"Don't let the emotions you can't control at the moment, the things you can't be sure of, bind and limit your future freedom."
When Lu Chenfeng returned to the room, Lin Chaosheng's last words lingered in his ears. Although after listening to his statement, he failed to clarify his thoughts and reply in time, but from a certain point of view, Lu Chenfeng had to admit that what Lin Chaosheng said was right.
If he was ten years younger, at an age born for love, and still retained the most naked reckless and impulsive young people, when he met someone he liked, perhaps Lu Chenfeng would be able to make sacrifices and ignore it.
But the fact is that he has not met Lin Chaosheng until now.
Lu Chenfeng could easily guess what Lin Chaosheng was saying on the rooftop—Lin Chaosheng felt that his feelings were just a whim and a whim.
Even if he was misunderstood and defined like this, Lu Chenfeng was not annoyed. He calmly made a cup of green orange tea for himself, picked up a few flower cakes sent by Jane Yi, put them on the low table on the balcony, and sat in the rattan armchair leisurely. Bask in the sun.
No one knows him better than Lu Chenfeng.
If you say that when you are 18 years old, you have no world affairs, and it is very rare to have the purest emotion to like someone, then at the age of 32, you have pursued fame and fortune, and valued the world, and you must first make any decision. Weighing the pros and cons, and putting aside these concerns, it is easier said than done to simply love a person.
Lu Chenfeng was not in a hurry, he still had five days to spend with Lin Chaosheng. As for what kind of past and experience the other party has, how to impress him and change his mind, we need to plan slowly.
I have been watching the mountains and seas in the distance for a long time, and the bright white sunlight fills the field of vision. In the blink of an eye, Lu Chenfeng is so blessed that he takes out his mobile phone, opens WeChat, and enters Lin Chaosheng's official account. Lean on the seat.
The number of articles is small, one is fixed every month, and the content consists of four parts: songs recommended in the form of audio, a few photographic photos, a condensed line of text, and the advertising of the inn.
Quickly turning to the bottom of the page, Lu Chenfeng chose to read from bottom to top, so he clicked on the first article.
The title is "Say hi to Jiaxi Inn". In addition to the music and advertisements, there are pictures inside: a rainbow over a tiled house, a hedgehog jumping into the courtyard, glass wind chimes, expensive sofa chairs, a bamboo basket Rose petals, the first flower cake made on a whim - with the words: What the hell is this baked
Lu Chenfeng couldn't help but smile, and then analyzed to himself that Lin Chaosheng established this official account at the same time as the operation of Jiaxi Inn, which is also two years ago.
What did Lin Chaosheng do in the past? Lu Chenfeng couldn't help but think, how busy a person who can raise cactus to death should be.
He continued to slide his fingers and clicked to play the second recommended piano song, named "FLOWERS". The pictures below are: "Old-School Romance" video store, retro gramophone, chrysanthemum bushes on the coast, little sparrows standing in rows on telephone poles, mandarin ducks and seagulls, polar white bicycles - with the caption: Oops, did I buy them? Women's
Ten minutes later, Lu Chenfeng was warmed by the sun, listening to the beautiful pure music in his ears, and the corners of his raised mouth never let go.
Title VI. The letterbox nailed to the courtyard wall, the sunset in the shadow of the trees, the Cangshan Mountain outside the window pane, the goldfish in the glass jar, the strange-shaped mushroom, the panda key pendant given by Jian Yi—with the caption: The young man’s aesthetic needs to be improved.
The panda who has lost weight has an unusual shape, especially the rough workmanship, which is too uncute, Lu Chenfeng silently agrees.
It is estimated that Jian Yi saw his "spit", so in the next article, Lin Chaosheng took all his pictures in order to "please" the child.
An 18-year-old boy wearing a peaked cap and sunglasses on the bridge of his nose stood coolly in front of the inn, posing in a variety of irritating poses, and was working hard to promote "Jia Xi".
As it approached noon, Lu Chenfeng had already browsed to the top article. He opened it, and the life-like photos hit his face, as usual, but the content in the photos was no longer something unfamiliar to him.
