Zhu Qingyue made this decision really too hastily. He overheard the conversation between Chu Yan and his uncle just now. He was so sad that he didn't know what to do. He said it rashly without thinking carefully, but what he said could not be taken back. He had no choice but to bite the bullet and continued: "Since you are sincere, why don't we try together?"
He looked up at Chu Yan cautiously, and found that Chu Yan's face suddenly became very ugly.
Zhu Qingyue didn't dare to continue talking, lest he make too many mistakes.
Chu Yan took a deep breath to keep calm, looked at the ignorant little apprentice, and said softly: "Qingyue, you can't be hasty in emotional matters. You heard me just now, and you were moved for a moment, so you want to try it with me, right? ? But if you don’t like me, it will be very hard for you to be with me. I don’t need you to repay me in this way, understand?”
If Chu Yan agrees to "try together" smoothly, he can realize his wish for many years and truly possess this person.
But he knows Zhu Qingyue's personality, he can't be so selfish, and he doesn't want Zhu Qingyue to regret it in the future.
Chu Yan stretched out his hand, gently rubbed the little apprentice's head, and said, "Your mind is very confused now, isn't it? Don't make blind decisions in this situation, it is irresponsible to yourself. Master is not I just want to possess you, and Master wants you to live happily and happily, you know?"
Hearing the other party's gentle voice, Zhu Qingyue lowered his head in embarrassment—the man in front of him was indeed much more mature than him, and he could see through his thoughts at a glance. He was really upset now, and the words "try together" were also true. He said it on impulse, and if he regretted being together like this in a few days, wouldn't he feel sorry for Chu Yan, who loves him seriously? Chu Yan had such deep affection for him, how could he treat the relationship between the two so lightly
The more Zhu Qing thought about this, he said softly: "I'm sorry, I'll think about it..."
Chu Yan smiled slightly and patted the little apprentice on the shoulder: "Don't worry, I won't force you. My liking for you is voluntary. You don't owe me anything. Don't put too much pressure on yourself."
After he finished speaking, he took Zhu Qingyue to the sofa and sat down, pressed the button next to it, unfolded the sofa into a bed, then took the blanket, and said, "Hurry up, you go to sleep first, and then come back at 2:30." Go downstairs. I'll go out for a while, and you can take a good rest here."
After letting Zhu Qingyue fall asleep, Chu Yan turned and walked away.
Seeing Master's tall back leaving the office, Zhu Qingyue's nose couldn't help but feel a little sour.
Chu Yan even clearly remembered his work and rest habits, and left the office for him to rest, but avoided it himself.
In this world, there is no other person who is so considerate and gentle to him, right
…
Chu Yan never showed up when the commercial was being filmed in the afternoon. Zhu Qingyue followed the planner's request and took a taxi back to the club after shooting a short video.
In the past two days, the team gave him a vacation, and he didn't have to participate in the evening training. Zhu Qingyue turned on his laptop in the dormitory and surfed the Internet. I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, he clicked into yesterday's forum again, and found that the post he posted was still floating on the homepage. When he opened it, there were many "I wish you happiness" replies.
Zhu Qingyue bit the bullet and sent another reply: "I told him to try together today, but he didn't agree, let me go back and think about it, and don't make a decision impulsively."
Immediately someone replied: "The host is back! Grab the white and tender host and take a bite!"
103L: Landlord, it means that your master has a good character and three outlooks are upright. He knew that you hadn't thought clearly, so he didn't take advantage of you by throwing you down.
105L: It seems that he really loves you, not just for fun.
107L: That's right. If you're just playing casually, there's no need to think about it so much. If you deliver it to your door, how can you not eat it
108L: Try together? What do you want to try, sir? Kiss, hug and roll the sheets
109L: I guess the master was scared, but I didn't expect the apprentice to be so unrestrained! Want to try to have sex with him
Zhu Qingyue blushed because of being molested by netizens, and hurriedly replied: "I just want to try with him, and I didn't think about what you said about sex..."
111L: When we are together, we need to kiss, hug and roll the sheets. We are all grown-ups. Do you think that being together is like pulling hands
112L: So your master was right for not agreeing right away. The poster is as innocent as a piece of paper, and doesn’t understand what it means to fall in love at all.
113L: The host doesn't think that being together is just chatting under the quilt, right? [panic]
114L: Where did this innocent little white rabbit come from, please teach him! [thumps the floor and laughs]
115L: Landlord, I have a few gigabytes of resources here, do you want them? There are all kinds of flavors in Europe, America and Japan, you can do your homework first [thump the ground and laugh].
116L: I will send a few popular science videos on how to fall in love to the host, and watch the text messages on the site with the network disk and password [serious face].
