Zhu Yun felt that she had a very long dream, a dream that turned backwards.
From the moment he said "I love you" to her, to the night when they decided their future goals together, to the summer night by the lake, the swaying willow branches, the sticky sweat, and the fireworks on New Year's Eve.
And the classes they have attended together, the cigarettes they have smoked, the roads they have traveled...
His voice when he invited her, his sneer when he despised her.
Then in that hot afternoon, the roll call teacher kept shouting in a hoarse voice at the gate of the gymnasium——
"One shift, one, is Li Xun there?"
A voice from behind answered—
"exist."
The dream stopped here, and she has no memory of it going forward, and she doesn't care about it, as if her life started from that "in".
Li Lan was accidentally discovered by a group of passing students.
There was a small problem with their group's work, and it was delayed until late at night. After they came out, they wanted to take a shortcut back to the hotel, and took a detour into the path, and the first person almost tripped over.
The black light was blind, they saw a person fainted on the ground, and they were so scared that they almost didn't pee on the spot.
They sent Li Lan to the hospital. Her vital signs were already very weak, accompanied by severe hypothermia, and she fell into a severe coma.
The doctor couldn't find her ID, so he took out the phone from her body, and after charging it, he saw that the call records were all about a person named "Li Xun".
At that time, Li Xun had been looking for Li Lan for more than ten hours. He went to all the places he could go, and finally even sought help from the police. The police declined on the grounds that "the missing time has not exceeded 24 hours", and asked him to go to another possible place to have a look.
Li Xun's emotions were already stuck at a tearing point, and when he received the call and rushed to the hospital, seeing Li Lan dying, he broke out completely.
He pulled a student and asked Li Lan why he fell down in that kind of place, with a horrified expression as if he wanted to eat people. After the student was frightened, he felt angry again, and said, did you make a mistake? We sent it to her. We have a game tomorrow and still keep it until now.
The ambulance money they wanted to advance went straight away. Li Xun asked the doctor about Li Lan's condition, but the doctor was not sure what to say, and said vaguely that generally speaking, his life would not be in danger. Condition.
Li Xun left the hospital and went to check on the place where Li Lan fainted outside the venue. It was past seven o'clock, but it was late in winter, and it was cloudy these days, and the surrounding area was still groggy.
There is a vending machine in front of the administration building on the left. No one uses it during the holidays, and the machine is closed. Li Xun came over, looked up, and saw an inconspicuous monitor installed above the vending machine.
The security guard in the school's duty room had just woken up, and couldn't help frowning when he saw this scene. Because there is a competition this year, his rest time has also been postponed, which makes him very unhappy.
When he was about to wash up, he was startled by the knock on the door. He went to open the door and saw a tall boy outside with a gloomy face and bloodshot eyes.
Just as the security guard was about to ask who he was, he heard the boy's deep voice say, I want yesterday's surveillance video.
The security guard was dissatisfied, and said where did you come from as a student, you are going on a rampage, you are going to rebel, where is your teacher, call me your boss—
Before he could finish speaking, he suddenly felt a pain in his stomach and knelt down on the ground.
I want yesterday's surveillance video, he retracted his foot and said it again.
The security guard couldn't stand up because of the pain, so he went directly to the computer, fiddled with it for a while, and then called up the surveillance outside the venue yesterday.
The monitoring screen is dull in tone, like a rag that can never be washed clean.
The security guard was very angry, thinking that he should do something to deal with the incident just now, but he didn't do anything, because he felt sensitively that the silent boy had lost his mind.
The venue is playing.
It just so happened that Fang Zhijing's group was giving a demonstration, and old man Lin, the judge group below, was sitting in the middle. He had a good impression of Fang Zhijing and was praising him to the teacher next to him.
When Li Xun entered the venue, no one noticed. Only Fang Zhijing saw him, and his speech stopped instantly. He looked at Li Xun who was getting closer, and instinctively took half a step back.
The terrible oppressive feeling he brought to him two years ago came again.
Fang Zhijing even forgot about the game at that moment, he wondered quickly in his heart if something had been revealed.
Did that woman sue him
That doesn't matter, the dialogue without a third party is inherently unconvincing, and there is a large audience, what can Li Xun do to him.
Thinking of this, Fang Zhijing felt at ease again, and turned his head to signal the staff to make preparations.
Within a few seconds of the pause, Li Xun had already stepped onto the stage. As soon as Fang Zhijing turned his head, his face went dark, and his left eye instantly became moist, as if something had broken and a viscous liquid dripped out.
