Lu Chenfeng lowered his head and pinched the cigarette pack with trembling fingers. He looked calm on the outside, but he was trying to digest Lin Chaosheng's frank words to him.
The occluded back teeth pushed up the cheeks, and the jaw line was sharp and cold. Lin Chaosheng knew that Lu Chenfeng was suffering, and he was holding back.
For a long time, the two of them accompanied each other in silence. Lu Chenfeng always arched his back, lowered his eyebrows in deep thought, and stared blankly at the weeds beside his feet.
Lin Chaosheng obediently stayed by Lu Chenfeng's side, waiting for him to accept it slowly. After another long while, Lu Chenfeng finally said hoarsely: "It's very hard, right?"
Lin Chaosheng said honestly: "Well, when I first heard the news of my parents' passing away, I almost couldn't hold on, but then... it got better."
He said slowly: "Fortunately, there is Jiaxi Inn to accompany me, so that I can miss my parents where they first met."
The white clouds rolled and the stream of light poured out. Lin Chaosheng raised his head and looked up at the sky: "When I fully adapt to reality, I feel that my state is still optimistic."
With a smile on the corner of his mouth, he said to Lu Chenfeng in a warm voice, "At the end of life, there will be a separation, but I firmly believe that because of missing, the soul after death will have an echo, so I will meet them again."
Lu Chenfeng held Lin Chaosheng's hand, and this time, he quickly answered, "Is this the real reason why you dare not face your feelings?"
It was as if his throat had been rubbed by rough sandpaper, and he couldn't bite the words hoarsely. Lin Chaosheng was so distressed that he quickly rubbed the back of Lu Chenfeng's hand, nodded and said, "After all, with my body, I can't guarantee that I will be able to walk with you for a long time. It's extremely irresponsible to each other for us."
Lu Chenfeng didn't answer, just waved his hand lightly. Although he didn't agree with Lin Chaosheng's point of view, he understood his concerns.
"But, I can't bear it." Lin Chaosheng pursed his lips, "I'm really... I don't want you to leave."
So with a contradictory heart, he made some careful thoughts without showing any trace, and timidly longed for Lu Chenfeng's approach.
He laughed at himself and said, "No matter how much reason, once it comes across emotional matters, it will all be ineffective."
For the first time, when he told Lu Chenfeng about the past completely, Lin Chaosheng found that he didn't feel the relief and relief he imagined, but instead, he was suddenly filled with deep regret after realizing it.
He finally met a person he liked too much, and he should be coaxing him to be happy, cherishingly holding it in the palm of his hand, and sharing more happiness with him. Why should Lu Chenfeng bear the reality of powerlessness with him
Lin Chaosheng clenched his fists regretfully, thinking foolishly, if it puts too much pressure on him and scare him away... What should I do
He made various considerations passively in his heart, weighed it several times, and finally shook his head negatively, and said like a mosquito: "Lu Chenfeng, I may really not be suitable for you..."
"There is no such possibility."
The wind in the mountains blew the leaves, and Lin Chaosheng was stunned. While Lu Chenfeng took a deep breath, he straightened up and started to pack the luggage of the two of them.
"I'll only say this sentence once, you have to remember it carefully." He put the plastic bag containing the garbage into the backpack, zipped the zipper, and tied the tent bag to it again.
After finishing finishing, Lu Chenfeng reached out and took off Lin Chaosheng's camera, hung it around his neck, and exchanged the luggage for him: "You carry this."
Lin Chaosheng followed suit, Lu Chenfeng put his hands on his side, motioned him to step on the slope, then turned around and turned his back towards him: "Come up."
He stared blankly at Lu Chenfeng's broad shoulders, Lin Chaosheng couldn't say anything for a moment, he didn't want to let Lu Chenfeng wait too long, he leaned down/clutched his shoulders firmly, and tentatively gave him a legs, asked solemnly, "Am I heavy?"
Lu Chenfeng: "Heavy."
After listening, Lin Chaosheng stuck his other foot to the ground and refused to lift it up anyway: "Don't carry me, I'm not so squeamish, I can go by myself."
Lu Chenfeng tilted his body and grabbed Lin Chaosheng's leg. He easily weighed it up twice, and said, "Can't you hear what I'm saying? It will make you feel so sorry for me."
The pace was steady, Lin Chaosheng listened carefully to Lu Chenfeng's breathing, and he was not disturbed at all, but he was still a little worried: "Isn't it heavy?"
