After getting off the Happy Hot Wheels, Shen He immediately looked at Li Muran nervously, and asked, "How are you? Are you still dizzy?"
Li Muran still didn't let go of Shen He's hand, and said calmly: "I'm fine."
Shen He supported him and said, "Are you really okay? I remember that your twin brother also has a fear of heights? At that time, he also came to open up wasteland for the new game of Dubu Jianghu, but because of his severe fear of heights, he fainted in 3D and returned to Miracle .Is this hereditary? Both of you brothers are afraid of heights?"
The blamed younger brother who was far away at the Longyin Club suddenly sneezed loudly.
Li Muran bypassed the topic lightly, and said: "My situation is not as serious as my brother's, it's just that I'm not feeling well, let's go."
He let go of this topic, and led Shen He to continue walking.
Fortunately, Shen He played most of the high-altitude thrilling games. Afterwards, the two leisurely strolled around the playground, and Shen He excitedly bought some skewers for Li Muran to eat.
After playing until dark, Shen He reluctantly left Happy Valley.
After walking out of the gate of Happy Valley, Shen He looked back and couldn't help but said: "There are still many projects that I don't have time to play. I will come again when I have the opportunity."
Li Muran asked softly: "Do you like this playground very much?"
Shen He nodded his head immediately: "Well, it's fun and exciting!"
He is really a child at heart. Li Muran couldn't help but smiled slightly, and said, "I will take you to Hong Kong Disneyland when I have a chance in the future."
Shen He looked expectant: "I've always wanted to go to Hong Kong too! How about we make an appointment, we will go to Hong Kong together during the next season's vacation, and I'll get a visa in advance."
Li Muran nodded: "Okay."
Only then did Shen He realize that the two had been holding hands.
The first time we held hands was because Li Muran suddenly said that he was afraid of heights on the Happy Hot Wheels, so he held Shen He's hand. Shen He didn't break free at that time. After getting off Hot Wheels, he was worried that Li Muran would get dizzy and be held by the other party. Shen He didn't withdraw his hand either. As a result... I was so excited to play that I kept forgetting about it.
It wasn't until he calmed down now that Shen He suddenly realized that something was wrong.
He immediately withdrew his fingers from Li Muran's hand, his ears were slightly red, coughed and said, "Well, I'm sorry, I didn't realize that I kept pulling you..."
Li Muran thought to himself, I took the initiative to hold you, why did you apologize instead
Seeing Shen He's ears flushed, Li Muran said indifferently: "It's okay, I'll take you first."
Shen He: "..."
He actually said it so directly, what did he mean
Shen He froze for a moment, rubbed his hot fingers lightly, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated.
He is also rough enough to walk around hand in hand with Li Muran?
Meeting Li Muran's gaze, Shen He hurriedly turned around, and said while walking forward: "Let's go eat, cough, what are you having for dinner?"
Li Muran said: "Do you like hot pot? Please eat the authentic Chaoshan beef ball hot pot."
Shen He nodded immediately: "Okay, I haven't eaten yet!"
Li Muran took him to a hot pot restaurant, and the two found a seat by the window to sit down. This restaurant's beef bone soup is very famous, and the beef is also very fresh. Li Muran ordered a few special dishes. After the bottom of the pot was served, he took the initiative to boil the meatballs for Shen He, and put them in Shen He's bowl when the meatballs were cooked. .
Shen He took a bite, immediately narrowed his eyes and said, "It's delicious!"
He is usually like a monkey when he is alive and kicking, but he is like a cute kitten when he quietly squints his eyes and smiles. Li Muran is very surprised that he always associates Shen He with animals, probably because he likes them? Therefore, no matter what kind of state Shen He is in, he finds it very pleasing to the eye.
Li Muran's eyes softened rarely, he picked up the beef balls from the pot and put them into his bowl, saying: "Eat more if you like."
Shen He ate so happily that he forgot about holding hands this afternoon.
After returning home at night, Li Muran took a bath in the bathroom, and Shen He calmed down by himself, only then did he remember what happened today.
Something is really wrong.
It is normal for girls to go shopping with their girlfriends, holding hands. He used to often see girls shopping in the mall holding hands.
However, men hold hands with men... Unless the father is holding the youngest son, even brothers rarely make such intimate movements after they grow up.
Why did Li Muran hold his hand
If it is said that on Hot Wheels, because of fear of heights, he was too nervous and grabbed his hand in a hurry, then it would make sense.
