Chu Jianxin originally thought that he could quickly calm down and forget about this matter, and then he and Sang Jun would return to the friendship they had before.
But he didn't expect that after falling asleep that night, he actually had a dream - the scene of Sang Jun kissing him in the car was reappeared in the dream. The touch was so clear that it made his spine tingle, and he woke up from the dream in the middle of the night At that time, the body actually reacted.
As if struck by lightning, Chu Jianxin sat on the bed and ruffled his hair vigorously, then ran into the bathroom to take a cold shower in frustration.
In the second half of the night, he didn't fall asleep at all, so he leaned against the bedside and hugged his mobile phone, opened the bookstore and read detective novels for a while to wash his eyes. Detective novels are too brain-intensive, and his attention is completely attracted by the serial murders. While reading, he speculates about the murderer, but he really forgot about Sang Jun.
Just looking at it, I saw the dawn, my eyes were sore, and my head hurt like an electric drill was constantly drilling in my brain.
Unable to fall asleep anyway, Chu Jianxin just got up from the bed.
When I came to the restaurant, my parents had already woken up, and they saw him as if they had seen a ghost: "What are you doing? Your hair is as messy as a chicken coop!"
Chu Jianxin was stunned for a moment, looking in the mirror, he looked like a lunatic, the messy hair was scratched by himself, and the eyes were like pandas because he stayed up from early morning to dawn. As for the obvious bloodshot eyes, it was Read detective novels.
"Cough, I had insomnia last night and didn't sleep very well." He casually said something perfunctory and got into the bathroom.
My mother's concerned voice came from outside the door: "Why didn't you sleep well? The bed at home is not as comfortable as your team's? Or is the heater turned on too hot?"
Chu Jianxin said: "No, I had a nightmare in the middle of the night, and I couldn't fall asleep after waking up."
—Is it a nightmare
He actually dreamed of the scene where Sang Jun kissed him, and repeated the dream several times.
Chu Jianxin quickly tidied himself up, combed his hair in front of the mirror, and looked refreshed, then he turned around and came to the restaurant.
There was milk and bread on the table, which was the breakfast his mother used to prepare when he was at home, but for some reason, he didn't have any appetite looking at the breakfast on the table. When he was in the team, he always had breakfast with Sang Jun. The two usually ate soy milk and buns. The meat buns in the team cafeteria were delicious. If he got up late, Sang Jun would go down early to buy them and bring them back to the dormitory. Keep it for him.
There are no buns today, milk and bread slices, it seems that there is no taste in the mouth...
"Why are you so dazed?" Father Chu couldn't help knocking on the table when he saw him in a daze, and said, "Xiao Min from the neighbor next door has returned to China, you know?"
"..." Chu Jianxin came back to his senses and said awkwardly, "I know, I happened to meet her and her foreign boyfriend at the airport that day."
"Foreign boyfriend? I haven't heard of that." Chu's father looked at his wife and said, "Have you heard? Xiao Min has a new boyfriend?"
"It seems to be the case. However, I think this kind of foreign boyfriend is just for young people to play casually. She can't marry abroad, right? Our family Jianxin still has a chance."
When Chu Jianxin heard this, his scalp would explode: "What a chance! I broke up with her eight hundred years ago, don't worry about it, Xiao Min is doing well now, and I am not suitable for her. , Our matter is over long ago, don't mention it again."
The first mother suddenly realized: "Oh, it seems that you don't like her anymore? Didn't you always chase her when you were a child?"
Chu Jianxin coughed in embarrassment: "At that time, I was young and ignorant. Now, when I see her, my mood is a bit complicated, and I don't have the same feeling of heartbeat as before."
Chu's mother smiled and said, "Do you still know the 'feeling of heartbeat'? To describe it, what does this feeling look like?"
Chu Jianxin said: "That is, seeing him will make your heart beat faster, thinking about him all the time, the kind that you can dream about in your dreams."
As soon as he finished speaking, he was stunned—isn't this his fucking feeling for Sang Jun
Ever since I was drunk and kissed that night, I felt all kinds of things wrong when I saw Sang Jun, my heart beat so fast that it almost jumped out of my chest, I didn't dare to look at him, but I kept thinking about him, I always dreamed of him, and Because of his insomnia, he even came up with a way to distract his attention by reading serial murder novels, so as to drive away the distracting thoughts in his mind.
