The next day, it was eleven o’clock when Chu Jianxin woke up. After tossing until late last night, he felt a sore waist and weakness in his legs as soon as he woke up. Fortunately, Sang Jun’s embrace was very warm, so he just lay in Sang Jun’s arms. Unable to get up in his arms, he stretched out his hand to grab Sang Jun's fingers and played with them one by one.
Soon, the other party's deep laughter came from above his head: "Are you awake? Don't you want to get up?"
Chu Jianxin rolled his eyes and said, "I didn't expect you to be such a beast. My whole body hurts now."
Sang Jun kissed his forehead softly, and his voice became much gentler: "Sorry, I have endured it for so many years, I lost control last night... Shall I give you some medicine?"
Chu Jianxin hurriedly refused: "No, it doesn't hurt that much!"
He didn't want Sang Joon to touch the shameful place in the back.
Chu Jianxin turned Gu Lu up from the bed, Sang Jun looked at the bruises all over his body, and his eyes were extraordinarily gentle: "Sleep for a while?"
Chu Jianxin said: "Hungry."
Sang Jun smiled: "Then take a shower first, and I'll buy you something to eat."
When Chu Jianxin went to the bathroom to take a shower, he naturally saw the marks on his whole body in the mirror, his cheeks felt hot for a while, and he felt that he was really crazy.
How can there be someone who goes to bed with someone on the first day of confirming the relationship
In fact, his concept is not so open. Although he usually likes to joke and tell some pornographic jokes, his heart is still quite pure. Why can't he control it like a wild horse in front of Sang Jun? I always wanted to be closer to Sang Jun, wanted to kiss and hug Sang Jun, but in the end I had sex with him? This speed of development is really like a rocket.
Chu Jianxin stood under the nozzle and scrubbed his hair vigorously, trying to wake himself up.
When he came out of the shower, Sang Jun had bought lunch and packed it from the team cafeteria.
Sang Jun said: "Come and eat, we have your favorite braised pork and spicy bamboo shoots."
Chu Jianxin raised his head, met his gentle gaze, his cheeks burned, coughed and said, "Thank you."
Sang Jun smiled: "What's the relationship between the two of us? Are you polite to me?"
Chu Jianxin scratched his head and asked, "Then what do you think is the relationship between us now?"
Sang Jun said without hesitation, "Sweetie."
Chu Jianxin: "... oh."
Sang Jun walked over and looked him in the eyes: "What? Do you have a different opinion?"
Chu Jianxin rubbed his nose and said, "No. I just feel that the progress is too fast. Last night I was also a little impulsive, ahem, in fact, I agreed to be with you not for... uh, for sex with you."
The way of having sex directly is really not like dating, it's more like looking for a friend with benefits, it turns out that he minds this.
Seeing his blushing face, Sang Jun's heart softened, and he couldn't help stretching out his hand, gently holding Chu Jianxin's fingers in his palm, and said softly: "I want to be closer to you because I like you." , not to meet your physical needs. Have you figured out the sequence?"
When Chu Jianxin heard this, his mood suddenly turned cloudy, and he nodded immediately: "That's good." After speaking, the corners of his lips couldn't help but rise, and he took Sang Jun's hand and said, "Let's eat!"
He didn't doubt Sang Jun's intentions for him, but he was the one who took the initiative last night, and he seemed a little impatient. He didn't want Sang Jun to misunderstand that he was a lustful pervert—he was not that open in fact, it was just the gas pedal last night. Stepping too fast, the brakes didn't stop.
***
In the following time, the two started the sweet lover mode.
There are two bedrooms in the dormitory, but they both sleep on the same bed every night. Although Chu Jianxin’s body has not happened for the time being, no unspeakable incidents have happened, but Sang Jun will kiss him every day before going to bed, and Chu Jianxin likes to hug him very much. Sleeping with Sang Jun, I feel very warm.