Dilapidated straw hats, lively markets, children playing shuttlecocks, peaceful fishing villages, mint candy boxes, bicycles and electric scooters, pineapple rice, lollipops and silver cufflinks, ancient city streets, postcards with flower fields, as well as…
Small flower pots painted with mountains, seas and colorful clouds.
Lu Chenfeng's eyes locked on the line of words at the end of Lin Chaosheng, and the thumb he pressed became harder and harder, as if he wanted to penetrate the screen and feel the temperature of each word.
"On my twenty-ninth birthday, I met someone and I liked it very much at first sight. I made a wish to Caiyun, hoping that he would come to stay at my inn."
When the screen went dark automatically, the dull and heavy heartbeat continued to ring in his ears, but Lu Chenfeng still didn't return to his senses, a feeling that he had never felt before was rushing in his body, which made him terrified and also surprised him.
After spending an afternoon in the room to calm down, in the evening, Lu Chenfeng walked to the front hall and found Lin Chaosheng who was sitting on the high stool on the viewing platform holding a white porcelain cup and drinking tea. He pushed open the door and came to him. Like the previous few times, he sent an invitation to Lin Chaosheng: "The weather is so nice, let's go for a walk together."
Lin Chaosheng got up and followed Lu Chenfeng obediently.
The two people walking side by side moved straight forward along the Ring Road, Lu Chenfeng skillfully played with the metal lighter between his fingers, Lin Chaosheng occasionally looked at the scene, occasionally looked at him, his eyes were aimed at each other's side faces, countless times he hesitated to speak. .
Lu Chenfeng asked, "What do you want to say?"
His voice was very low and deep. Lin Chaosheng frowned nervously. His words in the morning were too frank. Did he make this person unhappy? He shook his head: "Nothing."
Lu Chenfeng glanced at him: "If you don't say it now, you won't have a chance later."
Every word was bitten hard, Lin Chaosheng's heart sank suddenly, he lowered his eyes and looked down at the road under his feet, pretending to be calm: "Are you... angry?"
Lu Chenfeng: "Yeah."
Lin Chaosheng: "..."
They stopped at the small pier that Lu Chenfeng found the next day when he came to Dali. The canna was blooming with fiery flowers, Lu Chenfeng took a deep breath of the freshly lit cigarette, turned and sat on the bench behind him, with his right hand holding the cigarette on his knee, and looked up at Lin Chaosheng who was standing in front of him.
Lin Chaosheng did not look at Lu Chenfeng, nor did he sit beside him.
"I've been thinking about what you said to me this morning, so I'll reply to you now." Lu Chenfeng's voice was steady and slow, "If something offends you, you can interrupt me at any time."
Hearing this, Lin Chaosheng turned his gaze to him and caught Lu Chenfeng's gentle gaze.
"Before that, answer me a question first." The smoke dissipated with the wind, and Lu Chenfeng said, "The days we spent together will eventually be defined by you as 'that's all', and will you soon forget it?"
Lin Chaosheng's eyes drooped slightly, and he answered quickly, "No."
Lu Chenfeng: "Then why do you assert me like that?"
For a moment, Lin Chaosheng curled up his fingers in embarrassment.
"For me, this is my trip, but I walked into your life." Lu Chenfeng's voice was gentle and calm, so far there was no trace of abnormal emotions, "When I found out about your intentions, And aware of his own intentions, but still as if nothing happened, and left safely... "
"I'm afraid you really like the wrong person."
The traces between his eyebrows became deeper and deeper, and Lin Chaosheng unconsciously tightened his shoulders.
The setting sun gradually faded, and the afterglow disappeared. After a short pause, Lu Chenfeng laughed suddenly, and then put out the cigarette butt with his fingertips: "Lin Chaosheng, you are really bad."
With a guilty conscience, Lin Chaosheng couldn't talk at all, he could only be serious and obedient.
"You know very well what you have done." Lu Chenfeng restrained his smile, his tone was calm and peaceful, "Now, I will list them one by one and let you hear whether my analysis is correct or not."