Li Xun's hair color has been maintained like this.
Faced with this impactful color, Li Lan felt a strong sense of softness in his heart. Anyway, his hair was dyed with borrowed money from her, although the relationship was not particularly big, and Li Xun always dyed it. I didn't say thank you to her, but... this "secret" that no one else knew made Li Lan feel a long-lost feeling.
Li Xun grew up slowly, and his rough life experience made him mature early, and he was very wary.
But no matter how precocious he is, he is still a child after all and needs to be cared for. Later, he gradually accepted Li Lan's care, although he never gave in.
As the days passed, Li Lan found that as Li Xun grew up, the ordinary life in the past became more and more chaotic.
Li Xun began to leave home frequently, although not for long. At that time, the family was busy looking for a wife for Brother Li Lan, so they had no time to take care of him. My mother even thought it was a good job for him to go, after all, there was one less person and one mouth to eat.
Later, Li Xun not only left by himself, but also brought Li Lan with him. Li Lan was timid, so she didn't dare to run outside. Every time, Li Xunsheng dragged her out.
The attractiveness of the city is indeed great, and Li Lan is also tempted by the colorful world outside while trembling. Once when Li Xun took her out to play, he had prepared for a long time in advance, but Li Lan asked him and didn't say anything. After that, Li Lan didn't know that he was here to take her to a concert.
Li Lan was stunned, it was the band in the tape that Li Xun's mother often listened to her. Li Lan couldn't believe her eyes, she didn't dare to go in anyway, Li Xun even pulled and dragged her to force it in.
Throughout the whole concert, she felt like she was in a dream, with the exciting music beating her eardrums, as if it were unreal. She asked Li Xun where the money came from, but Li Xun said that she didn't care.
At the end of the concert, Li Lan saw Li Xun talking to a boy at the entrance of the performance venue. The boy was slightly older than Li Xun, and judging from his clothes and demeanor, he was completely different from them.
After saying a few words, the boy left in a car, and before he left, he didn't forget to turn around and shout——
"Don't forget about the exam time!"
Afterwards, Li Xun took her to a small restaurant next to the venue for dinner. While Li Lan was still reviewing the band's wonderful performance at the concert, Li Xun said to her, "I'm leaving soon."
Li Lan thought that when he said "go", he meant to run out of that house occasionally and sneak back after playing enough, so she nodded in agreement.
It was only later that Li Lan realized what he meant by "go". Li Lan refused without even thinking about it, and she desperately held Li Xun to prevent him from doing such death-seeking things.
In her opinion, although there are bad places in the family, it can at least keep out the wind and rain and live safely.
Li Xun chatted with her once, and he told her that he met a few people by accident in the city before, and he saw a lot of novel things in their homes.
"Do you know about computers?" Li Xun said, "They have that very thin computer."
When Li Xun talked about new things, his eyes lit up. Li Lan was not familiar with these things at first, and Li Xun spoke very fast because of his excitement, so Li Lan couldn't understand anything.
But at least she understood the last sentence—
"I want that too, but I'll never have it if I stay here."
That was the first time Li Xun told her what he was thinking and what he wanted.
Li Lan couldn't accept it at all. She didn't know what he said those things. She only knew that her brother was just a teenager and couldn't live without leaving home.
Li Xun tried to reason with her, but Li Lan refused to accept them all. She was not as eloquent as Li Xun, and her narrative skills were poor. No matter what Li Xun said, she could only repeatedly say "No, anyway."
In the end, Li Xun was furious, and he had a big fight with Li Lan. His words were hurtful and made her feel bad and angry.
Li Lan fell ill. To her surprise, Li Xun was always by her side during the illness.
Li Lan, who was ill, dreamed of the scene when Li Xun's mother passed away, and she dreamed of her last words.
Li Lan couldn't bear Li Xun, sometimes she even felt that even if she had a child in the future, she couldn't love her brother more than her. She has a bad mind, but for some reason, she remembered every detail of how she got along with Li Xun, and everything he said to her.
But she also knows that she is also one of "them".
After recovering from illness, Li Lan stole his father's money for drinking and gambling, and told Li Xun to leave overnight and never come back.
Before Li Xun left, he left a word for Li Lan.
"I will return the money to you in the future."
The coffee was cold long ago, and even the waiters had already taken one shift.
Zhu Yun was thinking.
She first thought of Ren Di's words—he wanted to save money to pay off his debts.
What debt
The little money Li Lan spent on him was nothing to Li Xun now. The debt he was talking about was probably a debt of favor.
Zhu Yun looked at Li Lan who was sitting on the opposite side tremblingly. This is a typical person who has been tempered by life without vigor.
"Actually, I knew from the very beginning that he was going to leave." Li Lan murmured, "He hates our family to death."
Zhu Yun was silent, Li Lan said in a low voice: "I never thought of asking him to pay me back any money. But now my father is gone, my mother can't get out of bed, and my elder brother is sick. The hospital said it would cost a lot of money. I can't come out. My mother forced me to ask him for money... I really can't help it." Li Lan lowered her head in a daze, "My family has become like this, it must be retribution."
