I like you? ? What did he hear? Is it an auditory hallucination
Chu Jianxin stared blankly at Sang Jun in front of him, his brain completely unable to turn as if dead.
Seeing his shocked appearance, Sang Jun smiled softly, stretched out his hand to gently brush the snow off his hair, and asked, "It's snowing heavily, do you want to continue standing here?"
Chu Jianxin finally came back to his senses, his cheeks felt slightly hot: "Cough, let's go back to the dormitory first."
Sang Jun shook his hand and said, "Go back to the dormitory? You must not have lunch, I will take you to eat hot pot."
Chu Jianxin: "..."
Before he could refuse, Sang Jun took his hand and turned around and walked towards the hot pot restaurant across the street.
Chu Jianxin's hands were red from the cold, and he was almost unconscious, but Sang Jun's hands, which took off his gloves, were extraordinarily warm.
The frozen fingers were gently held in the palm of the other party's warm hand, and the warmth was conveyed to the bottom of my heart through the nerves under the skin.
The temperature in Beijing dropped sharply after the snow today. When Chu Jianxin went out, he didn’t wear thick clothes. In addition, when he saw Sang Jun with a girl just now, he hid himself and stood in the snow for too long. Jun held him like this, but suddenly he felt that his whole body began to heat up slowly, as if a small heater was lit in his heart, and even the cells in his whole body began to generate heat. Especially the cheeks, which were scorching hot, and the snowflakes fell on the face and melted almost instantly.
Being led for a few steps, Chu Jianxin's heart beat like a drum, and he couldn't help but say, "Let go first, two men, what do you look like..."
Sang Jun had a smile on his face, looked back at him, and said in a good mood: "I've kissed you before, do you still mind holding hands?"
Chu Jianxin: "..."
Fuck, can you stop bringing this up all the time
Chu Jianxin blushed, wishing he could kick Sang Jun into the snow and bury him.
***
The hot pot restaurant is not far from the club, just walk across a street. Since Sang Jun was wearing a long coat, he put Chu Jianxin's hand into the coat pocket, and the two walked forward side by side, which didn't cause too much trouble. Attention of many passers-by.
But Chu Jianxin's heartbeat is getting faster and faster, almost uncontrollable.
He remembered that many years ago when he established a relationship with Xiao Min, when he held each other's hand for the first time, his heart beat faster. At that time, he was still a young boy in love, and holding the girl's hand was a little excited, but also a little shy, and he went home. Afterwards, I foolishly wrote a diary about the onset of the second stroke, recording my joy.
Thinking about it carefully, he has not experienced such a feeling of heartbeat stall for many years.
But today, it was a man holding hands with him.
Different from girls' soft fingers, which make people feel protective, Sang Jun's hands are typical e-sports players' hands. His fingers are long and strong, his nails are very clean, and his fingertips are covered with a thin layer of Cocoon, that is left over from typing the keyboard all the year round.
The hands are dry and warm.
Being held by such hands seems to feel particularly safe.
…
Chu Jianxin's heartbeat stalled, and he was thinking wildly all the way, until Sang Jun reminded: "It's here."
Only then did he take a deep breath to stabilize his mind, and walked into the hot pot restaurant with Sang Jun. The heater was turned on in the store, and it was not as cold as outside, and Sang Jun finally let go of his hand.
The beautiful receptionist at the door smiled and asked, "How many people?"
Sang Jun said: "You two, do you have a private room?"
The beauty received and said: "Yes, this way please."
Today happens to be a working day on Wednesday, and it is not the lunch rush hour, so there are not many people in the store, and there are many vacant rooms.
The two followed her to the private room, and Sang Jun took the menu and began to order.
He ordered spicy hot pot bottom, and then ticked beef, hairy tripe, Coprinus comatus, tofu skin, seaweed, wide noodles, fried tofu...all Chu Jianxin's favorite dishes when eating hot pot. After ordering, Sang Jun glanced at Chu Jianxin, smiled slightly, and said, "Please hurry up and serve the food, he is starving."
The waiter immediately said: "Okay sir, please wait a moment."
The hot and spicy pot bottom was brought out quickly, and all kinds of meat and vegetable dishes were also brought in by the waiter with a cart. The two began to boil the vegetables, and Sang Jun thoughtfully helped him put the boiled beef into the bowl.