Feeling excited
So, is he tempted by Sang Jun
Fuck!
Chu Jianxin took a sip of milk and sprayed it all over Chu's mother's face.
The first mother was very upset. She wiped her face with a tissue and scolded: "What are you doing, you suddenly sprayed milk while talking, are you three years old?"
Chu's father smoothed things over with a smile: "Jianxin, you've only added to the chaos when you go home, and it's also affected our two worlds."
Chu Jianxin: "..."
He must have paid for the call, right
When someone else's son comes back from vacation, his parents always serve him with delicacies from mountains and seas, but every time he comes home, his parents always look disgusted.
Dad: "We usually eat out, and you have to cook for you when you come back."
Mom: "Originally, we both planned to travel abroad, and we have already booked tickets. When you come back, it's inappropriate to leave you behind, but you can take you with you. It's not appropriate for a person of your age to follow your parents, right?"
Dad: "Jianxin, why don't you go back to the team first?"
This old couple's show of affection could blind him.
Chu Jianxin covered his head with all his might, and said, "Okay, okay, I've convinced you, go on a trip, I'll cook at home."
Mother Chu said worriedly: "Are you sure you won't burn the kitchen down?"
Chu Jianxin said: "I followed the guide, if it doesn't work, I can still order takeaway, I won't die of hunger!"
***
So his parents happily left him and went on a trip.
Chu Jianxin cooks at home with a dark face.
He really has no culinary talent, so he followed the guide, which said that the oil should be cooked to a medium level... how to judge it as a medium level, please
When he was wondering what medium-done was, the oil in the pot was already smoking, and he quickly threw the potato shreds into it, and then there was a loud crackling noise, and the inside of the pot was charred and black.
Chu Jianxin: "..."
The potato shreds that came out at the end were a black plate, which looked very scary.
Chu Jianxin is quite self-deprecating, so he took a photo and posted it on Moments, saying, "It's the first time I cook a dark dish, does anyone dare to eat it?"
Soon there were many messages.
Lin Yao: "Team Chu, are you digging up coal and frying it?" Chu Jianxin replied: "This is potato shreds." Lin Yao sent a horrified expression.
Tan Shitian: "It's really dark cooking. Except for the black color, you can't even see the shape clearly. You have won the true culinary skills of your master [smile]."
Cheng Wei: "Nonsense! As his master, the potato shreds I fry can at least be seen as shredded potatoes, while his fried potatoes are just black and mushy."
A new row of ellipses was added to the initial construction.
He cheerfully scrolled through Moments until that familiar name appeared.
Sangsang: "Want to learn how to cook? Let me teach you."
Chu Jianxin's face was hot suddenly, and the phone almost fell to the ground. He hurriedly grabbed the phone, and suddenly felt a little flustered.
Sangsang: "When you lived in my house in Suzhou, didn't you praise me for my good cooking skills? How about I come over and help you cook."
Chu Jianxin hesitated for a moment before replying, "No need."
The reply of these two words without any expression seemed very stiff, and even Lin Yao noticed something was wrong.
Because, in normal times, Chu Jianxin likes to make jokes with Sang Jun. When Sang Jun leaves a message like this, he will usually reply "Sang Sang, come and cook me something delicious" or "Our family Sang Sang is virtuous" and other jokes. if.
But today it was a simple and crisp "no", and Sang Jun didn't reply.
Lin Yao thought of the day when Chu Jianxin played the arena with a trumpet and knelt for five rounds in a row, so he couldn't help chatting privately: "Chu team, did you quarrel with Deputy Sang?"
Chu Jianxin typed quickly: "Don't meddle in other people's business, why are you a big man like an eighth woman!"
Lin Yao sent a row of aggrieved expressions: "I just care about it. In fact, the deputy team of Sang is very kind to you. Have you ever seen the deputy team of a team take care of all chores and let the captain feel at ease for a year?"
Chu Jianxin was taken aback for a moment—Lin Yao was right, Sang Jun was indeed a very responsible vice-captain, and his contribution to Team Dynasty was even greater than that of his captain.
