Xu Xinduo closed the door of the room, leaned against the door panel, and slid down and sat on the floor.
How unrestrained I was just now, how embarrassed I am now.
In fact, she is not good at wearing high heels, and she is exhausted in just one night.
She returned home tiredly, because the sense of depression that home gave her made her even more tired.
She looked up at this room, her eyes empty and she couldn't find the focus. She is very confused, is this her home
I have never experienced true fatherly love or maternal love. It is rare to get a little love in this respect. It was also stolen from Tong Yan. I was greedy and wanted to enjoy the feeling of being cared by my parents.
She envied Tong Yan too much. Why is Tong Yan so lucky? Even if his parents' relationship is not very good, they treat him well.
He is like a spoiled stupid boy who is still innocent, even if he does something wrong, no one will blame him and will hold him.
What about her...
She was discarded since she was a child, and only Grandma Xu treated her well.
People in the village bullied them and disliked them. She had no friends because of her character.
Walk alone and grow up alone.
She has only Grandma Xu and Tong Yan, these two people have filled her life.
So she was filial to Grandma Xu.
I liked Tong Yan from the time I was ignorant, because Tong Yan was kind to her.
There are too few people who treat her well...
Tong Yan is like the light in her life.
Now that she is at the side of her biological parents, she will still be a little disappointed in how indifferent and open-minded she is.
She felt uncomfortable, but didn't cry. She felt that she would be better after a while.
After a while... it will be all right.
After sitting quietly at the door for ten minutes, her legs became numb, and she crawled to the side of the bed, and then sat on the bed propped up.
Looking down at her feet, she felt better now, and she moved her toes.
The mobile phone reminder light was flashing, and she took a look at the mobile phone. It was a message from Tong Yan.
Tong Yan: [Picture]
Tong Yan: This year’s birthday gift is a private jet, wait some day to take you out to play.
She looked at the phone screen, her fingertips trembling slightly, and then typed in reply: That's great.
Tong Yan: Have you fed COCO a lot of things? It lay still on its stomach, obviously eating up, and I don't know how many people have fed it today.
After she replied to the message, she put her phone aside and lay on her back on the bed. After a short rest, she had to pack her luggage.
Oh, yes, you have to remove your makeup.
When she removed her makeup, she felt a little uncomfortable with the soles of her feet resting on the ground, and she was still working hard to move her toes.
After spraying some toner, she walked out and looked at the things in her room.
There are a little more books, but not many clothes, and she didn't bring anything. When I first came, I bought a lot of sanitary napkins and relief pants, and I also used some of it at this time.
She and Mu Qing also asked for a suitcase at the beginning, so that if one day they moved away, they might be able to use it.
Unexpectedly, this day came quite fast.
She finished loading things in the suitcase, then sat down and took out the notebook, recording the money that Mu's family had recently spent on her. After recording all the money, she thought that if possible, she would return it to them.
There is no need for any more involvement.
While calculating, someone knocked on the door suddenly.
She hesitated for a while, trying to pretend not to hear, but the man kept knocking on the door, and then said: "Duo, it's mother."
Xu Xinduo hesitated for a while holding the pen, then stood up and walked over to open the door.
Mu's mother walked in with a bowl of wontons, put the wontons on Xu Xinduo's desk, glanced at the suitcase in the room, her expression changed, and finally stayed.
Mother Mu said anxiously: "I made this one by myself. I don't know if you have anything to eat at night."
Obviously, the one in front of her is her biological daughter, but this daughter is too unfamiliar, and Mu's mother has a guilty conscience. Some do not know how to face Xu Xinduo, and she has no confidence when she speaks.
Xu Xinduo replied: "I ate it when I was in Tong's house."
"Actually I came to apologize to you."
"It's totally unnecessary. It's just a formality for you to take me back. It's not good for your children to live outside. We didn't have any feelings at all. It was really uncomfortable to forcibly form a family. I moved out and gave the family to you. A family of four is the best choice."
Mu's mother shook her head, and in a hurry, she directly took Xu Xinduo's hand and explained quickly: "No, I just... don't know how to compensate you, I really can't sleep all night long. It’s because I don’t know what to do. You are my biological daughter, how could I not want you?"
What Mu's mother said was not false, she was really uncomfortable, but Xu Xinduo's body was cold, she didn't know how to understand Xu Xinduo and how to compensate her.