Zhu Qingyue couldn't say that there were so many people, so he answered the text message from the 116th floor with a curious attitude, downloaded several videos called "Popular Science Educational Films", opened it, and saw a muscular man holding a The fair-skinned boy was doing sports, and the boy looked fascinated and screamed with great vigor...
The boy's scream of "ah" came from the laptop, Zhu Qingyue was startled, and immediately turned off the video with a blushing face.
— These netizens are really bad!
Zhu Qingyue pulled a few videos to the recycle bin with a flushed face, but the image of Chu Yan pressing him on the bed and kissing him when he had a high fever that day could not help appearing in his mind.
Netizens are right... In fact, they are right. Falling in love is not simply holding hands, there will definitely be some physical intimacy between lovers.
Chu Yan kissed him crazily that day when he had a fever, which showed that Chu Yan actually had a strong desire for him.
He couldn't promise to be with Chu Yan while rejecting Chu Yan's approach. Wouldn't that hurt people more
Thinking back carefully about yesterday's experience, after being kissed by Chu Yan, he was too shocked to run away in fright, but he didn't feel too disgusted in his heart. If a normal straight man is kissed by the same sex, he will definitely go into a rage and beat him until his own mother doesn't know him, but Zhu Qingyue doesn't have such a strong sense of anger. Does this prove that he is not a particularly straight straight man? If the other party is Chu Yan, he doesn't seem to object to letting him bend
Therefore, the feelings for Chu Yan in my heart are actually very special, and I can even accept such extraordinary actions as "kissing".
Zhu Qingyue's eyes suddenly became clear, and his messy mind gradually became clear.
Chu Yan loves him very much, and he is very dependent on Chu Yan, and can accept Chu Yan's closeness. Under this premise, it is not a problem for master and apprentice to become lovers.
He is still not sure whether he likes Chu Yan's feelings, but what he can be sure of is that the person in this world he doesn't want to leave is Chu Yan!
Since we can't leave each other, why don't we stay together
Thinking of this, Zhu Qingyue's mood suddenly improved, as if all the dark clouds above his head had dissipated and replaced with a bright and clear sky.
Because of his good mood, Zhu Qingyue's dream that night was also very beautiful, and the dream was full of Chu Yan's shadow. When he woke up in the morning, Zhu Qingyue felt very embarrassed, like a teenager in love, a little shy and a little happy. He hurried to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, so as not to let his thoughts run wild.
—Although he has often dreamed of Master in recent years, it was the first time in so many years that he dreamed of Master kissing him tenderly.
***
At nine o'clock in the morning, Zhu Qingyue came to the company on time.
Although it didn't rain today, it was cloudy and the temperature was very low. Zhu Qingyue changed into a low-necked sweater to shoot the location, shivering from the cold, just after shooting a video, he saw Chu Yan walking towards this side quickly, took off his coat handsomely and wrapped Zhu Qingyue up, Helping him gather his collar, he turned to the planning girl and asked, "How long will the location shoot be?"
The planning girl smiled and said, "The filming just now was good, it will be over soon! Mr. Chu, can you come and see it yourself?"
Chu Yan said: "Yes. Hurry up."
Zhu Qingyue was wearing Master's overcoat, his heart was warm, and he looked at Chu Yan with a trace of gratitude.
Chu Yan turned his head and met the wet eyes of the little apprentice. He was suffocated, and immediately looked away, pretending to be calm and said: "After the filming, go back to the company and find me in the office. I've ordered a meal for you."
Zhu Qingyue nodded and followed the photographer to the next location.
Today he was in a good mood, his expressions and movements were in place, the filming was over ahead of schedule, and the people from the advertising company took the negatives for post-production, and Zhu Qingyue followed Manager Meng back to the company.
In the office, Chu Yan had ordered lunch, which was Zhu Qingyue's favorite dish.
The two sat by the sofa and finished their meal in silence. Chu Yan laid the sofa flat and let Zhu Qingyue rest. voice: "Master, I have already figured it out."
Chu Yan stopped, turned his head, and looked at the young man in front of him tenderly: "I know...it's okay, I said I won't force you."
Zhu Qingyue smiled: "No, after thinking about it carefully, I still think we can try together."
"..." Chu Yan was stunned. He didn't expect Zhu Qingyue to calm down for a day, but he got the same answer.
Zhu Qingyue looked up at him seriously: "Yesterday, I was really impulsive, and I didn't think about what I said. But after I went back and thought about it, I really don't want to part with you, and I don't want to be separated from you. I can accept continuing to be with you as a couple. You are together. Don't worry, this is a decision I made myself, and I will not regret it."
