Mr. Jiang Cheng:
Hello.
I hope you were not frightened by my previous nonsense, or that such a ridiculous letter is just a story to you. I don’t want to explain more in this regard, and I doubt again and again whether my blind and persistent behavior will be helpful to the outside world. I feel that my confidence is retreating, maybe because of the existence of..., my mind is already riddled with holes, and in this abyss of despair, writing to you may be able to provide me with some connections with the outside world. Illusion, creating some illusions allowed me to temporarily escape from that cruel and terrible situation.
At first, this behavior did help me, but then, as the torture and fear deepened, I began to have thoughts of giving up.
However, I remember the reason I wrote to you in the first place and know that now is not the time to give up. I still have a reason to keep writing! Maybe before I finish this, I might still be able to rely on this kind of behavior for a while.
The original...reason? The reason... that's...
Liu Jingzhe!
I will never forget this person no matter what!
Yes, I will talk about Liu Jingzhe and things about him soon.
Soon, you will understand what happened to Liu Jingzhe, and I... No! What did Du Chunsheng do to him!
not me! That's Du Chunsheng!
Yes! He's not dead!
He is still alive!
Yes, at first I thought Du Chunsheng was dead.
Yes, he is indeed dead.
In the battle with Liang Fan, he was finally defeated and was controlled by him to set himself on fire and died.
But that was not Du Chunsheng's final outcome. When he went to fight Liang Fan for control of the gap in the abyss, he also left a back-up.
... in me, in my consciousness! I didn't notice it at first, but as time went by and I was about to return to my original life... that time... I realized...
This was far more difficult than I thought.
I kept having hallucinations. No matter what I was doing at the time, I could always see from time to time, in the dark vision, the peaks towering high, exuding an indescribable strange aura or light.
During the day and night, I kept seeing this scene, and even in my dreams I found myself entering that strange place and seeing the residents hidden in the mountains. They stared at me with hostile eyes, and their mental fluctuations conveyed the intention to kill me. I could only run away, shuttle through the residences of these residents, and linger in the dark corners.
I also discovered that in those unknown shadows, there were still people like me. It's just that they are weaker, but also better at hiding. Even some of them would capture me together with the mysterious mountain people in the light, but in the shadows, they would become my servants.
This is Du Chunsheng's memory!
When I realize this, I am already on the path to that mysterious place.
I don’t remember how I left my residence at all. I only remember that when I came back to my senses, I had already set foot on a strange mountain road. That place looks familiar, I seem to have been there before... There is...
It's... the place where I first met Du Chunsheng.
wrong! It feels similar to me there, but it’s not!
It should be somewhere near there. I couldn't tell the exact location at the time.
Because my consciousness was still in chaos at the time, it was already very difficult to have some vague self-awareness. It felt like sleepwalking, and the only conscious awareness in the dream was like knowing that one was sleepwalking but unable to wake up. This was how I felt when Du Chunsheng controlled me. I was very panicked at the time, thinking that Du Chunsheng had come back to life again.
This time I saw no trace of Du Chunsheng. I was alone along the way. But I can always feel that Du Chunsheng is still influencing me. He must exist and be alive! Somewhere is controlling me, trying to get me to continue his mysterious and absolutely evil and bizarre plans. When I thought about this, Du Chunsheng's feeling became stronger and stronger, as if he was right next to me. I can't control my body and look around, but I always feel as if he is behind me, always...
wrong! He has no entity and does not really exist in this world!
He is a ghost! Right there in my consciousness, trying to replace me! Complete control of my body!
I was in extreme panic, and my consciousness became increasingly dizzy. The emotion of fear was like a tide that was about to overwhelm me. It also made me feel that I was getting further and further away from my body, and that I was about to lose whatever semblance of sanity I had left. I know very well what the consequences of this will be. I will completely lose my sense of self and become a walking zombie, wandering in the barren mountains and mountains.
However, none of what I was worried about happened, and I still maintained the last trace of my sanity. Perhaps Du Chunsheng's mental power was not strong enough at that time to completely replace my consciousness. Even so, my fear still made my own rationality very fragile, and from time to time I would completely lose consciousness as if falling into a coma.
During this process, my body did not stop.
Because every time I regain my sense of self, I find that the scenery around me has changed significantly.
The mountain forest is still the same mountain forest. To be precise, it gives me a completely different feeling.
At that time, my body was still unable to be controlled by myself, and it was impossible for me to observe too much information. The only thing I could rely on was the certain observation ability that Du Chunsheng said was my innate ability.
In that case, my ability to observe and see was greatly reduced. But I still observed something, because the difference between here and the outside world is so big. How do I put it... Please allow me to sort out my language...
I know, because here I can observe more "Qi" or "Qi", and it is also more complicated.
And unlike the terrifying aura observed in evil consciousness, the aura here is very complex and has different properties. Some of the auras even reveal some kind of goodwill that makes people feel comfortable. However, the controlled me conveyed a disgusting emotion, as if he was more inclined to some kind of aura that made me feel fearful and uneasy. That kind of breath is similar to what I felt in the evil ritual, but it is fundamentally different. I cannot describe it further, because it involves some more advanced descriptions that ordinary people cannot understand, and human vocabulary is simply unable to cope with such a situation.
correct! I have felt this kind of aura in Du Chunsheng. Especially when he had a decisive battle with the ancient god Mitra's apostle, that aura was very strong. I think I may have returned to Du Chunsheng's hometown, the place where he was born.
The word "birth" may not be accurate. It should be the place where the terrible Guixu apostle Du Chunsheng was born.
Just as I was thinking wildly, I stood in a large shadow, and my vision was completely dim. Just when I was feeling uneasy, there was a rustling sound around me, which instantly escalated my uneasiness into fear.
"Who are you?" A strong voice came from the front, with a cautious tone. I could feel that the other person was a strong middle-aged man.
I heard myself speaking.
"You don't recognize me anymore? Fang Weijiang!"