It is also because of Sang Jun's super consciousness and ability that Chu Jianxin can confidently and boldly hand over the command to him, while the captain himself seems relatively idle.
However, this matter has nothing to do with the team at all. What Chu Jianxin is struggling with now is that he actually has a heart-wrenching feeling for his old friend for many years.
Even when I saw the message he replied in the circle of friends just now, I couldn't help but think of his smiling face.
Then think of the clip of him kissing himself.
His tongue sticks out, wraps his tongue around his mouth and sweeps gently in his mouth, that feeling of paralysis like being electrified all over his body is something that Chu Jianxin has never experienced before.
Very strange, very fresh, very exciting...
And it's so nostalgic.
Are you really crazy
Chu Jianxin took a deep breath, and quickly replied to the phone: "Don't think about it, I didn't quarrel with him, we have a good relationship! I have been friends with Sang Jun for several years, pure."
Lin Yao sent a row of emoticons worshiping Buddha: "That's good, you two must not quarrel!"
***
But it turns out that you can't talk too much, otherwise you will be slapped in the face quickly.
Chu Jianxin said "Sang Jun and I are pure and good buddies", but how can there be "pure buddies" who kiss each other and can't forget it after the kiss
He thought that it was only because the first kiss experience was so good that he could not forget it, so he started to let himself go at home and read mystery novels crazily.
However, when a person is at home, eating becomes a problem again.
Chu Jianxin is a kitchen destroyer. After frying shredded potatoes into black mashed potatoes three times in a row, he finally gave up the idea of cooking and ordered takeaway.
But after eating takeaway for several days in a row, his stomach really couldn't take it anymore. After thinking about it, he thought... Maybe he could go back to live in the team? The food in the team cafeteria is delicious and clean.
However, if Sang Jun doesn't go home this vacation, he must be living in the team dormitory. If he goes back by himself, he will inevitably run into him again.
However, heart disease needs to be healed by heart medicine, and heart demons must be completely eliminated. He can't run away.
Before the start of next season, you must deal with the relationship with the vice captain, otherwise, your emotions may affect the entire team.
After Chu Jianxin made up his mind, he bit the bullet and went back to the club.
***
It happened to be snowing that day, so Chu Jianxin took a taxi and parked at the entrance of the club. He paid the driver, got off the car and was about to walk forward when he saw a man and a woman coming out of the club.
The guy is tall and looks handsome in a long coat; the girl has ear-length black hair, a fluffy white hat, a sweater, a plaid skirt, white snow boots, and a The thick over-the-knee jacket keeps warm and looks lively and cute at the same time.
These two people walking together, it is completely the shooting scene of an idol drama.
Snowflakes fluttered down one after another and landed on the girl's shoulders.
Sang Jun stretched out his hand gently to help her pat the snowflakes, but he didn't know what to say, the girl laughed excitedly, turned around and gave him a big hug.
Sang Jun gently hugged her back and looked at her with a very gentle smile.
When Chu Jianxin watched this scene, his eye sockets suddenly ached.
He didn't know what was going on, but he just felt that the scene was so dazzling that it made him feel like a needle was pricking his heart.
Sang Jun used to be so gentle to him, but now, he is so gentle to a girl. It turns out that Sang Jun will not stay by his side forever, and Sang Jun may find a girlfriend, leave him, and be nice to other girls.
This cognition made Chu Jianxin completely dumbfounded.
He stared blankly, until Sang Jun sent the girl away and disappeared at the end of the street, he realized that his eyes were actually blurred by some liquid.
Is it snow
The eyes are so hot, it must not be tears, it must be that the snow is falling too much, and it is hard to see clearly when it touches the eyelashes.
Chu Jianxin stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes vigorously, resisting the soreness in his eyes, turned around, but heard a familiar voice behind him: "Why are you back?"
It was Sang Jun. He sent the girl to the intersection and then turned back to the team, so he happened to meet Chu Jianxin here.
Chu Jianxin froze slightly, pretending to be relaxed and said: "Haha, I'm not good at cooking, so I'm going back to the team to eat."