Then there was the piercing pain, which made his body go limp, and his crotch was naturally wet.
He knew something was wrong, but he didn't know how big it was. He fell to the ground, still faintly conscious at that time, his eyes were bloodshot, the world trembled along with it, blood and brain were all mixed together. He wanted to roar, but he was so afraid that he didn't even dare to make a sound. His throat was tightly strangled, and he felt a kind of terror of being put to death.
He didn't know anything after that.
Everyone in the audience was stupefied, until the old man Lin who was sitting on the judging panel suddenly stood up and yelled at the staff next to him, "What are you doing! Hold on!"
It was already three days later when Zhu Yun knew about it.
The mother was sitting on the sofa, narrating the matter plainly to her while drinking tea. Because her tone was very relaxed, Zhu Yun also told herself in her heart that this was not a serious matter.
"It's just a fight, just make a note of it."
If it doesn't work, drop out of school, no big deal.
"Remember it?" Mother snorted and said slowly, "Fang Zhijing's left eyeball was removed."
Zhu Yun was cold all over.
The mother said again: "He is quite good at being ruthless, and after a few blows, he was beaten to the point of dying."
Zhu Yun couldn't speak, just kept shaking her head, comforting herself in her heart... nothing will happen, there must be a reason, he won't be so suddenly...
The mother snorted and said, "He was arrested right away at the scene. I heard that his sister died in the hospital yesterday. Tsk tsk, it's a retaliation."
There was a humming in Zhu Yun's ears. "What did you say?"
"I said it was a tit for a tat."
For a moment, Zhu Yun couldn't tell whether this was reality or a dream. She turned back upstairs, and her mother said behind her back, "Where are you going?" But I can't find it after looking around. Her eyes were flushed, her hands began to tremble, and she hurried downstairs again, looked at her mother and said, "Where is my mobile phone?"
The mother held the teacup and looked at her leisurely.
Seeing her calm look, Zhu Yun yelled, "I asked you about my mobile phone!"
Mother had never heard Zhu Yun talk to herself in such a tone before, she was startled, spilled a few drops of tea, burned her hands, and stared even harder.
"Zhu Yun, call me again!?"
After Zhu Yun's voice just now, all her emotions exploded. She looked closely at her mother and said, "You asked me to prepare the company's materials to hold me back, right?"
The mother sneered and said, "Zhu Yun, don't look at me like this. I didn't ask him to hurt others. It has nothing to do with you or me. He did it himself."
Zhu Yun went to the door.
Mother: "What are you doing?"
She tore off her clothes and put them on.
Mother: "He has already been detained. Where do you go to find him? Now that this matter has become serious, Fang Zhijing's family is not a vegetarian, and the child was beaten blind in one eye. Do you think they will let him go!"
Zhu Yun didn't listen, she only had one thought in her mind - she must go to see him.
The moment she pushed the door open, Zhu Guangyi came in from the outside, pushed her back without saying a word, and closed the door behind his back.
Zhu Yun: "You let me out!"
"You can't go anywhere!" Zhu Guangyi said in a deep voice, "You should stay at home until this matter is over!"
Zhu Yun wanted to go out, but Zhu Guangyi just slapped her with a raised hand.
"You still think it's not enough, don't you!?"
This is Zhu Guangyi's first time hitting Zhu Yun.
Their family is all intellectuals, no matter what they say, the parents have never beaten their children. The mother watched from the side, couldn't help coming over to grab Zhu Yun, and said to Zhu Guangyi: "You say what you want to do."
Zhu Guangyi looked serious and spoke harshly, and reprimanded Zhu Yun: "You are not young anymore, can't you tell the seriousness of the matter! Is this a trivial matter! The child lost one eye! The rest of his life will be ruined, and you still take care of that bastard?" say?!"
Zhu Yun yelled, "It's none of my business whether he's blind or not!"
Zhu Guangyi slapped again, but his mother didn't stop him, and Zhu Yun was slapped hard. Her skin was fair and tender, and she was very sensitive to external shocks. The two slaps made half of her face swell up, and her eyes were bloodshot, but she still held on and kept her tears from shedding.
"What about his future?" Zhu Yun raised her eyes and asked with red eyes, "He's still a student! Why don't you think about his future?"
Zhu Guangyi shouted: "What future does he want after doing such a thing!?"