But after getting off Hot Wheels, he kept holding his hand... The sequelae of fear of heights didn't last that long, did they? And Li Muran's expression at that time was not nervous at all
The more Shen He thought about it, the more confused he became, so he simply took out his mobile phone and searched "Is it normal for a man to hold hands with a man?" As a result, a lot of posts came up after a search.
A poster posted on a certain forum and asked, "I'm a boy. I have a male friend who likes to hold my hand. He always acts as if nothing happened. I don't think he did it on purpose. Is this normal?" The reply below is almost It's one-sided—
"It's definitely not normal. Boys and boys usually hang shoulders together, how can they hold hands?" "You have to be careful, landlord, your friend may have that kind of meaning for you." "Your friend probably likes you Right?" "How does he treat other men? Will he also hold their hands? If he only likes to hold your hand, congratulations, he has his eyes on you." "Your friend is definitely crooked, straight No one likes to hold a big man's hand, but everyone likes to hold a soft girl."...
After a lot of replies, the host finally replied: "Thank you everyone, we are together."
Shen He: "..."
Seeing the end, he was a little confused. All the replies in this tall building said that boys holding boys' hands must have that tendency, and it is definitely not the behavior of straight men.
So, Li Muran, is it crooked
Did he fancy himself
Shen He was taken aback by this thought, his cheeks flushed instantly.
At this moment, Li Muran suddenly pushed open the bathroom door and came out. He was wearing a white bathrobe with a belt around his waist, revealing a large and firm chest. Because he had just taken a shower, his chest seemed to be covered with a layer of The soft water light, looking up, is a beautiful Adam's apple, a handsome face with distinct features, especially a pair of dark and deep eyes, as if you can't see the bottom. The wet hair looked a little messy, but it gave him a different kind of sexiness between youthful and mature.
Shen He's heartbeat was ridiculously fast, he immediately looked away, and hurriedly picked up the phone and pretended to look down to browse the webpage.
Li Muran walked over to take a look, and couldn't help chuckling: "You have held your phone upside down."
Shen He: "..."
The red color spread to the ears in an instant, Shen He hurriedly turned the phone over, and said awkwardly: "Ahem, I didn't pay attention."
Li Muran sat down beside him, and said, "What's wrong? Thinking about something?"
After taking a bath, the young man was still steaming, and he sat next to him, making Shen He's body unbearably hot. He immediately moved his buttocks, sat down on the sofa on the other side, and explained: "I just sorted out the photos. , I took a lot of photos today, I chose some good ones and sent them to my parents."
Li Muran instinctively felt that he had something on his mind, but he didn't let it go. He nodded and said, "Okay, then you can take a shower later, and go to bed early after you take a shower."
Shen He took a shower at ten o'clock in the evening, but he didn't go upstairs to sleep until twelve o'clock.
Li Muran waited in the bedroom for a long time, and found that he hadn't come yet, so he went downstairs to take a look in doubt, only to see Shen He curled up in the corner of the sofa, holding his phone and browsing some forum, with a serious expression on his face. Li Muran asked: "Aren't you sleeping yet?"
Shen He said: "Oh, I, I will sleep right away."
He bravely walked up to the second floor, walked into Li Muran's bedroom with his head down, moved stiffly to the edge of the bed and sat down.
Li Muran glanced at his phone, and found that there was a forum post on the screen, with a big title saying "What does it mean for a man to hold hands with a man".
Li Muran: "..."
This guy's reflex arc is also long enough. He held hands for an afternoon, and he didn't realize it until he got home at night. He started to go to the doctor in a hurry. Baidu search strategy
Seeing him standing beside him with a confused face and not daring to go to bed, Li Muran felt amused, and couldn't help asking: "Have you checked the forum for a long time, did you come to any conclusions?"
Shen He scratched his head in embarrassment: "I didn't check the forum, I just looked at it casually."
Li Muran pointed to the phone page he forgot to turn off, and read: "What does it mean for a man holding hands with a man? Are you reading this post?"
Shen He, who was caught face to face, was immediately stunned: "I, I have no other meaning..."
Li Muran stood up, looked at the red-faced guy in front of him, sighed softly, and said: "Are there many people in the reply saying that men generally don't hold hands of the same sex? This kind of behavior is not simple. If your friend Taking the initiative to hold your hand may mean that to you."
Shen He stared at him blankly: "How do you know what was said in the reply?"
