Mr. Jiang Cheng:
Hello.
I'm alive.
Yes, I'm still alive.
I couldn't wait to tell you what happened, but then I realized that if I told you all this now, you would be confused. Of course, maybe you are mentally prepared and know that what I am about to tell is a ridiculous and bizarre story. There's also the possibility that you've blocked my mail, thinking it's a lunatic pestering you.
I have no intention of arguing on whether you are a lunatic or not. If you insist on your opinion, I can't change it. Even if you no longer accept letters from me, I can only insist on telling all this. Maybe, if fate is kind, maybe these chaotic words that hide all the truth can continue to exist and help people who really need it.
Sorry, I said a lot of nonsense at the beginning again. Forgive me, my consciousness is still on the verge of chaos, I...
focus!
concentrate!
Time is running out!
Time is running out!
Yes, I'm going to bring you up to speed on what happened before.
Last time I talked about my meeting with Du Chunsheng...
… Blasphemer… No! Not there yet! …maybe soon…
After that meeting...
Sorry, my memory is a bit fuzzy... It's not because I'm insane, no! I can still think clearly now, and I can easily recall memories older than this. This is not my problem, it is because of Du Chunsheng!
Yes, it's him!
The man who calls himself a messenger!
Maybe he is not human! It used to be, but is evolving into another species.
Although there is no obvious change in his appearance, I can feel it! real! It's an indescribable feeling that I've had in the past, before I met Du Chunsheng. When I look at people, I can always see something that others cannot observe, which seems to be temperament or the so-called "aura".
Because of my eyes, I even saw very strange things when passing through Anxiang District! Many people were present, but it just happened. No one knew what happened, but I saw it! It seems like some kind of "thread" is causing trouble! …
Sorry, I went off topic again. Next, I will try my best to concentrate on the topic. I'm really sorry!
In Du Chunsheng, I can no longer see the aura of ordinary people, but a more advanced aura. Please forgive me for my poor voice, which is not enough to describe that mysterious feeling. Although my previous words were so trivial and confusing, believe me, this is not who I was at first.
I tried my best!
I really tried my best!
Don't question me!
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Sorry, let me continue what I said before.
As I said before, that memory is a bit hazy. Now I am absolutely sure that it was Du Chunsheng who controlled me! He is evolving towards a more advanced species and possesses overwhelming spiritual power. So, he has been bewitching me, trying to make me use him. I vaguely remember that he said that I was not an ordinary human being because ordinary humans could not sense his call.
Eye! Yes, it's his eyes!
What I remember most clearly is the blue light shining from his eyes, and the memory after that started to become blurry. Now I can be sure that it was the illusion he created in me when he showed his powerful spiritual power.
I remembered!
After that, Du Chunsheng and I stayed in the cave for a long time. Incredibly, he and I didn't speak during that time. However, I could feel his thoughts, as if my consciousness and his were linked together.
Perhaps because the other party's mental power is too strong, my autonomous consciousness is very weak, and even a small movement requires the permission of the other party's consciousness. I gradually understood Du Chunsheng's intention. He wanted me to surrender. I fought against him out of self-defense instinct. Although I couldn't completely escape the opponent's control, I still retained the last trace of sanity.
Otherwise, I might have become a completely different person now and wouldn't be here to communicate with you.
However, even now, I can still feel that Du Chunsheng affects me all the time. He was obviously dead, but he still didn't let me go, causing me to continue to endure this painful suffering every day. Also suffering from this pain is your friend Liu Jingzhe. Perhaps because of Du Chunsheng's relationship, I could vaguely feel the changes in Liu Jingzhe through this connection. His current situation seems to be worse than mine, but, forgive me, I can't help him.
Don't ask where Liu Jingzhe and I are, you won't be able to find us, and even if you can find us, you won't be able to help us!
Don't come to us!
Sorry, I went off topic again.
While in the cave, while fighting with Du Chunsheng, I also discovered some information from the other person's consciousness.
