Most professional players will go home during the holidays. Xiao Han’s father has been busy with work, so it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t go back. Qin Mo’s parents are traveling recently, and he doesn’t want to go back to Nanjing alone, so the two decided to go together after discussing. Go to America.
Xiao Han went abroad with his father when he was very young, and grew up in Boston, USA. It wasn't until he met the cat god while playing games abroad that he was brought back to China by his master to play games. His father still has a house in Boston, USA. After the father and son returned to China, that house has been vacant.
Some time ago, Xiao Han's father asked him to deal with the property and sell the house when he was free. Xiao Han just took advantage of this holiday to take Qin Mo to visit the place where he grew up.
It was afternoon when the two arrived in Boston by plane, and Xiao Han made an appointment in advance to pick them up at the airport at the airport.
This house is quite large, and there are many plants in the independent yard. However, because no one has cleaned it for a long time, the yard is overgrown with weeds and looks a bit messy. But once inside it was very clean and tidy. I heard that Xiao Han's mother passed away very early, and he has been living with his father. The man must not be so careful in taking care of the family. The furniture in the house is very simple, and there are not many warm decorations. It feels a bit deserted.
Thinking of Xiao Han growing up here, Qin Mo's heart ached slightly. Compared to being pampered by his parents since he was a child, Xiao Han must have had a very unhappy childhood, right
His mother died so early, and his father was busy with work and didn't care much about him. He learned to be independent at a very young age. It is said that when the cat god met him in the United States, he could wash clothes and cook at a young age, and his personality was particularly rebellious. He is very repulsive to everything around him, and he is a very cold and paranoid boy.
But since returning to China and playing games for a few years, his personality has been influenced by the Longyin Club, his face has become thicker and thicker, and he has become a lot more cheerful...
Qin Mo was lowering his head in thought, when suddenly, a warm kiss fell on his forehead, he looked up, and met Xiao Han's smiling eyes.
Xiao Han said: "It's said that the scene is full of love. I didn't react when I came back here, but you have a complicated look on your face? Others thought it was your hometown when they saw it."
Qin Mo was a little embarrassed by what he said, turned his head and said, "I just... thought of something."
Xiao Han asked directly: "Do you feel sorry for me, and think it's not easy for me to grow up here alone?"
Qin Mo's ears turned red slightly, and he said, "I don't feel sorry for you."
Xiao Han stretched out his arms and hugged him gently, rubbed his chin on his shoulder, and said, "You just love me, don't deny it."
Qin Mo: "... I can't say no to you."
Xiao Han looked at his red ears, smiled slightly, tightened his arms, and said in a low voice: "Actually, when my mother just passed away, I was very depressed for a while. I had just arrived in the United States. , English is very bad, I can’t play with the children around me, and many children bully me when they see that I am of mixed race. In addition, my father is too busy with work and often leaves me alone at home. At that time, I even felt that all The world is my enemy."
Qin Mo: "..."
At that time, Xiao Han was alone in a foreign country and experienced the pain of losing his mother. He must have been very sad, right
Qin Mo was distressed and wanted to comfort him a few words, but Xiao Han's style of painting changed, and he said: "However, I am not the kind of child who hides and cries when I am bullied. At first they bullied me, I always I endured it, and then I found an opportunity to beat up those dead kids. From then on, they were all afraid of me, recognized me as the boss, and treated me with special respect."
Qin Mo: "..."
Wait, what's wrong with this storyline
Xiao Han went on to say: "When I met my master, I happened to be in the rebellious period. I killed people everywhere in the game, but I kicked the iron plate and killed the Maoshen trumpet. You also know my master's temper. Whoever kills him once, he Absolutely return ten times. I lost all the equipment I was killed by him, only the last pair of underwear... "
Listening to his description, Qin Mo couldn't help but chuckled, coughed to cover up, and said, "I've heard about your glorious deeds."
At that time, Xiao Han was only seventeen or eighteen years old. He killed the cat god in the game, but he was chased and killed by the cat god in turn. He was very cute.
Later, because the cat god happened to be in the United States, I came to Boston to meet him, recognized him as an apprentice, and brought him back to China to become a professional e-sports player.
When he first returned to China, Xiao Han made a lot of jokes because of his poor Chinese. At that time, Qin Mo was also an arrogant boy with a second-year middle school illness. After the two met, Qin Mo was often offended by his bad Chinese. I have to obey my master's instructions, practice hand and play games with him every day, and teach him Chinese by the way...
That period of youth is their common dark history.