Zhu Yun shook her head, "You are wrong." She lowered her voice, "The future of everyone here is not as good as his, including me."
Zhu Guangyi was furious at her contradictory eyes, "What do you call that!?"
Mother also chimed in. "Zhu Yun, how can you be so disobedient? Your parents worked hard to bring you up, not to let you be so disrespectful."
Zhu Yun turned to her: "I've been disobedient for a long time, and I still smoke, you know?"
Mother's eyes turned cold, "What did you say?"
Zhu Yun's eyes did not flinch, and she was completely willing to fight.
"Do you know when I learned it? It was the day you and Fang Zhijing forced Liu Xiaoyan away."
Mother froze for a moment.
She didn't expect such a thing to happen, and Zhu Yun still remembered the events of her early years.
Zhu Yun's voice trembled with desperation, she gritted her teeth and said, "So even if Li Xun kills Fang Zhijing, I will only clap my hands!"
Mother was stunned again, she was speechless in front of Zhu Yun for the first time.
Zhu Guangyi couldn't listen anymore, and didn't talk nonsense to her, so he grabbed her arm and walked upstairs. Zhu Yun struggled desperately, but Zhu Guangyi was not as strong as Zhu Guangyi. Zhu Guangyi pushed her into the room, "You have to reflect on yourself!" His mother followed closely, "Don't lock the door yet, I will watch her inside."
Zhu Yun was detained for four days.
Mother really watched her for four days.
Zhu Yun didn't eat anything, she tried every means to go out, but Zhu Guangyi never opened the door except for three meals.
In the end, Zhu Yun even wanted to jump out of the window, but her mother didn't stop her, she sat on the sofa and watched her.
After staying with Zhu Yun for so many days, my mother's eyes were also deeply tired.
She said, Zhu Yun, I don't know that you are so concerned about the past, but mom is doing it for your own good. If you feel that you are willing to make your parents suffer for the rest of your life just to meet that boy, then you can dance.
The mother finished the sentence with tears in her eyes.
Zhu Yun finally collapsed, knelt on the ground and cried loudly.
It seems that everyone in the world is being protected, except him.
Zhu Yun felt that she had a very long dream, a dream that turned backwards.
In the end, she even felt that the dream was too beautiful to be hers.
Li Xun's affairs were very violent.
After Fang Zhijing learned of Li Lan's death, he realized the seriousness of the situation. As for the monitoring incident, he insisted that Li Lan was just asking him about the preparations for the venue. After he told him kindly, she didn't enter the building because she was afraid of affecting her brother.
Fang Zhijing's parents both work in government agencies, and while waiting for the prosecution, they tried every means to create pressure from public opinion. A reporter dug up gossip from nowhere, and broke out a series of incidents during Li Xun's time at school.
Disrespecting the law, oppressing classmates, flattering the leader's daughter...
Even what he said about liking stupid women was included.
The media has easily portrayed him as an image of a man who seeks power and is jealous of the virtuous and capable. For a time, public opinion was uproarious, and showed a one-sided situation.
The dimension of time seems to have changed.
For a long time, Zhu Yun dared not sleep. I finally fell asleep and woke up without daring to open my eyes.
It's like opening your eyes and seeing hell.
Li Xun's verdict came down quickly. The intentional injury caused the other party to be seriously injured and disabled. The evidence was solid and he had no remorse. When the judge asked him why he had to do such a heavy hand, he only said, "Because he deserves to die."
The first-instance verdict was eight years in prison.
Li Xun did not appeal.
Zhu Yun's physical condition became very poor. Her parents were not too worried at first. They knew that Zhu Yun's health had always been very good, and they believed that as long as she slowed down, she would be fine.
After more than a month, school had already started, and Zhu Yun still couldn't get out of bed. Finally, my mother became worried, so she took her to see a western doctor, but it didn't help. The doctor said that it was mainly caused by heart disease. She took her to see a Chinese doctor again. After taking the pulse, the doctor made a gesture on Zhu Yun's brow, and said to her mother, "This child's qi is already here." As he spoke, the doctor raised his hand half an inch, " This is depression." Go up half an inch, "At this point, nine out of ten will commit suicide."
The mother arranged for her to leave school and watched her closely.
Within a month, Zhu Yun lost more than ten catties, lying on the bed like a frightened bird, breaking out in a cold sweat even at the slightest sound.