Zhu Yun stared at this emaciated woman. She had been devastated by the years, and she was overwhelmed by life everywhere, and even the pain was dull and monotonous.
Li Lan wiped her face.
"I'm sorry I've babbled so much..."
Zhu Yun shook her head.
Li Lan whispered, "No one at home wants to hear this."
"Maybe he doesn't hate you that much." Zhu Yun said suddenly.
Li Lan: "You don't know her, you don't know him."
Zhu Yunxin said that I think I still understand a little bit...
Li Xun was very proud, sometimes almost to the point of paranoia, many times he would not speak out his true thoughts. He will not be threatened by anyone, and no one can force him to do things. If he really hated it, no matter what tricks Li Lan used, it would be impossible to get money from him.
What's more, he still spends so much every month, and he maintains a band that is destined to lose money...
Once the story is told, many things can be explained.
All hearts need consolation.
"Thank you for listening to me." Li Lan didn't seem to be able to come up with any thank you gifts. After thinking about it, he said softly, "I'll show you, let me show you my brother." !
Zhu Yun was still thinking deeply about ethics and morality, but when she heard Li Lan's words, she almost jumped up.
Li Lan took out a plastic-covered photo from the cloth bag. It seemed that it had been a few years old, and the photo was slightly faded. "This is the only family photo in the family. It was taken during Chinese New Year one year. Look at this..."
Li Lan wanted to point to Zhu Yun, but Zhu Yun didn't use her to point. The moment Li Lan took out the photo, her eyes naturally settled.
"How old is your brother?"
"Nine years old."
Zhu Yun took a deep breath, so cute...
Li Xun was very thin when he was a child, but he had a good-looking frame. His small face was tight, and he smiled faintly at the camera. The clues of his rebellious and arrogant personality can be seen at such a young age.
Zhu Yun forgot to blink her eyes, just kept watching, kept watching, as if this could push back the time of their acquaintance by ten years.
In the photo, Li Xun was alone, he was some distance away from everyone else, only Li Lan was standing behind him.
"Your brother likes you very much." Zhu Yun said.
Li Lan shook her head, "He likes a woman like his mother."
Zhu Yun glanced at Li Lan and remained silent.
After a while, the door was about to be closed, Zhu Yun went to the front desk to check out, and when she came back, Li Lan said, "Can I still sit here?"
Zhu Yun paused, and then said, "Yes."
Before leaving, she secretly bought a steak set meal for Li Lan, and told the waiter, "If she asks, just say it's a gift from the store."
Leaving the coffee shop, Zhu Yun was reminiscing about the conversation along the way, wandering to the base, pushing the door, and seeing Gao Jianhong.
Only then did Zhu Yun wake up, she seemed to be letting others dove.
Zhu Yun hurried over to apologize, "I'm sorry, my side—"
"It's okay." Gao Jianhong put away the books on the table, "I just chatted with Wu Mengxing for a while, he seems to be quite interested in the competition, let's talk about it tomorrow."
Zhu Yun nodded, Gao Jianhong stood up, "Then I'll go back first."
"Where's Li Xun?"
"I went out just now, I should be back soon."
After Gao Jianhong left, she was the only one left in the base. Zhu Yun closed the door and came to Li Xun's seat. She opened the center court bag under the corner of the table.
Unsurprisingly, there were tickets for a concert inside, which happened to be this weekend.
He wants to take her there
At this moment, the sound of walking came from the corridor, and Zhu Yun put the bag back in place.
Li Xun went back to the room and saw Zhu Yun there, raised his eyebrows.
"What are you still doing here?"
Zhu Yun shook her head, "It's nothing, I'll pack up and leave right away."
Li Xun sat in his seat without turning on the phone, and asked Zhu Yun lazily, "Where did you go tonight?"
Zhu Yun's heart skipped a beat and she told herself to calm down.
"Something happened, let's go out for a while."
"Is it."
"Um."
Zhu Yun calmly took out two book bags from the table, looked up, and saw Li Xun hooking her.
Zhu Yun took two steps closer, and Li Xun took advantage of the situation to move forward.
She was standing and he was sitting, leaning forward in such a way that his ears were just touching her chest.
...! ? ? ! ? ! ? ! ? ! ? !
The weather is getting hotter and the clothes are getting thinner and thinner. Through a layer of cotton and linen, Zhu Yun's skin can clearly feel the contours of Li Xun's cheeks.
The bra was pressed a little tight by him.
A hot air started from the back, spread to the limbs, behind the ears.
She couldn't back down because Li Xun's right hand was on her waist.
She can hardly breathe, one plus one equals...
Just when Zhu Yun felt that she was about to faint, Li Xun raised her head. He didn't straighten up, but just raised his eyes along her chest, looking at her from bottom to top, his brows raised slightly, a half-smile.
"The heartbeat is so fast, it seems to be a lie."
Zhu Yun was numb all over.
My heart rate is really not because of this.