Li Muran smiled slightly: "Because they are right."
Shen He was still in a daze, when he saw Li Muran's face suddenly enlarged in front of his eyes. The height gap between the two was too big, Shen He's head was right on Li Muran's chest, Li Muran could kiss his forehead just by lowering his head slightly.
The soft kiss was parted, and then, a low and gentle voice came from next to my ear: "I like you, Shen He."
Shen He instantly froze like a statue.
The touch on his forehead continued to magnify, causing his entire face to burn.
Li Muran said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I lied to you. My younger brother has no cleanliness, I just want to hug you and sleep together. I held your hand at the playground today. Acrophobia is just an excuse. In the final analysis, it is all because I like you."
After he finished speaking, he sighed softly and said, "You can beat me up now."
Shen He: "..."
Originally, this guy made up such a clumsy excuse in order to get close to him, Shen He should be very angry, and really wanted to beat him up.
But when the clenched fist was about to hit his stomach, Shen He suddenly couldn't let go, because Li Muran was looking at him tenderly, with no intention of resisting at all, his eyes seemed to say, hit me, It doesn't matter if you kill me.
The other party has been so frank and lenient without any resistance, it seems inappropriate if he beats someone up again.
Shen He withdrew his fist stiffly, and said: "Forget it, forget it, I'm not a violent person, I don't want to beat you up. I'm going to sleep next door."
Li Muran said: "You can sleep here, the quilt here is thicker, you are always afraid of the cold. I will go to sleep in my brother's room."
He quickly took his mobile phone, turned around and ran to his younger brother's room, Shen He stayed where he was for a while, then climbed onto the bed and fell asleep, covering his head with the quilt.
He should be very angry at first, and should beat him up, why did he suddenly soften
No, I am a straight man, so I am determined not to bend over! Even if Li Muran is handsome and treats him well, he must resist to the end!
Shen He clenched his fists to cheer himself up, and then he closed his eyes and went to sleep.
As a result, in the dream, he kept dreaming of Li Muran holding his hand and kissing his forehead, and also dreamed of many details since he met Li Muran.
For example, when he first arrived at the team dormitory, he ran around in the dormitory with bare legs, and met Li Muran who got up in the middle of the night in the room, almost scaring him to death.
For example, I am always forgetful, and when I run out of toothpaste, shampoo, and shower gel, I will take Li Muran's. Li Muran doesn't mind, and will take the initiative to go to the supermarket to help him buy daily necessities every time.
Another example is when playing a game, Li Muran will warmly comfort you if you make a mistake, and give red envelopes to encourage you if you play well.
In the WeChat chat records, almost all of them were red envelopes sent to him by Li Muran.
Although there is not much money, every little red envelope is the best encouragement for Shen He.
…
Shen He was dreaming in a daze, and when he woke up in the morning, Li Muran had already made breakfast.
He went downstairs to have breakfast with dark circles under his eyes, but Li Muran looked calm, as if nothing had happened.
In the next few days, Li Muran still devoted himself to being a tour guide, taking Shen He all over Shenzhen, until the day he sent Shen He home, he did not do anything out of the ordinary.
At Shenzhen Airport, Li Muran carried his luggage all the way to the security checkpoint.
Shen He took the suitcase, scratched his head and said, "Then... I'm leaving, thank you for your hospitality these few days."
Li Muran said: "No thanks."
Shen He didn't know what to say, and was a little embarrassed for a while.
Li Muran stretched out his arms, gave him a friendly hug between friends, and whispered softly in his ear: "Xiaohe, I like you, but I won't force you to like me, and I won't do it again Disgusting thing. Go home and have a good rest, see you after the Chinese New Year."
This hug was so soft and warm that Shen He had no reason to push him away.
He had no choice but to stay where he was being hugged by the other party. After a long time, Li Muran let go of his hand and said with a smile, "Go."
Shen He's face flushed slightly: "Oh, goodbye."
Then he turned around and flew to the security checkpoint as if he was running away, as if he was being chased by a wolf behind him.
Li Muran looked at the windy figure from his back and smiled slightly.
Playing hard to get, does this trick work against Shen Xiaohe
Shen He didn't have much distaste for his contact, he just hoped that he could get better soon.
***
After Shen He returned home, he played like crazy for a while, but the strange thing is that whenever he was free, he couldn't help but think of Li Muran.
It's really strange, the more I want myself to forget, the clearer the memory of Li Muran will be in my mind.
