
That is a lifetime that repeats itself over and over again.
The most important thing is that the Bai Xiaobai in the dream is not the Bai Xiaobai that Li Tianlan dreamed of, nor is it an illusory character constructed by his own consciousness.
That Bai Xiaobai is really Qin Weibai.
They were dreaming the same dream, and their respective consciousnesses accompanied each other through everything.
Li Tianlan looked at Qin Weibai.
The bits and pieces belonging to Bai Xiaobai seemed to appear on Qin Weibai's body, clear and three-dimensional, with the power to penetrate reality and illusion, constantly surging.
Bai Xiaobai is Qin Weibai.
It's not the Qin Weibai in his consciousness, but Qin Weibai's consciousness in reality is in the same dream as him, and then becomes Bai Xiaobai, which is completely equivalent to Qin Weibai changing his name in the dream .
Li Tianlan is Li Xiaohei.
There is no way to deny this.
And when the virtual identities of Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai disappeared,
After the loss, Li Tianlan and Qin Weibai, who were still in the state of breaking up, faced each other and didn't know what to say.
Qin Weibai was better. When facing Li Tianlan, she took the initiative most of the time.
But Li Tianlan's awkwardness became more and more obvious.
He seemed to have a scale in his heart.
Qin Weibai's deceit in reality and Bai Xiaobai's meekness in dreams are placed at the two ends of the scale. They are reborn again and again, sinking with huge weight. It will disappear any moment.
Li Tianlan wanted to hold back.
But I really can't hold back.
The corner of his mouth moved, and he glanced at Qin Weibai again.
Qin Weibai looked at her, a little surprised, after all, this dream was a little unbelievable, and their experience was even more unbelievable.
"Li Xiaohei."
Qin Weibai suddenly called out.
"Um."
Li Tianlan responded instinctively, and in the next moment, he suddenly reacted and narrowed his eyes.
Qin Weibai jumped over directly, and put his arms around Li Tianlan's neck: "You really remember."
Her voice was a little excited and joyful: "Do you know where I went just now? I went to Youzhou. I saw you sleeping, but I couldn't wake you up. Then I left that small building and saw that The fat man was sitting in the yard holding a lot of mobile phones and playing games. There were a lot of Coke bottles around him. If they were all filled with Coke, it would probably be more than a ton.
Ah, I also saw Xiao Qiushui. When she saw me coming out of the small building, her expression was about to die of grievance.
It seems to be reality there, very strange, isn't it?
I'm dreaming, but my consciousness leaves the dream,
I saw you in reality.
From the spiritual realm, our consciousness seems to be merging, so you are not Tianlan in my dream, we appeared in each other's dream, isn't that so?
That's why I see you in reality, what Qiushui and the others see is me in your dreams, but it's also the real me, isn't it? "
Li Tianlan felt that he didn't understand, but he didn't bother to pursue the details for a while. The facts were all in front of him. He and Qin Weibai were in the same dream. Under such facts, there might be too many theories. It can be attributed to luck in theory, it makes sense, and it is meaningless to go deeper.
"This dream is a little strange."
Li Tianlan said in a low voice, "It seems like a part is missing, do you remember?"
"Um?"
Qin Weibai looked at him.
"For example, Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai, this kind of transformation, it seems that we had another dream, but how did we fall asleep?
If Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai were in the second layer of dreams, how did this dream end? "
Li Tianlan said with some doubts, he just felt dazed for a while, and then the story of Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai appeared so naturally, as an experiencer, he didn't think there was anything wrong with it at all, which is also In line with the characteristics of dreaming.
But the problem is that there are two layers of dreams, and he remembers most of the details clearly, and it is precisely because he remembers too clearly that the two blank parts in the dream appear particularly abrupt, with a strong sense of separation.
"We seem to be doing other things as well."
Li Dao: "But I don't have any impression."
"Do
what? "
Qin Weibai looked at him with a smile.
Li Tianlan reached out and pinched her delicate nose, and did not continue the topic: "You just appeared in Youzhou, and I appeared in Italos. What did you do there? You even brought the teacher there."
Qin Weibai didn't have any unexpected expression, and smiled lightly: "That old fox of the Holy Emperor is still very useful. The situation in the dark world is a little sensitive now. After you temporarily lose your strength, it will be difficult for Jiang Shangyu to be checked and balanced. I always We need to find some hole cards to protect our property and allies."
"The Holy Emperor is not worthy."
Li Tianlan said directly.
As the farthest transcendent realm in the spiritual realm, the Holy Emperor's self-protection ability can be said to be the strongest in the dark world, but he can only protect himself at most, and can't serve as a hole card. At this point, the realm Li Huacheng, who is not as good as him, is much more reliable than him, and now whether the Holy Emperor can protect himself in front of Jiang Shangyu is a question mark.
Even if he can protect himself, with his temperament, he has no reason to stand with the East Palace now.
"Is there any news about Jiang Shangyu now?"
Li Tianlan asked suddenly, he had locked himself in the small building for three days, and when he woke up from this dream, it would be four days, four days is enough for many things to happen.
"There is no news for now."
Qin Weibai shook his head.
Li Tianlan took a deep breath and remained silent.
Jiang Shangyu has no news so far. There are only two possibilities. The first is that he has got rid of the influence of changes in martial arts from the source, and then secretly sneaked into Central Continent or Europe, looking for a chance to kill with one blow.