Looking back at this moment, it is full of warmth everywhere.
Xiao Han also thought of those past events, and his eyes couldn't help becoming more gentle. He let go of Qin Mo, looked into Qin Mo's eyes and said, "Before I was eighteen, I always felt that God treated me badly. I lost my mother since I was a child, and my father didn't care enough for me. There were not many foreign friends around me." He treats me sincerely, but after returning to China with Master and becoming an e-sports player, I realized that God is really good to me. I have met many good friends in China, and the most important thing is that I also met you, love fucked you."
Qin Mo looked at him with gentle eyes, and his heart softened already.
But after all, Qin Mo doesn't like to express himself candidly like Xiao Han, and it's impossible to say too explicit love words. His feelings have always been restrained. At this moment, he just held Xiao Han's hand and said seriously: " I won't leave you."
Xiao Han smiled, stretched out his hand to gently rub Qin Mo's hair, and said, "I knew that Xiao Mo treated me the best."
After he finished speaking, he took Qin Mo's hand and walked around the room, giving Qin Mo a brief introduction to the situation at home.
In a house with three bedrooms and two living rooms, one is Xiao Han's father's bedroom, the other is Xiao Han's room, and the study is his father's office. Qin Mo followed him into his bedroom. As soon as he entered the door, he saw a lot of gadgets in the bedroom cabinet, including robot models and the surroundings of anime characters. Obviously, Xiao Han liked to collect these things when he was young.
There is a photo frame on the table, the photo inside is about Xiao Han when he was seven or eight years old, with blond hair, bright black eyes, a small face that pretends to be serious, a kid with an expressionless face, in Qin Mo's eyes Li is also very cute.
Qin Mo picked up the photo and said, "Are you so cute when you were young?"
Xiao Han said: "Do you like to look at photos? I have a lot here."
He took out a photo album from the drawer and handed it to Qin Mo.
Nowadays, most people can make electronic photo albums, and fewer and fewer people print out photos as souvenirs. However, Xiao Han’s father is more nostalgic. Every year when Xiao Han was born, his father would take him to take photos and print them. Come out and put it in the album.
Sitting by the bed, Qin Mo opened it and slowly flipped through it. The first one was when Xiao Han was one year old. He was a little fat and fleshy. His dark eyes were like gems, and with his blond hair, he was just a little boy. Angel.
Later, this little angel grew up and gradually became a little devil. Xiao Han suffered from a serious secondary illness in his youth. The cold look made Qin Mo want to laugh.
From this photo album, he saw Xiao Han's growth process.
Although he didn't participate in this process, but slowly flipping through the photo album, he seemed to be able to see a cute little child who, after experiencing the blow of his mother's death, gradually became strong and brave, and later became the person in front of him. This handsome and responsible man.
It's an amazing feeling. It was as if a vine had grown from the bottom of my heart, gradually stretching and spreading, gently wrapping the heart, making the whole heart soft.
Qin Mo didn't know much about Xiao Han's past, but today, following Xiao Han back to the place where he grew up, Qin Mo found that he seemed to like this person more, whether it was the cute mixed-race little angel in childhood, or the rebellious boy in his youth. He likes the little devil walking alone.
Holding Xiao Han's photo in his hand, he looked at it over and over again, but he couldn't get enough of it.
When Qin Mo flipped through the photo album repeatedly, Xiao Han sat beside him and hugged him from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder to watch with him. Occasionally, I would introduce to Qin Mo the scene of deliberate confrontation with the photographer when taking pictures, which made Qin Mo laugh.
At dusk, the warm yellow light outside the house was projected through the window screens, and it happened to shine on Qin Mo's face.
Xiao Han looked at his side face, the corners of his mouth slightly raised into a smile, and his eyes became gentle because he saw Xiao Han in childhood. This kind of Qin Mo is really too good-looking, which made Xiao Han very excited, and wanted to kiss him very much.
Xiao Han will not hide his feelings. As a representative of the action group, Xiao Han decisively reached out to lift Qin Mo's chin, leaned over and kissed it.
Qin Mo was caught off guard by the kiss, and the photo album in his hand fell to the ground with a "slap".
The back of the head was gently clasped by Xiao Han's hand, and the kiss continued to deepen.
The room was so quiet that one could hear each other's heartbeats. Being treated so tenderly, Qin Mo felt his heart was about to jump out of his chest.
…
After a long time, Xiao Han let him go, and asked softly with a smile: "I kissed you without your consent, will you be angry?"