Chu Jianxin was really hungry, and it was too cold just now, so it was a pleasure to eat hot spicy hot pot at this time.
He just buried his head in eating, but he didn't chat with Sang Jun anymore, and Sang Jun didn't take the initiative to speak, and silently helped him cook the dishes.
After a meal, the two returned to the team together, and happened to meet Tan Shitian and Cheng Wei in the corridor.
Team Tan was surprised: "Xiao Chu? Didn't you go home?"
Chu Jianxin felt a little embarrassed, scratched his head and said, "Hey, my parents have gone abroad, and I don't know how to cook, so I went back to the team to eat."
Cheng Wei laughed unceremoniously: "The dark cuisine you made is scarier than me, and it really got the master's true instruction."
Chu Jianxin: "..."
Tan Shitian glanced at Sang Jun, and said meaningfully: "It's good to come back. Sang Jun won't go home this holiday, and you two just happen to be companions." He pulled Cheng Wei and turned to the training room, leaving a sentence before leaving: "This vacation is quite long, so take advantage of it."
Chu Jianxin hurriedly said: "Yeah, I will grasp it!"
Sang Jun smiled behind him.
It's so simple, do you think Team Tan wants you to make good use of the time for fun during the holidays
He is telling me to seize the opportunity and catch you.
***
After returning to the dormitory, Chu Jianxin went to the bedroom to tidy up.
In fact, there is nothing to pack. He just came home a few days ago, because his home is in the local area, so he didn’t bring much luggage at that time. When he returned to the team today, he just carried a few changes of clothes on his back and hung them in the closet. son.
After tidying up, he sat by the bed and began to think about it carefully.
It shouldn't be an auditory hallucination, Sang Jun did confess to him and said "I like you".
However, he was too shocked to respond to Sang Jun, so Sang Jun took him to eat hot pot.
? ?
So what's the situation
Chu Jianxin was a little confused, completely unable to understand Sang Jun's train of thought.
Just as he was wondering, he suddenly heard a knock on the door. When he looked up, he saw Sang Jun standing at the door with a smile on his face, and asked, "Can I come in?"
Chu Jianxin bit the bullet and said, "Cough, come in."
Sang Jun walked in, went all the way to the bed and sat down beside him, looking back at him: "Are you full?"
Chu Jianxin smiled dryly: "Well, I'm very full."
Sang Jun said: "The brain should have recovered, too?"
Chu Jianxin: "..."
It was true that I was standing in the snow and was a little dazed by the cold just now, and I didn't keep up with Sang Jun's rhythm.
Sang Jun smiled slightly: "So, what do you think about confessing to me?"
Chu Jianxin immediately looked away in a panic, and said, "I, I don't know, I just think you are..."
Sang Jun interrupted him: "Okay, just treat you as a best friend and a good buddy. I'm tired of hearing this sentence after you say it for several years. A good buddy will be jealous and angry because I find a girlfriend?"
Chu Jianxin's face flushed suddenly: "I, I'm not jealous."
Sang Jun smiled: "But your performance really seems to be jealous."
Chu Jianxin fell silent, because he was a little guilty and couldn't find a suitable argument to argue with Sang Jun.
Until Sang Jun's face was magnified in front of him again, and then his lips suddenly warmed up.
Chu Jianxin's eyes widened instantly.
Damn, why is he kissing again
This time the kiss was instant, just a light touch, but it made Chu Jianxin's face burn up. He stared at Sang Jun, not knowing what to say.
Sang Jun laughed in a good mood, and asked, "Do you hate it? If it were someone else, you would definitely have punched me, but every time I kiss you, you always look like this in shock and anticipation." , and a little blush."
Chu Jianxin: "..."
yes, is it
He didn't notice this himself, but at the moment Sang Jun approached, his heart beat faster and his cheeks felt hot.
"I've been waiting for you to get enlightened. Actually, I've been waiting for a long time." Sang Jun sighed softly, and said in a low voice, "I like you, it's not just a matter of a day or two. Four years ago, shortly after we met, I fell in love with you." I was worried, but when I knew you liked girls, I never dared to confess, so I could only stay by your side as a friend and grow up with you silently."