When they got up in the morning, because of normal physiological reactions, the two also solved each other with their hands.
After a few days like this, Chu Jianxin couldn't help it again, and took the initiative to say, "Let's try again?"
Although it's a bit embarrassing to say this on my own initiative, he really likes it. The experience of that night left him with a deep and clear memory, allowing him to taste it.
Sang Jun also never expected that Chu Jianxin would be so active in this matter...
Since he wanted it, Sang Jun would naturally satisfy him, smiling and pushing him down on the bed with utmost patience and gentleness.
Chu Jianxin soon became overwhelmed, and surrendered with Sang Jun in his arms.
He felt as if he had fallen into an abyss, getting deeper and deeper, but he still didn't want to come out.
Isn't that too indulgent
But he can't control that much anymore, he only knows that he is very happy with Sang Jun, and it is Sang Jun who brings him a passion that he has never experienced before.
***
Because the dormitory is a double room, no one cares what the two of them do in the dormitory. The two of them have been together without shame or anger during this time.
That night, just as Sang Jun was about to kiss Chu Jianxin goodnight, his phone rang suddenly, and a message popped up on the screen.
Xiao Min: "Can you come to the high school reunion tomorrow night?"
Chu Jianxin picked up his phone and looked at it. He was taken aback and asked, "Are there many people going?"
Xiao Min: "Ten or so, 80% of the people in the capital will come. I asked for everyone's opinions in the group before, and the most people can go tomorrow, so I booked it tomorrow. You have not been bubbling in the group, so I privately Poke yours, come at eight o'clock tomorrow night?"
Chu Jianxin said: "Okay, then I will go too."
After he finished replying to WeChat, he found that Sang Jun's face was not very good-looking, so he showed Sang Jun his phone: "Our classmate reunion."
Sang Jun frowned: "Why did your ex-girlfriend inform you?"
Chu Jianxin hastily explained: "Xiao Min was our class monitor in high school. She was the best in her studies, and she ranked first in the exam every time. Her college entrance examination scores were also very good, and she was admitted by a famous foreign school."
Sang Jun said indifferently: "So, do you like this kind of schoolmaster girl?"
Chu Jianxin scratched his head with a smile: "At that time, I was not very sensible, and I thought that girls who studied well were especially admirable..."
Before he finished speaking, seeing Sang Jun's face darken, Chu Jianxin hurriedly changed his words: "It happened many years ago, and I have nothing to do with her. She told me that it was really just because she was the class monitor, and we were all in the same class." In the class group, she chatted with me privately when I didn’t bubble up in the group. Didn’t you see that she had a new boyfriend last time at the airport? Besides, I have you now.” Chu Jianxin hugged Sang Jun flatteringly , "Our family Sangsang is so nice, how can I be willing to abandon you?"
Sang Jun's mood improved after that, he smiled slightly, and leaned into Chu Jianxin's ear and said softly: "You have me, so don't think about others anymore, you know?"
The sensitive earlobe was bitten by him, Chu Jianxin felt hot all over, and his cheeks were a little red, but he still nodded and said: "Yes. You are the same."
As soon as he finished speaking, he was kissed passionately by him, and his body was also laid down on the bed.
We have only been together for more than half a month, and the sensitive points of the body have been thoroughly grasped by him. Chu Jianxin soon cried out in comfort, what class reunion, what Xiao Min, all forgotten, in his eyes and in his heart... And in his body, only Sang Jun remained.
Sang Jun seemed extraordinarily enthusiastic that night. Chu Jianxin was tortured several times and was so tired that his waist was about to break.
As a result, I had to wear a turtleneck sweater to hide the hickey on my neck at the class reunion the next day.
But Sang Jun leaned against the door and smiled: "You look handsome in this sweater."
Chu Jianxin really wanted to grab this beast and beat him up, so he turned around and said, "Did you lose your nerve last night and get jealous?"
Sang Jun nodded calmly: "It's a little jealous."