Lu Chenfeng split the conversation and gave Lin Chaosheng a task: "Just remember how many steps you can walk with me on your back."
Lin Chaosheng hugged Lu Chenfeng tightly and counted in his heart, then he asked, "Then how far do you think we can go?"
A meaningful sentence, not just the superficial meaning, Lu Chenfeng raised his right hand to his forehead, changed his usual calm attitude, and answered him in an exaggerated tone: "Wow, I can't see my head."
Lin Chaosheng smiled like a flower on Lu Chenfeng's back.
Both sides of the mountain road are full of rhododendrons and camellias in full swing, with a fragrant fragrance.
Lin Chaosheng counted to the 1000th step and insisted on stopping Lu Chenfeng, just in time for the off-road driver to send a WeChat message that he ran smoothly this time, and it is expected to be an hour earlier than the agreed time.
After a few minutes of rest, the sound of tires crushing stones was getting closer and closer. Lu Chenfeng and Lin Chaosheng got on the off-road vehicle again. The mountain road was steep and long, and after a while, the red sun slanted westward, and the group was about to arrive near Huadian Dam.
"The road behind can only be 'self-reliant'." The driver said humorously, and warmly reminded the four tourists in the carriage, "The person in charge of the medicinal material field is my brother, and his room is almost full. There is a need for housing. Remember to report my name to make a reservation first."
There was almost no flat ground under his feet. Lu Chenfeng followed Lin Chaosheng with his luggage. The two walked slowly and gradually distanced themselves from the tourists in front.
Passing through a muddy pool, Lu Chenfeng patted Lin Chaosheng's arm and pointed to a few wild mushrooms growing vigorously among the haystacks: "There are also mushrooms here, which are similar to the ones you bought. Can you eat them?"
Lin Chaosheng glanced at the white-haired man with green hands, and raised his eyebrows at Lu Chenfeng: "I will definitely die."
Lu Chenfeng: "..."
The environment around Huadian Dam was much better than Lu Chenfeng expected. He negotiated with the owner of the herbal medicine field and paid a small amount of money, and only needed to provide them with a place to wash, three meals and hot water.
The sunset was piled up in the sky, the twilight was still in the sky, and the bright moon was looming. The camping location was chosen by Lin Chaosheng. He could see more stars in the sky above his head.
The tent is very easy to assemble, and there is basically no need to get started. Lu Chenfeng flipped the switch and propped up the crooked top like a loaf of bread. There was enough space to sleep three people.
He sighed in frustration next to Lin Chaosheng: "I made a mistake, I bought too much."
Lin Chao made a "tsk" in business, and looked at him from the corner of his eyes.
The temperature in Huadianba was low, so Lu Chenfeng first helped Lin Chaosheng to wrap his down jacket, and then took out the windbreaker in his backpack and put it on. After having dinner in the herbal medicine field, the two simply washed up, Lu Chenfeng took a pot of hot water and carried it to the tent. Lin Chaosheng had already laid out the sheets and lay on his back directly under the stars.
There were sparse insects in the ears, there were few lights around, and the human sonar outside the tent entered the medicinal material field. Lu Chenfeng lay down beside Lin Chaosheng and looked up at the same starry sky. When the two of them lost their breath, Lin Chaosheng said: "Tell me. your business."
Lu Chenfeng asked, "Which part do you want to hear?"
Lin Chaosheng deliberately said, "History of love."
Lu Chenfeng: "It's out of line."
Lin Chaosheng stopped his laughter and said solemnly, "Let's talk about your work."
"I'm actually quite surprised. Why did you learn jewelry appraisal?" Lin Chaosheng tilted his head, "Is this major good for employment?"
"If you graduate from a bachelor's degree, if you want to make money, there are only two general directions. Either selling goods over the counter or writing topics in magazines." Lu Chenfeng said, "It's not particularly difficult to get a job, but it's easy to be boring."
Lin Chaosheng: "So you chose the third option?"
Lu Chenfeng said "um": "The most unstable and the easiest way to fail is to start your own business."
Lin Chaosheng put one hand behind his head and asked curiously, "Gem merchants... What exactly do they do?"
Lu Chenfeng didn't answer directly. He turned his face to the side, and suddenly said, "Trust me? I can let you see colorful clouds in the dark night."