"For the sake of the fact that I've loved you for so many years, give me a chance. Let's try dating for a while as lovers. How about it?"
Chu Jianxin turned his head and met his gentle eyes.
The words of refusal suddenly became impossible to say.
Has he liked himself for four years? I can't tell it at ordinary times, he must have endured very hard...
In the past few years, Sang Jun really cared about him very much. Chu Jianxin thought it was out of friendship, but unexpectedly, Sang Jun had been secretly in love with him long ago.
Chu Jianxin was a little moved, and also a little...unspeakably happy.
That's right, joy.
Knowing that Sang Jun has always liked him, although Chu Jianxin's head is still a little messy, this joyful mood can't be suppressed at all, it fills his heart instantly like a gushing spring, and makes his whole chest spread a warm breath .
The corner of Chu Jianxin's lips couldn't help but raise a smile, scratching his head: "Hey, your city is deep enough, I didn't see it at all."
Seeing that he didn't refuse, but still smirked, Sang Jun couldn't help laughing, stretched out his hand and gently hugged Chu Jianxin into his arms, and said, "So you agreed?"
Chu Jianxin said: "Hey, try dating, it seems that I don't suffer? Anyway, I don't hate you, and..."
Sang Jun said: "And what?"
And the feeling of kissing you is super good, and I want to kiss you a few more times to experience it.
Chu Jianxin was naturally embarrassed to say this, so he could only perfunctoryly say: "Besides, we have been in love for so many years, and I don't want to turn against you."
Sang Jun smiled slightly, tightened his arms, and said, "Okay, then from now on, I'm not your friend—it's your boyfriend."
Chu Jianxin blushed a little when he heard the word "boyfriend", and said unconvinced: "Then I'm your boyfriend too."
Sang Jun nodded immediately: "Of course."
Chu Jianxin was a little confused: "I heard that when men date men, there seems to be a distinction between 1 and 0, offense and suffering?"
Sang Jun: "Where did you hear that?"
Chu Jianxin laughed: "I'm at home these few days, my mind is a little messed up, so I went to Baidu for a bit..."
Sang Jun said: "So, do you want to be attacked or accepted?"
Chu Jianxin did not hesitate: "Of course I am aggressive! My character is super aggressive, don't you think?"
Sang Jun smiled slightly: "Well, as long as you like it."
Chu Jianxin: "... ???"
So easy to talk to
Why do I have a cold feeling in my back
It seems that in last season's game, every time Sang Joon was so talkative, the opponent was beaten to the ground?
Chu Jianxin let out a dry cough, feeling that it was a bit embarrassing to bring up this kind of topic in the open, so he just shut up and enjoyed the moment of hugging him with peace of mind.
Sang Jun's embrace was too warm, making Chu Jianxin... a little sleepy.
He was reading detective novels at home every day until midnight, and he was severely deprived of sleep. He seemed to have only slept for two or three hours last night. Now that he is back in the familiar team dormitory, he has this person who makes him feel at ease, plus the burden in his heart. Finally letting go completely, Chu Jianxin fell asleep just like that.
Sang Jun hugged him for a while, and found that he was breathing evenly and fell asleep directly...
It is also big enough!
In the whole world, you just fell asleep in each other's arms right after you confessed to your relationship. You're probably the first one, right
I was very helpless in my heart, but seeing him sleeping with his eyes closed, his gaze couldn't help softening.
Sang Jun smiled slightly, leaned over and pressed a gentle kiss on Chu Jianxin's forehead, then pulled off the quilt, hugged him and lay on the bed.
The method of boiling frogs in warm water really worked for Chu Jianxin. Fortunately, I used clever tactics on this relationship and did not freeze the relationship between the two.
It's nice to take a nap with the one you love.
Next, you have to care about him as a boyfriend, pamper him, and let him fall completely.
Sang Jun smiled slightly, tightened his arms around the other party, and thought - Chu Jianxin, you can't escape this time.
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Posted early tonight, I need to take cold medicine and go to bed early~
You understand tomorrow night, see you in the welfare group.
Qiu Yuan has been abused before, Sang Chu and the couple don't want to abuse again, so let's be sweet to the end o(*￣︶￣*)o