Coupled with her cowardly character, she didn't dare to fight with Mu's father, and things would gradually become like this.
Seeing things getting worse and worse, Xu Xinduo was about to leave this home, Mu Mu finally couldn't sit still.
Xu Xinduo didn't want to argue anymore, she was a little tired, but she pulled her hand back and continued to check if there was anything left behind.
Mu's mother can only continue to stand in the house and explain: "You don't know anything. Your father and I weren't a good match at the beginning. I came from a humble background. My family just opened a wonton shop. Your father insisted on marrying me. I came in. Your father’s family background can’t support your father at all, and it has made him so difficult all these years. I also account for part of the reason.”
Xu Xinduo did not answer and continued to clean up.
Mu's mother continued behind her and continued: "In these years, our family's business has become worse and worse, and your father is under a lot of pressure, and he will become more and more irritable. He also wants to maintain the Mu family's family business. , I want you all to live a good life. Regarding your identity, we are also helpless. The marriage contract with the Shen family must be maintained, and the scandals of the family cannot be publicized..."
"I was transferred to the countryside. Is it a scandal?" Xu Xinduo stopped and asked.
"No, it's because we didn't use people well enough to cause you so much harm. We are really very guilty."
Xu Xinduo finally stopped, sat on the bed and took a breath without answering.
Mu's mother: "Your father is also very guilty after arguing with you. He smoked a few cigarettes on the balcony and remained silent. He also cares about your biological daughter. This room was cleaned up by himself. I also arranged a make-up class for you, and recently I will invite a piano teacher to teach you piano. Is there anything you want to learn? If there are not enough interest classes in the school, we can learn it alone."
"No, no need."
Who knows, Mu's mother actually kneeled in front of Xu Xinduo at this moment, crying: "Duo, don't you go, okay? Are you not killing my mother? How do you let me live for the rest of my life? Ah? His biological daughters are not well taken care of, so what face do I have to survive."
Xu Xinduo quickly stood up. Although they said that they had no feelings, it was still inappropriate for her own biological parents to kneel in front of her.
She was so annoyed in an instant.
What's up... Don't get along if you don't get along! What's the point of working hard like this
Mu's mother continued: "Give mother another chance, okay? Mom wants to compensate you, can't you? You stay and don't leave. Where can you go as a little girl? Your grandma's health is not good, so do you still have to do it for you? Worry? If she knows that you are not doing well in your native family, she will be sad too."
This sentence seemed to strike at the softest part of Xu Xinduo's heart.
She did not want Grandma Xu to worry.
When Grandma Xu was seriously ill, it was almost like Tuo Gu asked her to come to her grandmother.
If Grandma Xu is the only person by her side, one day Grandma Xu will not be healthy, and maybe she can't leave without concern.
In fact, when she was taken away by her native family, Grandma Xu also breathed a sigh of relief.
How can I live without her
Let Tong Yan raise her
From the moment she needs to rely on Tong Yan, the relationship between the two of them is no longer equal, and she will become a person who depends on Tong Yan.
She began to hate that she was useless, why she was only seventeen years old, why she didn't have any savings in her hands, and she didn't even have the confidence to live.
Xu Xinduo did hesitate for a moment, but still clenched his fists, avoiding the direction of her mother's kneeling, and whispered: "He was willing to marry you through all obstacles, which shows that he has a kind. Now the company is unstable and needs to sell his daughter to stay Living with a partner, he cannot disclose his identity, and he is incompetent. You were also a college graduate, right? What kind of ideas did he instill in you that would make you feel complacent to this point and feel that his incompetence is you 'S fault?"
"No, Duo, listen to me..."
"You are a failure. You are a failed mother and a failed wife. Your failure is that your mind is not clear! You are still kneeling now. Do you look at you like this?"
Mu mother knew that it was useless to do this, so she could only stand up, and then saw Xu Xinduo pointing at the door and saying, "Get out."
"sorry… "
"Go out, I don't want to talk anymore, go out now."
Mu Mu walked out dejectedly.
Xu Xinduo locked the door, then returned to the bed, curled up in the quilt, trying to calm down.
I don't know when I started crying.
She didn't want to cry at first, but she felt she could hold on, but she was still crying with anger.
Lamenting its misfortune.
Be angry.
I also feel sad.