Chu Jianxin rolled his eyes and complained, but he couldn't help but feel a little sweet in his heart.
Sang Jun is jealous because of a WeChat message, what does that mean
It means he cares!
Occasionally eating a little vinegar is also the fun of dating, isn't it
***
Chu Jianxin was in a good mood and took a taxi to attend the class reunion. At first, he thought that his classmates would make fun of him and Xiao Min, but in the end, Xiao Min brought his new boyfriend there, no matter how stupid those classmates were, they would never tell the story of his ex-boyfriend in front of his new boyfriend. Chu Jianxin heaved a sigh of relief, successfully escaped, and looked at the foreign friend much more pleasing to the eye.
After the dinner party, there was another KTV segment. Everyone took turns to sing. When it was Chu Jianxin's turn, Chu Jianxin picked up the microphone naturally and said, "I will sing a Cantonese song "Like You" for everyone."
There was warm applause in the box, Chu Jianxin sang a Cantonese song familiarly, and the girls began to boo: "You sing very well! I didn't realize that you still have this skill!" "Yes, I always forgot to sing in high school. Lyrics, this song can be sung with eyes closed!" "And it's a Cantonese song, your Cantonese is quite standard, even comparable to the original song."
Chu Jianxin, who was praised, was very happy, and explained: "Because I often sing this song, it is my specialty!"
Suddenly a voice came from the corner, saying in awkward Chinese: "Is it for someone you like?"
Chu Jianxin was startled, looked at the handsome foreign guy, and said, "No, just sing whatever you want."
The handsome foreign guy grinned and said, "I thought you were going to confess to some beautiful woman at the scene that you like you. The title of this song is very suitable for confessing."
He obviously didn't know that Chu Jianxin was Xiao Min's ex-boyfriend, so he made a joke casually.
Chu Jianxin was stunned for a moment.
It suddenly occurred to him that many years ago, the night Team Time won the championship, everyone happily ran to the KTV to have a carnival, and everyone was singing, except Sang Jun.
Sang Joon sits in the corner of the private room and listens carefully to his singing.
After Chu Jianxin sang a song, when everyone booed and sang another song, Sang Jun suddenly said, "Can I order a song?"
Then he clicked on the song "Like You".
Chu Jianxin didn't realize anything at the time. He happened to know how to sing this song, so he sang it.
Later, Sang Jun would ask him to sing this song at every KTV gathering in the team. He nervously thought that it was Sang Jun himself who liked the song.
He was dead wrong.
Sang Joon is confessing to him in the most subtle way.
He didn't like this song, but he said to Chu Jianxin: I like you.
At that moment, countless memories flooded into my mind, Chu Jianxin's eyes suddenly became hot, and he almost shed tears.
It turned out that when I didn't know it at all, that person had liked me silently for so long, and had been expressing his love in such a subtle way.
He has given himself the most tender company for so many years, but he only recently realized his feelings and began to respond. Sang Jun must have had a hard time during these years of unrequited love, right
Noticing that Chu Jianxin's eyes suddenly turned red, the students were a little embarrassed, thinking that he remembered the past with Xiao Min, a witty girl immediately changed the subject to sing, He Min frowned lightly, and called Chu Jianxin said, "Go out and have a chat?"
Chu Jianxin followed her out with a dizzy head.
When the two came to the end of the corridor, He Min said softly: "Sorry, I didn't mean to bring Jack here. I thought you'd let go of what happened so long ago."
Chu Jianxin was startled, recovered, and hurriedly said: "I let go, don't get me wrong, I just treat you as a normal friend now, you can find the right person, I am very happy for you."
He Min looked at his red eyes, and asked suspiciously: "Then why do you look a little sad?"
Chu Jianxin sniffed and said with a smile: "Because I found out that I am too stupid. There is someone who has been by my side and liked me for so long, but I didn't notice it at all. If he had noticed earlier, he wouldn't be like this." Thanks for your hard work."