Sang Jun walked up to him, looked at his red eyes, and was a little puzzled: "Why are your eyes so red?"
Chu Jianxin responded indiscriminately: "I got out of the car without an umbrella, and my face was covered with snow."
Sang Jun: "..."
Snow can still make your eyes red
Just thinking about it, I heard Chu Jianxin ask: "The one just now, is that your girlfriend?"
Sang Jun: "Did you see it?"
Chu Jianxin laughed twice, patted Sang Jun on the shoulder and said, "Having such a beautiful girlfriend, and not telling my buddies, it's really not loyal enough!"
His pretending to be calm acting was pretty bad, and the fingers on his shoulders were trembling.
Sang Jun frowned slightly and said, "Do you mind?"
Chu Jianxin was stunned for a moment, and quickly said with a smile: "What do I care about! You have a girlfriend, and a buddy should be happy for you. By the way, you are the first one of our Dynasty team to get rid of the ranks of single dogs, shouldn't you?" Would you like a drink, please?"
Sang-joon ignores him, stares into his eyes, and continues asking, "Do you mind?"
Chu Jianxin hastily looked away: "Of course I don't mind..."
Sang Jun said: "You really don't mind?"
Three straight-forward inquiries in a row, like a series of bombings, Chu Jianxin was completely unable to parry, so he had to turn his head away.
Sang Jun said, "You're lying."
Chu Jianxin: "I don't."
Sang Jun: "You don't even dare to look at me anymore."
Chu Jianxin: "..."
He was suddenly a little embarrassed, because he actually minded, very much.
Sang Jun was with other girls, and when he saw that scene, he was even more angry than he saw his childhood sweetheart, He Min, his first love girlfriend at the airport that day.
Seeing that He Min found a new boyfriend, he just felt that time has passed and everyone has their own new lives, and his mood is a bit complicated. However, seeing that Sang Jun had a girlfriend, he felt that this seemed to be a kind of betrayal—Sang Jun abandoned him, was with someone else, and left him behind! They have been inseparable for so many years, but Sang Jun found a girlfriend first
He actually felt the anger of being abandoned, and his chest hurt like a needle. The pain made it difficult for him to breathe, and his voice even trembled slightly.
Sang Jun looked at his appearance, sighed softly, and said, "Don't lie to me, you actually mind, right?"
Chu Jianxin didn't speak, his eye sockets turned red instantly, like a wounded beast.
Sang-joon removes his gloves and reaches out, wrapping warm palms around his frozen fingers.
Chu Jianxin trembled suddenly, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Sang Jun gently clenched it.
Chu Jianxin: "..." Such warmth almost made him cry.
Sang Jun maintained the posture of warming his hands, and explained in a low voice: "The girl just now is my own sister. When my parents divorced, I was with my mother, and she was with my father. She is a few years younger than me, and she was admitted to Beijing. Going to college, coming to the team to have a look out of curiosity, nothing else."
Chu Jianxin felt as if a boulder fell to the ground, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the stiff look on his face eased a lot: "Oh, it turned out to be my sister! I thought you secretly found a girlfriend..."
But Sang Jun suddenly leaned into his ear and asked softly, "Are you jealous?"
Chu Jianxin: "Huh?"
Sang Jun chuckled, and continued to whisper in his ear: "Seeing me looking for a girlfriend, I reacted so strongly, are you jealous?"
Chu Jianxin quickly denied: "...what a mess, how can I eat, eat your jealousy!"
Sang Jun smiled and said, "Then what do you think about me kissing you?"
Chu Jianxin: "..."
Sang Jun said: "Do you think I'm so big-hearted that I'm willing to kiss any man casually?"
Chu Jianxin: "..."
Sang Jun continued: "Why do I not mind kissing you, do you understand?"
Chu Jianxin was completely dazed by his words, and subconsciously said, "I don't understand."
Meeting his confused eyes, Sang Jun smiled slightly, and said in a voice so gentle that it almost melted the first snow: "That's because, I like you, idiot."
Chu Jianxin: "..."
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Finally said it! Sangsang is really bad!
I still have a cold and runny nose, so I used up a large pack of tissues. Write so much today, continue tomorrow night~