Tong Yan was still taking COCO for a walk for digestion. He didn't know how many people had come to feed COCO secretly. The very healthy dogs seemed to be pregnant with puppies.
It is a male dog.
Suddenly the body was in a trance, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he was indoors, lying on the bed, and he saw slender fingers when he raised his hand.
What the hell, it is mandatory to change the body again.
He sat up, felt his vision blurred, and subconsciously wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and actually wiped the tears from the back of his hand.
He was stunned for a moment, suspecting that Xu Xinduo was secretly weeping tears before he came.
She got up quickly, her feet felt a little uncomfortable for the moment she stood still, and she couldn't help but feel annoyed when she recalled the high heels she had prepared for her.
Walking to the mirror to see Xu Xinduo's appearance, she was crying and her eyes were swollen.
Look at the room again. It is empty. Many things have been packed. There are two suitcases on the ground. One is standing on one side and the other is still open. There are piles of untidy luggage inside.
what's the situation
Xu Xinduo quarreled with the family? Is she bullied? Is she going to leave this house
Half an hour ago, the two of them were still sending messages, Xu Xinduo said nothing.
As a result, after he got here, this was actually the case
He thought about it carefully. It is estimated that he suddenly came to Mu Qingyi and Mu Qingyao's birthday party, which made the Mu family unhappy and embarrassed Xu Xinduo.
Xu Xinduo didn't tell him.
Tong Yan was a little angry.
He was angry that the idiots of the Mu family actually bullied his grandmother.
He was also angry that Xu Xinduo would not say that he was crying secretly after being wronged. He didn't even know how much wronged she had been.
move!
Must move.
You shouldn't have come to Mu's house in the first place! He really didn't understand Xu Xinduo.
He took Xu Xinduo's phone number and looked through the WeChat list, but few people could come to help him move.
Finally, I made a voice call to Wei Lan. After being connected, Wei Lan asked politely, "Master Duo, what's the matter?"
"Can you come to my house now?"
"Huh?!" Wei Lan was taken aback, and then hesitated, "Master Duo, this is a bit inappropriate. Let me tell you the truth. Don't look at me. I haven't actually spent the night with a girl. When you fall in love, you can kiss your little mouth with your little hands, no more... This kind of thing is not suitable for the two of us under adulthood. And... I'm sorry Brother Yan, don't you?"
"I broke up with the Mu's family. We want to move out. We will move now. I told Tong Yan that he will definitely make trouble, so I can only ask you."
"Because of Brother Yan going to the birthday party?"
"That's it."
"Okay, I see, I will contact the driver to pick you up at your house now, and you will pack your luggage first."
"OK."
"Master Duo, wait, can I call Su Wei to avoid suspicion?" After Wei Lan was sure that she wouldn't fight with Tong Yan, she wouldn't do ambiguous things anymore, so she knew how to measure.
"Row."
Tong Yan picked and picked the things in the room, and saw that there was nothing to pack. The suitcases were gathered together, the zipper was forced to close, and the work was finished.
When he was about to walk out with his suitcase, he lowered his head and found that Xu Xinduo hadn't been wearing underwear before. He was probably ready to go to bed, and then turned back, opened the suitcase and found a set of clothes to change on.
Boys like him who can wear underwear backhands are probably rare in the world.
Put on your underwear, habitually close it, and then take a rest.
In the past, Xu Xinduo was not by her side, not her friend in reality. He had been used to her for many years.
As a result, when he touched this body now, he would think of Xu Xinduo's appearance in reality, and immediately removed his hand.
Then, I couldn’t hold back... lower your head to see...
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After a long time, Tong Yan raised his hand and rubbed his face, took two more shots, and quickly put on his sweater, long trousers and outer trousers. This was all right.
Xu Xinduo's body is afraid of cold to an extreme degree, and it is only necessary to dress warmly.
He dragged the suitcase out of the room, looked at the stairs without hesitation, and went down with one first.
After moving the two suitcases, I pushed the door and walked out of Mu's house. I saw Mu Qingyi squatting on the doorstep, with his arms on his knees, and looking back at him.
Mu Qing was still indifferent, and asked, "Will you leave today?"
"Yeah." Tong Yan wanted to punch someone, maybe this kid also bullied Xu Xinduo, and was afraid that Xu Xinduo would be angry after he punched him.