He Min also smiled when he heard this: "It seems that person is very affectionate to you?"
Chu Jianxin nodded: "Well, he is really a super nice person."
He Min said: "Then you have to be nice to him. The past has become a memory, let's cherish the person in front of us." She stretched out her hand and said, "I'm going abroad at the end of the year, and I may rarely see him in the future." There is a chance to meet, although you were quite an asshole back then, but now, everyone is relieved, I wish you happiness."
Chu Jianxin smiled slightly: "Yes. I wish you happiness too."
He Min turned and left, her back was very free and easy.
Chu Jianxin watched her tall back gradually disappear in front of him, as if a door was closing gently in front of his eyes, isolating those young days.
He liked her once, and this excellent girl was indeed worthy of his liking, but that was all in the past.
Only by letting go of the past calmly can he welcome a better future with the best mentality.
***
When the party was halfway through, Chu Jianxin found an excuse and left early.
When he took a taxi back to the team and opened the door to enter the dormitory, there was a rushing sound from the bathroom, apparently Sang Jun was taking a shower.
Chu Jianxin's heart beat like a drum, standing at the door of the bathroom, jokingly said: "Sangsang, have you washed it? Do you want me to wait for you on the bed?"
Sang Jun: "..."
As soon as the sound of the water stopped, Sang Jun came out with a bath towel around his waist, pinched Chu Jianxin's ears helplessly, and said, "Didn't you satisfy you last night? Little pervert."
Chu Jianxin laughed: "Well, let me sing you a song."
Sang Jun looked at him suspiciously: "Are you drunk? You didn't sing enough at the class reunion, and you ran back to the dormitory to sing?"
Chu Jianxin shamelessly dragged Sang Jun into the bedroom, pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed, then cleared his throat, and said, "I sing this song the best, listen to it."
Sang Jun looked at him with a smile: "Okay, you can sing and listen."
There is no accompaniment, no melody, but he has already memorized the lyrics, and he is very familiar with Cantonese—
"Drizzle and wind drenched the evening streets
Wipe away the rain and look up without reason
Looking at the lonely night light
It's that sad memory
Once again, countless thoughts in my heart
The past moments of laughter are still on the face
I wish you would know now
is my heartfelt voice
like you… "
The smile on Sang Jun's face gradually dissipated, and when Chu Jianxin sang this sentence, he suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged him forcefully.
Chu Jianxin also stopped, his voice choked up: "I don't understand the meaning of you asking me to sing this song every time, am I too stupid?"
Sang Jun's voice was low: "You are just thinking too simple, not stupid. You didn't realize that I was confessing secretly."
Chu Jianxin said: "But now I have figured it out."
Sang-joon lets go of him, looks him in the eyes and asks, "So, that's your response to me?"
Chu Jianxin also looked at the other party's eyes, and nodded seriously: "Yes, Sang Jun, I like you too."
-I like you too.
A simple sentence is a confession worth a thousand words, and Sang Jun's psychological defense was instantly defeated.
Sang Jun's eyes filled with heat, but he quickly suppressed the urge to cry, looked at the man in front of him tenderly, and said, "Are you sure, you like me?"
For the first time, Chu Jianxin took the initiative to hold his hand, put his fingers through the gaps between his fingers, and interlocked his fingers.
He looked into Sang Joon's eyes and said in the firmest voice, "I'm sure, you are the lover I want most. I want to be with you and never be apart again."
The two looked at each other for a long time, and then smiled at the same time with a tacit understanding.
Sang Jun stretched out his arms, and Chu Jianxin fell into his arms cooperatively, hugging each other.
This hug was so tight that it seemed to rub the other person into his body.
Chu Jianxin believes that they will not be separated.
Because, now he is mature enough and has enough ability to face everything that comes next.
He will use the best of himself to love the best person.
[End of the first chapter of Sang]