The mother sat by the bed, looked at such a woman, and said in a low voice: "Zhu Yun, every time a person gets a serious illness, he will get rid of a bad habit. You must learn from it."
Zhu Yun lowered her head.
"I… "
Mother leaned closer: "What?"
Zhu Yun said in an extremely soft voice: "I know he has a bad temper... He can easily make others angry."
She spoke very slowly, and each sentence took a lot of effort.
"He has made many mistakes, and he likes to be brave, and he is not forgiving..."
Zhu Yun raised her red eyes from the pillow.
"Is it because of this?" She looked at her mother, and seemed to ask everyone through her. "Do you really think he's wronged to this extent, and must he pay such a price?"
The mother stared at her and replied after a while: "You have to ask those who hate him that."
Zhu Yun couldn't accept it.
My mother said: "All the decisions are made by him, and they are his own choices. As I said earlier, I think students are very accurate, and this person will have problems sooner or later. You have been like this since you were a child, and you are too easy to be fooled by those Those who take the wrong edge of the sword attract people, and you will be the one who gets hurt in the end."
The mother got up, and said to her before going out: "Zhu Yun, you should know where your father is. The matter between you and that boy will cause him a lot of trouble. Don't just think about yourself. You should also Don’t be fooled, everyone had impulsiveness and whimsy when they were young, it’s over when it’s over, just open this page and move on.”
Uncover this page.
Then what.
Who to leave in the book.
She has a knot in her heart that she can't solve.
"She must be sent abroad this year." Zhu Guangyi said to his mother, "This won't work, she has to change her environment."
Zhu Yun spent a long time in a daze. Mother gave her enough time this time, without urging or persuading her.
Anyway, whether she accepts it or not, the result is certain.
Zhu Yun's body went from bad to worse. Starting from sleep, it gradually affected internal organs and skin. She had large rashes on her body, and no medicines were effective.
Both Ren Di and Fu Yizhuo called her, but Zhu Yun forgot what they said the next day.
The sequelae are too serious.
For a while, Zhu Yun even felt that she might really be unable to resist.
What saved her in the end was a dream.
In the dream, she stood outside the iron fence and saw a man with messy blond hair dyed in a distance, standing in the middle of the playground with his hands in his pockets, smiling lightly, motionless.
After a long time, a gust of wind suddenly blew up between the sky and the earth, and the grass on the football field swayed like a madman.
He still didn't move.
The sky looks like the end of the day.
She woke up at that moment.
The time was at the junction of night and dawn, and the surroundings were deadly quiet.
The dream made her experience a kind of eternal love, or in other words, a kind of eternal freedom.
From then on, she gradually lost her fear.
Four months later, Zhu Yun went back to school the day before going abroad.
The campus is peaceful and everything is business as usual.
She only saw Gao Jianhong. Gao Jianhong continued to run the company, but he gave up the project that Li Xun had formulated before, turned to e-commerce, and attracted a batch of new investments through his previous consultants.
"You can't blame me." Gao Jianhong said to her.
Zhu Yun didn't speak, and turned to leave. Gao Jianhong suddenly grabbed her arm, and his voice became agitated.
"Zhu Yun, you can't blame me, I gave up everything. I gave up all the recommendation from the school, including insurance research and going abroad! Just for this company! But what about him? What has he done? Zhu Yun, it's been three years , When did he think about others when making a decision!"
Zhu Yun looked at him and said in a low voice, "Li Xun only said that he likes stupid women in front of the members of the base, why would the media know?"
Gao Jianhong paused, and said calmly: "Do you think he has offended fewer people in the past few years?"
Zhu Yun nodded, turned and left.
"Zhu Yun!" Gao Jianhong called her from behind, "You can't ask everyone to treat him like you!"
She didn't stop for a step.
How to say that sentence.
All things are only as they are at the very beginning, and the further they go, the more they deviate.
After a brief acceleration, the plane rushed into the sky.
"Ma'am, do you need tissues?" the flight attendant asked softly when she saw Zhu Yun crying.
Zhu Yun shook her head.
She quietly looked at the thousands of miles high sky and dense clouds outside the small window.
Memories, pain and happiness are countless.
Because some clips are reviewed too many times, they always become less real, like bubbles, easy to dissipate with the wind.
Fortunately, there is another one that is the most solid, that is, the sentence "I love you" before his parting, which has been tempered and tempered, and will never be blurred, which is enough to prove all the past and comfort all those who have no hesitation.
——Part One "Wild Grass Garden" End——