Chu Yan stared at Zhu Qingyue's eyes, and asked softly: "Do you know what it means to be together? I can't help but want to kiss you, don't you feel sick?"
Zhu Qingyue blushed and shook his head, "Not disgusting."
Chu Yan: "..."
Does this guy know what he's talking about? !
Chu Yan originally thought that Qingyue would be completely disappointed and disappointed by the young apprentice who had a fever that day in a daze and forced him to kiss him. From then on, the two would have nothing to do with each other. He was also mentally prepared for this. In his impression, Zhu Qingyue has always been a straight man, and he has always felt that it is very unkind to force a straight man to bend him, not to mention that he is still his apprentice and his nephew, so he suppressed it. With his own emotions, he dared not take this step.
But I didn't expect that when I accidentally kissed Qingyue in a state of high fever that day, didn't Qingyue feel sick
The shock in Chu Yan's heart can't be described in words. He looked at the apprentice with his head bowed in front of him, and after a long time, he asked in a low voice: "Qingyue, do you like men?"
"I don't like it." Zhu Qingyue paused, then changed his words, "But if it's you, I can try to accept it."
For the past three years, Zhu Qingyue has been missing Chu Yan very much, and has already regarded him as a relative in his heart. Does he have a lot of gratitude, dependence, or liking for Chu Yan
All he knew was that he didn't want to be separated from this person.
Thinking of this, Zhu Qingyue raised his head and said, "Let's be together, Master."
In order to prove that he was not joking, Zhu Qingyue gently tiptoed and tried to kiss the other party actively. But because of his inexperience, his lips only lightly touched Chu Yan's, Zhu Qingyue blushed in embarrassment, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he looked at a loss.
Being kissed by the little apprentice, Chu Yan was so happy that he was crazy. He stretched out his long arms and immediately put his arms around his waist. He leaned to his lips and said softly: "Qingyue, Master really loves you. If you are willing to give me This opportunity, I promise, I will treat you well in the future and treat you as the most important treasure."
Zhu Qingyue blushed even more at his gentle confession, and was held in his arms, not knowing where to put her hands.
Chu Yan's eyes gradually darkened, and his voice was deliberately lowered: "Master is here to teach you how to kiss, okay?"
Zhu Qingyue's eyelashes trembled suddenly, he didn't speak, but stayed in his arms meekly without moving.
A trace of ecstasy surged in Chu Yan's heart, he tightened his arms to draw closer to each other, then slowly lowered his head, and gently kissed his lips.
Zhu Qingyue: "..."
Such a gentle kiss made Zhu Qingyue's heart almost jump out of his chest.
From the lips came the warm breath of a mature man, and because he was too close, he could clearly smell the faint scent of shampoo on his hair...
Zhu Qingyue closed his eyes tightly, and felt that Chu Yan gently pinched his chin with his hand, slowly pried his lips open with his tongue, opened his jaw, and inserted it into his mouth.
Different from the overbearing and rough kiss that day when he had a fever, this time the kiss was too gentle, and Zhu Qingyue could feel his thoughtfulness and love.
Teeth, gums, and the sensitive oral mucosa, left Chu Yan's mature male breath everywhere, his tongue was gently entangled and stirred gently...
As if teaching his apprentice, Chu Yan patiently and meticulously kissed Zhu Qingyue carefully.
Zhu Qingyue's face was flushed from the kiss, and his breathing was short of breath, almost out of breath.
Such a lingering kiss made him feel a kind of extreme happiness. His back seemed to be electrified. He was surprised to find that he didn't hate Chu Yan's kiss, but... on the contrary, he liked it very much.
Realizing this, Zhu Qingyue couldn't help being even more embarrassed. He lowered his head in shame, and even his neck turned red.
Chu Yan finally backed out from Zhu Qingyue's mouth contentedly, smiled slightly, rubbed his head lightly, stretched out his arms, and hugged the shy little apprentice into his arms.
——The satisfaction and happiness at that moment made Chu Yan feel as if he was floating in the clouds.
——His little apprentice didn't hate him, but accepted his affection. What could be more touching than this
Chu Yan took a deep breath, greedily absorbing the gentle and elegant breath from Zhu Qingyue's body. After a long time, he tightened his arms, suppressed his excitement, and said seriously in Zhu Qingyue's ear: "Qingyue, I didn't expect you to accept my feelings. I'm really... really happy. I don't know What should I say... I will definitely not let you down, and I will do my best to give you happiness."
Hearing Chu Yan's promise, Zhu Qingyue's heart warmed, and he couldn't help reaching out and hugging Chu Yan back.
It was a bit strange that he was with Master. But he also felt that this man's embrace made him feel particularly at ease.