Qin Mo and Xiao Han hugged each other, and after a while, Qin Mo asked softly, "When did you start liking me?"
Although the two people have a good heart and love each other, Qin Mo feels very warm, but he and Xiao Han have been separated for three full years, so Xiao Han must have liked him since he was young, right
At that time, although they often traveled together, Xiao Han only showed a strong curiosity about all kinds of food in China. When he saw a lot of food that he had never seen before, he always asked Qin Mo what it was. I can't see anything wrong with it at all.
So, did he just fall in love with it recently
Qin Mo was puzzled, so he looked up at Xiao Han.
Xiao Han said with a smile: "I have been thinking about you and dreaming of you for the past few years. At first I thought I regarded you as a friend, but when I saw you last time in Nanjing, my heart beat very fast. Wanting to hold you and never let go, I suddenly realized that I am not as simple as a friend to you, I actually like you. I have missed you for three years because I couldn’t let go of you in my heart, but, at that time When I was young, I didn't know about feelings, and I didn't realize my own intentions—I didn't realize until you came back."
Qin Mo's feelings are actually the same. They were each other's best friends when they were young. After a long time, this kind of relationship slowly settled in their hearts and became an inseparable part. At a certain moment, I suddenly realized that this kind of feeling is love.
Unexpected, but within reason.
There is no heart-piercing misunderstanding or earth-shattering twists and turns in the relationship between them, it is just a matter of course after years of precipitation.
Qin Mo likes this feeling very much, as if he raised a seedling of a plant many years ago, after several years of careful watering and cultivation, it finally bloomed the flower he expected, so warm and natural.
Seeing Qin Mo smiling, Xiao Han couldn't help but lowered his head, kissed Qin Mo's forehead lightly, and said, "I've been sending you messages for the past few years, but you never replied, I thought you would never Leave me alone."
Qin Mo was startled: "What news?"
Xiao Han said: "I left a message for your Q number, didn't you receive it?"
Qin Mo immediately took out his mobile phone and logged in his Q number which he hadn't used for a long time.
That Q account was specially registered in the year when he became an e-sports player, and the friends in it were all members of the Miracle League. He also had another account, which added classmates, relatives and friends.
When he retired back then, his attitude was very firm, and he never thought that he might come back, so he completely cut off contact with the e-sports circle, and he never logged in with that Q account.
As soon as Qin Mo went online, a lot of messages popped up on Q, most of which were sent by Xiao Han—
"Xiao Mo, are you alright? My phone doesn't work, wechat doesn't reply, and QQ disappears. Do you want to completely cut off contact with the alliance?"
"Xiaomo, I miss you very much, and I will wait for you to come back."
"Xiaomo, I won the season's most valuable player award today, but I'm not happy. I really hope you can be at the award ceremony."
"Xiaomo, Fengse's performance has improved a bit this season. The Zhou Xuewei, Qiu Zongping, Yuan Xi, and Zhao Xingchen you brought out are all good. Unfortunately, Fengse still lost to our Canglan team. You said you would beat me , why haven't you come back? Without you in command, those few newcomers are still not ready."
"Xiaomo, Qiu Zongping has taken over as the captain of Fengse. Although he is young, he has a calm personality and a strong outlook on the overall situation. You can rest assured that after you retire, Fengse's performance has not plummeted, and the handover of the old and the new has been successfully completed. , Xuewei has also made rapid progress, and has become a first-class healer in the league."
"Xiaomo, I have good news for you, I got my driver's license! I'll show you the pictures [People's Republic of China motor vehicle driver's license]"
"Xiaomo, I have saved some money and am planning to buy a car. What car do you think I should buy?"
"I bought a black Land Rover, which is an off-road vehicle. It is said that it performs well on long-distance and mountain roads, and I can drive it for travel in the future."
"It's a vacation in a few days, and I'm going to drive to Xi'an. Remember that you are from Xi'an, will I see you?"
"I ran all over Xi'an and still couldn't see you [sad] [sad] [emoji package full of tears]."
"..."
"Xiaomo, I'm about to lead a team into the new game Dubu Jianghu, where are you? How are you doing?"
In the past three years, Xiao Han would send him some messages every once in a while, sometimes talking about his recent situation, sometimes complaining about the pressure of the league games, and sometimes just casually asking Qin Mo how he is recently...
Qin Mo's Q number has not been logged in since he retired, so he has not seen these messages, and has not replied to him.
Every time Xiao Han sent a message, there was no answer. It was more like talking to himself, but he still insisted on talking to himself for three years. It seemed that only in this way could he express his concern for Qin Mo in his heart.
Looking at one message after another in the past three years, Qin Mo's eyes suddenly turned red, and tears welled up in his eyes, but he forcibly endured it back.
—It turned out that somewhere he didn't know, there was someone who was thinking about him like this.
——The deep-seated longing, from the daily bits and pieces, clearly conveyed to Qin Mo's heart.
Qin Mo clenched his phone tightly, staring blankly at the series of messages, not knowing what to do.
Xiao Han also saw the screen-swiping message in the dialogue window, couldn't help but smiled slightly, and said: "So you haven't logged in to this account, it's no wonder you had to reply, I thought you ignored me on purpose."
Qin Mo lowered his head, choked up and said, "I'm sorry."
Xiao Han gently put his arms around his shoulders: "Why are you suddenly apologizing to me?"