It turned out that Du Chunsheng was avoiding the pursuit of some people, and the reason seemed to be related to betrayal. When he decided to serve that;#@*existence, he betrayed the mountain;...¥%*Stranger;%¥*#... Sorry, this seems to involve some secret that I cannot tell. In short, Du Chunsheng was injured. At this time, he was unable to fight against the people on the mountain. He could only hide here, recovering his strength while trying to recruit followers for that existence.
During that time... I don't know how long it took, but it was at least a week. We just sat in the cave in silence, without eating or drinking, just sitting there like statues. I know that if a person does not drink water for three consecutive days, his life will be in danger. Although my body is getting weaker and weaker, I still feel that I am still alive. Moreover, after several days of no water or rice, I felt that my mind became blank, without distracting thoughts, and my spirit seemed to begin to sublimate in some way. I even felt that it was my spiritual power that was supporting this dry body and maintaining a faint trace of vitality. Du Chunsheng's condition is much better than mine. His body has hardly changed during this period, but his eyes have gradually become sharper.
Suddenly one day, Du Chunsheng finally stood up. I felt a sudden disconnect with him, which actually left me with a feeling of emptiness. At that moment of disconnection, I felt that Du Chunsheng's injury had healed.
In fact, I never knew where Du Chunsheng was injured. There was no blood at all on his body. Later I realized that the injury was not physical. Du Chunsheng and the stranger experienced a battle that I could not imagine. Du Chunsheng was so powerful that he had to hide and recuperate, so what would be the outcome of the stranger? If they can still hunt down Du Chunsheng, does that mean they are also some kind of powerful being
Du Chunsheng suddenly spoke and answered my question: "They are not powerful, it's just that I didn't have enough strength at that time."
He saw through my heart, but this time, I could no longer feel the other person's thoughts. At this moment, I realized that Du Chunsheng was using this gap to warn me not to have any thoughts of disobeying him.
In fact, my autonomous consciousness was very weak at that time, as if I was hypnotized, and all I could think about was surrendering to the other person's wishes.
"Let's go." Du Chunsheng said.
"Where are we going?" There was unimaginable resignation in my voice.
"Fulfill our mission!"
Suddenly there was a horrible feeling in my mind, anger! The wrath of a great being in the distant void! That feeling made me tremble, and I almost knelt on the ground and worshiped that great being. I even vaguely felt that if that existence was willing, this world would not be able to exist!
Surrender, only by surrendering at his feet can this humble creature like me have a chance to survive.
After that, we went down the mountain.
When I returned to the city, I felt a strange feeling as I looked at all the people walking around in front of me. It seems that I am different from them. They are humble and numb, weak beings that are not worth mentioning, as if they are ants that can only walk mechanically. I am different from them, I am evolving, I will become a more advanced existence.
Today, we are just hiding ourselves among the crowd. Because of the great mission, we cannot yet reveal our existence. Du Chunsheng didn't tell me the reason, and I didn't think of the reason at the time. I can only maintain a trace of sanity, I can only perceive but cannot think. I noticed that Du Chunsheng seemed to be looking for something.
Soon, he found what he was looking for.
Serial suicide case!
Yes, it was the serial suicide case that shocked Yilin City ten years ago!
No no no! I did not do this case, and Du Chunsheng has nothing to do with this case! But what he wanted to find was the mastermind behind the case.
I know clearly that Du Chunsheng is not a messenger of justice, and his purpose is not as simple as tracking down the murderer. What Du Chunsheng was thinking, I had no way of guessing at the time. I can only obey Du Chunsheng's orders unconditionally.
I remember that it seemed that Du Chunsheng finally took action after the fifth suicide case.
I…
Sorry, I don't have time!
That thing is coming, and I hope I can survive this ordeal as you recount what happened next!
I wish you peace of mind and never be disturbed by terrible things.
Next time, I will...