Especially since the farewell to Shenzhen, Li Muran has not sent him a message for a week in a row, a week!
In the past, the two chatted in the dormitory every day, and even when they were not together, they often sent each other WeChat. Now that WeChat has suddenly quieted down, Shen He is really not used to it.
He found a lot of high school classmates and college alumni for gatherings, but every time he got home from the meeting and turned on his phone, he couldn't help but habitually click on Li Muran's profile picture.
I want to send a message to Li Muran, but I feel that since I don't intend to flirt and Li Muran likes me, it's better not to flirt with him.
So I forcibly resisted the urge to send a message.
And so it went until the Spring Festival.
On New Year's Eve, Shen He and his family ate dumplings lively, and when it was almost early morning, all the teammates in the group came out to send their blessings.
Li Muran also rarely appeared in the group: "Happy New Year everyone."
I also sent a 200 yuan red envelope for everyone to grab.
Qin Mo likes diving in the group very much, no one can compare to him in grabbing red envelopes, Xiao Han, sister Hong and the others also came out to grab red envelopes to send blessings.
Shen He also posted one, saying: "Everyone has a happy New Year, and everything goes well!"
Both Qin Mo and Xiao Han started to give out red envelopes, and everyone grabbed the red envelopes lively for a while, and then the group quieted down.
Shen He clicked on the private chat window with Li Muran, thinking, since Chinese New Year is coming, it should be fine to send a blessing, right
Just as he was hesitating what to type, the window suddenly lit up, and a message was sent.
Your friend Li Muran transfers 520 yuan to you, with a note message: Happy New Year.
Shen He's heart skipped a beat, 520 doesn't that mean I love you? The big red envelope he sent, should I take it or not
After not contacting for such a long time, but suddenly sent a red envelope, Shen He was a little flustered, and hurriedly replied: "What are you doing?"
Li Muran said: "Happy New Year."
Shen He: "I mean the amount of the red envelope, why set it to 520..."
Li Muran: "Don't you know? I like you, this number means I love you."
Shen He's cheeks were a little hot: "You ignored me for so long, and now you suddenly give out red envelopes again?"
Li Muran: "I didn't ignore you, but I was afraid of annoying you and wanted to calm down for a while. I'll contact you when you don't bother me."
Shen He hurriedly said: "I didn't bother you!"
Why bother him? I wish to brag and chat with him every day. I used to be with him when I was in the team before, but I didn’t think it was special until we parted. My greatest tolerance and patience.
There are countless red envelopes in the chat history of WeChat...
When playing games before, whether he won or lost, Li Muran always encouraged him by giving out red envelopes. The amount was not much, sometimes a few cents or a few dollars. Of course, Shen He was not a money-greedy person. When he performed well in the competition, Shen He would also send back the red envelopes.
In this way, the two newcomers encouraged each other by sending red envelopes to each other, and made progress together.
Looking back, during the year when I was a roommate with him, I always made mistakes, lost everything, and caused trouble for him, but he was always so tolerant and caring, and didn't dislike my rough nerves and talkativeness at all...
Thinking of this, Shen He's eyes suddenly felt a little sore.
When it was over, he was a little bit bent.
If the other party is Li Muran, he is really shaken, what should I do
Shen He thought wildly, but with a slip of his finger, he took the 520 red envelope.
Li Muran sent a smile: "You received this red envelope, which means, are you willing to try dating with me?"
Shen He was dumbfounded: "I'm skating, I'm really just skating!"
Then he had a flash of inspiration, and immediately sent back the 520 red envelope.
Li Muran said: "Send me a 520 red envelope, which means you love me too?"
Shen He wanted to cry but had no tears: "I made a mistake in the operation, and I want to refund it to you!"
Li Muran: "It doesn't matter, anyway, if you take mine and send me one back, I'll take it as your agreement."
Shen He: "..."
So did he sell himself for a red envelope? In the end, it seems that the red envelope was not received, so it was returned
Shen He wished he could bang his head against the wall.
But Li Muran immediately sent another sentence: "Xiaohe, I miss you very much these few days."
My heart softened all of a sudden...
In fact, he, he also misses Li Muran very much.
Sigh, don't struggle anymore, when you meet a high-quality boyfriend like Li Muran, you should bend over.
Shen He scratched his head, and blushed a little and sent a sentence: "Brother Ran, I miss you too. Okay."
Li Muran's phone fell to the ground with a bang.