Qin Mo looked up at him, and said seriously, "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for so long. I was disheartened at the time, and I just wanted to escape, to cut off contact with the e-sports circle completely, so I could go to heal my wounds with peace of mind... Actually, I should explain the reason to you... I didn't expect you to be so worried about me, let alone you have been looking for my whereabouts for the past three years, Xiao Han... I'm really sorry."
Although his voice was forced to remain calm, the choking and trembling at the end had already betrayed his emotions.
Seeing his moist eyes, Xiao Han softened his heart, lowered his head and kissed his lips lightly, and said softly: "I don't blame you, you don't need to feel guilty."
But Qin Mo still felt terribly guilty.
He was only eighteen years old back then, and his mental quality was not strong enough. Because he suffered a broken finger in a car accident, he didn't want to see other people's sympathetic eyes, let alone hear the sympathetic greetings from those reporters, so he stubbornly didn't say anything, Without telling the relatives and friends in the e-sports circle, he left the professional league alone.
He was afraid of seeing those sympathetic eyes, so he left very resolutely.
But I forgot that some close relatives and loved ones are actually willing to share the pain with him.
He shouldn't have insisted on it alone, shouldn't have left Xiao Han in the Miracle Alliance and ignored him, and shouldn't have trained him to be the master of the Great Summoner God.
He handled the handover of the Fengse team well, but ignored the feelings of those who really cared about him, and made those who cared about him worry about him for so many years. This was the biggest mistake he made.
Xiao Han has been looking for him for three full years, and the master has probably been angry with him for leaving without explaining, right
Thinking of this, Qin Mo felt even more uncomfortable, and said in a low voice: "I'm still sorry, I was too stubborn back then and didn't consider your feelings. I will tell you what happens in the future."
"Well, it's all over." Xiao Han hugged him lightly. With Qin Mo's proud character, it was the first time that he took the initiative to apologize to others, but in fact, it wasn't all his fault. After all, he was only ten years old. At the age of eight, it is very rare to be able to stand up strong and handle the internal affairs of style. Can't you ask a teenager to handle everything well
He felt sad, afraid that others would sympathize with him and pity him, so he didn't dare to speak out, and it was understandable to want to escape.
Xiao Han sighed in his heart, tightened his arms distressedly, and said softly: "Xiaomo, let's not talk about the past, from now on, I will be your boyfriend, the only person in this world apart from your parents. The person who cares about you the most and loves you the most. You can tell me about any difficulties you encounter without being polite. I hope that we can not only share success and joy together, but also face difficulties and hardships together. How about a sentence Come to think of it? We share blessings and share difficulties, right?"
Qin Mo nodded movedly: "Well..."
Xiao Han smiled and said: "When you encounter difficulties in the future, remember to tell me, I can help you share, don't support it by yourself, okay?"
Qin Mo nodded again: "Yes."
Xiao Han suddenly discovered that Qin Mo looked thin and thin, but he was very soft and comfortable in his arms. Xiao Han hugged him and gently touched his back, his heart softened, and his voice was so gentle that it almost melted: "They say that although a husband and wife are birds in the same forest, they will fly separately when disaster strikes... I think this sentence is very wrong , Husband and wife should face hardships together, right?"
Qin Mo blushed slightly, and scolded, "Who is married to you?"
Xiao Han thought about it carefully, and said, "That's right, we are just a couple now, and if we don't have consummation, we are not considered a formal couple."
Qin Mo was dumbfounded: "Yuan... Round house? Who taught you this word?!"
Xiao Han looked innocent: "I learned it from watching TV."
Qin Mo deeply felt that TV dramas are very poisonous to people. How did that innocent and cute mixed-race baby learn these words
Thinking of the picture of consummating the house, Qin Mo blushed even more, and felt a little embarrassed: "Well... I don't have much experience, let's take our time, don't worry."
Seeing his nervous look, Xiao Han couldn't help laughing: "I'm not in a hurry. I like you. I really like you. I want to be with you, not to sleep with you."
Qin Mo: "..."
Although the truth is correct, why does it feel weird for him to say it so bluntly
Xiao Han continued to say bluntly: "Our bridal chamber wedding night, of course, can't be hasty, we have to plan it carefully. What place do you like, Xiaomo? It's too boring to be directly on the bed. How about we book a holiday villa at that time, Going to a hot spring? What position do you like? Front or back?"
Before he finished speaking, Qin Mo suddenly pushed him away: "Enough is enough! How dare you say such words!"
Xiao Han looked serious: "Sex is a basic human need, why can't we discuss it?"
Qin Mo: "..."
Seeing Qin Mo's embarrassed face, Xiao Han went on to say: "I like hot springs, and it should be very comfortable in the water. There is also a balcony. At night, I can do it while watching the night view..."
This guy has been abroad for a long time since he was a child, and his ideas are quite open.
Chinese people pay attention to reservations, how could they say such things on the surface? What other pose do you like? Love pool balconies? I like you big head ghost!
Qin Mo pushed the longing-looking guy out of the door with a cold face: "Go to bed early, don't talk nonsense. Especially in front of your teammates, don't let us talk about our togetherness!"
Xiao Han had no choice but to nod obediently: "Understood my wife."
Qin Mo's face froze: "Who is your wife?"
Xiao Han immediately changed his words: "Oh, I got it baby."
Qin Mo: "..."
baby...
This title made Qin Mo's scalp tingle, and he almost kicked him.
With this kind of mixed-race youth who is open-minded and loves to talk nonsense, can you still have a happy relationship
Where is the youthfulness of love? How could Xiao Han be so straightforward
Thinking of the hot springs, balcony, and posture he was talking about... Qin Mo suddenly felt a splitting headache!