But this possibility is not great.
most likely,
That is, he still hasn't escaped the influence of changes in martial arts.
This is definitely not a good thing.
It seemed that Jiang Shangyu had been slowed down, but the longer he was immersed in that change, the more terrifying he would be when he came out.
At this stage, Jiang Shangyu, who can be said to be invincible in the world, can be said to be getting stronger every minute and every second. His strength is almost seriously beyond the standard.
Li Tianlan is not worried about Qin Weibai. Even if Jiang Shangyu's strength is doubled and raised to a few levels, he can't break Qin Weibai's passive defense. There is no room for resistance.
It still takes time.
His brows slowly wrinkled, suppressing the anxiety that surged in his heart.
"I still need time."
Li Tianlan said slowly: "It shouldn't be long. When necessary, in the face of the rain on the river, you can give in. Preserving your strength is the most important thing."
"You never like to back off."
Qin Weibai looked at Li Tianlan and said softly.
"I don't have further strength now, and that person's preferences are not important."
Li Tianlan said lightly: "And now we don't have no room to back off. You handle this matter. If you back off now, I will get it back soon."
"Have you found your way?"
Qin Weibai's eyes sparkled.
Li Tianlan hesitated for a while, shook his head, and nodded again: "If you have any thoughts, what's going on, I won't know until I wake up. The truth seems to have changed, but no matter what, it needs to be solved. For a certain amount of time."
"Now that you have an idea, but the next thing you
Don't worry about it, just focus on restoring your strength first. "
Qin Weibai straightened Li Tianlan's collar, and said seriously: "Leave all the outside affairs to me, and I will take care of them. I am your woman. Your personal preferences are the most important thing to me. You If you don't want to retreat, then don't retreat, I can block the rain on the river."
Li Tianlan raised his eyebrows slightly, and wanted to say something else, Qin Weibai had already smiled and said: "Let's not talk about these, I have a question to ask you, I feel that I am about to wake up, if I don't ask, it will be too late."
Li Tianlan glanced at him, nodded and said, "Say it."
"You always think that you are not you, and I am not me."
Qin Weibai looked at him softly: "Then Bai Xiaobai is me? Or, is Li Xiaohei you?"
Li Tianlan's body stiffened slightly.
"Bai Xiaobai gave birth to Li Xiaohei's child, do you admit that?"
Li Tianlan's body became even stiffer.
"I don't want to think about the question of whether I am me. I just want to know, do you recognize Bai Xiaobai's identity? Or, do you think everything in the dream is fake and meaningless, Bai Xiaobai?" Xiaobai, it has nothing to do with me?"
"...I didn't say that."
Li Tianlan spoke reluctantly, his expression became more rigid.
The scale in my heart became more and more clear.
On the one hand, Bai Xiaobai, who had been reborn several times, was by his side day and night.
On one side is Qin Weibai, or in other words, another Qin Weibai's deception.
The weights of the two sides are simply not comparable.
The deceit that Li Tianlan hates comes from the reincarnation palace master.
Part of Li Tianlan's neglect of Qin Weibai was due to this kind of deceit, and the other part was because of
It was he who thought that what Qin Weibai had in his heart now was not him, but Dongcheng Huangtu.
But now...
Bai Xiaobai...
This special existence almost wiped out the most uncomfortable place in Li Tianlan's heart.
Because Li Tianlan is Li Xiaohei, Li Tianlan himself confirmed this, so he was very sure that Qin Weibai was always by his side when he was reborn again and again, no matter who he was, no matter what he was like In such a situation, no matter what the consequences of this companionship would be, she would always accompany her.
She has always been in her heart.
This dream may be illusory, but that memory is extremely real.
This is not a question of whether to forgive Qin Weibai at all.
If you really talk about forgiveness, it's not appropriate.
Simply put, regardless of the reincarnation Palace Master, Li Tianlan's resentment towards Qin Weibai has been diluted and disappeared in the memories of Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai year after year, and his knots have also been eliminated. untied.
But now facing Qin Weibai's coquettish questioning, it was difficult for Li Tianlan to answer her.
The reason is also hypocritical...
Because there are no steps to go down.
At certain times, he would coax Qin Weibai to call her sister, and he would coax her to call her father...
But under normal circumstances, Li Tianlan is not used to bowing his head to Qin Weibai, no, it's not that he is not used to it, it's because he has never done this before.
All along, it was Qin Weibai who was obedient to him, even Bai Xiaobai was very docile to Li Xiaohei.
This directly led to the fact that although Li Tianlan wanted to bow his head now, he couldn't show any low profile and proper masculinity.
"Why do not you speak?
"
Qin Weibai looked at Li Tianlan and asked.
"I..."
Li Tianlan opened his mouth, unable to utter a word.
"Are you still angry?"
Qin Weibai looked at Li Tianlan carefully, and she was the most considerate, and took the initiative to set up a step for Li Tianlan: "Tianlan, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, please forgive me? I can write you a letter of guarantee , I will never dare again in the future, and I will never lie to you again, don't be angry, okay?"
Li Tianlan took a deep breath, he felt like his body had turned into a puddle of water from inside to outside.
Qin Weibai took a step forward, leaned into Li Tianlan's ear, and said softly, "Let's make up, Brother Tianlan."