Qin Mo's face flushed slightly, he gave Xiao Han a hard look, and said, "You still have the nerve to say it? How many times is this the first time?"
Xiao Han said: "The fifth time."
Hearing his straightforward answer, Qin Mo turned his head away in embarrassment, blushing and said, "You kissed me a few times while I wasn't paying attention, how do you remember it so clearly..."
Xiao Han said frankly: "I remember everything with you very clearly."
This sentence is more lethal than a confession.
Sometimes, Xiao Han's straightforwardness and Qin Mo are really overwhelmed, he can say anything, he doesn't know "reservation" at all, and he has never been "tactful". He always hits the straight ball like this, always piercing Qin Mo's heart instantly with such a sentence.
Qin Mo was silent for a moment, and then said softly, "I won't be angry."
Xiao Han leaned into his ear with a smile, and asked softly, "Is it because you like me to kiss you too?"
Qin Mo: "...shut up."
Xiao Han didn't shut up, but continued: "Every time I kiss you, you won't push me away, which proves that you really like it."
Qin Mo: "..."
Why bring this matter up for discussion? Can't you be a little more reserved
He felt helpless in his heart, looked at Xiao Han and said, "Don't discuss this, okay?"
Xiao Han nodded immediately: "Okay."
Then he stood up, took out a diary from the table and handed it to Qin Mo: "Since you are interested in me when I was a child, this is the diary I wrote since I was a child, you can take it to read."
There is too much privacy in the diary. Some couples will not show their diaries to each other, especially the diaries when they were young. Most of them have serious secondary illnesses during adolescence, and they will record some special things in the diary. It's a ridiculous idea. When I grow up, I feel ashamed when I look at it, so how can I show it to others
But Xiao Han handed the diary to Qin Mo, which made Qin Mo a little at a loss: "This... there is no need to show it to me, right? You are not afraid that I will know your privacy?"
Xiao Han smiled and said, "I wish I could dig out my heart and give it to you. What is a diary?"
Qin Mo: "..."
Xiao Han gently held Qin Mo's hand and said, "I won't have any secrets in front of you. You are someone I cherish in my heart and it's too late. You can know all about my past, including those immature things when I was young. Thoughts, cynical rebellion, you can laugh at me in the past, as long as you like me now is enough."
Qin Mo's eye sockets felt a little hot.
Xiao Han almost held his heart in front of him.
Such sincere and passionate feelings almost melted Qin Mo's heart.
Just about to speak, the next second Xiao Han suddenly held his hand, took out a box from his pocket, and opened it in front of him.
Inside the box is a pair of men's rings. The design of the rings is simple and generous. There is a small diamond in the middle. It will not be too exaggerated and luxurious, but it is exquisite and beautiful. The words "Han & Mo" and "Mo & Han" are respectively engraved on the inner circle of the ring.
Realizing what he was going to do, Qin Mo's heart suddenly started beating violently.
Sure enough, Xiao Han knelt in front of him on one knee, gently held his hand, and said, "Xiaomo, let's get married."
Qin Mo: "..."
He was touched by Xiao Han so many times today that he was speechless at this moment.
Xiao Han looked into his eyes seriously: "I have prepared this pair of rings a long time ago. You are the one I believe. I can tell you all my secrets, and I want to give you my heart. We After going through so many things and being separated for so many years, I don't want to be separated from you anymore, I want to be by your side and take care of you for the rest of my life."
Xiao Han paused, and his voice became more sincere: "Promise me, okay?"
Qin Mo's eyelashes trembled slightly, he looked into Xiao Han's eyes, those eyes were full of tenderness, and there was a small miniature of himself inside.
At this glance, a lifetime is confirmed.
It was like pouring a cup of warm water into the heart, and the whole body warmed up. Qin Mo couldn't help but smile, and stretched out his hand, "Okay, help me put it on."
There was a trace of ecstasy in Xiao Han's eyes, his fingers trembling slightly, he took Qin Mo's hand, and put the ring on his ring finger seriously.
Then, Xiao Han stood up and hugged Qin Mo into his arms forcefully, and said in a low voice, "Xiao Mo, thank you."
Qin Mo said, "Thank me for what?"
Xiao Han's voice was a little hoarse, and choked with excitement: "Thank you for coming back to me and giving me the chance to take care of you for a lifetime. I love you, Xiaomo."
Qin Mo endured the soreness in his eyes and hugged him forcefully, using this movement to express his strong feelings in his heart.
—Actually, I should also thank you. It is you who brought me back to life and let me experience such a beautiful love.
—I love you too, Xiao Han.